When the vase hits the shadow queen [GL]

lifetime.

Zhao Ningxi's heart suddenly settled down because of these words, she shrank into Shen Youqing's arms, she couldn't see anything in the dark, she still faced Shen Youqing's direction, and laughed foolishly.

After a while.

"Shen Youqing." She grabbed Shen Youqing's collar, and pretended to be fierce and said: "You tell me honestly, how many girlfriends have you dated, and you are so proficient in flirting with girls."

Shen Youqing stroked her hair: "No, there was none before you."

She dropped a kiss on her forehead, and her voice was soft: "Just after seeing you, I can learn by myself."

"I don't believe it..." Zhao Ningxi muttered, but he was inexplicably happy in his heart. After all, in a relationship, everyone hopes that it is the first and last time for the other party.

Shen Youqing accurately pinched her face in the dark: "Vinegar, have I said anything about your scandals?"

"Hi!" Zhao Ningxi suddenly frowned, "I... I was just cooperating with the hype, okay? I haven't dated any of them... As a result, the whole network checks my exes every day." Finally, she felt a little resentful.

Although she agreed to cooperate with the promotion of the gossip, Zhao Ningxi still felt overwhelmed when the Internet really scolded her for being flirtatious or gave her an inventory of ex-boyfriends that didn't exist.

Her aggrieved voice made Shen Youqing couldn't help chuckling: "I know."

"I know you still ask me." Zhao Ningxi's voice was even more aggrieved.

Shen Youqing rubbed her hair, lowered her head, and put her forehead against her forehead.

Such an intimate action instantly made Zhao Ningxi's cheeks blush, and she seemed to be able to feel Shen Youqing's dark eyes staring at her seriously.

"Mrs. Shen, I'm surprised and very happy that you told your parents about us being together so quickly."

To be honest, when Zhao Ningxi told her that Mother Zhao already knew about the two being together, she was so surprised that she was almost speechless.

Although she didn't know Zhao's mother, let alone understand, she knew how people in Zhao's age group thought about homosexuality.

Incomprehension, rejection...or even disgust.

Just like her mother.

Zhao Ningxi reached out and hugged her, moved closer to her, and said with a smile: "My mother has been urging me to fall in love..."

"Urging you to fall in love, you talked about a girlfriend for her, and she didn't break your leg, huh?"

"What are you talking about?" Zhao Ningxi patted her lightly, and said seriously: "Listen to me, our family's situation is very complicated."

Shen Youqing hummed: "Speak slowly, I'll listen."

The night was long anyway.

……

Zhao Ningxi's father divorced her mother when she was in sixth grade.

To be precise, it was a breakup, because from the beginning to the end, the two had never been married, and another person married Zhao's father.

"That man and my mother were classmates in high school. The two started dating in the first year of high school. They kept talking about graduating from the third year of high school. My mother didn't get good grades and didn't get into college. The two had a banquet in their hometown. Even if they were married, I Mom was pregnant and had a baby at home, and that man went to a university alone..."

Seeing the flamboyant world outside, Zhao Ningxi's father naturally looked down on her mother, a country girl who had nothing but good looks and a kind heart.

He quickly hooked up with a second-generation official girl in college, and pulled his marriage certificate as soon as he graduated. With the relationship of the woman's father, he successfully became a civil servant, and his career was smooth and fast.

"My mother is very stupid. She never wondered why he didn't go back to his hometown after graduating from university and worked in other places. Why didn't he take his wife and daughter over there? The two of them can only see each other a few times a year..."

In Zhao Ningxi's memory, the man called father always came and left in a hurry like a tourist.

When she was very young, once the man came back from the outside, and her mother hugged her and asked her to call her daddy. She hesitated for a long time, but couldn't say these two words, and was finally slapped.

It is said that at a young age, she was taught to forget filial piety, loyalty and trust, and she couldn't even call her father.

Zhao Ningxi was crying, and Zhao's mother kept wiping away her tears, apologizing to the man, saying that she did not teach the child well.

"I don't think he's my dad. When that dad saw his daughter, he didn't hug him, but slapped him? I hated him in my heart..." Zhao Ningxi laughed first: "At that time, I was still wondering if the aliens had changed my real father away, and the one left on Earth was just a substitute..."

When she laughed, Shen Youqing touched the corners of her eyes with her fingertips, and they were moist.

"It's all over." She hugged Zhao Ningxi tighter, hoping to give her some strength.

A man, two wives, and a child.

This absurdity wasn't exposed until Zhao Ningxi was in sixth grade, when he was almost sent to the detention center because of a fight, and Zhao's mother called the man in a panic, and was picked up by another woman.

