Reverse Approach

【27】

Before Liao Nanqing was ten years old, Li Qin, like all mothers, was a gentle and nagging woman.Her skin is fair, and there is a faint scent of jasmine in the sun.On a sunny day, the red plaid dress made her more gentle.

Liao Nanqing especially liked to sit beside her with a small bench and watch him peel edamame and vegetables.

Her long black hair was tied into a simple bun, and when she smiled, there were two inconspicuous dimples at the corners of her mouth, and her eyes formed a curved crescent.Liao Nanqing's complexion resembled Li Qin's, and so did his dimples when he smiled.They are mother and son, connected by blood.

Liao Nanqing sat on the bench and carefully tore open a candy.

He fed it to Li Qin's mouth. Strawberry-flavored candy was Li Qin's favorite and his favorite.

A mother's preferences can always affect her children a lot.

Seeing Li Qin's gentle smile, Liao Nanqing felt warm in his heart. He said, "Mom, when I grow up and make money, I will buy you a lot of strawberry candies."

"Little fool, when you grow up, you want to buy candy for your wife, why do you buy it for your mother?" Li Qin laughed at him.

"I don't want a wife, so I'll buy it for my mother." Liao Nanqing insisted, with the red scarf tied crookedly on his chest.

Li Qin stopped contradicting him, wiped his hands with the apron gently, and straightened the red scarf for him.The slightly cool fingertips lightly touched Liao Nanqing's neck, which was soft and had the fragrance of green and tender edamame juice.

She said softly, "Okay, I'm already in the second grade, and I can't even tie a red scarf well."

Alright.

ok——

Her modal particle has always been these two words, okay.

Including at her stepfather's house a few years later, she did the same.But the tone of the particle has changed, from gentle to impatient.

In the dark room, Li Qin hugged her newborn son, and looked at Liao Nanqing who was sitting in the corner with indifferent eyes.She turned her head away first, but then she seemed unable to bear it. She put down her little son who had just fallen asleep, walked over, knelt down and touched Liao Nanqing's head.Liao Nanqing raised his head, sinking deep into the cliff as if catching a ray of light, he desperately longed for Li Qin's love.

But when Li Qin got up, he grabbed Liao Nanqing, anxiously, and tried his best to restrain his panic, and hurriedly said: "Go to the room and wait, your Uncle Zhang will be back soon."

Liao Nanqing was unwilling and hugged Li Qin tightly: "Mom, the room is too dark, I'm afraid..."

Li Qin was moved, but she couldn't do anything to comfort Liao Nanqing.All words are pale, they are all involuntary.Li Qin's eyes were extremely hesitant, flowing like stagnant water, stained with resentment.This is an invisible rope that binds her and Liao Nanqing.

The memory is suspended, the memory is black, and the moment is an abyss.

"Nanqing..."

As soon as she spoke, the little son in the cradle burst into tears before she could finish speaking.Li Qin was in a hurry, she wanted to go over and coax the child.But Liao Nanqing was terrified. He hugged her tightly and refused to let go, calling her stubbornly: "Mom, mom..."

This voice disturbed her.

She pushed Liao Nanqing away hard: "Okay! How long are you going to bother me?! My brother is crying like this, can't you hear me? You also understand mom, okay? Go back to the room!" She Hurriedly picking up her little son, she patted her tenderly, as if this was the beginning of her new life.

The dim vision gradually blurred, and Li Qin's face became more and more ambiguous amidst the baby's loud cries...

Liao Nanqing woke up from his dream crying, it was two o'clock in the morning.

In city B, in the newly rented apartment by Su Beimo, he woke up next to Su Beimo.Su Beimo was woken up by him, and raised his hand to turn on the desk lamp beside him.Fearing that he would be seen crying, Liao Nanqing got out of bed in a panic and nearly fell down, and hid in the bathroom.Su Beimo immediately stood outside the bathroom and knocked on the door.

Worried and asked: "Nanqing?"

Liao Nan washed off the tear stains on his face, went back and forth several times, looked in the mirror for a long time, and opened the door after he felt that there was nothing unusual, "I'm going to the toilet." Uneasy emotions.

"Why are you crying?"

"No crying."

Seeing that he was unwilling to speak, Su Beimo held his cold hand and asked him, "Would you like to continue sleeping?"

