accidental first love

Qiu Min snorted coldly: "Am I crazy? I think you are crazy! Are you a mother, do you not do other things all day long and just hope that your son will die?"

Mei Ruxue frowned, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Do you know where I dragged him out?" Qiu Min pointed at Ji Yi, who subconsciously shrank his neck.

Mei Ruxue said indifferently, "I don't know."

"Jinhuang! Nightclub!" Qiu Min kicked up the stairs, and two of the solid wooden railings were broken with one kick.

Mei Ruxue was taken aback, her complexion became more and more ugly, "Nightclub? What is he doing in the nightclub?" Turning to look at Ji Yi, it was more like looking at a low-quality handicraft than her son, and she put it down in disgust. Mouth.

Qiu Min laughed angrily: "What else can you do in a nightclub?"

Mei Ruxue rolled her eyes: "At such a young age, I'm just as obscene as you."

Qiu Min: "..."

Ji Yi: "I don't, I'm not a customer, I'm a waiter."

Qiu Min: "Do you know why he wants to go to a nightclub and be a duck?"

Ji Yi: "...it's the waiter, not the duck, thank you."

However, no one listened to his explanation. Both Qiu Min and Mei Ruxue were immersed in the flames of war. The word "duck" surprised Mei Ruxue for a moment, and then sneered: "How do I know why he wants to be a duck? Depravity is shameless, it's none of my business?"

Ji Yi: "...I didn't give up on myself, I want to thank you."

Qiu Min stepped up the stairs and approached Mei Ruxue, "It's none of your business? You said it's none of your business?"

Mei Ruxue stood on a high place, looking down at Qiu Min with her chin raised, probably because of her position, she forgot to be afraid, new hatred and old hatred poured into her throat, forcing her to spit out cold and vicious words: "Your son, just As cheap as you."

Snapped--!

Mei Ruxue's head was tilted to one side, her hair was disheveled, and her cheeks were red and swollen rapidly.

Qiu Min pointed at her and said in a deep voice, "He was also born by you."

Mei Ruxue looked at him slowly, her extremely beautiful eyebrows and eyes were full of indifference, but she suddenly became angry, waving her two lotus root-like arms in a flurry, "You fucking know how to beat women now! Qiu Min! You It’s really not a thing!!”

Qiu Min endured and stopped her attack, "Mei Ruxue! I admit that I am promiscuous, sometimes it is really not a thing, but I have never treated you mother and son badly. What about you?! Almost starved my son to death!"

"What starved to death? What starved to death?!" Mei Ruxue kicked Qiu Min with her foot, and threw her slipper down the stairs, almost hitting Ji Yi.

"He's out of money! He's out of money!!" Qiu Min roared.

Mei Ruxue: "...??"

Ji Yi: "..."

Helper: "..."

Ji Yisheng has nothing to love, it's true that he's so poor, but there's no need to tell the world, right?

Qiu Min shook off Mei Ruxue viciously, and Mei Ruxue fell down on the stairs. Qiu Min gasped and took out his cell phone, "Look for yourself, Mei Ruxue, the pocket money I give you every year is at least 2000 How much, right? I asked you to give Qiu Lu 2 yuan every month for use, and you are reluctant to give it? The last time you transferred 2 yuan to Qiu Lu was a year and a half ago!"

Mei Ruxue stared at the phone, "Are you checking me?"

Qiu Min pointed at Ji Yi, "Look at your son, he looks malnourished, is this how you raised him?"

Mei Ruxue grabbed the phone with her hands and threw it out.

Xia Zhili: "..." That's my phone.

Mei Ruxue raised her neck and snorted, "Are you qualified to say that about me? You didn't care about Qiu Lu either. Which slut of yours doesn't spend more money than Qiu Lu? Qiu Min, Stop pretending to be noble, pretending to be a father, you are not worthy!"

Qiu Min's pupils shrank, and he suddenly raised his hand.

Mei Ruxue: "You beat me! You beat me to death!!"

Qiu Min held up his slap, but he couldn't slap it down for a long time, not because he cherished it, but because he was stabbed by Mei Ruxue's words.He suddenly realized that he was no different from Mei Ruxue, being a parent was a failure.

Their mutual accusations are nothing but anger and shirk responsibility, and there are very few people who really care about their children.

Did they disappoint Qiu Lu a long time ago?

Qiu Lu cut his wrist so... so deep... Does it hurt?

When he bled, when he faced death, did he have any regrets?Do you have any nostalgia for this world?

Have you ever hated your parents?

Qiu Min suddenly didn't dare to look back, and didn't dare to look at his son's expression.

Even if he turned his head, he would only see his son's back—or, it was just a son's back.

Xia Zhili picked up the phone with the cracked screen and chased it out, "Master!"

There were too many emotional ups and downs tonight, Ji Yi was left with a weary calm at the moment, and said, "Don't call me young master."

"...Sorry." Xia Zhili said.

"I don't blame you. I just don't understand. Why am I cheap? How can I be shameless? How can I become a duck?"

"..."

Ji Yi goes out.

"Less... where are you going?"

"Just walk around."

Xia Zhili stopped him, "It's already midnight, so don't run around."

Ji Yi raised her eyes, "Am I running around? Do you think this family can still stay? - No, this is not a home at all."

Xia Zhili was speechless, this place really doesn't feel like a home.

