deep closet game

Q: How does it feel to be eliminated in the first period?

A: It feels like being slipped around and playing with me.

Q: Did you expect this result before?

A: I really didn’t expect that. Before I came here, I thought that I might not be able to act like a comrade. I guess I might be out soon, but the one with the highest number of votes in the first round wasn’t that Xiao Chang. Then I think Xiao Zhang and Xiao Wei are both They said they wanted to vote for that... that... what was the host's name? (Hong Gechong) Oh yes, everyone said they would vote for him, so I felt safe. I didn't expect so many people to vote for me in the second round.

Q: During the roll call introduction at the beginning of the game, you designated Huang Yiming as the next person. Why?

A: He is my nephew. His parents divorced before. He took my sister-in-law and her surname. I haven't seen him for many years. I didn't expect to meet here. I just want to hear what he has to say.

Q: You voted for Huang Yiming in both rounds of voting. What are your considerations?

A: I want him out!He is so small!How do I remember that he should not have turned eighteen yet... If I knew before, I would have had a good talk with his mother!

Q: Do you think he can't tell if he's gay at this age?

A: I don’t know how old I should be to be able to tell the difference. The main reason is that this place is not suitable for him. He is immature in all aspects of thinking, and he is smarter than other children when he is young. In this show, it's not good for him to grow up.

Q: Do you think he is gay or straight?

A: I don't know, so I want to vote him out to see what the program team has to say.

Q: But the show will not reveal the orientation of the players until the two heterosexuals including you are out.

A: Oh yes, I just got anxious when I saw him, and I didn't take care of that much.

Q: Why did you choose Group A in the grouping?

A: There is no reason. At that time, there was no candidate for Group A, so I just chose randomly.

Q: The other two players in Group A, Zhang Ruisheng and Wei Xiling, hope to join Hong Gechong together. Why do you refuse to cooperate?

A: Maybe it’s because I’m a bit of a twister, I just want to let Ming Ming out first, so I don’t care about cooperating with them or anything else—in fact, I should let them both head Ming Ming with me!Alas, I am really old, and I couldn't turn the corner at that time.

Q: In these two rounds of voting, how do you understand the players who voted you out? (show voting records)

A: How do you understand...?Gu Shenghui and Mingming voted for me in the first round, Mingming must be afraid that I would say him, so he wanted to get me out first, this Gu Shenghui... I really don't know why he is... the second round of Shao Jinhe Jing Li voted for me... I don't know, I really don't know... I don't understand? (laughs) I don't understand...

Q: Based on your observations in this issue, who do you think is the other heterosexual?Or who do you think are more heterosexual?

A: Well... I think Xiao Zhang and Xiao Wei are quite similar. I don’t remember the others very well. Classmates are not easy to say... hey, is Xiao Yuan right?

Q: We can't tell you now, we can only disclose according to the program flow.But why do you care about him?

A: He used to be my bodyguard and has been with me for many years.This kid has always been honest and obedient. I really didn't expect him to be on this show, and I never thought he would be gay.

Q: You have been in the army for many years, is there any homosexuality in the army?

A: It’s impossible to say no, but many situations are different from non-military situations. It’s not convenient to go into too much detail, but I can tell a story about my female comrade-in-arms.

She is our company's art soldier, good at singing and dancing, beautiful and smooth, and there is no one in our company who doesn't like her.I am also one of them.But she is too dazzling, she is a goddess in today's words, everyone can't reach it, but I was a stunned young man at the time, trying to pursue her.Some of my comrades-in-arms were watching the excitement, some were booing, some were watching jokes, and there were quite a few matchmakers, all overtly and secretly pushing the two of us together.

After a long time, I felt that it was almost done, so I told her the serious things about dating.In the end, she took me to meet another female comrade-in-arms, who lived in the same dormitory with her, and told me that they were a couple, that is, they came out to me.

But how did I know these things at that time, homosexuality was still mentally ill at that time, I was very worried about them, and I didn't know what to do, and then I made the worst decision in my life-I reported this to the instructor.

As a result, the two of them were picked up by their families not long after. The instructor told me that they had gone back for medical treatment, and told me not to tell others about it, as it would have a bad influence.I felt something was wrong, so I endured it for a long time, and went to her hometown to look for her during the Chinese New Year holiday, but only got news of her death.

Her parents are gone, and there is only one older sister in the family.In order to "cure her disease", her sister and her brother-in-law found men in the village to rape her, and more than one.She was tortured, she got sick, and she died.Can you imagine?My biological sister did something that was inferior to a beast.I can't hit a woman, but I beat his brother-in-law so badly that he nearly died and got punished for it.But I don't regret it at all, I regret that I shouldn't have told about the two of them in the first place.Seeing her sister's appearance, I realized that it is not her who is sick, but these ignorant people.

So later I made up my mind not to marry for the rest of my life. One was that no one could replace her in my heart, and the other was my punishment and atonement for myself.I have been in the army for so many years, and I have seen some similar situations more or less. I will talk to those soldiers. I will not encourage them to insist on true love, but I will at least let them know that there is nothing wrong with this, don’t fight for it. The eyes of others and the society hurt themselves and hurt others at the same time.

It is also because of this reason that I was promoted very slowly, and when I was 40 years old, I was only a division level when I transferred to an agency.I also tried my best to promote cultural projects related to homosexuality in the agency, hoping that tragedies like hers would happen less.I also signed your program at the beginning, and I also contributed a lot.Later, when he retired early, Xiao Chang approached me and asked me if I would like to participate. Of course, I agreed with both hands, and I didn’t ask for an appearance fee. I just wanted to make a contribution in this area.

Q: You were the first to be eliminated in the show, but the orientation of the players will not be made public until the end of the show. It may take up to a year. During this period, are you not worried about being mistaken for gay by relatives and friends?

A: Hahahahaha what should I worry about?At my age, my ears will soon be compliant.I have never been married in my life, and there are all kinds of speculations and gossips. I am afraid that there will be another one?It doesn't matter!

Q: Finally, do you have anything to say to other players or program viewers?

A: I want to tell other players that you voted me right in the first round, but you didn’t expect there to be two heterosexuals in the show, right?Good luck to the rest of you!And for the audience, especially the gay audience, I want to tell you that compared with our time, you are lucky now, and you may have the possibility of getting married in the future—of course, you may not even want to marry.But these are not important. The important thing is that you can live according to your own nature and intentions, and don’t feel pain and sadness because of your different orientations. This society is getting better and better. Support your heterosexuals like me There will be more and more, never give up hope.Finally, I wish you all the best in finding someone who will join hands for a lifetime.Thanks.