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Chapter 49 Extra Story 3. Unspeakable Words
Life is always full of ups and downs in the ordinary, the huge impact of that year seems to have prepaid for the accidents of the next few years, and the life of the next few years went on in an orderly manner. Young parents finished their studies and formally entered the society. , the children are growing up day by day, the relationship between the two families is still so close, everything is so peaceful and warm.
After graduation, Lin Qing chose to work in his father's company; Su Mingzhe went to graduate school, and then started from the lower level of his own company, slowly accumulating experience and ability, waiting for the opportunity to develop his career.In contrast, Wu Xiao's employment is very colorful. Basically, he has done all kinds of jobs—whether it is related to his major or not, but he knows where he should develop. It is to stand higher in the future, as Su Mingzhe once said, he has the ability to be at the same height as they are now.As for Xu Nuo, she chose to be a teacher in a university, which is exactly the job that suits her, and she has relatively enough time to take better care of her children.
When we met, Wu Xiao would often talk to Su Mingzhe about the children, what kind of kindergarten activities, new nursery rhyme... He would talk excitedly about every little thing; at such times, Su Mingzhe just listened silently. , He could feel the excitement of Wu Xiao, which comes with the growth and changes of children, as long as they keep growing, this freshness will not disappear in the hearts of parents.
When talking about personality, Wu Xiao commented like this: "Huang'er is too mature, she is not like me and Nuonuo in every way, but she is very similar to you." He smiled inexplicably when he said the last sentence , winked at him and said, "Don't you want a daughter? I might as well give it to you."
Su Mingzhe ignored Wu Xiao's joke, and analyzed objectively: "At least her kindness and thoughtfulness are still like Xu Nuo's."
Wu Xiao thought for a while, and wondered how a seven or eight-year-old child could tell that he was thoughtful.He shifted the topic to Su Mingzhe's son, and commented: "Your son, the longer he grows, the more he looks like Ah Qing, but his IQ has been inherited from you."
"Really, I didn't see it." Su Mingzhe replied flatly.
"Nuo Nuo's words would probably say 'this son is definitely not in the pool', haha." Wu Xiao laughed and teased.
This time Su Mingzhe did not respond to him, but looked at the two people who were preparing lunch in the kitchen, and then at the room where the children were, before saying to Wu Xiao, "Have you told Xu Nuo about us?"
The topic changed so suddenly, Wu Xiao didn't react for a while, he was stunned for a moment, and replied: "No...why did you ask this suddenly?"
"It's nothing." Su Mingzhe turned his head away, although he said so, his expression told Wu Xiao that he didn't think so.
After confirming that no one else would come to the living room for the time being, Wu Xiao dragged Su Mingzhe to the balcony, and asked him what was wrong again.Su Mingzhe looked at Wu Xiao, his eyes shifted, he suddenly took a step forward, leaned forward and kissed the corner of Wu Xiao's lips, just when he was about to retreat, someone grabbed his collar and was pulled by the trend, and his whole body jumped He went up and blocked the opponent's lips severely.
Just when the two kissed so deeply that they almost lost themselves, there was a slight noise at the door, Su Mingzhe quickly pushed Wu Xiao away with quick eyesight, and instantly kept a distance of one meter away from him; then, a tender little hand came Appeared in the crack of the door and slowly pushed the door open.
Wu Xiao, who was still in a state of confusion, was startled when he saw the child coming in. He immediately raised his hand and wiped his lips. Seeing Xiao Su Zhen walk in completely, Wu Xiao smiled awkwardly and bent down, asking: " What are you doing here?"
The child glanced at him and then at his father, and replied, "Look at the hamster." As he spoke, he walked around Wu Xiao, and lifted a cage in the corner of the balcony, with a hamster inside.
If he hadn't said it, Wu Xiao would have almost forgotten the hamster he bought.At that time, I saw on the street that Wu Tong must have one, but Wu Xiao couldn't resist him, so he had to compromise, thinking that fortunately it wasn't a cat or a dog, otherwise he wouldn't have the energy to raise it for the child.
After picking up the hamster cage, Su Zhen went out without saying a word, but there was a trace of strange emotion in his eyes when he looked at Wu Xiao, it was the kind of curiosity and resistance emotion, which made Wu Xiao feel very collapse.
It's over.Wu Xiao thought, he must have seen it, and if he was tempted to take a detour, Ah Qing would kill me.
As if he understood Wu Xiao's mind, Su Mingzhe comforted him, "It's okay, he won't talk nonsense."
"I'm not afraid of his nonsense, I'm afraid of his random thinking." Wu Xiao said with a wry smile.
Through the window, you can see three children gathered together in the living room, feeding the hamster with peanuts.Wu Xiao sighed, scratched his head, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I'm a little...too excited."
"No, it's me first..." Su Mingzhe didn't know what to say, so his voice stopped abruptly.
The two of you looked at me and I looked at you, a little embarrassed, they just stood on the balcony like this, until the people in the room said that they had eaten, and then they left awkwardly.
However, life did not develop as smoothly as expected. This time the problem was with Xu Nuo. When Su Zhen and the others were in junior high school, Xu Nuo fell ill. Abandoned work and cultivated at home.
At this time, Wu Xiao had already started his own business. It was the busiest period and he was too busy to take care of himself, let alone take care of Xu Nuo. Fortunately, Lin Qing took the initiative to help and assumed the responsibility of taking care of Xu Nuo.
Seeing Xu Nuo finished taking the medicine, Lin Qing chatted with her for a few words and watched her fall asleep. After confirming that Xu Nuo was fast asleep, Lin Qing quietly left the room and saw Wu Xiao sitting at the dining table .
"I'm back." Lin Qing greeted him softly, and sat down by herself.
"Well, it's hard work." After Wu Xiao finished speaking, he couldn't help sighing.
Seeing Wu Xiao's sad face, Lin Qing gently held his hand on the table, and comforted him, "You don't have to worry too much, Nuonuo just fell ill a while ago and hasn't recuperated, and she'll be fine soon."
Feeling the temperature of the other person, Wu Xiao moved his hand but didn't pull it away. He nodded and didn't say anything else.
Over the past ten years, everyone has been constantly changing. Taking Wu Xiao as an example, he is no longer ignorant. He is really in love with Xu Nuo. Lin has already noticed this early on, but she has been unwilling to admit it , she would rather that Wu Xiao only loves Su Mingzhe all the time, she is not reconciled, she is also a woman, why can Nuonuo but she can't?
A seed was planted in this woman's heart, and it quickly took root and sprouted. The budding flower seemed to be waiting for a certain moment to come...
That moment, after all, has come.
The hospital shrouded in white is still so holy when night falls, but it can bring white terror that is different from black.In the seemingly endless corridor, doctors and nurses came in and out, very busy, all kinds of medical equipment in the ward were connected to the woman lying on the bed, her face was pale, despite the best efforts of the medical staff Rescue, the instrument next to her still made a series of terrifying "dididi" sounds; the world seemed to stand still with the cessation of the sounds, the medical staff stopped, each showing regretful affection, and The woman was still lying there with a peaceful face, like a sleeping child.
