my golden god

When I came to the appointed place, looking up the word "oncology department" made me feel a little heavy.

Xiaolin's mother is a gentle Jiangnan woman. Even though she is haggard from illness, she can still tell her good upbringing when talking to people.

Of course, Yao Baize had to talk about the things Yao Baize brought over. This was not the first time they had met, and their words were not unfamiliar to strangers.On the contrary, because Yao Baize took care of Xiao Lin more, Mother Lin always treated him as her second son.

"Xiaoyao is here again, Haoran, you don't want to pick up your brother either." The rebuke in his tone was half-truthful and half-false, but there was still an element of politeness in it.After her condition became serious, there were indispensable people around her to take care of her. During this period, Xiao Lin could hardly leave for half a step.Naturally, it is not very possible for him to pick up someone. Yao Baize knows a little about his aunt's temper, so a few words of politeness to her will do.

Lin's mother is a patient, so the change is not that big, she still looks bad, but compared with that, Xiao Lin's complexion is really bad.His eyes were dark blue, and his complexion was frighteningly pale. One could tell that he hadn't been doing well recently.Yao Baize didn't have much to say in front of the patient, he just planned to talk to him in detail later.

Auntie is a chronically ill person who doesn't have the energy to chat for a long time, and she gets tired after a while, so Yao Baize pulled her out while the nurse was doing her physical examination.

"How is Auntie doing now?" The root of his haggardness lies in Mama Lin, so he has to start with Mama Lin.

It's okay if you don't ask, but when you ask, this always strong child almost loses his eyes. "No, I was sent a critical illness notice a month ago. I managed to borrow money to perform an operation on her. She was temporarily saved, but the doctor said that if she really wanted to survive, she would have to undergo another thorough operation within half a year. .”

Speaking of this, he began to choke up, "Besides, the doctor said that even if my mother underwent surgery, there was only half the chance of her surviving, because recently, her cancer cells have begun to metastasize..."

Yao Baize has also heard the saying that cancer cells metastasize. This situation is equivalent to the worst deterioration. If the patient fails suddenly, you will die suddenly, and you will not know where and when the cancer cells will metastasize tomorrow. to the most dangerous place.

The feeling of death's guillotine hanging around his neck is not very good. Xiaolin is only a 20-year-old boy, how can he bear this kind of pressure, no wonder he is so haggard.

Feeling the difficulty of the matter, he also felt very uncomfortable, "How much is the operation fee?"

"A conservative estimate of 20..."

Money is an even heavier mountain. In order to treat his mother's illness, Xiao Lin didn't say how much he worked hard to earn money, even his relatives and friends around him borrowed all the money.So at this time, he couldn't afford so much surgery fee at all, and it must be uncomfortable to watch his relatives leave him step by step.

Yao Baize took a deep breath, took out a stack of paper bags and handed it to him. "Brother is not very useful recently, and only collected five thousand. Don't put too much pressure on yourself about the auntie. Let me see if I can borrow some more for you. Don't go to the school. In the future, you Still have to rely on that diploma to work."

5000 yuan is actually nearly half of Yao Baize's current wealth. He only keeps the most basic living money for himself, and he really can't afford it if it is too much.But that's it, this money may be a drop in the bucket for Xiaolin now.

"Brother, I can't have it." He still doesn't know about Yao Baize's contract, but he also knows that Yao Baize's dream is to become a big star, and a big star should need more money than him. Besides, his mother has been talking to him recently. You can't just take other people's money, even Yao Baize's.

Simply put the money into his arms, "Brother told you to take it, take it, don't worry, it will be recorded in the money you owe me. Don't refuse other people's help because of that, Auntie's illness is important." Finally One sentence is the key point. Maybe he can refuse the money for other reasons, but he just can't refuse the mother.

Xiao Lin's eyes were red again for a while, and finally he didn't refuse anymore. At this time, the nurse inside began to call the family members in.Yao Baize rubbed his head and said, "Go quickly, remember to go back to school early."

This kid is even worse than he was back then. Although he has no father or mother, at least he doesn't have a bottomless pit waiting to be filled by himself, and he can save as much as he earns.Although now this deposit is likely to become An Lan's money...

He didn't go in to say goodbye either, so he was about to leave the hospital. He had to go to work in the afternoon and he didn't dare to stay too late.

When taking the elevator, a familiar figure appeared in front of him the moment the elevator door opened.

Wen Minghuan was also surprised to see him when he looked up, and nodded to him as a greeting.He is still gentle, but there seems to be some inexplicable loneliness in his gentleness.He paused on the spot, hesitating whether to ask something like "What are you doing in the hospital?" by the way, afraid of touching other people's minds.

But the male god suddenly took the initiative to say: "It's rare to meet, do you want to have a cup of coffee together?"

"Okay." Drinking coffee usually means having something to say, and Yao Baize is happy to be his listener at this time.

Perhaps it was because of his bad mood, Wen Minghuan didn't pick a place, and ordered two cups of coffee at the Starbucks next to the hospital.

