my golden god

Do you regret it?

Lying on the big bed that I still can't get used to, looking at the snow-white ceiling, I can't help but think about the words of the day.

He really didn't know the answer.Of course, giving up the dream that I have fought for for many years suddenly will feel distressed and difficult to let go, because it has already become a part of myself, and without it, I will always feel that I am missing something.

But if he doesn't give up, he can no longer see the light on this road. If there is really a result if he sticks to it, then his two lives will be a joke.

It is better to give yourself some time to settle, and think about whether you want to hit it head-on.

The night is always blurred and sentimental, unable to sleep, he stood on the balcony like a wandering ghost.Turning on the phone for the first time in the middle of the night, the news that popped up in an instant almost crushed the poor little phone.

Leaving aside the news of the idlers, there are only a few friends left. When I swipe down, I pause on a name for a long time.

Male God: I'm back.

His fingers paused for a long time and he skipped this one to go to the next one, so there was no one he needed to reply to.Put the mobile phone back where it was, and suddenly found that there is nothing wrong with the mobile phone, because there is no one to remember.

Speaking of people who are concerned, maybe he is one of them, but if you want to quit the circle, you have to fade away with him.Maybe the name Yaobaize will be forgotten in a corner for a long time to come, maybe the company will still use him at that time, but he must have lost his mind by then.

Wen Minghuan, these three words have been carefully chewed by him for so many nights, but when it comes to the end, he is the first to let go.To use a hypocritical phrase, it was wrong for him to meet him.Two people who are not on the same level at all will not have good results together, not to mention that he has never guessed what Wen Minghuan meant.

Find a job as soon as possible, he has to support himself, he has to live without dreams.

At work, Yao Baize didn't listen to Tony and went back to work in the bar. Although it was the scene he was most familiar with, returning there after such an incident would only bring trouble to them.He was going to look for a job elsewhere, and if he wasn't bound by the contract, he even wanted to go to other cities.

The next day, he didn't tell his two friends that when he was looking for a job alone, he couldn't find a larger place, so he would find a relatively small place, and catering was his focus.Fortunately for him, the newly opened coffee and dessert shop downstairs is in need of people.

The owner is a young couple from out of town. They don't know much about the city. They are rich and bold. The coffee shop is well-run, and they urgently need locals as waiters.Yao Baize decided to hire him not long after applying for the job in the past.

The couple was very simple. After hearing about his embarrassing experience, they provided him with another lunch without saying a word.

Compared with the situation when he was looking for a job at the beginning, he is much happier now.Yao Baize likes the comfortable environment now, and there are not too many customers every day, only a little more on weekends.

It happened to be the weekend, and the boss and his wife went to the other end of the city for business, and all the matters in the store were temporarily entrusted to him, and they couldn't get away because they were busy.

Just as he was about to go to the back to urge the baker after paying the bill to the customer, a voice sounded above his head.

"Two cups of extra strong, one without sugar and one with three sugars."

Yao Baize suddenly stopped, his busy body froze at this moment, the bustle around was still going on, but there seemed to be no sound between them.

Five minutes later, the two sat in a seat by the window, and at the same time the store was emptied.That's because his male god used the posture of a domineering president, paid all the customers here, and then gently but forcefully made them leave, and changed the sign outside the 'business' to 'resting' .

When he looked out the door worriedly, Wen Minghuan told him gently, "I will pay twice the sales today."

He said so, Yao Baize could have nothing to refute.Just now he even heard the domineering president Wen Minghuan say: "No way, who told you not to go outside. But the coffee here is good, did you make it?"

After Yao Baize nodded with black lines all over his head, Wen Minghuan said in admiration, "That's right, can I always drink the coffee you make from now on?"

Ignoring the ambiguity in his words, Yao Baize said politely without losing aloofness: "Sure, I will make bubbles for you personally when you come to the store in the future, and you can get a [-]% discount."

Wen Minghuan didn't speak, he just looked at him with those black eyes, the thick eyelashes fluttered from time to time, as if he had endless love words.

After a long time, he said, "Do you really want to give up?"

"What else can I do if I don't give up, I'm tired."

Wen Minghuan lowered his head to stir the coffee. His hands were as thin and white as green onions. This man was perfect in every way. He had personally experienced the muscles under his seemingly slender body.Suddenly thinking of this is a bit embarrassing, as if he has multiple colors.

"You are a very talented boy, it's a pity to give up now."

Yao Baize still lowered his head and remained silent.

"If I come to help you behind, will you no longer be afraid?"

Yao Baize suddenly raised his head to look at him, the seriousness in that person's eyes did not seem to be fake, but the meaning in his words was enough to shock him.

