Thorns all the way

Shen Peize felt very depressed. When I was eating with my colleagues today, I heard a cost engineer talk about their neighbors.

The cost engineer said that his neighbor had a son in his 20s. Who would have thought that he was a gay man who liked men? His parents couldn’t accept it. It was useless to beat and scold him. They forced him into a mental hospital.

It turned out well, the child really got mentally ill, laughed foolishly all day long, and jumped off the stairs just two days ago.

Everyone found it inconceivable when they heard this. The parents of this family are really cruel and uneducated. It will be Chinese New Year soon, but the son is gone.

Shen Peize felt very uncomfortable. Thinking about himself, he was pretty good. Even though his parents couldn't accept this matter, he was better than that family!

At least, now at home, no one will take the initiative to bring up this matter again.

While breathing a sigh of relief, there is endless depression.

In addition, he didn't know if he would run into Ouyang Yi wherever he went, and the torment in his heart made Shen Peize want to open the window and yell a few times.

He jumped off the building again, could it be that everything can be solved with a simple jump from above?

……

Xu Yan was very fast. The day before the Chinese New Year, the Civil Affairs Bureau was almost empty, so he took Chen Ya and went there to get the certificate.

Heizi said to Xu Yan that this could be considered a flash marriage!

Everyone was very happy. Looking at the photo of the two smiling sweetly on the red marriage certificate, Shen Peize's heart suddenly became empty.

He also had that smile before.

Thirty nights, six people from the two families sat around the dining table, and everyone poured wine.

Shen Zhuoshan and Xu Yan's father said some blessings on behalf of the parents and began to eat.

Shen Peize kept silent, just listening to them talking about Xu Yan's marriage, about him and Chen Ya going abroad, about Shen Peize's award, about the transfer of personnel in the unit, and what the government will do next year action……

Xu Yan looked at Shen Peize's appearance and didn't say much, just ate with his head down.

This meal was the most difficult New Year's Eve meal that Shen Peize had in more than 20 years.

I don’t have the joy of setting off firecrackers with Xu Yan at the door of the house when I was a child, I don’t have the idea of ​​toasting with everyone and wishing each other, I don’t have the excitement of putting on new clothes, I don’t have appetite, I don’t have anything, I don’t have anything. .

It has only been more than half a year from May [-]st to now, how do you feel that the time has become so long and so tormented!

Shen Peize's depression has been accumulating from the very beginning until now, almost reaching its limit.

No matter how much I drank, I didn't get drunk. When did I drink so much!

The Spring Festival Gala is very beautiful, sitting on the sofa, eating snacks and fruits, drinking tea, and watching TV.

The notification tone of the mobile phone kept ringing, they were all auspicious words for New Year's greetings, Shen Peize didn't even bother to take a look.

Shen Peize suddenly wanted to go out for a run, it was too uncomfortable, everything around him made him feel out of place, like there was a transparent glass in the middle, he could only watch and listen passively, thinking to himself If you move it, it will be blocked by the glass.

Everywhere you go, there is Ouyang Yi's figure and even his smell. Seeing Ouyang Yi at the commendation meeting and seeing him wearing the bracelet he gave him on his wrist, this kind of depression has reached its peak. Can't get rid of it.

Shen Peize found an excuse to go out before finishing the Spring Festival Gala.

Xu Yan looked at Shen Peize all day, and felt that something was wrong with him. When Shen Peize went out, the other four people shut up, and they all saw it, but no one said anything. Yan followed.

Xu Yan caught up with Shen Peize and grabbed him, "Xiaoze, where are you going?"

Shen Peize looked at Xu Yan, frowned, with struggling pain in his eyes, "Xiaoyan, can you just leave me alone for a while?"

"Okay, what are you supposed to do, don't worry about me." Xu Yan thought for a while and said.

Shen Peize turned his head and walked out, Xu Yan followed behind him not too far away.

There was almost no one on the street, it was dark, the street lights were on, and burnt firecrackers and confetti could be seen everywhere on the ground.

Shen Peize walked aimlessly, not knowing where to go, not knowing where to go, just walking along the road.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, Shen Peize suddenly stopped and looked at the cafe opposite.

It was the cafe that told Ouyang Yi that we were finished.

Didn't expect to go this far.

Shen Peize looked at the cafe that had been closed for the Chinese New Year, and thought about it with Ouyang Yi from the beginning to the end from the day he met him. This was something he had avoided and dared not think about before, and today he decided to go through it all over again.

It hurts, it hurts, my heart hurts like hell.

Shen Peize endured it, and thought back from that day to the last time he saw Ouyang Yi a few days ago.

The bone-piercing pain, even this kind of pain made Shen Peize breathe slightly faster, until he covered his chest with his hands and bent down.

"Ozawa!" Seeing Xu Yan, he quickly ran a few steps to support Shen Peize.

Shen Peize's eyes were red, and he turned to look at Xu Yan, "Xiaoyan, can you tell me why I still feel so hurt after so long?"

Shen Peize's words made Xu Yan feel extremely uncomfortable. It's been a long time, this is the first time Shen Peize has talked about this with him, and he hasn't come out yet!

"Don't think about him, forget him, it won't hurt, Ozawa, forget him!" Xu Yan almost shouted.