"Don't worry, I won't run around. I have a classmate who lives here. I'll go find him." Ji Yi walked past him and walked out the door.

Xia Zhili tried his best to redeem him from behind: "Qiu Lu, your father still cares about you. He just doesn't know how to express it."

Ji Yi waved his hand, "He is very good at expressing his little lovers. I must have been his enemy in my previous life."

Xia Zhili: "..."

The night breeze was cool, Ji Yi went to the 24-hour convenience store next to the community to buy a pack of cigarettes and a lighter.The salesperson didn't want to sell it to him at first, and asked him: "Are you an adult?"

Ji Yi lied and said, "I bought it for my dad." Then I sold it to him.

After leaving the convenience store, Ji Yi tore off the package familiarly, took out a cigarette and put it between his lips, with a "pop", the flame jumped up and lit.

Reflecting the faint flames, Ji Yi's eyes were full of the heaviness and helplessness of an adult.

When the flames were extinguished, he raised his head and exhaled a circle of smoke. Looking at the stars in the sky, he also exhaled the stale breath in his chest.

After quietly smoking a cigarette, Ji Yi dangled her legs, wandering among the villas like a lonely ghost.It was late at night, and the villas were mostly dark, so when Ji Yi saw Shen Ke's house was still lit, his empty, gloomy little heart finally warmed up.

He immediately called Shen Ke.

Then, full of joy, it gradually sank as no one answered, and finally fell to pieces with a snap.

He didn't call again, squatting at the door with his arms folded, with nowhere to go, nowhere to go back.I can only lower my eyebrows and close my eyes, and feed the mosquitoes.

Qiu Min walked out of the villa with a sullen face, and Mei Ruxue yelled crazily: "Qiu Min! I've had enough! I've had enough!! We're getting a divorce! Divorce——!! You don't love me at all! I don't love you either! !!asshole!!!"

Sitting in the car, Qiu Min leaned back and closed his eyes.Xia Zhili drove the car out of the villa area without actively speaking.

"Love..." Qiu Min suddenly smiled, "It's ridiculous."

His marriage doesn't need love, just a good match - he's always thought so.But after tonight, he began to doubt whether his marriage with Mei Ruxue was wrong from the beginning.

He is not a person with a sense of family, nor is he a qualified husband and father, and he didn't realize it until today.

Really ridiculous.

Xia Zhili glanced back from the rearview mirror and asked, "Where are you going?"

After a while, Qiu Min said, "You can figure it out."

"Miss Li called to say hello at noon..."

"Which Miss Li?"

"..."

Just as Xia Zhili was about to answer, Qiu Min said again, "I won't go to women." He has been a little bit annoyed by women after so many years of playing Huacong.

"Then go to the house in Xiangshe's home?"

Qiu Min: "I don't like the decoration there."

Xia Zhili: "The Jinjiang Villa?"

Qiu Min: "No."

Xia Zhili: "..."

After a moment of silence, Qiu Min finally realized that he was a little furry, and said, "I don't want to be alone, let's go to your place."

Xia Zhili: "..."

"Can't you?"

Xia Zhili held the steering wheel tightly and said, "Of course."

Qiu Min took out his mobile phone to make a call, but he didn't answer the first time, only to be picked up the second time.Ji Yi answered the phone and didn't speak, her mouth felt bitter after smoking, and she didn't want to waste her words.

"Qiu Lu..." Qiu Min paused, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Can you make up for it?"

Ji Yi, who was squatting at the foot of the wall in front of Shen Ke's house, froze for a moment, her eyelashes fluttered a few times, thinking she had heard wrong, "What?"

Qiu Min asked again: "Can you make up for it?"

"..."

Ji Yi's eyes were inexplicably red, and her nose was sore. A good horse doesn't want to turn around, but the scumbag turned around.

but--

Her throat choked a few times, and Ji Yi could only give one answer:

"I can't."

The voice is also hoarse.

There was silence.Regardless of joy, anger, sorrow, joy, all pay in silence.

In silence, the phone hung up.

——No, because he is not Qiu Lu.The real Qiulu has already gone and disappeared into this world.

If Qiu Lu heard it, how happy he would be.

It's a pity that Ji Yi is not Qiu Lu, he can't forgive anyone instead of Qiu Lu.

So, no more.

Can't.

late.

Ji Yi raised her head, looked at the stars in the sky, and took back her tears by the way.

The neon lights of the city are flashing, and the cars are rushing by, carrying all kinds of people. There is only about one car that carries "lost dogs".

Tonight's Qiu Min is not the overlord, nor the richest man, but a defeated father who was abandoned by his son.

What a failure... he thought.

Ji Yi had a similar sense of failure and couldn't help smoking another cigarette.

Shen Ke put on the belt of his bathrobe, his hair was still wet, he walked to the bedside while wiping with a towel, picked up his mobile phone, it showed that there was a missed call from "Qiu Lu".Shen Ke subconsciously wanted to call back, but after a little thought, he went out directly.

Ji Yi was squatting at the base of the wall dejectedly, thinking about life with a cigarette in his mouth, before he could figure out why, Shen Ke appeared.Ji Yi raised his head suddenly, his eyes met.

As he was dumbfounded, the cigarette fell from his mouth, and it was so hot that Ji Yi jumped up screaming like a monkey, shaking the cigarette off his body, and burned a hole in his trousers.

Shen Ke: "..."