accidental first love

The porridge was boiled in a casserole, cooked slowly over low heat, and it was almost ready. Qiu Lu stirred it slowly with a spoon, and the aroma of rice mixed with the aroma of meat was tangy.

Chu Hang's Adam's apple rolled, and his shriveled belly felt even more hungry.

"It smells so good," he said.

Qiu Lu didn't speak, and silently served him porridge.Chu Hang wanted to help, but Qiu Lu said, "Sit down."

Chu Hang sat down obediently and winked at his sister.Chu Chu chewed the potato chips and said, "I'm not hungry. You eat yours."

Chu Hang taught her a lesson: "Eating snacks all day long will make you fat."

Chu Chu rolled her eyes, "My classmates are so envious of my physique that I can't get fat."

While the two brothers and sisters were bickering, Qiu Lu had already brought the porridge in front of Chu Hang, and Chu Hang straightened his sitting posture immediately, turning his anger into a smile.Qiu Lu said: "The porridge is a bit hot, you can eat it later. I'm going back."

Chu Hang was in a hurry: "What are you doing when you go back? Do you expect me to eat all the porridge you made?"

"You eat slowly."

"If you eat it, I won't eat it either."

"..."

Seeing that Chu Hang was a patient, Qiu Lu stayed to eat porridge with him.Chu Chu went upstairs quietly, leaving space for the two of them.

The porridge was really hot, and Chu Hang burned his mouth after taking a bite, hissing.Qiu Lu hastily poured him a glass of cold water: "Blow it on before eating."

Chu Hang drank the water and said with a smile: "It looks so delicious, I can't help it."

Qiu Lu didn't count his culinary skills yet, and he didn't have a special expression when he heard that.

"Qiu Lu, I seem to know why you are angry."

Qiu Lu's drooping eyelashes trembled, "I'm not angry."

Chu Hang: "You are jealous, aren't you?"

"..." Qiu Lu suddenly raised his head, "No!"

Chu Hang smiled: "I want to cover it up."

Qiu Lu stood up and almost ran away: "You can eat by yourself, I'm going back."

It was hard for Chu Hang to see his thoughts clearly. He couldn't let Qiu Lu go away like this. He grabbed Qiu Lu in three steps at a time and held him tightly by his wrist. Qiu Lu couldn't even shake him off.

Qiu Lu was so angry and ashamed even when he was sick and didn't eat, he stammered: "You, what are you doing? Let me go..." The voice was soft, and he didn't dare to make it too loud, for fear of being heard clearly.

His appearance made Chu Hang let go of his hand subconsciously, "Does it hurt you? I'm sorry, don't go, listen to me."

Qiu Lu's heart was pounding, "Say what?"

At this critical moment, Chu Chu finally couldn't hold back and went downstairs.

Seeing his sister, Chu Hang had the desire to kill someone, but the opportunity was fleeting, and if he missed it, it would be gone——Qiu Luyi's eyes were panicked, and Chu Hang quickly whispered into his ear:

"I like you too."

Qiu Lu was immobilized as if he had been cast with a fixation spell.

Chu Chu looked suspiciously at the two people standing at the door, then looked at the two bowls of porridge on the dining table, and asked, "Why don't you eat?"

Qiu Lu suddenly came back to his senses, a burst of heat rushed to his head like a flood that opened the gate, his face was flushed red.

He couldn't say anything, and when he lifted his foot, he ran out the door without changing his shoes.

neat:"???"

Chu Chu looked at her brother, "What's wrong with him?"

Chu Hang didn't chase after him, and returned to the table to continue eating porridge.Seeing that Qiu Lu's bowl of porridge hadn't moved much, Chuchu wanted to eat it, but her brother stretched out his arm and moved the porridge in front of her.Chu Chu was angry: "Can you eat it?"

"There is still in the pot, you have to eat it yourself." Chu Hang said.

……

The summer sun scorches the earth like a fireball, and no one wants to come out to be exposed to the sun at such a noon.

Qiu Lu was so hot that he walked swayingly, and a layer of sweat broke out on his forehead after a while.Cicada yelled loudly, as if urging her to die.

