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The rest of the days of the third year of high school are truly unchanging. Nan Yi studies mechanically every day. When he finishes the last exam paper, he knows that he will be admitted to the university that his parents hoped for; the numb study life has already It made him gradually forget the name "Su Zhen". He had already heard about Su Zhen from Liu Qinghua. It was too late, but he never regretted it. He knew that even if he didn't confess to his parents, even if Su Zhen didn't lose control of his emotions because of his mother, the two of them would have to separate sooner or later. I have never been a person of the same world.

The criss-crossing high school days left behind indelible memories—good or bad, sweet or bitter.During this period, there is the sublimation of friendship, and the persistence and disillusionment of love; no one can understand the process, and no one can guess the ending...

In the chaotic period, the chaotic people formed a criss-cross picture scroll.

University life is much more colorful than high school life, but it’s the same for Nan Yi, he can’t communicate with people, he can only study and go to the library all day, and he hasn’t made any friends in a year , Even the roommates are indifferent, at most they meet and say hello.

As a freshman in his sophomore year, without the bewilderment he felt in his freshman year, Nan Mo walked on campus. The weather was beautiful and warmed his heart.On the way to the cafeteria, two girls passed by Nan Yi, and inadvertently overheard their conversation.

"The guy at the entrance of the cafeteria just now is so handsome. I don't know which department he is from. Could it be a freshman?"

"Oh, didn't you see the left side of his face? It's such a scary scar. I dare not approach this kind of person."

"Eh? Is that so? I only see the profile. That's a pity."

The two of you talked to each other and walked away.

A face that hadn't appeared for a long time appeared in Nan's heart. He knew that this day was finally coming, but he still walked slowly towards the cafeteria without changing his expression.

People came in and out at the entrance of the cafeteria, so the person standing there motionless was very obvious. He was wearing a baseball cap, and he was looking down at his phone with headphones on. The angle was wrong, and he could only see his side face.Nan Yi approached step by step. When there was only one person away from him, the other party suddenly raised his head as if he had sensed something. Their eyes met, as if they had returned to that morning many years ago, one standing in front of the classroom door. Expressionless, the other held a notebook with a calm expression on his face.

The silence lasted for a long time. The boy in the baseball cap turned around and smiled, and said, "Hey, Xiao Nan, long time no see." As soon as he turned around, the left half of his face was exposed, and terrible burns covered his face. The cheeks, extending down to the neck, are covered by clothing.

Nan Mo remained calm and greeted him calmly, and then the two entered the cafeteria, Nan Mo took the initiative to invite him to dinner.

Looking at Nan Yi who was eating with his head down, Su Zhen squinted his eyes, thinking of the same scene countless times in the past, the person who ate like a hamster stuffed his cheeks, now, no longer like that.Su Zhen touched his coat pocket, wanting to smoke.

Seeing that Su Zhen didn't move, Nan Mo urged, "Eat." Su Zhen then picked up the chopsticks, picked out the vegetables, and suddenly stretched out the chopsticks to poke the cheek of the person opposite, and then looked up at him with a blank expression. I couldn't help laughing.

"What are you doing?" Nan Yu wiped the oil off his face, dissatisfied.

Su Zhen laughed "hehe" a few times, but didn't reply, and didn't change the chopsticks, and just ate like that.

Just like before, Nan Yi finished eating early, and then watched Su Zhen eat unhurriedly. After watching for a while, Nan Yi suddenly had the illusion that this was in high school, everything seemed to be the same as that time, but Although the location has been changed, the characters have not changed, but they have long been different.With half of the plate left, Su Zhen put down his chopsticks, wiped his mouth and pushed the plate to the side table, and asked suddenly: "You said you like my face, and you also said that even if we Separated, you will still like me, so now, do you still like me?"

Facing this question, Nan Yu didn't respond. He picked up his chopsticks and took a few pieces of meat from Su Zhen's dinner plate to eat. Seeing his insignificant appearance, Su Zhen let out a "tsk" , stood up suddenly and grabbed the other person by the collar, forcibly dragged him in front of him, and then kissed him domineeringly.

The moment his lips were blocked, Nan Yu froze for a moment, but then he fought back, grabbing the opponent's clothes with both hands, tearing and getting closer, his tongue slid across every inch of the opponent's mouth, and then entwined Another equally soft tongue sucked on each other.They were entangled to the point of forgetting themselves, completely ignoring the fact that the people in the cafeteria were in a daze in broad daylight and under the watchful eyes of everyone, and everyone was so shocked that they hurriedly took out their mobile phones to take pictures and videos.The two of them were lingering enough, so they sat back tacitly, as if nothing had happened, each doing their own thing.

Afterwards, the two chatted about the past few years, and Su Zhen also talked about his boring life in the United States, and also talked about Liu Qinghua and others, and said to him in a tone that you would never expect: "Xi Yu and Wu Phoenix together."