The corridor was very quiet, but there was a sudden "da da" sound. A woman walked forward along the corridor against the wall. Her high heels and the ground made soft and heavy sounds; her loose long hair was hanging on her chest in a mess. In front of him, he looked devastated, as if he had walked to the end of the world, and every step declared the despair of death.
You are right, she is a lunatic, she will do whatever it takes to achieve her goal, she has never had a situation that cannot be dealt with before, but this time, it can no longer be saved.
A heavy slap was slapped on the woman's face, she turned her head and said nothing.
"You are satisfied! Crazy woman! You can kill as many people as you want!"
For the first time, Su Mingzhe cursed at the top of his voice in such a disregard of his image.
"She regards you as her sister, but you harm her for such a childish reason, do you still have a conscience! Do you have any!" The man became more and more excited as he spoke, he grabbed Lin Qing's clothes, lifted her up, and slammed her fell to the ground.
"Enough!" Another voice suddenly appeared, making Su Mingzhe's hand waving in mid-air freeze.
In the corner of the room, another man was sitting on the ground with his hands folded on his knees, his face buried in his arms; he raised his head slightly, looked at the two through the gap, and said coldly: "You killed her, Nuonuo can't come back either."
Su Mingzhe gritted his teeth, shook his hands, and shouted at the woman on the ground: "Get out!"
The woman smiled inexplicably, stood up, and left with her aching body.
The moment he and she closed the door, there was another angry curse from another room, this time the tone was more youthful, and it could be heard that it was a child's voice.
"Your mother is a bitch, and so are you! Get out, I don't want to see you again!" Wu Tong cursed while stomping his feet with red eyes in his youth, and the target of his attack was Su Zhen, who was his age.
"How dare you... My mother treats that woman like her own sister, how dare you!" Wu Tong roared and cried, but no matter how much he cried, the one who passed away would never come back.
Su Zhen, who was sitting on the ground, had obviously been beaten, and there were some bruises around his eyes. He looked at his friend who was crying loudly, with a blank expression on his face. His indifference was not to Wu Tong, but to his mother—— People who don't want to recognize in their lives.
The other person in the room was Wu Huang. Compared to her brother, she was much calmer. She just watched silently from the sidelines. The red eyes proved that she had also cried. After all, it was the separation of close relatives. Let alone a child.
The crying gradually became smaller and finally disappeared. Su Zhen also slowly stood up from the ground. He bowed to Wu Tong and Wu Huang, and said, "I'm sorry." After finishing speaking, he left the room.
In the living room, the scene just now is over, but the two of them are still in their original state.Su Zhen walked up to her father and said indifferently, "Take me home."
Su Mingzhe took out his mobile phone and called the driver, and Su Zhen walked downstairs by himself.
The living room became quiet, and there was no noise from the children in the room. Under the night sky, the whole house was shrouded in silence and became extremely depressing.Su Mingzhe opened his mouth several times, but he didn't know what to say. He felt a burning pain in his throat, as if some foreign object blocked his throat, making him lose the ability to speak.
The clock on the wall was still ticking. In the end, Su Mingzhe still gritted his teeth, stepped forward and said, "I'm sorry, Ah Xiao, I..."
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by another voice: "Stop talking..." Wu Xiao raised his head slowly, looked at him, and continued, "I don't want to hate you."
Although it was just a glance, those eyes full of pain and despair were deeply engraved in Su Mingzhe's heart. Ten or even decades later, he could clearly recall this scene.
"Su Mingzhe, we still...don't meet again."
Sometimes, a person can be changed in an instant, let alone as long as a night.On that night, the two finally let go of the grievances in their hearts, opened their hearts, and said those unspeakable words. Pulled to the ends of the earth, from now on, I will go back and forth.
No one would have thought that the next meeting would be after such a long time. For three full years, the two had no contact, as if they had disappeared into each other's world without any news.And Lin Qing, also gradually broke away from the world of the two of them. After that night, she disappeared for a whole week, then suddenly appeared, took some of her clothes and daily necessities, and moved out quietly. He didn't take care of the father and son; Su Mingzhe also started to be busy with work, and there were various wine shops, and sometimes Su Zhen came to take care of him, let alone him to take care of Su Zhen.
Perhaps, Su Zhen's hatred for his mother began after that incident.Because of her, his best friend treated him like an enemy; because of her, his father lived in such pain; because of her, the two families became torn apart.How can she redeem her sins?
The opportunity three years later was created by Su Zhen. He privately invited Wu Xiao's family to celebrate his father's birthday just to let them meet. In fact, Su Mingzhe hadn't celebrated his birthday for a long time. He was a little surprised when he held a birthday party, but when he saw the person he invited, he understood the boy's intentions, and he couldn't help but sigh in his heart: How desolate is this, and I want a child to think about my business.
The dinner was going on in a slightly weird atmosphere.Su Zhen was the first to leave. He probably planned it long ago, and then the brothers and sisters of the Wu family also left one after another. Only these two people were left looking at each other, and the atmosphere was extremely embarrassing.
Since they hadn't seen each other for a long time, the two of them couldn't find a suitable topic for a while, so they could only eat food in silence; when the meal was almost finished, Wu Xiao finally spoke first: "Don't you want to see the gift that Ah Huang gave you?"
Unexpectedly, the other party suddenly spoke, Su Mingzhe was startled, but quickly calmed down, calmly responded, took out the previous box and slowly opened it - a delicate watch was lying in the middle of the box.
"Do you like it?" Wu Xiao asked, his voice sounded a little nervous.
"Well, it's very beautiful." Su Mingzhe responded, carefully put it away, and said: "You chose it, thank you."
This "thank you" made Wu Xiao feel a little uncomfortable, he coughed dryly, turned his head and said, "You're welcome."
"Shall we still eat?" Su Mingzhe asked.
"Why don't you go back?"
"it is good."
Immediately afterwards, I faced another serious question, where should I go back next?The two stood on the street, looking at the car in front of each other, and fell into a long freeze.It's not an option to stand here like this all the time, Su Mingzhe opened the car first, and suggested, "Would you like to sit with me?"
Wu Xiao hesitated for a moment and agreed.
Then, the two drove their cars, one in front and the other in the direction of Su Mingzhe's house.On the way, Su Mingzhe's cell phone in the passenger seat rang. He picked it up and saw a message from his son: You have the opportunity, don't thank me.
"Stinky boy..." Su Mingzhe scolded with a smile, he knew that Su Zhen and Wu Huang left on purpose, and as for Wu Tong, he probably really left in anger.
When the car drove to a fork in the road, Su Mingzhe hesitated for a moment, and suddenly turned around. Through the rearview mirror, he saw Wu Xiao's car also followed.Two cars stopped in front of a small apartment near a university one after another. The two got out of the car and looked at each other with unnatural expressions on their faces.They walked up the narrow stairs in silence, and walked to the familiar door. Su Mingzhe took out his wallet, took out a key from it, and opened the door.
Probably due to the long-term unoccupied, the room looks very cold and lonely, but the furniture and furnishings are exactly the same as before, which makes people feel a lot of emotion in their hearts, and time seems to be brought back to the long-ago university days by this familiar feeling .
