accidental first love

Ji Yi opened his eyes and saw the white ceiling of the hospital as he wished, and smelled the unique smell of disinfectant in the hospital.

He silently praised himself: Sure enough, if you are as strong as me, you won't die.

The nurse came in with a treatment trolley to change the water for him. The needle was injected on his right hand. Perhaps it had been a long time, and the whole right arm was as cold as ice.This reminded him of the feeling of walking through the gate of hell, and he opened his mouth: "Nurse..."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he felt that his voice was not right, it seemed a little tender?

The nurse asked him very gently: "What's the matter? Do you want to go to the toilet?"

...that's a bit of a stretch.

But that's not the point, Ji Yi said in a hoarse voice and weakly: "Nurse, my right hand is very cold, can I hit my left hand?"

The voice is still tender, crisp like a teenager's voice, could it be because he just woke up?

The nurse said no, "Your left hand is like that... If it's cold, cover your arms with the quilt." She helped Ji Yi press down the quilt.

This is a single ward, with the air conditioner turned on, the indoor temperature is suitable, and the quilt is just right.What the nurse said made Ji Yi suspicious, what happened to his left hand?

Ji Yi lowered his eyelids and looked to the left side of his body, expecting to see an extremely tragic scene, such as being wrapped into a "mummy", but it turned out that his wrist was wrapped in a thick layer of bandages.

Both legs are intact, and I don't feel much pain in other parts of the body. It may be that the anesthetic has not passed.On the surface, there is nothing strange about it, but somehow everything feels strange.

He was a person who had just been in a car accident. He was knocked out in the street and his head was bleeding. I don’t know if there was bleeding inside or if there were any fractures on his body, but his head was definitely hit severely. No?

Unreasonable, it can be called "weird".

The nurse ordered "have a good rest" and pushed the treatment cart out of the ward.Ji Yi couldn't get enough energy to talk too much, she was full of questions and planned to wait for Ji Ran to come and ask again.

However, Ji Ran will not come.

It was a beautiful woman of frozen age.

At that time, Ji Yi was already in a daze and wanted to continue to sleep, but when his eyelids opened and closed, he was woken up again by the urge to urinate, but his limbs were so soft that he might have difficulty getting off the ground.

He couldn't lift his right hand, and when his left hand regained a little feeling, it was a piercing pain, which made him wonder if his left hand was broken.Bearing the pain, he moved his left arm, trying to ring the bell, but he didn't even obey his fingers, holding it limply all the time.

what happened?really broken? ?

At the moment of surprise, the door of the ward opened, and a beautiful woman with a white dress, red shoes and a small sachet, wavy hair and charming eyes approached.

Ji Yi was really amazed, she stared in doubt, did she go to the wrong door?

The beauty obviously didn't think she had gone to the wrong door, she sat gracefully on a chair beside her, and said flatly, "It's better to live than to die, why bother."

"?" It wasn't that he wanted to die.

Just as Ji Yi was about to ask who she was, the beauty had already stood up and said, "Take a good rest." After finishing her sentence, she walked out as if she had completed her task, coming and going like the wind.

Ji Yi: "..." Who are you? ? ?

Staring at the intravenous drip into the body, the desire to urinate became more and more violent, Ji Yi couldn't bear it anymore, supported the infusion stand on his own, and walked with difficulty to the small bathroom that came with the ward.

Fortunately, the waist of the trousers of the patient gown is loose, and the physiological needs can be met without using much force with one hand.Ji Yi let out a long breath, feeling light without urinating.

It's just that the anesthetic completely failed, and the pain in the left wrist became more and more obvious, like ten thousand ants devouring flesh and blood.

Ji Yi frowned, it was lucky that he didn't die, he could bear the pain, but... Ji Yi paused, looked back at the mirror on the sink, and suddenly screamed like a ghost, hitting his back door panel.

What was reflected on the silver and smooth mirror surface was an extremely handsome young man's face, his bright black pupils were full of fright.

Ji Yi's lips opened and closed, and the boy in the mirror opened and closed his lips.

Ji Yi lowered her head, and finally found something wrong with her body. This body is too thin and thin, and the horizon line of vision is also much lower. I don't know if she is 1.8 meters tall.

Obviously, it's not his body.

Ji Yi stretched out his hand and slapped himself, his face hurt and his hands hurt, it wasn't a dream.

