Paranoid Love Poem [Quick Transmigration]

"I really lost the memory related to you."

So all these years, what kind of mood has Bai Di been entangled with him?Thinking of this, Ji Churong felt a sudden pain in his heart.

"I've known you before." Knowing that the people under him would not resist, he groped from his shoulders to his cheeks with his hands.The stiff body of the person under him did not respond at all, it was more decisive than tame, it could be called a sacrificial offering without reservation.

Bai Di's skin has no temperature.

Even Ji Churong was not surprised by this, as if he had already recognized and accepted all his abnormalities.

"Obviously such an important person, why would I forget?"

It doesn't matter that the people under him have thousands of faces, what he encounters must be his most authentic and authentic face.He has such aloof and deep-rooted self-confidence, even if the memory it is based on has long been blurred.

A temperatureless arm rested on Ji Churong's back, and he smiled silently. He clearly knew that it was impossible for a normal person to be so cold. This person didn't even want to pretend his body temperature in front of him. How happy this fact is! .Faced with such candor, it doesn't matter if you are dragged into the grave.

Maybe it's guilt, maybe some extremely suppressed emotion is on the verge of collapse, Ji Churong doesn't want to think about anything at this moment of confusion.

It's time for me to think about the person under me.

I seem to have done a lot for him, but it seems that I have done nothing.

Whether he is a monster or a human being, we are precious existences to each other.This kind of preciousness is rare among monsters, rare between people, but it really existed between us, and I... want it to still exist now.

"Honey, the past doesn't matter to us now if it hurts who we are now."

Bai Di described this fact smoothly.

With such an arrogant and indifferent tone, Ji Churong murmured in confusion: "Then what is the most important thing to you?"

If you are really different from human beings as those experimenters said, then what is most important to you, what do you want from me?love?What does love feel like to you?

However, as soon as he asked, Ji Churong had an intuition that something was wrong.The hairs on his back involuntarily stood up, and he was more alert than animals when they encountered natural enemies. Every cell frantically pulled the alarm bell, but his body was under some kind of extremely powerful pressure and could not move.

run!Find a way to leave!Get out of his sight!

No use no use no use - no escape!

What a stupid creature to ask what its natural enemies like to eat.What a dull creature it would be to be content with a plate surrounded by knives and forks.

late!

Those arms tightened, but they didn't intend to pull him into the grave.The stiff body did not make any effective resistance, cheeks touched, chests collided, necks intersected, the body that locked him was obviously hard, but it was also indescribably soft.Ji Churong clearly pressed against Bai Di's chest, and he had the illusion that he was sinking into the mud, and some kind of viscous substance submerged him little by little.

However... the submerged part of the body felt extremely comfortable and warm.

This person's embrace cannot be described in any intuitive language.

This feeling of dizziness and intoxication did not last long. When Ji Churong recovered from the overwhelming fear and pleasure, he felt as if he had experienced countless years.

Just when he came back to his senses, he just heard that person's response.

Softer and lingering than any love words, and higher than any secular truth, it first climbs softly onto the skin, and then tightens its prey in an instant, the more it struggles, the more it shrinks.

"Of course it's you."

The man's hand moved through a layer of fabric, little by little, slowly arousing layer upon layer of trembling, moving upward along the vital bone in the human body, hitting the cervical spine twice like a dragonfly, and closing it at the back of his neck .

"The meaning of my existence here is you."

The hands pressed down gently, but Ji Churong did not resist in vain at this time, so he was a little closer to that existence, gradually, closer than any other creature.

Human beings always involuntarily pursue the truth, wandering on the edge of the abyss, shrinking from fear, unable to control their curiosity over and over again, there are always those few people who stare at the abyss self-righteously.

So those who choose to stare into the abyss are called by some kind.Reflected in the human body, it is the belief that one has the responsibility to discover everything and the sense of mission to climb the peak that no one has reached.

However, maybe, it's just a group of people who were unknowingly bewitched by the abyss.

Now, he is closer than those who search incompletely but are always wandering one step away.

It's a pity... he is blind.