Liao Nanqing shook his head and nodded again.

Su Beimo simply took his hand and sat down on the sofa. He went to the kitchen alone for a while and brought out a cup of hot milk.He put the milk in front of Liao Nanqing, sat next to Liao Nanqing himself, and yawned: "I'm going to ask for leave tomorrow, let's tidy up the house together, and then I'll take you to familiarize yourself with the surrounding environment."

Liao Nanqing lowered his eyes and apologized, "I'm sorry."

"Ok?"

"It made you ask for leave again."

If it wasn't because he went to see Li Qin yesterday, he and Su Beimo's tickets back to city B would not need to be changed.Time that could have been spent tidying up the house was forced to disappear.Last night, when they returned to their apartment in city B, it was already late.Liao Nanqing was in a daze all day, and fell asleep after a simple wash.

Looking around now, Su Beimo took care of most of the things while he was asleep.

Liao Nanqing turned his head and saw Su Beimo leaning on the sofa with his eyes closed, breathing gently.Liao Nanqing took a thin coat from the side and covered it with Su Beimo. As soon as he approached, Su Beimo pulled him into his arms.

With his ear against Su Beimo's chest, he heard Su Beimo exhale heavily: "I didn't sleep."

Liao Nanqing rubbed against him and hugged him.

Su Beimo opened his eyes and rubbed Liao Nanqing's head: "Don't keep saying sorry in the future."

"En." Liao Nanqing replied in a low voice.

"Lovers don't need so many apologies and thanks." Su Beimo hugged him tightly, smelling the scent of shampoo from his hair, and said in a deep voice, "Don't be afraid, I'm by your side, there's nothing to be afraid of. "

Liao Nanqing blinked, but said nothing.

"Hold me tightly when you have a nightmare, and don't hold back when you have something on your mind."

Liao Nanqing nodded: "Okay."

Afterwards, Liao Nanqing tugged at Su Beimo's fingers intentionally or unintentionally, one by one, and then interlocked his fingers.The windows are half open, and the wind is cool before the night when the air conditioner must be turned on.Liao Nanqing's palm was infected by the temperature of Su Beimo, and it warmed up bit by bit. This warmth also brought a little sleepiness.

Liao Nanqing thought for a long time: "Su Beimo, does your mother love you?" The thoughtless sentence stuck in his throat, making him uncomfortable.

"I love you." Su Beimo didn't lie. Although his mother, Zhao Qin, had been divorced from Su Jing for many years, she always kept in touch with Su Beimo from time to time.Even if she doesn't see her often, her love for Su Beimo cannot be denied.

It's just that the way of giving love is different, Su Beimo knows this.

A trace of envy appeared in Liao Nanqing's eyes, and then disappeared. He said: "My mother loves me too." He added, "I used to love me very much, but now I am a trouble and a burden." He said lightly, like a murmur in a dream language.

Su Beimo patted him on the back and said nothing.

Liao Nanqing exhaled slowly, and accepted the reality bit by bit in his heart: "My mother doesn't want me anymore."

The fragrance of edamame and green grass in the dream will always remain in the wild dream, and one day, even it will disappear.Liao Nanqing couldn't keep it, it disappeared in his life, and in his dreams, it also disappeared at Li Qin's fingertips.

It's fleeting, and I'm afraid it's useless to stay.

Su Beimo kissed the top of his hair: "You are not a trouble, nor a burden. I will always be by your side."

In the middle of the night, there was a gentle wind, accompanied by Su Beimo's moderate voice, and the rain was sporadic and sparsely ticking, turning the nightmare into a sweet dream.

In City B, where it has just rained, the air is refreshing.

Early in the morning, Su Beimo opened the windows wide, allowing the wind to blow in from the outside, allowing the room to breathe.

Liao Nanqing in the kitchen was frying eggs. Two good eggs were fried in strange shapes. Fortunately, they were still edible.The rice cooker was full of millet porridge, and Su Beimo took out two packs of mustard from the suitcase and threw them on the table.

"Su Beimo, I don't seem to be good at this egg!" Liao Nanqing frowned and poured soy sauce on the fried egg, "Maybe it's not very tasty."

Su Beimo went to serve porridge, saw the two fried eggs, thought for a while, "Let's eat boiled eggs in the future."