In the living room, Wu Xiao sat down, and Su Mingzhe went to the kitchen to pour two glasses of water. Wu Xiao was a little surprised when he got the water. After all, this house has been idle for more than ten years. Does Su Mingzhe still come regularly? here?With such doubts in mind, Wu Xiao thanked him and took the water, and asked, "Why do you remember this place?"
"It's nothing," Su Mingzhe sat down on the sofa on the other side, and replied, "I just don't think I should take you there."
Next, the two casually chatted about what happened in the past few years, chatting like two old friends who haven't seen each other for many years, and no one mentioned the sad past.
"Time flies so fast. It feels like we were still on the university campus yesterday, but today, our children are almost going to college." Wu Xiao said with emotion.
In the past few years, they have experienced a lot and changed a lot, from naive to mature, from reckless to calm, every growth is sad but gratifying.
Unknowingly, the sky darkened, the sunset glow turned the sky crimson, and the afterglow of the setting sun shone into the house through the balcony, leaving a warm trace on the floor.Wu Xiao looked out of the window, then turned his head to look at the person in front of him, suddenly interrupted the other person's narration, and said, "I don't want to see you not because of Nuonuo's affairs, but because if we continue to be so unclear, we will ruin everything." Lost, is two families. The children are grown up now, I think we should be more mature."
The topic changed suddenly and was led in an awkward direction, which made Su Mingzhe's original words stuck in his throat, and he sat there in a daze for a long time without speaking.Seeing Su Mingzhe's reaction, Wu Xiao couldn't help but smiled, and said, "I mean, let's end the game of the Cold War, thanks to your calmness, you haven't contacted me once in three years. "Wu Xiao said in a very relaxed tone on purpose, even so, Su Mingzhe could feel his uneasiness - this stemmed from the entanglement in his heart.
It is impossible for him not to hate, his wife died because of Su Mingzhe's wife, he has no reason to choose to forgive so easily, but he has to forgive because there are more important people waiting for him.
Before Su Mingzhe could speak, Wu Xiao stood up, looked at the darkening sky outside the window, and said, "I'm leaving, I have to go back and cook for those two children." As he said that, he went to the door to change his shoes, Su Mingzhe followed up and wanted to see him off, but Wu Xiao politely refused: "No, you should go back, Ah Zhen is still waiting for you." After finishing speaking, he left the door on his own.
Su Mingzhe was the only one left in the empty room. He thought carefully about what Wu Xiao said before he left, and felt empty in his heart, as if something was missing, but he didn't know what to fill it with.
When Wu Xiao returned home, he saw his daughter lying on the sofa playing with her mobile phone at a glance, and reminded her: "Sit up and play, how many times do I have to tell you?"
"Yes—" Wu Huang deliberately protracted and emphasized to express her dissatisfaction, but she did not change her posture, and continued to look at her phone while lying there.
For this wayward daughter, Wu Xiao was very helpless. As he got older, Wu Xiao couldn't control her more and more. Fortunately, she was well-mannered, so Wu Xiao gradually relaxed his discipline on her; Wu Xiao changed his clothes and entered the door. Looking around the living room, he asked, "Where's your brother?"
Without raising her head, Wu Huang pointed in the direction of the bedroom.
"I'm going to cook, you'll call him out later." Wu Xiao walked towards the kitchen and heard his daughter ask behind him, "Why are you back?"
Wu Xiao stopped, looked back at his daughter, and asked strangely, "Should I not come back?"
There was an inexplicable smile on the girl's face. She stood up and turned to look at her father, and said, "I thought you would 'chat' with Uncle Su for a while, until late at night or something." The sound of the word, coupled with her tone of voice, made the whole sentence look very strange.
"Are you my own..."
At the same time, Su Mingzhe also returned home. Su Zhen was already back, sitting on the sofa and playing games on the TV; when he heard someone coming back, Su Zhen raised his head, said "I'm back," and immediately lowered her head Look at the phone screen.
"What do you want to eat?" Su Mingzhe went to the living room and turned off the TV, and asked, "Let's order takeaway."
"Are you so lazy? You don't even make a meal for your son." Su Zhen said, her tone was more teasing than complaining.
Su Mingzhe knocked on his head, sat down beside him, and said, "Don't be so preoccupied, it's not your turn to take care of my affairs."
"Ah, I lost." Su Zhen yelled, turned off the phone and still stood aside, looked at his father beside him, and said with a half-smile: "You should care about your old father."
"Is your father old?" Su Mingzhe looked at him indifferently, Su Zhen suddenly laughed, and said repeatedly: "Not old nor old."
Su Mingzhe couldn't help laughing, and shook his head helplessly, he took out his mobile phone and asked Su Zhen to choose the takeaway for dinner.Su Zhen looked at it for a while, and suddenly asked and answered: "How are you talking?"
"It's okay, don't worry about my affairs in the future, just take care of yourself." Su Mingzhe said.
"Ah, so indifferent, I'm your own son." Su Zhen said pretending to be pitiful, and put down the phone - he had already ordered it.
Su Mingzhe subconsciously said: "It wasn't born by me, it was born by your mother."
Hearing that word, Su Zhen fell silent suddenly, and the expression on his face froze; Su Mingzhe noticed the change in his expression, couldn't help sighing, and said, "You shouldn't have any resentment towards her, after all, she is your mother."
"But she hasn't done the slightest bit of duty as a mother." Su Zhen continued coldly.
"She suffered a lot for giving birth to you." Su Mingzhe said again. He leaned back on the seat cushion and talked about the time when Lin Qing was pregnant with Su Zhen.
In the next ten minutes, Su Zhen learned from his father how difficult it was for Lin Qing to give birth to him back then, but he was not too touched when he heard it. Most women will go through this process, and some people are more It goes well, but there is always some hard work, which doesn't really mean anything.
"This shows that she loves you very much." Su Mingzhe finally came to such a conclusion, and Su Mingzhe couldn't help laughing—not a happy smile, but a mocking smile.
like?Su Zhen never knew what maternal love was. When she was a child, Lin Qing didn't even want to look at him. Later, she did something like that to Xu Nuo, and then she simply left the house. Over the past ten years, Su Mingzhe has almost felt Before she existed, he knew that his parents did not love each other, and he also knew that he should not have been born, but he never denied the meaning of his existence. At least, Su Mingzhe gave him all that a father should give to a child. stuff - and even more.
The doorbell rang, and Su Zhen went to the door to get takeaway, and then the two chatted as usual while eating in the living room.
As time went by, Su Mingzhe and Wu Xiao gradually got in touch with each other, but they rarely talked about the past, after all, people always want to look forward.Seeing that Su Zhen also began to think about another person, Su Mingzhe didn't know whether to be relieved or worried. He didn't want his son to go down a road of no return, but at the same time, he didn't want to force him to change; Su Zhen is gay. Su Mingzhe knew about this a long time ago. Sexuality is innate. He doesn't want to change it by force. He just hopes that Su Zhen will not go too far on this more tortuous road than usual. pain.
