Thorns all the way

According to Shen Peize's own analysis, this matter shouldn't be too difficult to accept, but it felt a little sudden, too sudden, without any mental preparation, and his reflex arc was a bit long, and he hadn't returned to the original point. It is necessary to draw an arc line in the air to return to the origin.

"How was the harvest today?" Ouyang Yi saw that Shen Peize denied it, so he changed the subject and asked about the results of today's exhibition.

Shen Peize breathed a sigh of relief. Recently, he breathed a sigh of relief a lot, and it felt like he was getting used to it.

"It's okay, go back and make a price list, and then send it back to the company for the cost." Speaking of work, Shen Peize's attention was successfully diverted a little.

"It's just a few things, and it can be settled in a day, so let's go back!"

Back to where?Back to the hotel?one room?Sleep in one room?Shen Peize thought, his face must be ugly.

"Fine!"

From the beginning to the end, it was basically the same. I didn't have much impression of Shen Peize in the back, and I still had a little impression of the second one I saw at the beginning.

That gardening company is very powerful, and it seems that the company is also very large. It can basically meet what I need, so let's do it first!At worst, come back tomorrow and take a closer look at the next few.

Ouyang Yi smiled, took the lead out of the park, and the two got into the sports car and went back to the hotel.

In the car, Shen Peize thought to himself, did he hesitate when he got in the car just now? I really don't remember, but it seemed that he really hesitated. If Ouyang Yi saw it, would there be any misunderstanding?Can't he see it?Or do you not care about yourself at all?

Shen Peize's current mood is really indescribably complicated. On the one hand, he has been struggling and cannot accept being with someone of the same sex. On the other hand, he feels very sad that Ouyang Yi has someone else he likes. He feels like A monkey being played with.

Then what have he and Ouyang Yi been for so long?Or is it self-indulgent?

The red Shaobao sports car drove all the way to the hotel's main entrance, Shen Peize got out of the car, Ouyang Yi didn't move, and the car didn't turn off.

Shen Peize looked back at Ouyang Yi, "You..."

"I have something to do when I go out, at night..." Ouyang Yi's eyes flickered a bit inexplicably, "Maybe I won't be back."

"Oh." Shen Peize still said "oh".

The corner of Ouyang Yi's mouth curled up, and the car drove away quickly, as if a dog was chasing after it.

Shen Peize watched the red sports car rapidly shrinking and disappearing before his eyes, feeling indescribably disappointed in his heart, stood at the door for a while, and then slowly entered the hotel.

When he went upstairs, he saw clothes for sale in the hotel store downstairs, and he didn't know what to think, so he bought a t-shirt and sweatpants. He brought shoes, but why didn't he bring sneakers? He forgot the t-shirt sweatpants, so he took them with him in a daze.

Yesterday I wore Ouyang Yi's clothes, and naturally put on my own sneakers. I didn't even think of any problem, but now I feel that the problem is serious. Who knows what was going on in my head when I was packing things at home.

Forget it, Shen Peize closed the door of the room and stopped thinking about it, since he couldn't think about it anyway.

At noon, Ouyang Yi bought a boxed lunch. He almost forgot what he ate and how he ate it. Anyway, he didn't feel hungry at all, but when it was time to eat, he had to eat, otherwise he would be so hungry that he couldn't sleep at night.

I ate a set meal in the restaurant downstairs without any taste. After returning to the room again, I suddenly felt that the room was very quiet, so quiet that I could hear my own breathing.

I changed into slippers, turned up the air conditioner, took off my coat, and only wore the bottom of my trousers. I went to the bathroom to take a shower before sitting on the bed and turning on the TV.

The TV was still on the sports channel that was broadcast yesterday, and it was showing a surfing competition. This program was rarely played. Shen Peize did not change the channel, and threw the remote control aside.Throwing the notebook out during the day on the table and turning on the computer.

Not knowing where to start the work for a while, Shen Peize looked at the notebook, then at the computer, and flipped through the sketch paper on the table a few times.

I knew I shouldn't think about it, but I still couldn't control it. The scene in the park kept appearing in my mind.

Ouyang Yi said that there is something wrong with going out, and he may not come back tonight...

What did you do?

Could it be that he went to find that handsome young man with a soft voice?

What are they doing?

Continue to hug and chew together, or go to bed?

go to bed?How do two men go to bed!Will Ouyang Yi sleep with him?

I never felt that the business trip was too long. The last time I went on a business trip with Chen Gang was almost half a month. I even ate and played, and the time passed quickly.

This time there are still two days, at least two days, maybe more than that, Shen Peize has never felt that time will pass so long, making him feel that time is standing still.

Shen Peize stood up and walked to the window. Living so high, he could only see the lights on the ground floor and the street lights on the road in the distance. The rest of the place was pitch black.

The window reflected his own reflection, broad shoulders and narrow waist, he thought of Ouyang Yi's abdominal muscles again.

Facing his own reflection on the window, Shen Peize waved his fist a few times. The irritability he had never experienced made Shen Peize turn around in the room. He didn't know what was wrong with him, didn't he just see Ouyang Yi kissing another person?What's the big deal? It's not a big deal. The big deal is to go back and find Xu Yan to pour out his bitterness. Shen Peize's brows drooped and he collapsed on the bed as if frustrated.

