I must be sleeping the wrong way

When Bai Luo and Yin Chu went out, they saw that the Xuanting not far away was full of people, in twos and threes, sitting unevenly, all bowing their heads and saying something. It was a rare thing that so many people made no noise.

If it were normal, with such a large group of people gathered together, they would be able to chat about everything from the classics and unofficial histories of the heavens to the gossip and anecdotes of the monster race, without any repetition, and there is no reason why they should not wake themselves up.

What's more, Xiao Qi, who is usually the most out-of-shape, sat in the middle instead, as if no one was shaking in front of him, and he seemed to be in a trance, lying on the table and not knowing what to do.

"What's the matter?" Bai Luo leaned close to Yin Chu's ear and said, the atmosphere was so twisted that it seemed like water was about to be squeezed out.

Yin Chi tapped Bai Luo's palm twice, then raised his chin lightly, signaling Bai Luo to look at Tianzun.Bai Luo turned his head slightly, and saw that Tianzun didn't have the toughness of "the old man is talking about being a teenager, holding Xuan Qi on the left and Xuan Cang on the right" at all, scratching his head like an eggplant beaten by Shuang, and turning around with Xiao Qi Turn around, but dare not take a step forward.

"Tianzun unlocked Xiao Qi's sealed memory?" Bai Luo thought for a while, then sighed.

Yin Chi nodded.

"I don't want him to think about those things. If those memories can add some sensuality or interest, it doesn't matter if I think about them, it's just..." It's just that those memories are inevitably full of blood and sharp thorns, long and hard to bear.

Yin Chi smiled and took Bai Luo's hand and walked forward. He knew that Bai Luo was talking about Xuan Qi, and he was also talking about the two of them.He is actually still in a trance now, and has been in a trance. Those things that sound impossible are sober and frustrating, but they really exist.

Everyone looked at the two people who came slowly, and stood up one after another. Jinyue almost overturned the table due to the noise, but was held down by Bao Yan's palm. Ye Li also looked at Bai Luo with complicated eyes, and finally slowly Leaked a smile, very light and slow.

The most exaggerated is Tianzun, as if he saw a savior, his huge body rushed up, intending to hug Bai Luo, but Yin Chi erected an invisible barrier to block him outside.

Jokes, in front of my face, people who attack me, even the "hard-working and high-achieving" Tianzun can't.

"I was really killed by you. You said that with the help of Xiaoyeli and the others, this level can be easier. This kind of bullshit, Xiaoqi ignored me, didn't talk, and kept crying." Tianzun I didn't feel any pain when I was blocked, but just kept annoyed.

"Luo Luo, let's take a look, we have nothing to do." Jinyue was also a little at a loss, the key is that the more she looked at Bai Luo now, the more she looked like a porcelain doll, the kind that would break if dropped.

Tianzun said that Bai Luo's primordial spirit and flesh and blood were sacrificed to the Kunlun Terrace, and the pain was unimaginable for ordinary people.It is often said in the world that death is like a lamp going out, and Buddhists keep repeating that the four elements are all empty, they are all lies, how can it be so simple.

Bai Luo looked at Ye Li and nodded to him, and received the eyes of Tianzun's help. He immediately felt a heavy responsibility, but he had no memory of those things at all. To him, the god on Kunlun was only Can be regarded as a familiar stranger.

How can the current self tell a Xuan Qi who is stuck in the past about the past.

Bai Luo frowned, paused, then slowly walked around the crowd and sat beside Xuan Qi, patted his head to signal him to raise his head, and said softly: "How old are you, and you can still cry like this. "

Xuan Qi heard the familiar voice and temperature, and suddenly remembered the last words that person said to herself before jumping into the Kunlun Terrace, "Don't be afraid."

He was covered in blood, his plain gown couldn't see the original appearance, only a pair of eyes were left that were as bright as the fruit on the Kunlun sacred tree at that time. Even in Kunlun without night, it was twinkling and beautiful. .

How could he smile when he was in such pain.

Xuan Qi didn't raise his head, but stretched out his hand to tightly grasp Bai Luo's wrist. Because his fingers were stiff, he even missed several times. It wasn't until Bai Luo led him to cover his hand that he calmed down.

"I know you didn't blame Master, but you just blamed yourself for not protecting me, right?" Bai Luo said with a smile, his voice was soft as if separated by a layer of mist.

Xuan Qi didn't speak.

"If I were Tianzun, I would do the same. I just stayed with you for a while, and you can feel so uncomfortable. What about your master, can he watch you fall in front of him?"

"No, it's not like that." Xuan Qi raised her head abruptly, her eyes were red as if a drop of cinnabar accidentally fell into her eyes, and Bai Luo's heart tightened when she saw it.

It seems that this time is different from the past.

"What's not like this." Bai Luo was puzzled.

"You didn't remember me, so you said you couldn't stay with me for a while. Do you think that without you, I am still me, meeting many people without any influence, and they treat me very well, don't you?" .”

Bai Luo really wanted to say something, didn't he, Ye Li, Jinyue, and Bao Yan were all there, but he couldn't say it, this was the first time Bai Luo felt that Xuan Qi, who seemed to be unable to hide his thoughts, was so difficult to understand.