Watching the male god drink the unsweetened espresso without blinking, his slender eyelashes cast heavy shadows under his eyes, it's obvious that he hasn't had a good rest recently.

"Work... busy?"

"It's okay." He stopped what he was doing, and put two sugar cubes into the cup in front of Yao Baize. "Children, don't drink something so bitter."

"Eh..." He didn't pay attention just now, and ordered the same coffee as Wen Minghuan directly, and forgot to add sugar for himself because of something on his mind. Wen Minghuan noticed this small detail, and was caught off guard and spoiled for a while.

Yao Baize cleared his cough and brought the topic back to the original place. "You look a little tired, you should rest more."

One sentence actually caused the gloom on his eyebrows to dissipate, and his former spirit also recovered a little. "Thank you Xiaobai, I have received your concern."

The praised 'child' was a little embarrassed, he didn't have any special meaning, but he wanted to care about the other party after being cared about a lot.But when it comes to normal words, Wen Minghuan always seems to have ambiguity in his mouth, which makes him very uncomfortable.

Male god, you Jiangzi, what should I do if I really fall into it.

Fortunately, today Wen Minghuan was just teasing as a routine, and did not stay here.Instead, he mentioned the part that Yao Baize was most concerned about, "Xiaobai, what would you do if your only sister was bullied by others?"

Yao Baize looked at Wen Minghuan in astonishment, this question is very simple. "Of course it is to help my sister get justice." This is what most elder brothers would do. Of course they will teach bad people a lesson when their own people are bullied.

Wen Minghuan gently put the cup back on the table, and lowered his head so that his expression could not be seen. "But what if she loves the person who bullies her?"

"Er..." The combination of these two sentences means that her sister met a scumbag, and the scumbag bullied her sister, but the sister still loved the scumbag.This problem is really tricky at first glance, but it is not all.

"It depends on each person. If my sister has a tougher personality, then I would rather let her see the reality clearly. If my sister has a softer personality, you can warn him if that scumbag is still alive." I haven't seen it with my own eyes, so I can't say for sure.

"Then...how would you choose Xiaobai? If you cherish your sister very much, your sister also loves that man very much."

He looked at Wen Minghuan's picturesque eyebrows and eyes for a long time. This person is as gentle as the wind, but his eyes are not completely soft. Many times he can imagine that the city wall in the other party's heart must be very hard.

"I would choose the former one. Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain."

He saw Wen Minghuan smiling, and his smile was as springlike as before.Maybe his answer was in line with Wen Minghuan's thinking, maybe he just agreed with Yao Baize's statement.In short, seeing that the male god was finally relieved, he also relaxed a lot.

"You care about me very much." Not a question, but an affirmation, Wen Minghuan looked at Yao Baize firmly, the meaning in his eyes was so complicated that it was hard to understand.

Yao Baize shrugged his shoulders, leaned gently on the back of the chair, "Yes." Because I like you.He didn't want to go against his own will, and he didn't want it to affect him. He frankly admitted that he cared for him, but he would not reveal the truth.

However, such things as emotions have never been perfectly controlled. Yao Baize is conceited in acting but does not know that a mask cannot completely cover his heart.

When Wen Minghuan looked at him meaningfully, the feeling of having nothing to hide was a bit strange.Just as he was trying to find an excuse to change the subject, he suddenly heard him say, "Actually, you are very similar to my sister."

Yao Baize paused while stirring the coffee, and after thinking about it, he added another piece of sugar to himself. "Oh, is that so? How do you look like it?" Although this kind of meme similar to XX disappointed him, it was better than guessing without knowing anything.

A long time ago, when Wen Minghuan's attitude towards him was different from others, he had wondered why.He would not be so naive as to think that Wen Minghuan would fall in love with him at first sight, many people would have a good impression of strangers at first sight, but this 'many people' did not include Wen Minghuan.

This man who wraps himself extremely tightly will not be restrained by pure emotion. Of course, this sense of mystery is also an important reason why he attracted Yao Baize in the first place.He just likes men who are enigmatic, and it is best to be as charming and gentle as Wen Minghuan.

"What a smart child. You and her are just similar in appearance, but have completely different personalities."

He is really glad that he has the same appearance and different personality, and it can bring him a good impression without being regarded as a substitute, which is great.As for the word 'smart' he said, he would pretend not to hear it, the two of them had better be able to eat, drink and have fun heartlessly, he was a nympho and he was handsome.He doesn't want to touch too many things.

"Can I have some dessert?"

Wen Minghuan pushed flat with his right hand, an elegant "please".Yao Baize was not polite to him, and ordered some that he liked and Xiao Lin liked.He talked with Wen Minghuan about his concerns, and it was only when the other party invited him to eat that the two were settled.This approach is not only to ease the atmosphere and pretend to be stupid, but also to prevent Wen Minghuan from thinking about it.

Judging from his limited experience, the more secrets people like Wen Minghuan know, the more dangerous they are. It is best to take the initiative to ask for a 'hush money' to prevent people from worrying about him revealing it.The meaning of his actions is: I won't say anything, don't worry.