For a while, Ji Yi just stood there stupidly, wishing she could pass out and return to her body.

Why is this happening?

Puzzled.Unheard of.

Is it the resurrection of the dead?

Ji Yi suddenly shuddered, and then looked into the mirror, still dumbfounded, muttering to himself: "From this point of view, I'm still dead?"

But it just hung up.

alive again.

Just borrowed someone else's body.

In an instant, Ji Yi thought of many messy things.

He reminded himself to be calm, to be calm, and when he came back to his senses, he was already sitting on the edge of the bed, with blood flashing from the corner of his eyes.It turned out that it was a drip, but the needle was still buried in the blood vessel, and the blood returned, and it was climbing up the transparent plastic tube.

The nurse who came in exclaimed, pulled out the needle for him, and pressed the needle hole with a cotton ball to stop the bleeding.

Facing Ji Yi who was in a trance, the nurse was not angry, but looked pitifully.Ji Yi let out a deep breath and thanked her.

He didn't know that his appearance was "pretending to be strong" in the eyes of the nurse, and his mother's love suddenly flooded, saying: "There is no obstacle in the world that cannot be overcome. You are still young and your life is still long. Think about it."

Ji Yi stared and nodded, and it took a long time after the nurse left to figure out the meaning. Looking at his left wrist, a layer of cold sweat broke out on his back.

Could this child have committed suicide?

There was a buzzing sound from the bedside table, and Ji Yi opened it to see that it was indeed a mobile phone.I don't know the password, so I tried fingerprint unlocking and it opened.

The information comes from WeChat, three in a row:

-Qiu Lu, are you awake?

- Dad is very busy. I will see you again in two days.

-[Happy Birthday Red Envelope]

Ji Yi: "..."

Come on, you should be busy, anyway, your son committed suicide, and he can’t see it even if he wants to. Happy birthday?

Ji Yi rummaged through the personal belongings in the bedside table, found the teenager's ID card, looked at the date of birth, and compared it with the date on the phone. His birthday passed three or four days ago, and he just turned 16.

Ji Yi shook her head and sighed, she was only 16 years old, what a good age, no matter what, she would be gone.

...wait, date? !

Ji Yi stared at the date displayed on the phone, and then went to the Internet to check, his face became paler, and his fingertips trembled slightly.

May thirteenth.

He remembered that it was April [-] when he went out to follow Ji Ran.Eyelids closed and opened, unexpectedly more than a month has passed.

In other words, I have been dead for more than a month.

I'm afraid even the body will be cremated and buried, there is no room for change, and it will not be possible to wear it back.

In fact, even if the body is still there, Ji Yi knows that it is very likely that he will not be able to put it back on, but at least he can try.Now "more than a month later" comes directly, without even a buffer, the first seven have passed, and the hammer soul is returned.

It seemed that he was destined to "settle down" in this boy's body.I don't know what's going on with Ji Ran. Is there any swollen eyes from crying... It must be swollen from crying, but after more than a month, the swelling should have subsided.

Ji Ran wished he could run home now and tell Ji Ran that he was not dead, but a dead body.

...sounds a little scary.

Let's just say I was born again.

Just as he was thinking wildly, the door of the ward opened again. It was not a nurse, nor a beautiful woman, but a man with a thin waist, long legs, a gentle manner, and wearing gold-rimmed glasses.

This man's complexion is very fair, with peach blossoms in his eyes, and the lenses can't stop the elegant and graceful radiance from the inside out, which is quite seductive.

Ji Yi: Oh, compare with what I have!

Of course, it was me before I hung up.

Xia Zhili carried the lunch box and walked to the hospital bed, bent his eyes and smiled slightly: "President Qiu couldn't get away, so he specially asked me to deliver meals to the young master." The subtext is that your father still values ​​you.

Ji Yi didn't say a word, it's better for him, a Xibei guy, to keep his mouth shut until he understands the situation.

This move was right, Xia Zhili didn't notice anything unusual about "Young Master", in his impression Qiu Lu was such a taciturn, gloomy and beautiful boy.

Xia Zhili opened the dining table, opened the lunch box, and in the hot air, the rich aroma of meat wafted out, making people salivate.Only then did Ji Yi feel hungry, but he held his chin up reservedly, maintaining the image that a young master should have.