Thinking of Xu Yan, Shen Peize got up from the bed, found his mobile phone among the messy things on the table, and called Xu Yan.

The phone rang for a while before Xu Yan answered it.

"Ozawa," Xu Yan's voice was full of resentment, "Your call was really timely."

"What's wrong?" Shen Peize held back what he wanted to say.

"It's all right, I'll come over with Juan'er tonight after get off work, and I'll buy something by the way."

Xu Yan's words explained a lot, and Shen Peize understood in seconds.

"Then you... I'll call later!"

"Forget it, I've picked up all the calls, let's talk, what's the matter?" Xu Yan seemed to be drinking water.

Shen Peize straightened his thoughts, but he couldn't say what he wanted to say, "It's really fine, you should be busy, I'm hanging up."

"Is it all right?"

"It's all right, I won't say much, it's time for me to work, you and Juan'er continue!"

Shen Peize hung up Xu Yan's call, and sat in front of the computer for a while, trying to focus on the work in front of him.

He sent the things recorded in the notebook together with the quotation to a cost engineer surnamed Liu in the office, and then sent him a text message asking him to make it as soon as possible after work tomorrow.

Then, he can settle down and find someone to sign the contract, and then he can go back.

After finishing, he called Chen Gang again, told him about the situation, and asked him to go to work tomorrow and Zhang Ying to complete the design as soon as possible, and work overtime to speed up the speed. Chen Gang agreed and said that there was no problem.

When he was almost busy, Shen Peize picked up the painting on the table and stared at Ouyang Yi on the painting.

What is he doing with that person now?

Shen Peize's mind drifted to Ouyang Yi again, thinking about the picture of them together, and then became upset for a while.

Shen Peize stood up and moved his body. It was past twelve o'clock, and it seemed that Ouyang Yi might not come back.

What are they two doing?Do that?How to do it?

Shen Peize has been thinking about this question.

Putting down his stretched arms, he zoomed out the picture on the computer, clicked on the webpage, and searched for, what about gay men? As a result, there were more than 1000 million searches, Shen Peize was startled, and he went to look at it with a guilty conscience. Check to see if the door is closed.

Looking at the various introductions and explicit descriptions on the Internet, Shen Peize found himself shamefully hardened.

This discovery made him a little ashamed, he was stimulated by Ouyang Yi and wanted to jump off the building, and the next second he became like this, and he was still secretly studying this, didn't he mean getting along like a normal brother and friend?Shen Peize, you are so fucking good at it, you!

Turning off the computer quickly, turning up the volume of the TV, and Shen Peize went into the bathroom...

I don't know if it's the illusion of panic in my heart, or the excitement I experienced today, I always feel that I and Ouyang Yi seem to be getting farther and farther apart.

A few days ago, I was still thinking about the impossibility of being together with Ouyang Yi, but now I was thinking about Ouyang Yi, and I couldn't control it.

Unspeakable feelings, contradictory psychology, instant psychological satisfaction, shame and excitement mixed together, stimulating the secretion of adrenaline.

Shen Peize, who came out of the bathroom, was so lazy that he fell headlong on the bed and spread his limbs.

Panting slightly and looking at the ceiling, I don't know what I am now, does Ouyang Yi still have himself in his heart?What are you doing?Is it the same as when Fang Xuan paid attention to Ouyang Yi before, finding an excuse to beat him up?What is your position?

Maybe after one night, he will be the same as usual again, he will ignore this problem, and he will be able to face up to the existence of Ouyang Yi by his side!

Or perhaps Shen Peize himself didn't realize that he was facing up to the existence of his true inner thoughts!

With his mind empty, Shen Peize just fell asleep like that.

This sleep was so dark that the sky was dark, and when he opened his eyes again, there was a person sitting on the opposite bed looking at him.

Ouyang Yi didn't know when he came back, and Shen Peize was still lying in a large font, with a corner of the quilt on his stomach, and in the morning he could reach the roof with the tent between his legs.

"Damn it!" Shen Peize hurriedly pulled the quilt over to cover it, but he didn't pull it after a while. The rest of the quilt was pressed under his body, and he finally pulled it over a little by turning sideways.

"When did you come back?" Shen Peize asked in relief after the quilt was covered.

"Just came back, did you stay up late last night?" Ouyang Yi deliberately pretended not to see Shen Peize's embarrassment.

"You..." The thoughts from last night returned to my mind and wandered around, "Last night was with that, that..." Shen Peize wanted to bite off his tongue and swallow it, why did he say what he was thinking in his head? What?

"Ah." Ouyang Yi's "Ah" didn't know whether he understood Shen Peize's meaning or what, an "Ah" represented a lot.

Shen Peize didn't speak any more, turned over and sat up with the quilt still on his stomach.

"Are you still going there today?" Ouyang Yi stood up, walked to the window, put his hands in his trouser pockets and looked outside.

Shen Peize quickly took advantage of this moment to get up from the bed, put on his clothes, and ran to the bathroom.

While brushing his teeth, he said, "I'll check my email first."

Ouyang Yi didn't speak, and when Shen Peize finished washing, he was still standing in front of the window.

The author has something to say:

Sorry, it's a little late today, I'm late because I have something to do, I hope I didn't keep you waiting.

Shen Peize's entanglement reflects a person's mentality in a series of small details such as doing things and thinking. It is not very easy to write, and I am not very satisfied after several revisions!

Continue tomorrow!