Only the abyss, who stared at him tirelessly for several years, focused to the extreme, evolved into a pathetic affection.

Behold, the abyss whispered before him.

"Everything I have now, appearance, life, emotion, and language, exists for you." Bai Di, the indescribable thing in human mouths, said like this: "Without you, I will not exist. "

The airtight laboratory lacks fresh air, and it is filled with the smell of various elements. If there were no things that have happened, Ji Churong should still be in the original world, smelling the smell of fireworks in the world, and living his ordinary daily life.

Although the rest of his life may not be long, it will never be as far away from common sense and everything he knows as he is now.

"So, you came to me to apologize because of Bai Di?" Ye Yisheng had no serious injuries except for a few bruises.

Ji Churong took the Boundary Medicine Wine placed on the table, poured a little on his hand, and applied it to the bruise on Ye Yisheng's shoulder.The force under the palm is just right to make the medicine take effect.

"Not for Bai Di, but for us."

If it hadn't been for something wrong with him on the test bench, Bai Di would not have acted against Ye Yiyi in a hurry.

"Tsk, you've used 'we' so quickly, your relationship is warming up very quickly."

"It's not warming up." Putting the remaining medicine bottle aside, Ji Churong pulled Ye Yisheng's collar, helped him straighten his coat, and said softly, "It's warming up."

Without those sporadic flashes of memory, Ji Churong might be completely at a loss.That period of memory is too deep, too painful, it is a residual poison that cannot be removed, as long as it encounters a little introduction, it will break through the restrictions and reappear.

Ease is the best paralysis, but only pain can force people to wake up.

A little fragment is enough for Ji Churong to keep digging and pondering over and over again.

His eyes were not what the captain said, they were seriously injured during the mission, and he hadn't even joined UWP when he lost his eyes.It is precisely because of this that there are always subtle deviations in his cognition of the world. He cannot imagine what high-rise buildings look like, but he feels inexplicably close to those dilapidated, low, chaotic and dirty slums.

He originally thought that this was due to his damaged memory, but now that he thought about it, he might have lost his vision in the place where darkness gathered before he had time to see the affluence and advancement of human civilization.

Full of regrets, he pursued light and justice for the rest of his life, but all his intuitive feelings about the world came from the black streets.

A secret base of the White Rose Institute of Life is located in the depths of Heijie, which is the information he gradually learned after he joined UWP.The experimenter who appeared in the memory fragment is most likely the staff member of that secret research base.

So why did he fall into that research base?

Those people obviously did cruel and inhumane things to him. In his memory, his eyes were dark. There are two possibilities. One is that his eyes were covered, and the other possibility was that he had lost his eyes at that time.

They also mentioned monsters. Although Bai Di's name was not explicitly mentioned, some of Bai Di's supernatural characteristics are completely consistent with the monsters they said.

Fished a monster with another monster.

Hooked me up with Bai Di.

I fell into the hands of those people because of Bai Di.

Ah... how stupid.

How can a person contend against such a behemoth that has been entrenched for so long.

Yet he went anyway.

Because of Bai Di.

How important it is, the emotion he embraced at that time must have been so intense that he was completely like a fanatic who saw death at home, willing to sacrifice his life for the most important person.

Fortunately, his deadly sacrifice was not entirely successful.

The secret base of the White Rose Institute of Life in Heijie was later destroyed by the UWP.

If he was rescued by UWP at that time, it was the starting point of his relationship with UWP, then everything would be connected in series.

Except for the doubts related to Bai Di. Why did UWP only save him? What happened to Bai Di afterwards?What caused them, who could depend on each other for life and death, to become old enemies?What kind of truth is hidden in the gap between the destruction of the secret base and the birth of the strange thief Bai Di?

No, no, there is another key point that I haven't figured out.

Ever since Ji Churong said the word 'Hui Wen', Ye Yisheng's expression was not so good, but Ji Churong couldn't see it anyway, he suddenly raised his head and asked: "Ye Yisheng, let me ask you, is there any UWP in this world?" Have there been any large-scale conflicts with the White Rose Research Institute?"