Sometimes, looking at Su Zhen and Nan Yi, Su Mingzhe would find the shadow of himself in them. In fact, they have nothing in common. Whether it is the situation or the state of mind, they are too different, just the kind of youthful frivolity, Let him miss it very much.He wants them to go on, but sometimes things don't go their way.
It was nearly ten o'clock at night when he received the call. When the person on the other side of the phone used Lin Qing's mobile phone to tell him the whole story, Su Mingzhe couldn't believe his ears. He didn't even remember how he got here. Hospital, all he knew was that when he came to his senses, he had already sent a message to Wu Xiao.
Afterwards, Wu Xiao rushed over, and the two children also rushed over, and Su Zhen was the last one to arrive, his face was full of disbelief.
In the phone call just now, Su Mingzhe learned that Lin Qingzao had been admitted to the hospital a week ago, and that she had been undergoing drug treatment for half a year. Not long ago, her condition suddenly deteriorated, and the attending doctor decided on her own. Contact family members.She was suffering from a family hereditary disease, and her mother died because of it, and she only lived to be over 50 years old, but she never thought that this disease would develop so quickly in Lin Qing.
After learning about the situation, Su Zhen's face darkened.No wonder, he always ran into Lin Qing in the hospital. She didn't go to see any friends at all. To be precise, she never had any friends.
When the doctor took the critical illness notice, Wu Xiao called Su Mingzhe several times from the sidelines, and then he came back to his senses, picked up a pen and signed his name, it was hard for him to describe how he felt at that time, anyway, feel good.
After rescue, Lin Qing's condition stabilized temporarily, and his family members were allowed to visit him in the ward.
This is the second time Su Mingzhe saw such a haggard Lin Qing, the first time was in the delivery room, at least there was joy in her eyes at that time, but now, there is only pain.Seeing a few people walking into the ward, Lin Qing turned around, she didn't look like she was seen by others.
"I told him not to let you know," she said, her voice weak.
"How long do you think you can hide it." Su Mingzhe walked to the bed and said, he looked down at the person on the bed, clenched his fists, but in the end he couldn't do anything.
It doesn't make sense for a group of people to squeeze into a ward. Su Zhen stepped back and let Wu Huang in. He looked at his mother, and she happened to look over too. The two looked at each other. Su Zhen said: " Take care of yourself." After saying that, he left the ward.
A group of people took turns to accompany Lin Qing in the ward, and the others were either sitting in the corridor or walking around, all with heavy hearts; in fact, there was no point for them to be here, but they always felt that it was not good to leave like this.
In the early hours of the morning, Su Mingzhe saw that Su Zhen and Wu Tong seemed to be having an argument not far away, then Su Zhen ran away, Wu Tong came back with an angry face, Wu Xiao asked him what happened and he didn't answer.
In winter, the sunrise is very late, and it is still completely dark at five or six o'clock.The situation remained calm until nearly six o'clock. Wu Huang, who was accompanying the ward, suddenly exclaimed, awakening Wu Xiao and Su Mingzhe who were drowsy in the corridor, and then the bell on the wall of the hospital bed rang. Not long after, the doctor She rushed in with the nurse, Wu Huang was invited out, her face was full of panic, she looked at the group of people in the corridor, she didn't know what to say; Wu Tong looked at her, stepped forward and hugged her in his arms, gently Pat her on the back lightly as comfort.
Time passed by every minute and every second. After an unknown period of time, the doctor came out and told the people outside the door to let them go in and see Lin Qing.From his tone and expression, he could probably guess Lin Qing's situation. Su Mingzhe walked in first and saw that Lin Qing's oxygen tube had been pulled out.
The person on the bed raised his hand and called, "Huang'er."
Wu Huang immediately ran over and squatted in front of the bed, held her hand, and said, "I'm here."
The skinny hand raised up and stroked the girl's hair with difficulty, saying: "You look more and more like your mother."
Suddenly a warm current rushed into her eyes, she held back the tears so that she did not fall, she lowered her head and replied with a sob: "Yes..."
Lin Qing firmly grasped Wu Huang's fingers, looked at the ceiling, his eyes were empty, as if he saw a longer time and space through there.She began to talk to herself: "Nuo Nuo... my sister is sorry, I will go back to see you soon; when you see me, please don't blame me."
Hearing her words, Wu Huang couldn't bear it anymore, tears fell on the white sheet, she took a deep breath, and said: "Aunt Qing, my mother won't blame you, No one has ever hated you, neither my brother nor my dad, you will be fine, don't say such things..."
At this time, Lin Qing's consciousness was already a little unconscious, her eyes were wandering around, and her tone was a little urgent, and she asked, "Where is Ah Zhen?"
"He'll be here soon, just wait a moment." Wu Huang said immediately, she turned her head and shouted to her brother: "Wu Tong, where is Su Zhen!"
"He's gone out..." Wu Tong said in a low voice, as if he didn't want Lin Qing to hear him.
"What is he doing out at this time! Why don't you stop him!" Wu Huang shouted angrily.
Wu Tong was stunned for a moment, couldn't help feeling a little annoyed, and raised his voice, saying: "He has to go by himself, how can I stop him! Why don't you yell at me to find him when you have time!"
"Okay, shut up!" Su Mingzhe suddenly uttered, and the ward fell silent instantly.
Lin Qingping was lying on the hospital bed, two lines of dry tears flowed down her face, she opened her mouth and muttered to herself, "Ah Zhen, don't hate me, don't hate me..."
"He won't hate you!" Wu Huang grabbed her hand instead, she couldn't control her tears at all, this moment was even more desperate than her mother's death back then, when what greeted her was only the cold Corpse, and now, she wants to feel a living life disappearing in her hands.
The tightly clenched hands became cold little by little, and the murmurs gradually became indistinct. In the end, she only opened her mouth mechanically. In the end, her hand completely drooped down, and there was no sign of life in her whole body. Wu Huang pushed I pushed the person on the bed, called her once, but there was no response, the second, third...no response.
The person on the bed was lying like that, looking at the ceiling, with tears still on his face.
Wu Huang suddenly yelled, fell on the bed and called her name loudly, crying and screaming, but no matter how much she made trouble, the people on the bed didn't respond at all.
At this moment, Su Zhen came back. Looking at the person on the hospital bed, he no longer knew what expression to use to face him.
In the last ten minutes of her life, she kept repeating the name of the person she never met—Su Zhen.
In the corridor, Wu Xiao sat on the chair with his head down, crossing his fingers, trembling all over.Su Mingzhe walked over and patted him on the shoulder lightly, and asked, "Are you okay, don't be too sad, things like illness are unavoidable sometimes."
"I should tell you this, she is your wife." Wu Xiao looked up at him and said, "I am such a fragile person, no matter who is leaving, I need you to comfort me .” His expression was full of complicated sadness, which was an expression he didn’t show when Xu Nuo passed away.
There is no need to go into too much detail about what happened after that. After finishing Lin Qing's funeral, Su Zhen had a car accident and was sent out of the country.One month after Su Zhen left the country, Wu Xiao asked Su Mingzhe during lunch, "What are you going to do in the future?"
