Thorns all the way

Early in the morning, when Shen Peize woke up, there were signs of sleeping on the bed next to him, but no one was there.

Just lying on the bed like that, Shen Peize recalled last night's dream.

He dreamed that he confessed his love to Ouyang Yi, and then Ouyang Yi kissed him, and then he didn't remember it.

Shen Peize's face was burning with panic. It's like the so-called day and night dreams, but how could this dream be so real?

Shen Peize was at war with heaven and man, for a moment he felt that this dream made him secretly happy, and for a moment he felt scared if he fell in love with Ouyang Yi, whether he was crazy or sick!

He was uneasy, he was afraid that Ouyang Yi would know his thoughts and hate him, and he was even more afraid that others would know that calling him a pervert, Xu Chendong's example before was just like what happened yesterday, he didn't want to end up like Xu Chendong in the end.

And his parents, they won't accept it, after all, he has been chasing girls before, but this year, he didn't have time to look at girls, his eyes are full of Ouyang Yi.

"Alas!" Shen Peize sighed, thinking to himself, hold it back, you can't say it, when Ouyang Yi graduated, they would meet less, maybe their thoughts would fade.

"Are you awake?" Ouyang Yi opened the door and walked in, startled Shen Peize, and suddenly sat up from the bed.

"What's wrong?" Ouyang Yi was taken aback when he saw Shen Peize's movements, and then smiled.

Shen Peize's eyes were a little erratic, he didn't dare to look at Ouyang Yi directly, and rubbed his messy sleeping hair, "Yesterday... I drank a little too much... I didn't have any embarrassment, did I?"

Ouyang Yi thought for a while, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, "You said a lot yesterday, don't you remember?"

"Ah? What did I say again?" Shen Peize was a little confused, not knowing what he said again?When he woke up from the hospital last time, Ouyang Yi also asked this question, but Shen Peize didn't remember it either.

"Don't remember again?" There was a soft light in Ouyang Yi's eyes.

Shen Peize immediately realized whether he had drunk too much, and said everything that should be said and should not be said, then the matter would be a big deal.

"What did I say?" Shen Peize frowned and looked at Ouyang Yi, but immediately lowered his eyes again.

"You said..." Ouyang Yi deliberately paused, smoothed Shen Peize's raised hair with his hands, looked at Shen Peize who raised his head, slowly approached Shen Peize, and watched Shen Peize's ear tips slowly turn red, and then he He whispered in his ear, "You said you liked me."

With a "boom", Shen Peize felt his mind was buzzing like an airplane bombing, and then went blank, did he say it?

Seeing Shen Peize's stunned look, Ouyang Yi said again: "What? Don't you want to admit it after you've said it? This is already the second time."

Shen Peize was still in a daze, not sure if the dream last night was real or not. Could it be that it wasn't a dream last night?Not the first time?

"Last night..." Shen Peize lowered his head and continued after a while: "Is it...is it..."

"What is not?"

Shen Peize thought, it's a knife anyway, so if Ouyang Yi hates him, then just don't see each other again, but what if Ouyang Yi also likes him?I really want to be with a man...

No, no!

Shen Peize shook his head, seeing that Ouyang Yi wanted to laugh, and asked softly, "What the hell was last night, huh?" Ouyang Yi's ending sound rose slightly, this was the second time Shen Peize heard it, and his face suddenly flushed red .

"I had a dream last night..." Shen Peize seemed to have made up his mind, "I dreamed that you kissed me..."

Ouyang Yi laughed softly, still sticking to Shen Peize's ear, exhaling heat on Shen Peize's ear, causing goosebumps, "Yeah, not only did you kiss me, but you also said you like me!"

Shen Peize suddenly raised his head and looked at Ouyang Yi in disbelief. It turned out that it was not a dream, it was real, it was all real, but...

Ouyang Yi's lips pressed up again, Shen Peize closed his eyes subconsciously, and felt it carefully, Ouyang Yi's mouth smelled of toothpaste, Shen Peize felt a little weak all over, but...

Shen Peize pushed Ouyang Yi away abruptly, with surprise and a touch of fear in his eyes.

"You...I...we are all men..."

Ouyang Yi nodded, "Of course I know."

"You know you still..." Shen Peize got off the bed in a hurry, and wanted to run out, but Ouyang Yi grabbed him, leaned against the door, propped up his arms, and imprisoned Shen Peize in front of him.

"Is it so scary?" Ouyang Yi looked into Shen Peize's eyes, and the two were very close.

"I...I'm afraid...I don't want...I..." Shen Peize said incoherently.

"Shh! Don't be afraid, no matter what happens, I will stand in front of you!" Ouyang Yi held Shen Peize tightly in his arms. It seems that the child didn't let himself be frightened first, but was frightened by himself first. .

Shen Peize didn't struggle anymore, and slowly closed his eyes, feeling Ouyang Yi's strong hug and each other's heartbeat, "I don't know why I like you, we are both men, how can it be? I am afraid that others will say that I am sick, I I'm afraid of being scolded as a pervert, I'm afraid my parents will be sad, I'm afraid..." Shen Peize said many fears in one breath.

