love poison

Ying Xinyuan couldn't hold back a laugh, shook her head and joked deliberately: "What? Are you the father of this child, Zhizhen? Why are you smiling so happily?"

Zhizhen hurriedly stood up and said excitedly: "Really, I am not Erlang's biological father, but I am his adoptive father! Why can't I be happy?"

Ying Xinyuan was about to speak, when Zhizhen became angry again, and said aggrievedly: "When did Xin Mu come to Yuezhou? I don't even know! The last time we met, Doctor Ying didn't mention this matter at all! Xin Mu Mu, you are really too much, you have been hiding in Yuezhou, and you don't know if you will tell me, how long are you going to hide it from me like this? If I leave today, won't you lose sight of my little righteous son? It's really too much Too much!"

Ying Xinyuan hurriedly comforted him: "This is a great injustice, how can you blame me? Xin Mu only came to Jishitang after meeting you."

Xin Mu said: "I arrived in Yuezhou on the seventh day of April. I haven't told you before. It's indeed my fault. It's just that I'm still alive. I can't let anyone know, so I want to wait for you. The situation around you is not so complicated. I'll tell you when."

I really recalled it carefully, and then I remembered that the seventh day of April, wasn't it the day he and Rong Hua returned from the capital?I don't know whether the fate is cruel or kind, but it made them return to Yuezhou at the same time, but they didn't give them a chance to meet at all.They are under the same cloud, but they can't see each other.At this time, Xin Mu was happy because of the birth of a new little life, but Rong Hua was still struggling in grief.

Thinking of Ronghua's appearance, he really couldn't bear it. He wanted to say something to Xin Mu, but he didn't know whether he should speak or not. He was in a dilemma, his face turned red, and he remained silent for a while down.

Xu Yingxinyuan realized that Zhizhen had something to say, so he proposed to make medicine for Xin Mu. After he left, Zhizhen didn't feel so embarrassed. He hesitated again and again, thinking that he could still try to speak.

"That...Xin Mu..." Zhizhen started to stutter again as soon as he got nervous, and said, "Where were you...before you came to Jishitang? Do you know what happened in the past six months?"

Xin Mu slowly put the child by his side, covered him with a brocade quilt and let him sleep well, then turned around and said to Zhizhen, "I haven't gone far, I have been in a place in Zhaoyue for the past six months. I lived in seclusion in the hills and bought two servants to serve me. I have never cared about the outside world. I only heard from the servants occasionally that the soldiers of Dasheng had killed all the way to the capital of Xiyi King. In March, I felt that my stomach was getting bigger and I was afraid. It was hard to deal with it, so I went down the mountain and hired a carriage to come here to find the divine doctor. The coachman talked with me for a long time on the way, and I finally understood everything that happened in the past six months. I also heard about you from the coachman. Your name, saying that you can lead thousands of troops at a young age, and you are a young hero."

Zhizhen said with some embarrassment: "I have learned this way since I was a child, I just know how to fight and kill, it's not a big deal."

Xin Mu smiled and said, "It's not a big deal. I just heard what the coachman said, and I can feel the danger."

"I...I'm okay, hehe." Zhizhen laughed a few times, then began to worry again, and then said in a low voice, "I'm okay, I didn't encounter any danger, but...he... He...he's very..."

Finally he said it, and hurriedly peeked at Xin Mu's expression, seeing that Xin Mu didn't intend to stop him, he continued: "He is the one who takes the lead, he is the one who goes through life and death, he is the one who strategizes, and the soldiers worship him He was brave and had a strategy, so he followed him forward bravely, and the whole journey was like a broken bamboo. In less than half a year, Xiyi was completely defeated. Even the ancestors of the Rong family had never achieved such a brilliant record, nor had they been entrusted to the county. The title of king. Others are in awe of him and envy him, but others don't know, don't I know? He fights like this, not because he is not afraid of death, but because he is not afraid of death. He is ready to die on the battlefield in every battle. I just don't want to live anymore."

After hearing this, Xin Mu fell into deep thought, and didn't speak for a while, Zhizhen kept looking at his face, but never saw any expression.After a long time, Xin Mu said, "How can he not want to live? Even if Xiyi surrenders, there are still many small countries in the northwest making trouble. The safety of the Dasheng border rests with him, and he cannot die."

"He also thought so, so he said, give him another six years, and he has already planned to tidy up the small country in the northwest within six years."

Xin Mu shook his head and said, "How come? The Rong family has been stationed in Yuezhou for 60 years, and no one has ever been able to conquer many small countries in the northwest."

"In the past, no one let Xiyi break the country within half a year. I think since he can say six years, he has a plan in his heart." Zhizhen said with a serious face, "Really let him do it within six years." Has this plan been achieved? He really has nothing to worry about."