"That's what you think, that's what you think." Xuan Qi looked at the silent Bai Luo, his voice began to tremble, and he bit down hard to keep from letting out his choked sobs.

"But none of them are you." Xuan Qi shouted suddenly, startling everyone around him, including Bai Luo.

This is the first time Xuan Qi yelled so disregarding his image, and the target was Bai Luo, who was on top of his heart.

"You're not him either." After Xuan Qi yelled, she sat back on her seat and muttered in a low voice, her eyes were slack and she no longer looked at Bai Luo.He was terrified, really terrified.

Xuan Qi couldn't quite understand what Bai Luo meant to him at that time, but he knew that if he still had the strength at that time, he would jump off the Kunlun Platform himself.

"Xiao Qi..." Bai Luo struggled to open his mouth, but there was no more words after that, just like what Xuan Qi said, the god on the Kunlun is himself and not himself.

"At that time, I was so young, and the people in the heaven respected the master, and they were not willing to play with me. They were afraid that they would bump into me, and it would be difficult to explain, but the senior brother and the master were always busy, and they even took time out to play with me. I am very sad, but I don't know how to tell the master. Because I am stupid, I have to learn very simple spells for a long time. I am afraid that the master will find that I am stupid, and I am not as good as other disciples, let alone my brother. Don't want me anymore.

"I know, I was created by my master on a whim, maybe one day I will be abandoned on a whim, and another one will be created, smarter than me, and more pleasing to him than me, so I hid all the other lotus lanterns in the house. A lot of people say behind my back that I just got cheap because I followed a good master. I know, so I worked hard to learn those fairy arts, but I always look naughty in front of the master. It's just that Qi didn't focus on the technique, not that he didn't have the root of wisdom."

"But I'm one-sided. I can't learn the scriptures that my brother reads at a glance."

"At that time, the little apprentice of the old gentleman Zhengde told me that the master will soon return to chaos. At that time, there will be no one in the world to protect me except my brother, because they don't like me. They think I should free this place. The position is given to people with talent and wisdom, and they don’t dare to offend me with words on weekdays because the master is good-looking, and people like me who have no cultivation from beginning to end will drag down senior brothers and Tianzun’s mansion in the future.”

"I was very sad and beat him hard. While being beaten, he told me that a piece of trash like me can't fight, but he won't fight back. It's better to beat him harder, so he can go to his master." File a complaint and tell him that I am such a surly person, using the guise of the Tianzun Mansion to show off in front of people, so I stopped."

"I was afraid that he would sue, and I was afraid that the master would disappoint me, but no one listened to me, so I ran to Fenghuang Mountain and cried with little Phoenix in my arms. They couldn't understand what I said, but they would not laugh at me. Later, They brought me to Kunlun Mountains."

Xuan Qi stopped talking here, the fear, grievance, and dislike of being incompetent when she was young seemed to be an indelible imprint, the little self lived there in seclusion, and if she couldn't get out, neither could others. If you can't get in, no one can save yourself.

"And then I met you."

you saved me.

"You said that no one else can come in here, so you can cry, others can't hear you, you said that I am the smartest person you have ever met, and I can learn everything quickly, you said that the master will always be my master, no Me, because Xiao Qi is very obedient, you said you like me the most. You taught me spells, how to fight those who bully me, and how to make a gourd as a birthday present for the master."

"Kunlun Mountain is not my home, but I like it the most because you are there. But in the end, you told me not to be afraid, and left. The floating tree I planted didn't bear fruit, so you don't want it, even Come with me, you lied to me." Xuan Qi held Bai Luo's hand tightly, and his knuckles started to turn blue.

At that time, I knew for the first time that the god on Kunlun that everyone admired was not omnipotent, he would bleed and get hurt, but I couldn't do anything.

He remembered that very later, that person once said a word to himself. He said, if I had known what I am doing now, I should have stepped out of Kunlun to go to the heavens for a walk. Maybe I could meet a younger you and shed less tears. Can grow faster.In fact, he just wanted to say, meet sooner, so that I can be with you longer.

Bai Luo just let Xuan Qi grab him, and he didn't care about the pain. He never knew that he left Xuan Qi, the boy he grew up with.Bai Luo couldn't remember what Xuan Qi looked like when he was young, he even forgot himself, but the child in the past didn't stop, walked forward slowly, and grew into what he is now, very good, really very good.

Ye Li on the side was holding Xiao Jue's hand very tightly, and Jinyue's eyes were red, and she tried her best not to cry out, Bao Yan turned her head and didn't dare to look at Xuan Qi again, until now, they Still can't believe that such a heartless and careless Xuan Qi would have such a past.

Tianzun fell silent the moment Xuan Qi opened his mouth, and he never knew that his arrogant little apprentice had survived such a long time alone.What did I think at that time, I thought that Xiao Qi's nature was like this, he didn't like restraint and didn't like Taoist scriptures, so let him go, can such a big Tianzun Mansion not be able to protect a Xuan Qi?Even if one day, I return to Chaos, there will still be Xiao Cang.

But he was wrong, so outrageously wrong, thinking that these were all he wanted.

It turned out that he had never understood Xiao Qi.

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