"It will be fried next time." Liao Nanqing felt aggrieved, took a bite with chopsticks, and was surprised, "It's delicious."

Su Beimo heard this, leaned over, hugged him from behind, held his hand holding chopsticks, and then took another bite where he had bitten: "Well, it's really delicious." After finishing speaking, He kissed Liao Nanqing's mouth, it smelled of greasy soy sauce, "Come here and have porridge."

Liao Nanqing didn't have much luggage, so he brought some simple clothes.

Most of the sanitation of the apartment has been cleaned by Su Beimo. After breakfast, the two tidied up the house for a while, and then cleaned the house clean and fresh.Su Beimo took Liao Nanqing to the supermarket and bought a lot of plates and chopsticks, as well as some daily necessities.The two of them bought everything carefully, like a young couple who were about to start living a serious life.

Considering that Liao Nanqing wanted to find a part-time job to save tuition fees, Su Beimo contacted Lin Quan, his senior high school and college senior.

Lin Quan happened to open a bakery in City B, and he was asking in the social circle for a few days if anyone had a summer job that they could provide, including food and lodging, with a 'good' salary.That's fine, it's quite cost-effective to include a meal, plus Lin Quan has always been rich, and his family's conditions are not bad, so the shop is purely for killing time and hobbies.

When Su Beimo saw it, he immediately contacted her.

Lin Quan asked, "Your brother?"

Su Beimo: "Yes."

Lin Quan: "Okay, come on, summer intern worker. The salary is only [-] a month, nine in the morning and seven in the evening, and a Chinese meal is included. If you don't need me to cover it, then I will subsidize it for three hundred."

"It's OK so soon? Let me explain in advance, my brother can only help out a little, and you may have to teach him."

"It's rare for Colonel Su to contact me once. You have to give me some face, don't you?" Lin Quan said with a smile, "When will I come to work? I'm really short of people now."

"It may be a week after work. He just finished the college entrance examination. I plan to take him out for a trip to relax. Otherwise, are you free now? I'll bring someone to show you first, as an interview."

Su Beimo also greeted Liao Nanqing about this matter in advance. Liao Nanqing was very satisfied and interested in the work content. After all, he went out to find a summer job by himself, and at most he went to help in the back kitchen of some restaurants, which was very boring.Lin Quan's bakery lacks an assistant. Compared with washing dishes and mopping the floor, it is much easier and the salary is half higher.

Ever since Liao Nanqing knew that Li Qin would no longer pay him living expenses in the future, he wanted to make more money, at least to save enough for tuition before school started.

Liao Nanqing nestled on the sofa, listening to Su Beimo's phone call, and hearing the back, there was a little expectation in his eyes.

After Su Beimo hung up the phone, Liao Nanqing followed him as closely as a little tail.

"Are we going on a trip?" He asked happily, but it didn't take long before he worried again, "But will it be expensive? But I still keep the lucky money you gave me before, and I haven't touched it. And save some money."

"Your results in the college entrance examination were unexpectedly good this time. This is a reward for you." Su Beimo felt that he had forgotten something, and reminded him again, "I said it before, and I will give you better ones in the future."

"Then I..."

"No IOUs are allowed." Su Beimo had a headache, "Why is it so hard to spend some money for you in a relationship?"

"Because you spend a lot every time."

"Then let me ask you, if you make money in the future, will you spend it for me?"

"Here!" Liao Nanqing didn't hesitate at all.

Su Beimo patted him on the forehead: "So there's nothing wrong with me spending money on you."

Thinking about it this way, it seems that there is really nothing wrong, people have to learn to empathize.Liao Nanqing calmed down, and Su Beimo continued to joke with him: "When you graduate and earn money, I will resign and lie at home every day waiting for you to make money to support me."

"Okay, I will buy you delicious food every day." Liao Nanqing made up his mind, "I will study hard, graduate well, and make money hard."

Su Bei Mo laughed: "You are a typical three-good student, and my investment is worth it."

Liao Nanqing said awkwardly: "Su Beimo, don't keep teasing me, I'm serious. I really support you, and I will support you for the rest of my life."

Su Beimo took advantage of the opportunity to kiss him, but Liao Nanqing felt that it wasn't enough and kissed him back.

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