"I can't forget, Xiaoyan, it's engraved in my heart, I can't forget, what should I do? Ah? Xiaoyan, tell me, what should I do..." Shen Peize almost said these words with tears in his eyes.

"Ah..." Xu Yan shouted aggrievedly to the sky for Shen Peize, how could this happen?

Shen Peize would rather not have this relationship!

……

Ouyang Yi was alone and was not with anyone during the Chinese New Year. He went to Ouyang Qian's place during the day and just watched silently from a distance.

In the Qingshan Senior Care Center, many elderly people have been taken back by their families for the New Year, and only a few elderly people without family members are still there.

Ouyang Qian was wearing the white uniform here, sitting at a table in the activity room of the senior care center, reading a book in her hand.

Sitting on a wheelchair next to Ouyang Qian, Li Wenrui looked at her tenderly.

Ouyang Yi's eyes were a little moist, he didn't know whether to go in, Ouyang Qian has always been indifferent to him, just like she is to Li Wenrui now.

She ignored Li Wenrui, but Li Wenrui didn't care, he just sat there and looked at her quietly and gently.

That's fine, Ouyang Yi thinks it's good, at least he doesn't have to worry about Li Wenrui's conspiracy all the time, and he doesn't worry that Ouyang Qian will live like this for the rest of his life.

If one day, his mother forgives Li Wenrui and they reconcile, he will also send them a blessing.

Ouyang Yi didn't go in to disturb them, but turned around and went to the dean's office, where he was going to donate a sum of money.

Coming out of the nursing home and driving the car, Ouyang Yi didn't know where to go. He was usually busy with work and could ignore himself when he was busy.

But now, he is alone no matter where he goes.

How did you spend the Chinese New Year?

Ouyang Yi tried his best to recall.

Do you have company?Or alone?Not sure anymore.

The impression of going home for the New Year is not so clear anymore.

In previous years, we spent the New Year at Teacher Xie's house. Today, the teacher also called to ask him to come over, but he refused, because Xie Hai, he didn't want to give him any thoughts.

He drove around the streets aimlessly, and he didn't return to his home until it was dark.

Turn on the TV, the screen is full of excitement, the screen is full of New Year greetings, and the screen is full of songs and laughter.

Ouyang Yi took out a bottle of wine, watched TV, and drank slowly.

I don't know what Aze is doing now, I must have a happy New Year's Eve dinner with my family!

……

When Su Qing went home during the Chinese New Year, he talked about Shen Peize with his parents. His parents were very happy to hear that. They both thought he was a good person and wanted to see him in person.

But Su Qing said that he hasn't pursued success yet, and when he agrees, he will definitely let them meet.

Su Qing's parents were very supportive, and the family celebrated the New Year happily.

During the Chinese New Year, Su Qing called Shen Peize. Although he was happy, he felt that Shen Peize was a bit lackluster, but he didn't think much about it at the time, thinking that he was just too busy during the Chinese New Year, and he was full of joy waiting to see Shen Peize when school started.

……

In the past few days, Shen Peize's condition suddenly became very bad, and he stopped talking, and stayed quietly by himself.

The four parents of the two families saw it, sighed together behind their backs, and would secretly pull Xu Yan over to ask questions.

Xu Yan also sighed.

"Uncle Shen, can't you really forgive me? It's been so long, I'm really afraid that Ozawa won't be able to bear it anymore..." Xu Yan couldn't continue, thinking of Shen Peize's painful appearance that night, he felt uncomfortable.

Shen Zhuoshan shook his head helplessly, "It's not that I can't, I learned a lot about it later, if Ozawa can get better now, I won't stop me from going to that Ouyang Yi again, he looks like this , Alas...he can't get over this hurdle by himself!"

When Wu Junmei heard this, tears flowed down her cheeks, and Xu Yan's mother let her lean on her.

"This matter is not our Ozawa's problem. It's not who is right or who is wrong. Now that there are so many things, why are there so many things when we come to our Ozawa? Let me tell you, my son lived Happiness is more important than anything else, it doesn't matter who he likes, as long as he likes it, you see!" Xu Yan's mother pointed at Xu Yan, "I never cared about Xiaoyan, get married when you should get married, do whatever you want, as long as he I'm happy, I'm happy!"

After Xu Yan heard this, he was moved for no reason. This was the first time his mother said that as long as he was happy, she would be happy.

Xu Yan's father nodded, "We've spent half of our lives, so there's nothing we can't see. The two children have never made us worry about them since they were young. Xiao Ze is more stable and sensible. He encountered this matter If we have nothing to rely on, it’s over! Anyway, we can’t blame him like other unreasonable parents, at least let him know that no matter what happens, there are us behind him!”

Wu Meijun stopped crying and raised her head to look at Xu Yan's father. What Xu Yan's father said touched her heart.

yes!If we don't give our son a backing, how can we count on others?

In the past few days, people have heard similar things, and they have never paid attention to them before. Now, as long as she hears a little bit of related topics, she listens attentively and pretends to be nonchalant.

It turns out that there are many people like her son out there. Their experiences and their tragic endings make her shudder every time she thinks about them.

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I have something to do tonight, update it a little earlier, everyone should collect it, make complaints about it, and continue tomorrow!