"What else can I do, live as usual." Su Mingzhe replied calmly, he raised his eyes to look at Wu Xiao, and said again: "Live together in the way you like."
End.
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After graduation, Lin Qing chose to work in his father's company; Su Mingzhe went to graduate school, and then started from the lower level of his own company, slowly accumulating experience and ability, waiting for the opportunity to develop his career.In contrast, Wu Xiao's employment is very colorful. Basically, he has done all kinds of jobs—whether it is related to his major or not, but he knows where he should develop. It is to stand higher in the future, as Su Mingzhe once said, he has the ability to be at the same height as they are now.As for Xu Nuo, she chose to be a teacher in a university, which is exactly the job that suits her, and she has relatively enough time to take better care of her children.
When we met, Wu Xiao would often talk to Su Mingzhe about the children, what kind of kindergarten activities, new nursery rhyme... He would talk excitedly about every little thing; at such times, Su Mingzhe just listened silently. , He could feel the excitement of Wu Xiao, which comes with the growth and changes of children, as long as they keep growing, this freshness will not disappear in the hearts of parents.
When talking about personality, Wu Xiao commented like this: "Huang'er is too mature, she is not like me and Nuonuo in every way, but she is very similar to you." He smiled inexplicably when he said the last sentence , winked at him and said, "Don't you want a daughter? I might as well give it to you."
Su Mingzhe ignored Wu Xiao's joke, and analyzed objectively: "At least her kindness and thoughtfulness are still like Xu Nuo's."
Wu Xiao thought for a while, and wondered how a seven or eight-year-old child could tell that he was thoughtful.He shifted the topic to Su Mingzhe's son, and commented: "Your son, the longer he grows, the more he looks like Ah Qing, but his IQ has been inherited from you."
"Really, I didn't see it." Su Mingzhe replied flatly.
"Nuo Nuo's words would probably say 'this son is definitely not in the pool', haha." Wu Xiao laughed and teased.
This time Su Mingzhe did not respond to him, but looked at the two people who were preparing lunch in the kitchen, and then at the room where the children were, before saying to Wu Xiao, "Have you told Xu Nuo about us?"
The topic changed so suddenly, Wu Xiao didn't react for a while, he was stunned for a moment, and replied: "No...why did you ask this suddenly?"
"It's nothing." Su Mingzhe turned his head away, although he said so, his expression told Wu Xiao that he didn't think so.
After confirming that no one else would come to the living room for the time being, Wu Xiao dragged Su Mingzhe to the balcony, and asked him what was wrong again.Su Mingzhe looked at Wu Xiao, his eyes shifted, he suddenly took a step forward, leaned forward and kissed the corner of Wu Xiao's lips, just when he was about to retreat, someone grabbed his collar and was pulled by the trend, and his whole body jumped He went up and blocked the opponent's lips severely.
Just when the two kissed so deeply that they almost lost themselves, there was a slight noise at the door, Su Mingzhe quickly pushed Wu Xiao away with quick eyesight, and instantly kept a distance of one meter away from him; then, a tender little hand came Appeared in the crack of the door and slowly pushed the door open.
Wu Xiao, who was still in a state of confusion, was startled when he saw the child coming in. He immediately raised his hand and wiped his lips. Seeing Xiao Su Zhen walk in completely, Wu Xiao smiled awkwardly and bent down, asking: " What are you doing here?"
The child glanced at him and then at his father, and replied, "Look at the hamster." As he spoke, he walked around Wu Xiao, and lifted a cage in the corner of the balcony, with a hamster inside.
If he hadn't said it, Wu Xiao would have almost forgotten the hamster he bought.At that time, I saw on the street that Wu Tong must have one, but Wu Xiao couldn't resist him, so he had to compromise, thinking that fortunately it wasn't a cat or a dog, otherwise he wouldn't have the energy to raise it for the child.
After picking up the hamster cage, Su Zhen went out without saying a word, but there was a trace of strange emotion in his eyes when he looked at Wu Xiao, it was the kind of curiosity and resistance emotion, which made Wu Xiao feel very collapse.
It's over.Wu Xiao thought, he must have seen it, and if he was tempted to take a detour, Ah Qing would kill me.
As if he understood Wu Xiao's mind, Su Mingzhe comforted him, "It's okay, he won't talk nonsense."
"I'm not afraid of his nonsense, I'm afraid of his random thinking." Wu Xiao said with a wry smile.
Through the window, you can see three children gathered together in the living room, feeding the hamster with peanuts.Wu Xiao sighed, scratched his head, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I'm a little...too excited."
"No, it's me first..." Su Mingzhe didn't know what to say, so his voice stopped abruptly.
The two of you looked at me and I looked at you, a little embarrassed, they just stood on the balcony like this, until the people in the room said that they had eaten, and then they left awkwardly.
However, life did not develop as smoothly as expected. This time the problem was with Xu Nuo. When Su Zhen and the others were in junior high school, Xu Nuo fell ill. Abandoned work and cultivated at home.
At this time, Wu Xiao had already started his own business. It was the busiest period and he was too busy to take care of himself, let alone take care of Xu Nuo. Fortunately, Lin Qing took the initiative to help and assumed the responsibility of taking care of Xu Nuo.
Seeing Xu Nuo finished taking the medicine, Lin Qing chatted with her for a few words and watched her fall asleep. After confirming that Xu Nuo was fast asleep, Lin Qing quietly left the room and saw Wu Xiao sitting at the dining table .
"I'm back." Lin Qing greeted him softly, and sat down by herself.
"Well, it's hard work." After Wu Xiao finished speaking, he couldn't help sighing.
Seeing Wu Xiao's sad face, Lin Qing gently held his hand on the table, and comforted him, "You don't have to worry too much, Nuonuo just fell ill a while ago and hasn't recuperated, and she'll be fine soon."
Feeling the temperature of the other person, Wu Xiao moved his hand but didn't pull it away. He nodded and didn't say anything else.
Over the past ten years, everyone has been constantly changing. Taking Wu Xiao as an example, he is no longer ignorant. He is really in love with Xu Nuo. Lin has already noticed this early on, but she has been unwilling to admit it , she would rather that Wu Xiao only loves Su Mingzhe all the time, she is not reconciled, she is also a woman, why can Nuonuo but she can't?
A seed was planted in this woman's heart, and it quickly took root and sprouted. The budding flower seemed to be waiting for a certain moment to come...
That moment, after all, has come.
The hospital shrouded in white is still so holy when night falls, but it can bring white terror that is different from black.In the seemingly endless corridor, doctors and nurses came in and out, very busy, all kinds of medical equipment in the ward were connected to the woman lying on the bed, her face was pale, despite the best efforts of the medical staff Rescue, the instrument next to her still made a series of terrifying "dididi" sounds; the world seemed to stand still with the cessation of the sounds, the medical staff stopped, each showing regretful affection, and The woman was still lying there with a peaceful face, like a sleeping child.
The corridor was very quiet, but there was a sudden "da da" sound. A woman walked forward along the corridor against the wall. Her high heels and the ground made soft and heavy sounds; her loose long hair was hanging on her chest in a mess. In front of him, he looked devastated, as if he had walked to the end of the world, and every step declared the despair of death.