He is going to...

"You understand the rules in this circle. In fact, you don't need anything. What you need is just a little help and a little luck. I believe you can understand what I mean. I don't need you to give me the answer now. I will give you three days , think about it and call me."

The man understood him very well, and just a few words completely blocked his back path.He wanted to refuse, but he couldn't say anything when he touched Wen Minghuan's smiling Yanyan's eyes.

He seemed to come here just to say these words, and said something meaningful to him before leaving.

"Why go against your own heart, everything you want is here with me."

Was he talking about people or dreams... maybe it was both.

Yao Baize did think a lot after he left, and it didn't feel good to go back to the intersection he chose.

His meaning is naturally clear at a glance, as long as Wen Minghuan, the big boss, takes care of him, then his journey to stardom will be smooth as one can imagine.He provides the body, and the other party provides him with opportunities, which is a very good deal for him.

In fact, this idea was not only thought of by Wen Minghuan, he had this kind of anxiety when he first discovered Wen Minghuan's identity.

The difference is that at that time, he didn't want to borrow Wen Minghuan's power, and he didn't want to become another person who clings to power.At that time, Yao Baize still firmly believed that he could go far in the entertainment circle by himself... How naive.

You ask him if he hates the person who single-handedly ruined his stardom, of course he hates, he wants to find out the real culprit, and wants him to experience the feeling of being completely taken away from his dream.

In the dead of night, those things that he deliberately suppressed rushed out.His unwillingness, his hatred, his dissatisfaction and so on.He wanted to ask, why did you take everything away from him?

An Lan, his brother, and his life who left him, after being reborn, thought that he had a chance to stand up again, but in the end he put his dream into it.He suddenly asked himself, if you retreat again and again, will you give everything you can give in the future?

He won't, he won't!

I buried my head in my arms in pain, Wen Minghuan, Wen Minghuan, why did you suddenly appear when I made up my mind, break my rare peace, and let me open my eyes to see the world?

The conflict in his heart made him very painful, and at the same time he had to admit that Wen Minghuan's words had a great effect on him...

A light suddenly lit up in the dark room, it was the faint blue light of the mobile phone, Yao Baize unlocked it and took a look.

"Have you considered it?"

Everything seems to be controlled by a big hand with precise manipulation, Yao Baize thought of his seemingly delicate hands, and a bad taste came to his heart.

"Not yet, I'll think about it again."

Even the time he thought of is so accurate, it can only be said that he is really good, but this time he will make Wen Minghuan's plan come to nothing.

Even if he has decided to return to the entertainment industry, he should not 'consider it' so quickly.

With an extremely relaxed state of mind, he turned on the light, intending to get himself something to eat.Except for the occasional nerf, most of the time he is very kind to his stomach.

Not long after he started working, he was about to resign. Yao Baize felt very guilty when he went to tell his boss.Fortunately, at this time, the store's business is gradually on the right track, and new waiters have also been recruited.So although his departure brought a little melancholy to the boss, it did not affect the main business.

It's just that this warm-hearted boss was very worried about his future, and took his hand and told him to take care. Of course, his advice was given by a businessman from out of town.This made Yao Baize even more ashamed, because when he first applied for the job, he said that he had 'failed at work', but the upright boss spontaneously made up the stalk of his entrepreneurial failure, and believed it.

For some unexplainable reason, Yao Baize did not admit or deny it, and the boss took good care of him because of this. After all, everyone is starting a business, so it is inevitable that they sympathize with each other.

Now that he is about to resign suddenly, the boss automatically thinks that he has to start a business. Not only will he be ready right away, but he will also praise him for his fighting spirit.

This made Yao Baize even more embarrassed...

After resigning, he didn't rush to find someone, but started to organize things.According to his choice, he didn't think he would have the opportunity to live outside.It is estimated that either the benefactor gave him a whole house outside, or he lived directly with the benefactor.

Of course, the latter is obviously treated only by those who are 'favored', and he still doesn't know what he is like.

It's a pity that he planned to make a good call, but he couldn't catch up with the changes. Not long after he packed his things, the doorbell rang.Yao Baize thought it was Tony and the others, but when he opened the door, a cool guy in a black suit said politely to him, "Hello, Mr. Yao, the boss asked me to pick you up..."

"Boom!" Looking at the door that was only one centimeter away from his nose, the cool guy in black fell silent...

Yao Baize frantically wandered around the room, the coincidence happened so that he was startled, he suspected that there was surveillance in the room, he even felt that Wen Minghuan was looking for someone to watch him!

Without thinking about it, I made a phone call, and it took a while to answer it.