"No." Ye Yisheng replied slowly but surely: "UWP has always suspected that the White Rose Research Institute is secretly carrying out illegal research, and launched several surprise investigations, but they were all ignored afterwards. There have been related reports in the world. "

"That's it..." Ji Churong subconsciously clenched his fists as the bone-piercing ice water poured down his head.

That's it... no wonder... He vaguely remembered hearing from his teammates that there was something strange about the destruction of the White Rose Research Institute.At that time, his memory was lacking, and he only listened to this strange place as a rumor with a mystery of its authenticity, and didn't take it to heart.

Thinking about it now, the hairs stand on end.

"At that time, there were three teams in charge of assaulting the Black Street, and the captain of one of them was your current commander, Arong. My roommate and I happened to belong to the other two teams. After rushing in, we found that the situation was more serious than the pre-investigation Terrible, after the discussion, the first team is responsible for the rescue, the second team is responsible for collecting evidence, and the third team is responsible for overall coordination."

"I was in the second team. At that time, we were collecting evidence in the database and the laboratory. Suddenly we heard gunshots outside, and then received a message from the captain of the second team, saying that there was an emergency and he pointed out the way Let's evacuate with the evidence first."

"The strange thing is that I didn't meet anyone on the way to evacuate. At that time, I was in a hurry, and I just thought it was a good thing that no one was there. After thinking about it, I felt that I couldn't explain it."

"After we withdrew, we handed over the evidence immediately, and then went to the first team responsible for the rescue. Many people were rescued. According to a member of the first team, they didn't encounter any obstacles when they rescued people. They were frightened all the way. Trap, it doesn't feel real until you're in a helicopter."

"The second team was in charge of the rear and was the last to withdraw. It also reported that the mission went smoothly, there was no expected high-intensity armed resistance, and there were no casualties."

"Things passed smoothly, the three captains did not return to the headquarters immediately, and the assembled personnel returned to the research institute base again."

When the teammate said this, his expression was already overly tense. Ji Churong couldn't see it, but he could clearly hear the fear in his voice, and he even advised him not to continue talking.

But the teammate seemed desperate for some kind of reassurance, and he couldn't stop talking.

"We searched the entire base and followed the smell of blood to find...the door of purgatory. The smell of blood is so strong that people can vomit through the door. We shouldn't go back, we shouldn't go to investigate that point It's unusual. As long as you don't explore it to the end, you won't see that kind of purgatory."

"Eyes...eyes...corpses...corpses everywhere...rooms...ah..."

It took him a long time to get that teammate to calm down emotionally.

At that time, he thought that the teammate's last sentence meant 'what the eyes see, there are corpses everywhere', but now thinking about it, he couldn't help but think of his lost eyes.

If his death-defying sacrifice hadn't failed, if his sacrifice awakened the invisible darkness sleeping in the human body, if the purgatory mentioned by his teammates was related to his lost eyes, and... Bai Di.

Even, if that purgatory is exactly Bai Di's revenge on the White Rose Research Institute.

Then, one of the reasons for Bai Di's bloodthirsty heart is Ji Churong himself.

Ji Churong was silent for a long time, and Ye Yisheng accompanied him in silence.

The beating heartbeat gradually became normal, and Ji Churong knew what he needed to do most now.

"Ye Yiyi, help me recover my memory." Before Ye Yiyi could speak, Ji Churong continued, "If it wasn't my intention, you wouldn't allow anyone to touch my brain... Bai Di wouldn't allow it either."

If his memory was artificially tampered with, then the person who tampered with it, Ye Yiyi, is the most likely.

He was afraid that his clever friend would say something that would make him unable to bear the refusal, so he hurriedly said: "I have to recall everything, this is very important!" The responsibility on his shoulders was so important that it almost crushed his spine.

The wrist is gently held by one hand.

The hand was well-articulated and thin, but it never trembled.When held by this hand, the burning anxiety slowly subsided.

"Okay." Ye Yisheng patted Ji Churong's wrist lightly, stepped in when Ji Churong's five fingers were relaxed, touched his palm, held it firmly, and said with a smile: "This is exactly what I left in your memory. Give me my own reasons. I'm here when you want to remember."