From the "President Qiu" and "Young Master", Ji Yi can basically deduce that the young man is a child of a rich family, and the man in front of him should be the secretary of "President Qiu".

Xia Zhili served him soup with his own hands, and asked with a smile, "Master, do you want me to feed you?"

Ji Yi said, "I have hands."

Xia Zhili put down the soup bowl, stepped back and sat down.Ji Yi let him watch, picked up the spoon, drank the soup and ate the meat one bite at a time.

Ji Yi pretended to be indifferent and asked, "When can I leave the hospital?"

Xia Zhili: "Of course you can leave the hospital after recovering from your illness."

Saying it means not saying it.

Ji Yi said, "I want to go to school." Whether it was discharge from the hospital or school, it was all a cover, and he wanted to see Ji Ran as soon as possible.

Xia Zhili still smiled and said, "But we still need to get well first."

"..." Something seemed wrong, Ji Yi stared at the man, "Do you think I'm sick?"

It has to be said that the young man, as his name suggests, has a pair of deer-like eyes, dark and moist, as clear as gemstones, with faint stars shining.When stared at by these eyes, people will sink in unconsciously.

Xia Zhili was stunned, pushed his gold-rimmed glasses and said, "Master is not sick."

The man's attitude made Ji Yi feel worried, what's wrong with the boy?Mental illness?depression?Or... Terminally ill?

Otherwise why commit suicide?

As soon as he came back to life, he was about to face that he might have a "terminally ill". Ji Yi was in a complicated mood. He didn't even have an appetite for chicken soup, so he put down the spoon after a few bites.

Xia Zhili stood up to pack his lunch box, and retired after completing his work, with a businesslike attitude from beginning to end.

Ji Yi is so depressed that no one really cares about the boy?Dad is busy, where is Mom?

If he hadn't died, Ji Ran would have stood by his hospital bed, unlike now, when he looked up, it was empty and desolate.

Looking forward to it, doctors and nurses are still the most compassionate.

The doctor came to condolences and changed the gauze for him by the way.Ji Yi finally saw the injury on his left wrist completely, and took a deep breath. The wound was five or six centimeters long, and how deep it was. After more than ten stitches, the wound had stopped bleeding and turned white and purple.

Under the visual stimulation, Ji Yi felt that the wound hurt even more, and he pursed his lips and frowned.

The nurse asked, "Does it hurt?"

Ji Yi looked away, "...not bad."

The attending doctor didn't talk nonsense, and directly prescribed two painkillers for him to take one when the pain was unbearable. Ji Yi expressed his gratitude.

He asked again: "When can I leave the hospital?"

Doctor: "I can leave the hospital after the stitches are removed in a week."

"……that's it?"

"otherwise?"

"..." So he didn't have a terminal illness?

Ji Yi cleared her throat: "Thank you doctor."

The doctor raised his eyebrows, looked at Ji Yi carefully for a moment, and said, "You don't look like a child who would commit suicide."

Ji Yi smiled dryly, of course he would not commit suicide, nor was he a child.The child who committed suicide has probably gone to heaven and turned into a little angel. I hope he will be happier in his next life.

In the next few days, Ji Yi fully witnessed what is called "the miserable situation of a child who is not loved by anyone".

There are no relatives or friends, and parents are as if they are dead, and they don't care.Eat, sleep and get injections all by yourself.No wonder the nurse always looked at him with pity, it was really miserable.

Hospitalization is so miserable, and it must be more lonely in normal times.

Even if anyone came, it would only be doctors, nurses, nurses, and the driver's secretary.

Secretary Xia Zhili, drivers Lao Han and Xiao Wang, "President Qiu" can't come, Xia Zhili will take his place;

Ji Yi is indifferent to this, anyway, he is not someone else's "son", so why should he get too involved in the drama.

On the day of discharge from the hospital, the sky was clear and bright.

Ji Yi let out a deep breath, then got into the car at the respectful invitation of the family driver Xiao Wang, and said, "Don't go back yet."

Xiao Wang: "?"

Ji Yi reported the address, which was his and Ji Ran's home.

Half an hour later, Ji Yi stood at the gate of the familiar neighborhood and walked in with her head held high.

Xiao Wang: "...Master??"

Ji Yi didn't even look back, and went home.