fairy tale

In the countryside, when only cassette players were popular, she actually sang out every single word.

I didn't speak after listening to it, and she didn't speak either, because my heart was in a mess. I didn't know what she meant by singing this song?Or simply want to sing for others to listen to.

She doesn't speak I don't know if she is waiting for my reaction or what?

Or I'm just overthinking it.

After a while, she saw that I still didn't speak, so she lay down next to my ear and asked me in a low voice: "Idol, what do you think? Is it good? I learned it for 3 days, and I'll sing it to you the first time."

I looked up into her eyes, and at this moment I found that her eyes were so bright, I saw myself in her eyes, I saw the way I was looking at her at the moment.

I whispered to her: "It sounds good, I like it very much."

She looked at me incredulously.

I sat up and looked into her eyes solemnly, and said to her: "Jiang Yu, the idol likes to listen to your fairy tales very much, especially when you sing them with your voice, especially because you chose to be your first listener."

After she finished speaking, she saw her smiling eyes narrowed.

I said in my heart: "Especially the sentence "Since you said you love me, the stars in my sky are bright""

Suddenly I heard a voice: "Xu Jing, can you answer this question?"

I sadly glanced at Jiang Yu who was gloating next to me.

Stand up slowly.

As a result, I stood up for a class because I couldn't answer, but I was happy in this class, and I thought maybe Jiang Yu liked me too.

Life is going on unhurriedly, and Jiang Yu and I get along better and better. I am happy to see her every day, just like she would say when she sees me every day: "Smile and call me an idol."

Then from time to time I still let her sing fairy tales to me.

Every time she sang it completely, and every time I listened to her quietly, sometimes she would smile and ask, "Do you feel tired of listening to it all the time?"

Every time I answer her very seriously: "No, as long as you sing, I will sing every day and I will listen to it."

I asked again: "Would you like to sing to me every day?"

She looked at me quietly and said, "What a fool!"

I laughed.

Falling in love with her, I once knew what it's like to be jealous.

It was an afternoon after school.

Her neighbor came to look for her. I stood at the door of the classroom on the third floor and saw two people talking and laughing holding hands and leaving. Although they were both girls, I felt uncomfortable. But without even realizing it, she would also hold other people's hands, talking and laughing with others.

The happiness every day makes me think that it will continue like this forever.

I watched their backs disappear at the corner of the school gate, and then I walked down the stairs slowly with my schoolbag and my head raised.

At that moment I actually cried.

Because I suddenly realized that she is not mine alone, and one day she will leave too.

I am still alone.

Then I will be alone to the marrow.

At that time, my heart will be empty.

Every day after that, my relationship with her was still the same as usual, but I missed her even more, even though she was talking to me in front of me, even though she was holding my hand and calling me an idol.

Soon my birthday will come.

In fact, I have never had a birthday, and I have never had a birthday.

But every year on this day I say to myself: "Happy birthday, Xu Jing."

So this year is no exception, I said to myself when I woke up in the morning.

I thought I was a year older.

When school was over in the afternoon, Jiang Yu said to me while wrapping the book: "Idol, you will go to a place with me later."

I also packed my books without looking up, so I asked casually, "Where are you going?"

She said, "Oh, you'll know when you go."

I still didn't look up and answered her: "Oh."