Xin Mu fell into deep thought again, and Zhizhen continued to say: "Besides, if he can live well for these six years...he has not lived an easy life. His viscera hurts, and most of the time he relies on drinking to suppress it, fearing that after a long time, if he is not tortured to death by this poison, he will also die of drunkenness."

"Really?" Xin Mu's brows twitched slightly, but he didn't express his opinion.

"Yes, he already looks like an old man who is going to die. If you saw him, you wouldn't dare to recognize him." Zhizhen wanted to tell Xin Mu what he saw in the past six months, as long as Xin Mu didn't stop him, He could go on and on, "Besides, there is one absurd thing that the coachman can't possibly know, and you certainly don't know either."

Xin Mu said, "What?"

"He wrote to King Zhaoyue, wanting to relocate the grave of the 'dead you', but King Zhaoyue naturally disagreed, and he brought this matter up to the emperor when he entered Beijing a few days ago, saying that you had worshiped heaven and earth with him, You are his first wife, and he must be buried with you. The emperor almost thought he was insane. Hey, I didn’t mention the process, but the result was that he disagreed. He didn’t give up when he came back. , I reckon that he has such great merits, the emperor will ask King Zhaoyue to give him some of your old things, and let him build a clothes tomb. But I don’t think he will calm down so easily, and he will have to make a fuss for a while.”

Zhizhen sighed for a long time, and then said: "He will go to war again at the end of next month. I want to go back to my master and not accompany him any more. I really can't bear to see his appearance, so I have no choice but to stop watching, lest I Worried."

Originally, Zhizhen still had a lot to say, but seeing that Xin Mu hadn't made a statement, he couldn't help being anxious, and simply opened the skylight to speak frankly, saying: "Up to now, are you still unwilling to forgive him?"

Xin Mu was silent for a while, and did not answer the question directly, but said: "I am already a dead person, so there is no need to do this for me."

Zhizhen has never been a delicate person, and Xin Mu is unwilling to say more, so he can't see Xin Mu clearly, he is just blindly optimistic, vaguely guessing that Xin Mu's relationship with Rong Hua is not what he imagined. ruthless.Perhaps it was because the resentment in the past was too strong, maybe it was because Xin Mu was too insensitive to love, maybe it was because Xin Mu hadn't seen Rong Hua's pain with his own eyes... The situation between them was so complicated that Xin Mu might Unable to discern his true feelings for Rong Hua.

Perhaps this is not their final ending, Zhizhen always hopes that God will give them one last chance.

But Xin Mu was still refusing, and really couldn't bear Rong Hua to suffer, and also couldn't bear to make things difficult for Xin Mu, so he stopped talking and planned to leave their problems to fate and time.

Zhizhen was finally willing to be quiet for a while, and stretched out his hand to tease the child who was sleeping soundly, full of joy.

Xin Mu kept his head down and didn't say another word.

Zhizhen went back to the inn outside the city the next day, dismissed all the servants on the spot, sent a letter to the master, and then returned to Jishitang.Although Xin Mu didn't need his special care in Jishitang, but being able to accompany Xin Mu and Erlang is really very satisfying.

The baby in the swaddle really grew up too fast, and after only one month passed, the baby sank a lot. He was very good, but he was not at all cold like Xin Mu. Except when he was sleeping, he was always busy. The noise that came down.

It’s been a long time since Zhizhen promised to return to Master. It’s not that he doesn’t want to be with Xin Mu, and Master has never written to him to urge him, but he is always full of concern for Master. It gets deeper.He didn't open his mouth, but Xin Mu could still see that the two of them talked about whether Zhizhen should leave for several times without any result, and they still stayed in Jishitang so lively, and lived like this .

It was approaching the end of May, and it was the end of summer in the new year. This morning, as usual, Zhizhen went to Xin Mu's room to find Erlang to play with, but when he arrived, Xin Mu and Erlang were already gone, and they just left on the table. He took out two wooden boxes, and wrote the names of Zhizhen and Ying Xinyuan respectively.

Zhizhen panicked for a moment and immediately ordered someone to inform Ying Xinyuan of the matter, and he opened the wooden box with his name written on it. There was only a short letter and a few heavy words inside.

[The gathering is only for parting, and the parting is also waiting for reunion. 】

They have said goodbye many times, although they still feel sad, but Zhizhen has gradually gotten used to being separated, he didn't cry anymore, and even his eyes didn't turn red.There was a little smile on the corner of his mouth, and he thought in his heart: No matter what, Xin Mu will never be alone again.

Then Ying Xinyuan came in a hurry. Seeing that Zhizhen was holding a letter in a daze, he didn't bother to ask more questions, so he quickly opened the wooden box Xin Mu gave him.

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