Reverse Approach

【23】

The Su family's New Year's Eve dinner is very sumptuous, all of which are the specialties of Grandma Su and Su Jing.Su Ya's cooking skills are not as good as theirs, so she can only help out on the sidelines, and almost sent salt as sugar, for which she was often reprimanded by Grandma Su for her poor cooking skills.Su Ya has a good temper, smiling gently and helping to arrange the dishes.

Everyone has to wait to watch the Spring Festival Gala. Although there are only five people at a table, they are eating lively.

Su Beimo picked up the fish belly for Liao Nanqing, and with a chopstick, it was full of Chinese New Year flavor.

Grandma Su took the lead in sharing the New Year's money. Liao Nanqing didn't expect to have it herself, so she was too timid to take it.Grandma Su's eyes were full of kindness and kindness, and she repeatedly urged Liao Nanqing to accept it.Red envelopes are a lucky draw during the Chinese New Year, so it’s okay not to accept them.Liao Nanqing took it with both hands, and said many thanks in succession. During this time, Su Beimo suddenly shook his hand under the table.

A brief movement, combined with such a warm atmosphere, made Liao Nanqing's heart skip a beat.

It was as if he was also a member of the Su family, and this illusion made him very happy.

Immediately afterwards, both Su Jing and Su Ya distributed the lucky money to Liao Nan.There were tears in Liao Nanqing's eyes, he was afraid that if he was not careful, he would cry. He held three red envelopes in his hand, the weight was not large, and he was more precious than ever.He pursed his lips, looked at Su Beimo, and waited anxiously for Su Beimo to say something.

But Su Beimo just brought him some food, which was plain, as in previous years: "Eat more, we will have to watch the new year later."

Grandma Su is getting old, so she goes to rest early. Su Ya and Su Jing are no more energetic than young people, but there must always be someone in the family to watch the year.This task was naturally handed over to Su Beimo and Liao Nanqing.

A small town is no different than a big city, and the fireworks and firecrackers here have not been banned. When it was almost 12 o'clock, Su Beimo took Liao Nanqing to set off the fireworks.Every household found an open space to put them up one after another, and the sky exploded into slices of splendor.Liao Nanqing took a lighter and lit it, hid behind Su Beimo, covered his ears, and waited with great interest for his own fireworks to soar into the sky.

"New Year's Eve!"

Far away, he heard a child shouting at the window.

He also turned around and said to Su Beimo, "It's Chinese New Year!"

A bunch of fireworks behind them are like splashed ink, covering each other's eyes in colorful colors.Su Beimo exhaled a breath of white mist, and said in a steady voice, "Yeah, time flies." It was very cold in the early morning, and Su Beimo's toes were freezing cold. He rubbed his hands and inserted them into his pants. bag.

Because of his height, Liao Nanqing looked up at him slightly.

"Look at what I do?"

"..." Liao Nanqing remained silent.

"Nanqing."

"Ok?"

"Do you have any New Year's resolutions?" Su Beimo asked him.

Liao Nanqing thought about it, and there really is one, but it is difficult to realize, like a dream.Seeing that he didn't answer, Su Beimo stood there and hesitated for a moment, then sighed helplessly: "Sometimes I really suspect that your ears are stuffed with cotton, and your reaction is a little slower." After speaking, he rubbed Liao Nanqing's head habitually.

Liao Nanqing was deafened by the explosion of fireworks in his ears, there were a few bangs, and his eyes lingered for a long time.

The moment they heard the fireworks ending, in the distance, there was a faint voice coming through the half-opened windows of another house.It was the voice of the host of the Spring Festival Gala on the TV, counting down: five, four, three...

There was silence all around, and the dust from the fireworks drifted slowly.

Exhale into the nose and mouth, and breathe slowly.

Su Beimo lowered his head slightly and kicked away a snowball.He turned his face sideways, showing his white teeth in the light of the street lamps: "Happy New Year."

... two, one.

happy New Year!

Liao Nanqing fell into a sweet dream in an instant, his thoughts were chaotic.He slowly stretched out his hand and cupped Su Beimo's face.

A new round of fireworks followed, and today's night is no longer night.He is a brilliant day, falling in Liao Nanqing's heart.

He took a slight step to the left, his cheeks were flushed, and taking advantage of the New Year's Eve when no one was watching, he quickly touched Su Beimo's face, kissing like a dragonfly.Not warm, but cool and soft to the touch.

Like fireworks, it bloomed an incomparable flower in Su Beimo's heart.

Su Beimo took a deep breath and remained silent. He took the key and opened the door.He took Liao Nanqing straight to his room, and surrounded Liao Nanqing, who was shrinking his neck, against the wall. Su Beimo put one hand on the top, blocking the opponent's escape from inside and out.

Whether it was Grandma Su, or Su Ya and Su Jing, they all had an early rest in the room at this moment.Outside was the continuous sound of firecrackers on a spring night, louder than the previous moment, and they had to talk close to their ears to hear each other's voices clearly.