You are right, she is a lunatic, she will do whatever it takes to achieve her goal, she has never had a situation that cannot be dealt with before, but this time, it can no longer be saved.
A heavy slap was slapped on the woman's face, she turned her head and said nothing.
"You are satisfied! Crazy woman! You can kill as many people as you want!"
For the first time, Su Mingzhe cursed at the top of his voice in such a disregard of his image.
"She regards you as her sister, but you harm her for such a childish reason, do you still have a conscience! Do you have any!" The man became more and more excited as he spoke, he grabbed Lin Qing's clothes, lifted her up, and slammed her fell to the ground.
"Enough!" Another voice suddenly appeared, making Su Mingzhe's hand waving in mid-air freeze.
In the corner of the room, another man was sitting on the ground with his hands folded on his knees, his face buried in his arms; he raised his head slightly, looked at the two through the gap, and said coldly: "You killed her, Nuonuo can't come back either."
Su Mingzhe gritted his teeth, shook his hands, and shouted at the woman on the ground: "Get out!"
The woman smiled inexplicably, stood up, and left with her aching body.
The moment he and she closed the door, there was another angry curse from another room, this time the tone was more youthful, and it could be heard that it was a child's voice.
"Your mother is a bitch, and so are you! Get out, I don't want to see you again!" Wu Tong cursed while stomping his feet with red eyes in his youth, and the target of his attack was Su Zhen, who was his age.
"How dare you... My mother treats that woman like her own sister, how dare you!" Wu Tong roared and cried, but no matter how much he cried, the one who passed away would never come back.
Su Zhen, who was sitting on the ground, had obviously been beaten, and there were some bruises around his eyes. He looked at his friend who was crying loudly, with a blank expression on his face. His indifference was not to Wu Tong, but to his mother—— People who don't want to recognize in their lives.
The other person in the room was Wu Huang. Compared to her brother, she was much calmer. She just watched silently from the sidelines. The red eyes proved that she had also cried. After all, it was the separation of close relatives. Let alone a child.
The crying gradually became smaller and finally disappeared. Su Zhen also slowly stood up from the ground. He bowed to Wu Tong and Wu Huang, and said, "I'm sorry." After finishing speaking, he left the room.
In the living room, the scene just now is over, but the two of them are still in their original state.Su Zhen walked up to her father and said indifferently, "Take me home."
Su Mingzhe took out his mobile phone and called the driver, and Su Zhen walked downstairs by himself.
The living room became quiet, and there was no noise from the children in the room. Under the night sky, the whole house was shrouded in silence and became extremely depressing.Su Mingzhe opened his mouth several times, but he didn't know what to say. He felt a burning pain in his throat, as if some foreign object blocked his throat, making him lose the ability to speak.
The clock on the wall was still ticking. In the end, Su Mingzhe still gritted his teeth, stepped forward and said, "I'm sorry, Ah Xiao, I..."
Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by another voice: "Stop talking..." Wu Xiao raised his head slowly, looked at him, and continued, "I don't want to hate you."
Although it was just a glance, those eyes full of pain and despair were deeply engraved in Su Mingzhe's heart. Ten or even decades later, he could clearly recall this scene.
"Su Mingzhe, we still...don't meet again."
Sometimes, a person can be changed in an instant, let alone as long as a night.On that night, the two finally let go of the grievances in their hearts, opened their hearts, and said those unspeakable words. Pulled to the ends of the earth, from now on, I will go back and forth.
No one would have thought that the next meeting would be after such a long time. For three full years, the two had no contact, as if they had disappeared into each other's world without any news.And Lin Qing, also gradually broke away from the world of the two of them. After that night, she disappeared for a whole week, then suddenly appeared, took some of her clothes and daily necessities, and moved out quietly. He didn't take care of the father and son; Su Mingzhe also started to be busy with work, and there were various wine shops, and sometimes Su Zhen came to take care of him, let alone him to take care of Su Zhen.
Perhaps, Su Zhen's hatred for his mother began after that incident.Because of her, his best friend treated him like an enemy; because of her, his father lived in such pain; because of her, the two families became torn apart.How can she redeem her sins?
The opportunity three years later was created by Su Zhen. He privately invited Wu Xiao's family to celebrate his father's birthday just to let them meet. In fact, Su Mingzhe hadn't celebrated his birthday for a long time. He was a little surprised when he held a birthday party, but when he saw the person he invited, he understood the boy's intentions, and he couldn't help but sigh in his heart: How desolate is this, and I want a child to think about my business.
The dinner was going on in a slightly weird atmosphere.Su Zhen was the first to leave. He probably planned it long ago, and then the brothers and sisters of the Wu family also left one after another. Only these two people were left looking at each other, and the atmosphere was extremely embarrassing.
Since they hadn't seen each other for a long time, the two of them couldn't find a suitable topic for a while, so they could only eat food in silence; when the meal was almost finished, Wu Xiao finally spoke first: "Don't you want to see the gift that Ah Huang gave you?"
Unexpectedly, the other party suddenly spoke, Su Mingzhe was startled, but quickly calmed down, calmly responded, took out the previous box and slowly opened it - a delicate watch was lying in the middle of the box.
"Do you like it?" Wu Xiao asked, his voice sounded a little nervous.
"Well, it's very beautiful." Su Mingzhe responded, carefully put it away, and said: "You chose it, thank you."
This "thank you" made Wu Xiao feel a little uncomfortable, he coughed dryly, turned his head and said, "You're welcome."
"Shall we still eat?" Su Mingzhe asked.
"Why don't you go back?"
"it is good."
Immediately afterwards, I faced another serious question, where should I go back next?The two stood on the street, looking at the car in front of each other, and fell into a long freeze.It's not an option to stand here like this all the time, Su Mingzhe opened the car first, and suggested, "Would you like to sit with me?"
Wu Xiao hesitated for a moment and agreed.
Then, the two drove their cars, one in front and the other in the direction of Su Mingzhe's house.On the way, Su Mingzhe's cell phone in the passenger seat rang. He picked it up and saw a message from his son: You have the opportunity, don't thank me.
"Stinky boy..." Su Mingzhe scolded with a smile, he knew that Su Zhen and Wu Huang left on purpose, and as for Wu Tong, he probably really left in anger.
When the car drove to a fork in the road, Su Mingzhe hesitated for a moment, and suddenly turned around. Through the rearview mirror, he saw Wu Xiao's car also followed.Two cars stopped in front of a small apartment near a university one after another. The two got out of the car and looked at each other with unnatural expressions on their faces.They walked up the narrow stairs in silence, and walked to the familiar door. Su Mingzhe took out his wallet, took out a key from it, and opened the door.
Probably due to the long-term unoccupied, the room looks very cold and lonely, but the furniture and furnishings are exactly the same as before, which makes people feel a lot of emotion in their hearts, and time seems to be brought back to the long-ago university days by this familiar feeling .