Ouyang Yi patted Shen Peize's back and comforted him, "I like you too, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's okay, trust me, it's okay!"

Gradually, Shen Peize's tense body relaxed, and he buried his head on Ouyang Yi's shoulder, as if Ouyang Yi's hug had magic power, which made him feel relieved and at ease.

After a long time, Ouyang Yi let go of Shen Peize, held his face with both hands, let him look at him, slowly lowered his head, and kissed those slightly parted red lips again.

This time, Shen Peize didn't push Ouyang Yi away, but slowly responded to him. He couldn't remember how many girls he had chased, but this was his first kiss, and he didn't feel that he was being abused at all. A same-sex kiss feels disgusting!

The two kissed forgetfully, and they didn't stop until they couldn't bear it anymore. The two of them were very close, and when they talked, their lips could touch together, and their breaths were intertwined.

"I have liked you for a long time, I have been waiting for you to see me, don't be afraid, I have everything!" Ouyang Yi said.

Shen Peize seemed to be still immersed in the passionate kiss just now. He couldn't hear clearly what Ouyang Yi said. It wasn't until Ouyang Yi sighed lightly that he pulled him into his arms and hugged him tightly. It was too sudden and unbelievable, he accepted a same-sex so easily, and still liked the kiss brought by this same-sex so much, did something go wrong, no, no!

"Have you decided?" Ouyang Yi asked.

"What?" Shen Peize didn't understand.

"with me."

"..."

"What? Don't like it? Or don't want to?"

"I..." Shen Peize hesitated, he really never thought that one day he himself would be asked such a question by a same-sex.

"I see, there is no need to answer, this road is not easy to walk, not everyone has the courage to go on, I will not force you." Ouyang Yi's voice was a little bit disappointed, but also a little calm and understanding.

This made Shen Peize feel like a scumbag.

There was a knock on the door behind him, which startled Shen Peize, covered his mouth with his hand, and looked at Ouyang Yi as if asking for help, as if he had done something bad and was found out.

Ouyang Yi stretched out his hand to unlock the door and opened the door. Shen Peize stood behind the door, not daring to make a sound.

"Are you up? We should go." Jiang Song's voice came from outside the door.

"Come right away." Ouyang Yi replied naturally, and then closed the door before Shen Peize breathed out, "Let's go! It's time to go back." After speaking, Ouyang Yi turned around and picked up the key on the table, opened the door and waited. Look at Shen Peize.

Shen Peize walked out in front of him with his head down.

When I went back, there was no taxi at the gate of the park. A large group of people walked a long way to get a taxi, and scattered back to school.

Shen Peize remained silent all this time, with his head lowered, Ouyang Yi looked at him from time to time, knowing that Shen Peize was conflicted in his heart, so he didn't say much.

Even after getting out of the car, on the way back to the dormitory, Shen Peize still lowered his head and remained silent. He only greeted everyone when he reached the forked path in front of the dormitory, and left without daring to look up at Ouyang Yi.

Jiang Song asked: "What's the matter? He looks like he was raped by you!"

Ouyang Yi sighed, and said helplessly, "He needs some time, let's go!"

From this day on, Shen Peize has been in a trance, his heart is at war between heaven and man, his anxiety and conflicts made him a little manic, he didn't even send a little Xu Yan to ask him to go out to play during the summer vacation, let alone call Ouyang Yi.

Shen Peize doesn't know what he thinks in his heart now, he likes Ouyang Yi and his kisses, but Ouyang Yi is a man, he is afraid that he will make others think he is a pervert, after all, all he liked before was fair and beautiful Girl with long legs, why is everything different when she comes to Ouyang Yi?

I was thinking about Ouyang Yi every day, and Shen Peize, who had never been in a relationship before, was so distraught as if he had lost love, unable to extricate himself from it.

But he forcibly endured it, and only told himself that it was wrong, it was just an accident, because Ouyang Yi was so good, no one would dislike him, and his own feeling was that it was just admiration, um, yes, that's it!

However, I don’t know if he never noticed it before, or he is too sensitive now, and he often hears or sees things between the same sex inadvertently, but most of their behaviors are criticized by others, all kinds of ugly Words, ridicule and insults kept drilling into his ears, he was afraid, he was afraid of becoming that kind of person, but before he knew it, he was already occupied by Ouyang Yi, which made him at a loss, and he would often be alone in a daze, in a trance .

Ever since he came back from Beishan Park that day, he hadn't called Ouyang Yi, nor had Ouyang Yi called him. This state continued until the school started again, and Shen Peize's promotion to senior year didn't ease.

Not long after school started, Shen Peize was told that the school let him go to the Provincial Design Institute for an internship. Director Xie and Teacher Wang were very happy, because the Provincial Design Institute had already appointed Shen Peize internally, so if nothing unexpected happened, once Shen Peize's internship period was over, as long as After successfully obtaining the graduation certificate, you can directly transfer to the provincial design institute to work.