Warm, numb, extremely strange and throbbing.

Su Beimo's breath brushed against Liao Nanqing's ears, and within a few seconds, Liao Nanqing was completely awake, and he looked at Su Beimo timidly.

The temperature inside the room was vastly different from the outside, which made Liao Nanqing's cold head humming and painful, and his earlobes also tingled.Any body's reaction was delayed for a second, and his whole body became hot, unlike himself, like a boiled shrimp.Being surrounded by Su Beimo felt familiar, even attached.As Xu Yanyan said, some of their actions are like lovers.

But Liao Nanqing didn't dare to speculate: "I..."

Before he could finish a sentence, his eyes were wet.

The New Year's wish that he knew he couldn't realize, but he opened it up in front of Su Beimo.With the disappearance of the fireworks outside the window, it is as long as a day and night dream.

Su Beimo's voice was calm, and every word was square and round, and every stroke was covered with tremors: "Tell me."

Three words, a full stop, short and long echo.

Liao Nanqing's ears felt hot, and his rapid heartbeat brought him back to reality and then into a dream.So repeatedly, and he seemed to have made a huge mistake, his eyelashes were trembling uncontrollably.

"Nanqing." Su Beimo called him.

Hearing the sound, Liao Nanqing raised his head, only to see Su Beimo's eager eyes piercing his heart and penetrating into his marrow, like a suppressed stormy sea.

But Liao Nanqing could feel that Su Beimo was not angry, and was even waiting.

Seemingly surprised by Su Beimo's response, he took a deep breath dully.

Su Beimo was not as strong or lazy as usual.Su Beimo, who is one year older after the new year, seems to be an adult, incompatible with Liao Nanqing's youthful atmosphere, he exudes a mature charm.He attracted Liao Nanqing, to put it bluntly, he was always seducing.

Su Beimo touched Liao Nanqing's face, his eyes were full of endless luster.The room was not turned on, and Liao Nanqing could clearly see Su Beimo's expression through the light from the window.He, who was still choppy a second ago, is now like the waves of a lake. When he falls into a stone, he will sway again and again, with ripples scattered in all directions.It was a feeling of anxiety as before, and I like it as always.

"Nan Qing, tell me." He begged, "Tell me."

Liao Nanqing was possessed by a demon, following the way of Su Beimo.

He finally figured it out. To him, Su Beimo was like a rare maze. Once he got in, he couldn't get out again.The exit has been welded to death, he can only spend his youth in this love, and usher in Mu Xue's white hair.

He floated on a sinking boat, and wandered here, even if he drowned here, it was his fate.

So he spoke.

"I like you." He said it close to Su Beimo's ear. Not only that, Liao Nanqing stretched out his arms to hug Su Beimo tightly, and repeated desperately, "I like you, I like you so much."

From the first time I missed you, to now I love you.Honest from beginning to end, without any exaggeration or deceit.He pressed his cheek against Su Beimo's chest, listening to his heart beating violently, and hearing his own heart beating hotly.

I like you--

like you--

Happy from beginning to end.

so brave.

Liao Nanqing found himself being hugged tightly by Su Beimo, and he could feel the arms wrapping him getting tighter.

It felt like he was afraid that he would run away suddenly and disappear.

Because Su Beimo told him, "I like you too."

I like it very much, I like it very much.

At 10:20 in the morning, the new year has only started No. [-] minutes, the bustling and colorful sky blooms in the dark night sky, the New Year's bell echoes in people's hearts for a long time, and they kissed.

It was Su Beimo who took the initiative. He held Liao Nanqing's face, lowered his head, and kissed Liao Nanqing's cool lips.Careful, gentle, better than spring water flowing, breeze blowing.Flicking over Liao Nanqing's sour first love with wings, dripping down the sweetness that flows slowly.Dry kisses and reciprocal touch probably can't satisfy the desire in Su Beimo's heart.

Su Beimo's kiss gradually became moist, he stubbornly sucked on Liao Nanqing's soft lips, wetly brushed across Liao Nanqing's lips which were difficult to breathe normally.The warm tongue brushed against Liao Nanqing's lips unreasonably, and he opened his mouth in shock. Just like that, Su Beimo's tongue successfully broke into Liao Nanqing's unusually unfamiliar mouth, wrapping around his lips one after another. Tongue.

It was the first time Liao Nanqing kissed, and he followed Su Beimo's response ignorantly.

It was also the first time for Liao Nanqing to know that exchanging saliva with people is such a comfortable and sweet thing.Just one time can make people feel hot all over and put themselves in the clouds.But if you think about it carefully, as long as you are with Su Beimo, everything is fine.

He closed his eyes in a daze, accepting Su Beimo's suppressed feelings for a long time.Liao Nanqing was bitten on his lower lip by Su Beimo while he was hot and dry. He didn't use much force, but he could feel Su Beimo's emotions.

He was so kissed that he didn't know how to breathe, his chest heaved unceasingly, and he finally stopped, panting heavily.Even those legs became limp and weak, and it was only by holding Su Beimo hard that he could barely stand still.