He has been called a genius for a long time, from a gifted child to a gifted boy, with his hard work, there is also real talent in it.He is indeed smarter than ordinary people.

But just because his IQ crushes others doesn't mean he has a high EQ.Otherwise, he would not have committed suicide by cutting his wrists... Now that he has a new life, his emotional intelligence is still not enough, and he can't figure out why Chu Hang would suddenly say such things to him.

--I like you too.

He couldn't even think about it before, that someone would say such a thing to himself.

How could Chu Hang like him?Do you treat him well because you like him?

I like it.But, is it the kind of liking he understands?

Chu Hang said "also", that is to say, he knew that Qiu Lu's liking for him was not ordinary, and responded to this liking.

Qiu Lu covered his face, he felt that if he didn't go home again, he might faint on the road - his heart was beating too fast, and he needed something ice to calm himself down.

When he got home, he ate a popsicle.

The air conditioner was on and the electric fan was blowing, but it was still not enough to relieve his heat.

It's not just heat, but restlessness, confusion, and joy.

His cell phone vibrated, and it was a WeChat message from Chu Hang: Are you home?

It took more than ten seconds for Qiu Lu to reply: Yes.

Chu Hang replied in seconds: What I said is true.

Qiu Lu: "..."

Chu Hang: I like you too.

Qiu Lu: Stop talking.

Chu Hang: Shy?

Qiu Lu didn't know how to answer, because Chu Hang guessed it right.

Chu Hang: Is there any food at home?

Qiu Lu: Yes.

Chu Hang: I ate your bowl of porridge.

Qiu Lu: ...

Chu Hang: Do you like me?

Qiu Lu: ...

Chu Hang: That’s why I don’t like it

Qiu Lu: No!

After sending these two words, he realized that he had hit the trick, and wanted to withdraw, but Chu Hang had already sent a "smiling face" emoji.

Chu Hang: I knew you liked me.

Qiu Lu buried his face in his arms, trying to find a crack in the ground to get in.

When it was not so hot in the afternoon, Liu Jingjing and Zhou Ni visited Chuhang.

Chu Hang received them as usual, thoughtful and appropriate, after all, they were classmates.

Before leaving, Liu Jingjing tactfully tested Chu Hang: "Do you have someone you like?"

Chu Hang did not hesitate: "Yes."

Liu Jingjing froze for a moment and asked, "Really?"

"I can lie to you," Chu Hang smiled, "but I can't lie to myself."

Liu Jingjing's eyes were red, as if she had given up completely.Zhou Ni comforted her: "Where there is no grass in the world, there are so many men in the world, you will definitely meet better ones."

Chu Chu hid and eavesdropped, and when they left, she jumped out like a grasshopper and yelled, "Brother! Do you have someone you like?! Who is it?"

Chu Hang: "Less meddle in things you shouldn't care about."

Chu Chu pouted her cheeks and let out a "tss".

A little later, the parents of the siblings came back and the family had dinner.Chu's mother smiled and asked, "When will you invite that female classmate of yours to have dinner at home?"

Chu Hang didn't lift his eyelids, "They are ordinary classmates, they have already gone back."

"Going back?" Mother Chu looked at her daughter.

Chu Chu shrugged, expressing that she was helpless.Chu's mother knew that her son was not interested in other female classmates, so she had to give up and asked, "Then when will you talk about a girlfriend?"

Chu Hang didn't say a word, he settled the porridge in the bowl in twos and went out: "I'll go to Qiu Lu's house."

There were three members of the family left at the dinner table, Mother Chu asked Chu Chu, "What's wrong with your brother?"

Chu Chu: "He ate badly today and had diarrhea for a long time."

"..."

Qiu Lu's family is also having dinner.Seeing Chu Hang, Qiu's mother smiled happily and asked him to come in quickly.

After chatting a few words about homework, Chu Hang answered politely.Qiu Lu didn't dare to look at Chu Hang, and almost buried his face in the bowl.Father Qiu said to him, "Are you falling asleep while eating?"