In the living room, Wu Xiao sat down, and Su Mingzhe went to the kitchen to pour two glasses of water. Wu Xiao was a little surprised when he got the water. After all, this house has been idle for more than ten years. Does Su Mingzhe still come regularly? here?With such doubts in mind, Wu Xiao thanked him and took the water, and asked, "Why do you remember this place?"
"It's nothing," Su Mingzhe sat down on the sofa on the other side, and replied, "I just don't think I should take you there."
Next, the two casually chatted about what happened in the past few years, chatting like two old friends who haven't seen each other for many years, and no one mentioned the sad past.
"Time flies so fast. It feels like we were still on the university campus yesterday, but today, our children are almost going to college." Wu Xiao said with emotion.
In the past few years, they have experienced a lot and changed a lot, from naive to mature, from reckless to calm, every growth is sad but gratifying.
Unknowingly, the sky darkened, the sunset glow turned the sky crimson, and the afterglow of the setting sun shone into the house through the balcony, leaving a warm trace on the floor.Wu Xiao looked out of the window, then turned his head to look at the person in front of him, suddenly interrupted the other person's narration, and said, "I don't want to see you not because of Nuonuo's affairs, but because if we continue to be so unclear, we will ruin everything." Lost, is two families. The children are grown up now, I think we should be more mature."
The topic changed suddenly and was led in an awkward direction, which made Su Mingzhe's original words stuck in his throat, and he sat there in a daze for a long time without speaking.Seeing Su Mingzhe's reaction, Wu Xiao couldn't help but smiled, and said, "I mean, let's end the game of the Cold War, thanks to your calmness, you haven't contacted me once in three years. "Wu Xiao said in a very relaxed tone on purpose, even so, Su Mingzhe could feel his uneasiness - this stemmed from the entanglement in his heart.
It is impossible for him not to hate, his wife died because of Su Mingzhe's wife, he has no reason to choose to forgive so easily, but he has to forgive because there are more important people waiting for him.
Before Su Mingzhe could speak, Wu Xiao stood up, looked at the darkening sky outside the window, and said, "I'm leaving, I have to go back and cook for those two children." As he said that, he went to the door to change his shoes, Su Mingzhe followed up and wanted to see him off, but Wu Xiao politely refused: "No, you should go back, Ah Zhen is still waiting for you." After finishing speaking, he left the door on his own.
Su Mingzhe was the only one left in the empty room. He thought carefully about what Wu Xiao said before he left, and felt empty in his heart, as if something was missing, but he didn't know what to fill it with.
When Wu Xiao returned home, he saw his daughter lying on the sofa playing with her mobile phone at a glance, and reminded her: "Sit up and play, how many times do I have to tell you?"
"Yes—" Wu Huang deliberately protracted and emphasized to express her dissatisfaction, but she did not change her posture, and continued to look at her phone while lying there.
For this wayward daughter, Wu Xiao was very helpless. As he got older, Wu Xiao couldn't control her more and more. Fortunately, she was well-mannered, so Wu Xiao gradually relaxed his discipline on her; Wu Xiao changed his clothes and entered the door. Looking around the living room, he asked, "Where's your brother?"
Without raising her head, Wu Huang pointed in the direction of the bedroom.
"I'm going to cook, you'll call him out later." Wu Xiao walked towards the kitchen and heard his daughter ask behind him, "Why are you back?"
Wu Xiao stopped, looked back at his daughter, and asked strangely, "Should I not come back?"
There was an inexplicable smile on the girl's face. She stood up and turned to look at her father, and said, "I thought you would 'chat' with Uncle Su for a while, until late at night or something." The sound of the word, coupled with her tone of voice, made the whole sentence look very strange.
"Are you my own..."
At the same time, Su Mingzhe also returned home. Su Zhen was already back, sitting on the sofa and playing games on the TV; when he heard someone coming back, Su Zhen raised his head, said "I'm back," and immediately lowered her head Look at the phone screen.
"What do you want to eat?" Su Mingzhe went to the living room and turned off the TV, and asked, "Let's order takeaway."
"Are you so lazy? You don't even make a meal for your son." Su Zhen said, her tone was more teasing than complaining.
Su Mingzhe knocked on his head, sat down beside him, and said, "Don't be so preoccupied, it's not your turn to take care of my affairs."
"Ah, I lost." Su Zhen yelled, turned off the phone and still stood aside, looked at his father beside him, and said with a half-smile: "You should care about your old father."
"Is your father old?" Su Mingzhe looked at him indifferently, Su Zhen suddenly laughed, and said repeatedly: "Not old nor old."
Su Mingzhe couldn't help laughing, and shook his head helplessly, he took out his mobile phone and asked Su Zhen to choose the takeaway for dinner.Su Zhen looked at it for a while, and suddenly asked and answered: "How are you talking?"
"It's okay, don't worry about my affairs in the future, just take care of yourself." Su Mingzhe said.
"Ah, so indifferent, I'm your own son." Su Zhen said pretending to be pitiful, and put down the phone - he had already ordered it.
Su Mingzhe subconsciously said: "It wasn't born by me, it was born by your mother."
Hearing that word, Su Zhen fell silent suddenly, and the expression on his face froze; Su Mingzhe noticed the change in his expression, couldn't help sighing, and said, "You shouldn't have any resentment towards her, after all, she is your mother."
"But she hasn't done the slightest bit of duty as a mother." Su Zhen continued coldly.
"She suffered a lot for giving birth to you." Su Mingzhe said again. He leaned back on the seat cushion and talked about the time when Lin Qing was pregnant with Su Zhen.
In the next ten minutes, Su Zhen learned from his father how difficult it was for Lin Qing to give birth to him back then, but he was not too touched when he heard it. Most women will go through this process, and some people are more It goes well, but there is always some hard work, which doesn't really mean anything.
"This shows that she loves you very much." Su Mingzhe finally came to such a conclusion, and Su Mingzhe couldn't help laughing—not a happy smile, but a mocking smile.
like?Su Zhen never knew what maternal love was. When she was a child, Lin Qing didn't even want to look at him. Later, she did something like that to Xu Nuo, and then she simply left the house. Over the past ten years, Su Mingzhe has almost felt Before she existed, he knew that his parents did not love each other, and he also knew that he should not have been born, but he never denied the meaning of his existence. At least, Su Mingzhe gave him all that a father should give to a child. stuff - and even more.
The doorbell rang, and Su Zhen went to the door to get takeaway, and then the two chatted as usual while eating in the living room.
As time went by, Su Mingzhe and Wu Xiao gradually got in touch with each other, but they rarely talked about the past, after all, people always want to look forward.Seeing that Su Zhen also began to think about another person, Su Mingzhe didn't know whether to be relieved or worried. He didn't want his son to go down a road of no return, but at the same time, he didn't want to force him to change; Su Zhen is gay. Su Mingzhe knew about this a long time ago. Sexuality is innate. He doesn't want to change it by force. He just hopes that Su Zhen will not go too far on this more tortuous road than usual. pain.
Sometimes, looking at Su Zhen and Nan Yi, Su Mingzhe would find the shadow of himself in them. In fact, they have nothing in common. Whether it is the situation or the state of mind, they are too different, just the kind of youthful frivolity, Let him miss it very much.He wants them to go on, but sometimes things don't go their way.