Liao Nanqing opened his eyes tremblingly, and called Su Beimo's name in a low voice. He was small and timid, with all kinds of dependence and waiting.

Su Beimo let out a soft sigh from his throat, showed a nice smile, still hugged him tightly, and kissed his forehead twice: "Thank you for liking me."

That night, Liao Nanqing and Su Beimo slept together, and he had a good dream.

He dreamed that he was admitted to a university in city B, but Su Beimo didn't know it yet.In order to tell Su Beimo, he took the admission notice and boarded the bullet train.He didn't bring anything, but left with an admission notice.Just like that time, he waited alone downstairs in Su Beimo's community with a cake in his hand.

Just ask.

Who hasn't been impulsive when he was young, the one-and-a-half-hour train ride is really not a big rebellion.Liao Nanqing felt that the extent to which he liked Su Beimo could not be explained by this little impulse.

His liking should be like the vast universe, which is worthy of Su Beimo's.

So this dream, he woke up with a smile.

On the morning of the first day of the Lunar New Year, Grandma Su specially cooked glutinous rice balls stuffed with sesame seeds.When Liao Nanqing got up and finished washing, Su Beimo had already sat in the living room and ate half a bowl.Su Ya and Su Jing went out to buy vegetables, and Grandma Su stayed at home to wait for the two little ones to wake up and cook glutinous rice balls.

"Come on, Nanqing. Get up early on the first day of the lunar new year to eat glutinous rice balls, and we will be happy together from now on."

Grandma Su also served him a bowl. Liao Nanqing held the bowl and sat next to Su Beimo. Su Beimo swallowed a mouthful of chewed glutinous rice balls: "Good morning."

"Morning." Liao Nanqing ate one after another with a blushing face, and glanced at Su Beimo beside him from time to time.

I saw Su Beimo eating glutinous rice balls peacefully, occasionally chatting with Grandma Su, but he didn't say a word to Liao Nanqing.Liao Nanqing ate a few in silence and couldn't eat anymore. He got up to help Grandma Su wash the dishes, and when he came out, he saw Su Beimo answering the phone.It seemed that Su Beimo's mother called. They chatted for about half an hour before hanging up.

Liao Nanqing walked over, and Su Beimo threw him an orange: "Let's make dumplings together at home."

His tone was calm, and he checked the news with his mobile phone as usual.

Liao Nanqing hesitated for a while, not sure if the confession and kiss last night were real.Maybe it was a dream he had, after all, he also dreamed that he was admitted to the undergraduate degree in city B.Thinking of this, he felt lost, and his eyebrows drooped even more.

"Why are you standing?" Su Beimo said, "The weather is fine today, let's go outside and play badminton together in the afternoon."

"Okay, but at two o'clock I'm going to the restaurant to wash the dishes. I already asked for a day off yesterday." Liao Nanqing nodded like a chicken pecking at rice, peeled open the orange and stuffed two slots into his mouth.

Sweet, but sour in my heart.

He hoped that everything that happened last night was not a dream.

Su Beimo peeled another orange, and Grandma Su was nagging there: "Eat a few less oranges, don't get angry." Finally, he asked Nan Qing: "Nan Qing, what kind of dumplings do you like to eat? Shepherd's purse Do you want to eat or not?"

Liao Nanqing replied: "Grandma, I will eat them all."

"Hey, good kids just don't picky eaters." Grandma Su was mixing the stuffing, she turned her head and said to Su Beimo, "Go and see if there is a canteen open, buy a bottle of fresh soy sauce and come back."

"For those who celebrate Chinese New Year, there is no one to open the door!"

"Then you go to the vegetable market to have a look!"

Su Beimo got up, went to the room to get his coat, and called Liao Nanqing by the way: "Go get a coat, let's go together." Liao Nanqing followed without saying a word, but as soon as he arrived in the room, Su Beimo locked the door in a hurry , pressed him against the door, pinched his chin and kissed him heartily without giving in.

Liao Nanqing didn't realize it for a while, and 500 yuan was suddenly stuffed into his pocket by Su Beimo.

"Don't wash the dishes, I'll buy it for you in the next few days."

Liao Nanqing raised his eyes, half dazed and half awake, and said pitifully, "I thought yesterday was all a dream, and you didn't pay any attention to me just now."

"Stupid, you're only in the third year of high school, and falling in love now is puppy love. Do you know that?" On the contrary, Su Beimo taught him a lesson with reason and evidence, "Puppy love is not so blatant, don't you think?"

Knowing that Su Beimo was teasing him, Liao Nanqing still agreed, and said foolishly, "Then are we going to have a secret puppy love?"

"Remove the word 'we', only you have a puppy love, I am not." Su Beimo kissed him again, and said very reluctantly, "Just take a few days off, don't go to work, stay with me for a few days .”

Liao Nanqing obediently agreed, and he only had a week off, and he also wanted to cling to Su Beimo.

Su Beimo pinched his face: "You're really obedient."