"Oh, congratulations." Nan Yi replied without any surprise, and took a sip of the juice.

"Do you have a girlfriend now?" Su Zhen asked suddenly.

Nan Mo looked up at him, and the other party looked at him with a smile. Su Zhenming seldom smiled before, but everything was different; he stirred the ice cubes in the glass with a straw, and asked, "Why not?" Ask me if I have a boyfriend?"

"Because..." Su Zhen replied with a smile, "You are not gay."

"If not, what would you do?" Nan Qi asked, biting the straw.

Su Zhen winked at him and said, "Are you expecting something?"

After being silent for a while, after drinking a glass of juice, Nan Yi suddenly said: "Do you want to sleep/sleep with me?"

Caught off guard, Su Zhen choked, picked up a tissue to wipe her mouth, and asked with a sneer, "Are you serious?"

"Yes." Nan Yu nodded solemnly, Su Zhen raised his forehead and said in his heart, what have you experienced in the past two years, and how did you become like this.

Seeing the shocked expression on Su Zhen's face, Nan Mo smiled, shook his head and said, "Sure enough, forget it." Then he stretched out his hand, lightly touched the scar on Su Zhen's left face, and asked Said: "This, can it be cured?"

"No," Su Zhen shook her head, and when she wanted to take back her hand, she suddenly grabbed him, then put it on her face, and continued: "This is a lesson, I want to keep it, it reminds me, I made bad decisions and said wrong things."

Nan Mo stroked the uneven cheeks, and an inexplicable feeling arose in his heart. This feeling turned into a warm current and rushed to his eye sockets. He blinked vigorously, and asked again: "Do you hate me?" ?”

"Why should I hate you?" Su Zhen said with a smile, "It's your decision to break up, it's my decision to leave, it's not anyone's fault." , this is life."

"Yeah, this is fate." Nan Yi echoed.

The two were silent for a long time, Su Zhen withdrew his hand suddenly, stood up and said, "Let's go," Nan Mo stood up with him, and the two walked out together.When going down the stairs, a few girls hid aside and watched, watching the two laughing inexplicably, no matter in high school or university, there are always such a group of energetic girls, Nan Mo sighed in his heart; Su on the side Zhen tugged at his sleeve and whispered, "Now you're going to be famous."

"Thank you." Naruto sighed.

"You're welcome."

When they left the cafeteria, three heads popped up from behind the bushes, all with a weed on their head. One of them rubbed his hair and patted the weed off, and said, "Are you gone? What's going on?"

"It's all your fault. You've been dawdling so long that you only saw the end." The other person hit the man on the head and blamed him.

"You hit me?" No.1 said as he was about to start a fight with him, but was stopped by a sharp voice: "Don't you dare, I'm your brother now, believe it or not, I'll file a complaint with Wu Huang."

"Bah, she doesn't care about your brother!"

The third person sat helplessly in the grass, watched the two fight, and said to himself: "Why do I have to come?"

Seeing that the two were still arguing there and no one was taking care of him, Liu Qinghua went up and grabbed a collar with one hand, pulled the two of them in front of him, and said with a smile: "You two, let me stop."

Seeing this terrifying smile, the two of them immediately became honest and sat upright on the ground.

"By the way, what are we here for?"

"It seems to be to monitor Su Zhen and Anan."

"What about the two of them?"

"It seems to have disappeared just now."

"..."

So, are you two idiots!

It is the season of warm weather. In late summer and early autumn, it is not hot, but you can feel the mild sun.After walking for a while on the campus, Su Zhen stopped suddenly and asked Nan Mo not to see him off. He took two steps, then turned around and asked, "Do you have anything else to say to me?"

Nan Mo thought for a while, then shook his head, Su Zhen pinched his cheek with a smile, then put on his hat and left.

Looking at the farther and farther figures in front of him, Nan Mo turned around and walked forward. At the moment when the two were about to disappear into the same screen, Nan Mo suddenly stopped and turned around involuntarily and shouted: "Wait!" one time!"

The predecessors seemed to have thought of such a result long ago, and had already turned around and waited for him.The moment their eyes met, a gust of warm wind blew past, blowing the inextricable threads between the two of them.

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The author has something to say:

The ending chapter is unexpectedly short, believe me I am not lazy/the tiger kneels down on the ground

I'm afraid I won't be able to stop writing any more.

In short, I finished writing after stumbling. The purpose of writing this article is to practice my hand after I haven’t written for a long time, and to commemorate my high school life—it’s not good, but it’s definitely unforgettable.

It was originally planned to be completed in one month, but it took three months / laughing and crying

The main reason is that I didn’t write an outline even naked, and I will dig a hole carefully in the future.

Thank you to every little angel/bow who sees here

Ps: There will be a long story later, it is a story of my father's generation, and it is also a story I have always wanted to write.