It was nearly ten o'clock at night when he received the call. When the person on the other side of the phone used Lin Qing's mobile phone to tell him the whole story, Su Mingzhe couldn't believe his ears. He didn't even remember how he got here. Hospital, all he knew was that when he came to his senses, he had already sent a message to Wu Xiao.
Afterwards, Wu Xiao rushed over, and the two children also rushed over, and Su Zhen was the last one to arrive, his face was full of disbelief.
In the phone call just now, Su Mingzhe learned that Lin Qingzao had been admitted to the hospital a week ago, and that she had been undergoing drug treatment for half a year. Not long ago, her condition suddenly deteriorated, and the attending doctor decided on her own. Contact family members.She was suffering from a family hereditary disease, and her mother died because of it, and she only lived to be over 50 years old, but she never thought that this disease would develop so quickly in Lin Qing.
After learning about the situation, Su Zhen's face darkened.No wonder, he always ran into Lin Qing in the hospital. She didn't go to see any friends at all. To be precise, she never had any friends.
When the doctor took the critical illness notice, Wu Xiao called Su Mingzhe several times from the sidelines, and then he came back to his senses, picked up a pen and signed his name, it was hard for him to describe how he felt at that time, anyway, feel good.
After rescue, Lin Qing's condition stabilized temporarily, and his family members were allowed to visit him in the ward.
This is the second time Su Mingzhe saw such a haggard Lin Qing, the first time was in the delivery room, at least there was joy in her eyes at that time, but now, there is only pain.Seeing a few people walking into the ward, Lin Qing turned around, she didn't look like she was seen by others.
"I told him not to let you know," she said, her voice weak.
"How long do you think you can hide it." Su Mingzhe walked to the bed and said, he looked down at the person on the bed, clenched his fists, but in the end he couldn't do anything.
It doesn't make sense for a group of people to squeeze into a ward. Su Zhen stepped back and let Wu Huang in. He looked at his mother, and she happened to look over too. The two looked at each other. Su Zhen said: " Take care of yourself." After saying that, he left the ward.
A group of people took turns to accompany Lin Qing in the ward, and the others were either sitting in the corridor or walking around, all with heavy hearts; in fact, there was no point for them to be here, but they always felt that it was not good to leave like this.
In the early hours of the morning, Su Mingzhe saw that Su Zhen and Wu Tong seemed to be having an argument not far away, then Su Zhen ran away, Wu Tong came back with an angry face, Wu Xiao asked him what happened and he didn't answer.
In winter, the sunrise is very late, and it is still completely dark at five or six o'clock.The situation remained calm until nearly six o'clock. Wu Huang, who was accompanying the ward, suddenly exclaimed, awakening Wu Xiao and Su Mingzhe who were drowsy in the corridor, and then the bell on the wall of the hospital bed rang. Not long after, the doctor She rushed in with the nurse, Wu Huang was invited out, her face was full of panic, she looked at the group of people in the corridor, she didn't know what to say; Wu Tong looked at her, stepped forward and hugged her in his arms, gently Pat her on the back lightly as comfort.
Time passed by every minute and every second. After an unknown period of time, the doctor came out and told the people outside the door to let them go in and see Lin Qing.From his tone and expression, he could probably guess Lin Qing's situation. Su Mingzhe walked in first and saw that Lin Qing's oxygen tube had been pulled out.
The person on the bed raised his hand and called, "Huang'er."
Wu Huang immediately ran over and squatted in front of the bed, held her hand, and said, "I'm here."
The skinny hand raised up and stroked the girl's hair with difficulty, saying: "You look more and more like your mother."
Suddenly a warm current rushed into her eyes, she held back the tears so that she did not fall, she lowered her head and replied with a sob: "Yes..."
Lin Qing firmly grasped Wu Huang's fingers, looked at the ceiling, his eyes were empty, as if he saw a longer time and space through there.She began to talk to herself: "Nuo Nuo... my sister is sorry, I will go back to see you soon; when you see me, please don't blame me."
Hearing her words, Wu Huang couldn't bear it anymore, tears fell on the white sheet, she took a deep breath, and said: "Aunt Qing, my mother won't blame you, No one has ever hated you, neither my brother nor my dad, you will be fine, don't say such things..."
At this time, Lin Qing's consciousness was already a little unconscious, her eyes were wandering around, and her tone was a little urgent, and she asked, "Where is Ah Zhen?"
"He'll be here soon, just wait a moment." Wu Huang said immediately, she turned her head and shouted to her brother: "Wu Tong, where is Su Zhen!"
"He's gone out..." Wu Tong said in a low voice, as if he didn't want Lin Qing to hear him.
"What is he doing out at this time! Why don't you stop him!" Wu Huang shouted angrily.
Wu Tong was stunned for a moment, couldn't help feeling a little annoyed, and raised his voice, saying: "He has to go by himself, how can I stop him! Why don't you yell at me to find him when you have time!"
"Okay, shut up!" Su Mingzhe suddenly uttered, and the ward fell silent instantly.
Lin Qingping was lying on the hospital bed, two lines of dry tears flowed down her face, she opened her mouth and muttered to herself, "Ah Zhen, don't hate me, don't hate me..."
"He won't hate you!" Wu Huang grabbed her hand instead, she couldn't control her tears at all, this moment was even more desperate than her mother's death back then, when what greeted her was only the cold Corpse, and now, she wants to feel a living life disappearing in her hands.
The tightly clenched hands became cold little by little, and the murmurs gradually became indistinct. In the end, she only opened her mouth mechanically. In the end, her hand completely drooped down, and there was no sign of life in her whole body. Wu Huang pushed I pushed the person on the bed, called her once, but there was no response, the second, third...no response.
The person on the bed was lying like that, looking at the ceiling, with tears still on his face.
Wu Huang suddenly yelled, fell on the bed and called her name loudly, crying and screaming, but no matter how much she made trouble, the people on the bed didn't respond at all.
At this moment, Su Zhen came back. Looking at the person on the hospital bed, he no longer knew what expression to use to face him.
In the last ten minutes of her life, she kept repeating the name of the person she never met—Su Zhen.
In the corridor, Wu Xiao sat on the chair with his head down, crossing his fingers, trembling all over.Su Mingzhe walked over and patted him on the shoulder lightly, and asked, "Are you okay, don't be too sad, things like illness are unavoidable sometimes."
"I should tell you this, she is your wife." Wu Xiao looked up at him and said, "I am such a fragile person, no matter who is leaving, I need you to comfort me .” His expression was full of complicated sadness, which was an expression he didn’t show when Xu Nuo passed away.
There is no need to go into too much detail about what happened after that. After finishing Lin Qing's funeral, Su Zhen had a car accident and was sent out of the country.One month after Su Zhen left the country, Wu Xiao asked Su Mingzhe during lunch, "What are you going to do in the future?"
"What else can I do, live as usual." Su Mingzhe replied calmly, he raised his eyes to look at Wu Xiao, and said again: "Live together in the way you like."
End.
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It's finally officially over [touch a bitter tear]
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