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While eating breakfast, Wu Xiao received a text message from Lin Qing, asking him to meet at a nearby cafe. Wu Xiao asked her what she wanted but got no response, so he had to shove a couple of breakfasts indiscriminately, and went to the agreed place.Only after arriving did Wu Xiao realize that he was early, more precisely, Lin Qing was late.

I knew I shouldn't have come so early.Wu Xiao cursed, so he had to sit down first, ordered a cup of milk tea and waited for Lin Qing to come.

As soon as people are free, they can't control their own thoughts. Wu Xiao began to think about what Su Mingzhe was doing now, probably reading in the library, or just doing quizzes; he didn't know when he left, did he have breakfast, and Do you care about... what happened last night?

Thinking of this, Wu Xiao couldn't help sighing, he really didn't know what he was thinking at that time.Su Mingzhe, he repeated the name in his heart.

"You don't like him, do you?"

Wu Xiao was startled, and the milk tea spilled out with a shake of his hand.

A girl at the next table blushed and said in a low voice: "Shhh—keep down." The girl opposite her snickered and lowered her voice to continue talking to her.

It turned out not to tell me.Wu Xiao heaved a sigh of relief in his heart, thinking that he was wrong, what was he being nervous about here, obviously he had nothing to do with Su Mingzhe.After calming down, Wu Xiao began to examine his feelings for Su Mingzhe, he thought to himself: "Do you like it? Are you kidding me, he is a man. I actually kissed him yesterday, it must be because I drank too much."

Thinking of this, Wu Xiao became inexplicably depressed again. He drank all the milk tea, took out his mobile phone and urged Lin Qing, and continued to look out the window and wait.

Twenty minutes later, Lin Qing finally came. She was wearing a very casual suit, which seemed to be a completely different style from last night, but still very charming.Lin Qing sat down opposite Wu Xiao, ordered two cups of coffee, and drank it leisurely; Wu Xiao tapped the table with his knuckles as a reminder, and asked, "Why did you ask me to come out?"

The girl didn't answer directly, but took a sip of coffee slowly, and said irrelevantly: "You have a really good relationship with Mingzhe, we've only known each other for a few months."

"How about a few months, one class all the time? I just got acquainted recently." Wu Xiao retorted.

Lin Qing's long eyelashes fluttered a few times, and her eyes shone brightly. She said, "Do you... like him?"

Wu Xiao, who was drinking coffee, sprayed out his doctor's uniform with a "poof", choking him so that his face flushed, and while wiping his mouth with a tissue, he said in a panic: "Ahem, you, what are you kidding? It's a man!"

The girl smiled mischievously, pretending to be surprised and said: "Oh, I mean between friends, what are you thinking?"

"Then trouble you to explain clearly next time." Wu Xiao hated the other party's snickering expression, and said.After being quiet for a while, Wu Xiao said again: "I can't express the kind of love between friends that only girls talk about. Anyway, I just don't hate him."

The other party gave a meaningful "Oh" and deliberately elongated the emphasis, which made Wu Xiao want to hit someone.Wu Xiao really loves and hates this person who has been with him day and night for three years. He misses the time spent with her, but instinctively, he doesn't want to be close to this kind of weird person with changeable behavior; , Now that they are separated, this feeling is getting stronger and stronger. Whether it is family background or personality, they are destined not to be together.

After killing most of the day, seeing that it was approaching noon, Wu Xiao looked at the sun hanging high outside the window, suddenly remembered something, and asked Lin Qing, "Why did you break up with me?"

Although she said the reason, Wu Xiao still felt that Lin Qing would not break up with him because of such a boring reason as her family background. She was an elusive woman, but at least she was not a snobbish woman.

Lin Qing smiled and said, "I'll tell you if you admit that you like him."

"You woman...really..." Wu Xiao held his head and looked at her with a headache.

"Hee hee, what's the matter? You like me so much that you don't want to let go?" Lin Qing winked at him, with a coquettish smile on his face, most people would feel their whole body crumble, but they are used to seeing Lin Qing's face Wu Xiao was not moved at all, he said with a deadpan expression: "You feel very good about yourself."

The girl raised her head: "This is called self-confidence." After she finished speaking, she looked at Wu Xiao again, raised her chin, propped her elbows on the table, blinked her eyes, changed the subject, and said, "You know, our parents are Match the two of us, if we are really together, what will happen to you?"

"What else can I do?" Wu Xiao replied nonchalantly, "If you broke up with me, I can't control you anymore. As for Mingzhe, I can't care if he has a girlfriend. I'm not a fucking mother."