But so what?

At that time, Zhao Ningxi was already 12 years old, and the man had been married to another woman for eight years. Although he had no children yet, his interests had already formed a firm bond.

The man is very capable. Although he lost some connections with his father-in-law when he entered the officialdom, he is really good at exploiting and capable. The most secure bond.

So mother Zhao could only be the one who was abandoned.

"My mother hugged me and said, Xiaoxi, you don't have a father anymore, and my mother doesn't have a husband anymore... I never thought I had a father, but at that moment, seeing my mother crying so hard, my heart followed It hurts...

After all, although that man was unreliable and would not return home once in a year and a half, he more or less gave her some hope. Besides her daughter, she still had a husband.

But after they broke up, my mother only had me..."

Her suppressed cry came, and Shen Youqing hugged her in her arms, letting her tears soak into her chest through her pajamas.

The scorching tears were so hot that her heart melted.

"You still have me." She didn't know how to comfort her, she could only gently stroke her back with her hand, give her comfort, and then said, "Don't cry."

In the pitch-black room, Zhao Ningxi's sobs rang out for a long time.

After crying and waking up, she felt that her face was sticky. She pushed Shen Youqing a little embarrassedly to let her relax, then hurriedly got out of bed and rushed into the bathroom.

After splashing cold water on her face, she finally woke up completely.

She thought she didn't care about these things at all, but when she brought them up again, Zhao Ningxi found that her heart was still throbbing.

When she washed her face and went out, she found a small lamp lit by the head of the bed, and Shen Youqing was lying on her side on the bed, waiting for her with one arm outstretched.

Lifting the quilt and getting in, she realized that someone who was wearing a silk pajamas was lying naked under the quilt.

"Where are your clothes?" Zhao Ningxi asked curiously.

Shen Youqing pinched the tip of her nose, which still had drops of water, and asked with a smile: "Do you really want me to sleep with you in that dress with your snot on it?"

"Fuck you." Zhao Ningxi gave her a push: "Little fairies don't have a runny nose."

"En." Shen Youqing's voice came from the nasal cavity, with indescribable sex appeal: "My little fairy daughter."

Lying in the bed, Shen Youqing didn't wear anything. For a while, Zhao Ningxi didn't know where to put her hands. In the end, the two lay face to face. She reluctantly put her hands on Shen Youqing's waist, but touched the underside of her palm. Smooth and delicate, like a piece of ice jade skin, she felt that her hand was burning like a furnace.

I don't know that Shen Youqing is uncomfortable.

With the help of the dim light, she finally could see the expression on Shen Youqing's face clearly. The latter looked at her affectionately, as if looking at a precious treasure.

"What happened later?" She heard Shen Youqing ask.

later.

Mother Zhao and her depend on each other for life.

When there is no breakup, the man will send some money back, which is considered to be fulfilling his father's responsibility. Although it is not much, at least Zhao Ningxi has enough money to go to school.

After breaking up, he completely got rid of these two burdens, and since then he has lost contact, let alone money, and he didn't even have a caring call.

Zhao's mother wanted to come to the big city to ask that man for an explanation, so she took her to S city, to the city where this man married another wife, and looked for his trace while working part-time.

I searched for three years like this.

On the day when the results of the senior high school entrance examination came out, she took Zhao Ningxi's grades in the thirteenth middle school and realized that she had delayed her daughter.

"At that time, I was also unbelievable. My mother didn't care about me. I just wanted to play all day long. I went to the game hall to play games with others. I asked for help, showed loyalty, and caused a lot of trouble."

After entering high school, at the age of fifteen or sixteen, it is the age of rebellious girls.

When Zhao's mother wanted to take care of it again, she found that she couldn't do it anymore.

After all, Shen Youqing had stayed in the environment of Thirteenth Middle School for a year, and he still understood what was going on inside.

Students like Tang Rushi who study hard and want to get into a good university are the norm in other schools, but they are a clear stream in Thirteen Middle School. Most of the students are sent in to dawdle. My own requirements are even lower. Anyway, as long as I get a graduation certificate, at least I have a high school diploma. If you have money, you can continue to study in a pheasant university. , all require a high school diploma or above.

"She never gave up on me, even when I smoked, drank, fought...

"Many people say that I am useless like this, even I think so.

"But she always said foolishly optimistic that everything will be fine, and I will be fine.

"Shen Youqing, do you know?" Zhao Ningxi laughed suddenly: "Although my mother is not the best person in the world, she is the best mother."

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You said you wanted to tease me, but here you go~

Coward, hum.