Qiu Lu: "..." He straightened his back.

No matter how slow the meal is, there will always be time to finish it.Chu Hang invited Qiu Lu to go for a walk to digest food. Qiu Lu didn't want to be alone with Chu Hang, but Qiu's mother pushed her son out of the door: "Don't be bored at home all day, summer evening is cool, go outside for a walk."

Qiu Lu couldn't hold back his maternal love, so he went out with Chu Hang.

He lowered his head and kept a distance from Chu Hang.

When Chu Hang took a step closer to him, he walked forward quickly. In the end, it was almost Chu Hang who chased him.

Chu Hang almost laughed angrily: "Are you walking or running?"

Qiu Lu panted slightly, in the twilight, his pupils were dimly lit, as if he had been frightened.Chu Hang softened his heart, and said to him: "I like you, and this makes you uncomfortable?"

Qiu Lu quickly covered his mouth and looked around in a panic, but luckily no one passed by.

There was a smile on the corners of Chu Hang's eyes, and he grabbed Qiu Lu's wrist just as he was about to stop, "Qiu Lu, don't be afraid."

"I'm not afraid..." Qiu Lu insisted.

"It was you who fell in love with me first."

"..." Qiu Lu's ears were red, he broke free from his wrist silently, and walked forward.

Chu Hang Youzai followed him leisurely, the evening wind was cool, and his mood suddenly became clear: "Since when did you like me?"

Qiu Lu didn't answer.

"If you don't tell me, I'll keep asking."

Qiu Lu turned back in embarrassment, his eyes were weeping and complaining, as if he had been bullied.

Chu Hang was taken aback for a moment, a strange feeling flashed in his heart, itching, he wanted to scratch the boy in front of him.

And he did.

Qiu Lu was led into a narrow alley where usually only cats and dogs would play and pass by.He didn't know he was fooled until Chu Hang pushed him against the wall: "You, what are you doing...let me go."

His struggling movements were not big, as if he was weakened by the sudden ambiguity.

Chu Hang had the feeling that he had completely controlled Qiu Lu, and it gave him great pleasure both psychologically and physically.

Qiu Lu struggled weaker and weaker, and finally resigned himself to his fate, like a good and innocent rabbit.

Whether they kissed or were kissed, the two could no longer tell the difference.

The midsummer wind seems to heat up again, and the evening coolness can't take away the heat.

The four lips were pressed together, sweeter and softer than jelly, almost melting them.

It turns out that kissing feels so good.

They didn't want to separate until someone's voice came.As the dusk fell, their figures were somewhat blurred in the dark, but Chu Hang looked at Qiu Lu with burning eyes.

Qiu Lu hurried out of the narrow alley, not knowing where he was going, as if he was stepping on a cloud.

Chu Hang followed closely, held his hand, and whispered with a smile: "We are settled."

Qiu Lu knew why and asked, "What is it?"

Chu Hang scratched his palm, "What do you think?"

Qiu Lu laughed, but after a while his face was full of worry.

"what happened?"

"It's not good for us to be like this."

They are two boys who choose to be together, and indeed they have to face many worldly eyes.They don't care about others, it's just their parents...

"It's really not good." Chu Hang said.

Qiu Lu suddenly stiffened his back, his eyes were at a loss.

Chu Hang quickly comforted him: "This road is not easy, but I will accompany you."

Qiu Lu didn't know what to do. He got it, but he was worried about the loss.

Chu Hang smiled and sighed, seeing no one around, he pulled him into his arms, "Okay, don't think so much. I promise you, unless one day you don't want me anymore, I won't leave you of."

Qiu Lu's heart was sour and sweet, how could he not want Chu Hang.After dying once, he can still maintain expectations for the future, all because of the existence of Chu Hang.

The road ahead is long and may not be easy, but as long as Chu Hang is here, he firmly believes that he can see the light.

They walked for a long time, the sun set, the moon and the stars rose, and they held hands, as if they were going to the end of time.

If life is a dream, this night must be the most beautiful dream Qiu Lu has ever had.