"Your attitude is really negative. My intuition tells me that you don't think so." Lin Qing raised his other hand, put it on the table, and said with a half-smile.

"Your intuition is wrong." Wu Xiao replied decisively. He picked up the coffee in front of him and put it to his mouth, only to realize that the coffee had already been drunk, so he had to pretend that nothing happened and put down the cup.

Lin Qing, who had a panoramic view of all this, smiled and said nothing, shook the remaining coffee in the cup, and then took out his mobile phone to chat with someone; after a while, Wu Xiao waved his hand and said: "Forget it, I won't talk to you I said it." Then he stood up, and said: "I'm going back to cook, Mingzhe should go back." After speaking, he waved to her as farewell, turned and left.Lin Qing looked at his back, and whispered in a tricky voice: "Little wife."

Seeing the person in front of him staggering, resisting the urge to turn around and walk out of the cafe, Lin Qing gave a "puchi" laugh, shook his head, picked up the coffee and drank it down in one gulp, called the waiter to pay and left.

Sure enough, as Wu Xiao thought, Su Mingzhe had already returned to the apartment, sitting at the dining table and looking at his mobile phone—rarely not reading a book.Wu Xiao changed his slippers, walked over and said, "I'm going to cook, wait a while." He went into the kitchen and got busy.

Twenty minutes later, Wu Xiao came out with the food, and Su Mingzhe was already sitting at the dining table, watching him come out, he went over to help him serve the food.The two ate in silence, Wu Xiao was still a little nervous, but Su Mingzhe acted very calmly, as if nothing happened last night; Wu Xiao thought, since he doesn't mind, then he should take it for granted It's fine if it didn't happen.

Halfway through the meal, Su Mingzhe suddenly put down his chopsticks, crossed his hands under the tip of his nose, looked at Wu Xiao who was eating well, and asked hesitantly, "How much do you like Lin Qing?"

The sudden question made Wu Xiao stunned for a moment. He looked up at Su Mingzhe, swallowed what was in his mouth, thought for a while, and said helplessly: "How do you want me to answer. I have been with her for three years , It’s a lie to say that I don’t miss her, but even though I’ve been with her for so long, I still can’t see through her, so I can’t judge the degree of my love for her.”

Su Mingzhe raised a finger and touched the tip of his nose, and asked again: "If my parents insist on us being together, what will you do?"

Upon hearing this question, Wu Xiao actually laughed out loud. The familiar question came from another mouth, which seemed a bit ridiculous. He shook his head and said with a helpless smile: "You two are really..." He didn't Go on, maybe you don't know what to say.

tacit understanding?I always feel that using this word to describe the two will make people feel a little unwilling.

"Besides," Wu Xiao said again, "What era is it now, and it's still 'the order of your parents' and the words of a matchmaker. If you don't agree, will your parents tie you up and marry you?"

Su Mingzhe was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "I don't like a woman who is too smart like Lin Qing."

Wu Xiao became interested when he heard it, and asked, "Then what do you like?"

"Those who are slower to respond, like..." At this point, Su Mingzhe looked at Wu Xiao, who was startled, but pretended to be calm on the surface, patiently waiting for him to say the following.

Opening his mouth, Su Mingzhe said a person's name. The moment Wu Xiao heard those two words, Wu Xiao felt a little inexplicably lost. What he said was a very ordinary girl in the class, and her appearance was not outstanding. , the personality is relatively introverted, and sometimes a little clumsy. If you want to talk about the advantages, it is better to study.

After sorting out his emotions, Wu Xiao joked with a smile: "If you let the girls in the class know that you like that type, you will probably explode."

"Why?" Su Mingzhe followed him and asked.

"You're pretty good-looking. They must be eyeing you. If it weren't for your indifferent look, someone would have come up to talk to you." Wu Xiao said with a smile, "Do you think I should take you away?" If you sell your photos to them, maybe you can make a lot of money, haha."

Su Mingzhe fell silent suddenly, picked up his chopsticks and continued to eat, Wu Xiao laughed more and felt that the atmosphere was not right, coughed dryly, stopped his smile, and continued to eat as if he didn't say anything.

Lying on the bed at night, looking at the ceiling, Wu Xiao remembered what happened last night again, his mind became more and more confused; he always felt that his mind was clear about everything he did before, but since Su Mingzhe entered his world, his My mind has become a mess, and now even my sexual orientation has begun to be blurred, which is really a headache.

Lifting his fingers, looking at the soft light from the ceiling lamp through his fingers, Wu Xiao thought to himself, is that person's heart in the same confusion?

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