deep closet game

"By..." Chang Le was startled for a moment, "...what?"

Chang Xun sighed, looked around, raised his finger and pointed to a gazebo not far away, and said, "Sit over there and talk." After speaking, he lifted his legs and left.

Chang Le nodded dully, followed her steps, and glanced at Duan Jiuzhang's smile on the tombstone, which seemed to evoke some childhood memories, but it was really blurry.

The two walked to the pavilion one after the other. The pavilion was decorated with carved beams and painted buildings. There was a stone table and four stone benches in the center. Strong 90s style, quite a sense of time travel.

The gazebo stands on a small slope, condescending, and has an excellent view. However, in the cold winter months, all you can see are lonely tombs except for dead branches and leaves. Chang Le couldn't help shrinking her neck, and wrapped her body in the down jacket tightly.

Holding the stone table with his hands, he sat down on a stone bench. Even though he was separated by several layers of clothing, he still felt the chill from the stone invade his buttocks.

Chang Xun also sat down slowly across the stone table, seemingly unaware of the coolness, his eyes still looking vaguely at Duan Jiuzhang's tomb.

The following team was two meters away, still recording conscientiously, Chang Le reminded Chang Xun: "Don't you need to ask them to turn off the phone first?"

Chang Xun looked back and said, "No, this is for broadcast."

Chang Le was slightly surprised. He had met Chang Xun several times before, but Chang Xun had asked the team to avoid him, and he had never shown his face on the show—except for the host wearing a mask.

But this time it was clearly about a private matter outside of the program, yet it was said to be aired—why would it be aired?Is it also suitable for Zhao Xiaojia that time, in order to divert some firepower?

With a flash of inspiration, Chang Le understood. The last time he asked him on the phone if he could deal with Shao Jin's so-called evidence to expose the truth, he forcibly changed the subject and asked if he could come to visit the grave. Now that I think about it, Chang Xun should have come to visit the grave at that time. I'm ready to use my privacy as a distraction.

Chang Le secretly sighed in his heart, Duan Jiuzhang has been dead for more than ten years, and Chang Xun still weeps standing in front of his grave, which shows how much this past hurt him, but for the sake of the show, he is willing to open his own wound and relive it again In the pain at the beginning, he really worked hard for this show.

Chang Xun raised his head, rolled his eyes slightly, and sighed deeply, a cloud of white mist rose from his mouth, and then drifted away suddenly.

"Where do I start..."

Chang Le quietly did not speak, he knew that Chang Xun must have a long, long story to tell, and there was no need for him to ask questions.

Chang Xun lowered his head again, looked in the direction of the cemetery, slowly arched his back, put his elbows on his legs, folded his hands together, and unconsciously stroked the ring with his right hand.

"I met him after the first year of freshman year."

A gust of cold wind blew across Chang Le's neck. He shivered and shrank again, listening to Chang Xun's eloquence.

"Actually, I noticed him during the military training. He is fair, flamboyant, and handsome. All of them in the acting department are handsome guys. He can stand out among a group of handsome guys. How handsome are you?"

As Chang Xun spoke, his eyes shone with light.

"But I didn't have any idea about him at the time. One was so handsome, which was beyond my control, and the other was a straight man who fell in love with a beautiful woman before the military training was over. So I regarded him as a handsome guy. I came to enjoy it, thinking that if I make any films in the future, I can invite him to play the male lead."

"I didn't expect that when the dormitory was allocated, my student number happened to be the last one in our department, and he was the first one in their department. We were assigned to a dormitory by accident."

As Chang Xun spoke, the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

"Although he was tanned from the military training at that time, he was still very handsome. I quickly got close to him and prepared for asking him to film in the future. I didn't expect him to be handsome and have a good temper. When I heard that I was a director, I was very handsome. I am happy, and I took the initiative to say that I will act in my film in the future."

"We live in the same dormitory. Although we are not together in school and class, we see each other day and night. We eat together, take a bath together and sleep together. Smartphones were not popular at that time. Except for playing games and club activities, we were together. We talked nonsense all over the world, and soon we became acquainted."

Chang Le heard it, but felt that it was very similar to his and Gao Zhihan's high school life. He couldn't help but sigh in his heart. The teacher who arranged the dormitory might really accidentally decide a person's lifelong friend or even lover.

"He looks harmless to humans and animals, but he didn't expect to be a flower. When he was in high school, he slept all over the school girls in their area. The one he hooked up with during military training broke up within a few days. In the freshman year, I slept with several girls from the acting department."

When Chang Xun said this, he suddenly chuckled and said, "Guess what happened? There was a girl who slept with him and asked him to take responsibility. He was fine, and said, 'I didn't rape you, I did what you wanted,'" What are you responsible for?' Annoyed that girl, and directly called a dozen or so people to beat him up. The grandson was so frightened that he hid in the dormitory and cried. Called my high school buddies, called a carload of people over, and went right back."

"After this incident, he was completely honest and said that he would never play with girls again. He also said that playing so much is meaningless and that enough is enough. I said that your character is slutty and can't be changed. I didn't expect that He really restrained himself and never picked up girls again."

"But he doesn't pick up girls anymore, and he has nothing to do. I just won a small award for a film I made in my freshman year. I was planning to shoot a gay-themed film with some classmates, and he pestered me to act. In fact, he The appearance is definitely suitable, but I didn't see him participate in any decent movies throughout the whole year of freshman year, and he was a gay straight man, I also found it unconvincing, so I didn't agree to him."

"Who knew that he was serious about this refusal, saying that I don't talk about my brother's loyalty and so on. When I heard it, it's okay, you come and try a sex scene, and I'll see if you can do it. Of course it didn't work, and it was so embarrassing. He himself knew that the acting was not good, so he didn't say anything. Unexpectedly, after more than a week, he came to me again and said that he had watched a lot of gay movies and learned how to act. I couldn't resist him, so I asked my classmates to try with him again I tried it, but I didn’t expect it to improve a lot, and everyone was shocked.”

"Actually, to be honest, I saw him as an idol vase before. I didn't expect that he could act well after careful study. We discussed it and replaced the original tentative actor with him. Later, the serious When the filming started, he really acted very well and seriously, and the literary drama was basically fine, but it was the sex scene, because it was very important in the film, but it always almost happened."

"He knew it himself, and was very anxious. He talked to me alone and asked me how I should act. I couldn't explain it clearly to him, and then he said let me try to act with him. The result was this Try, the problem came out. I have always admired him, and I never thought about what to do with him, but you said that this sex scene is so close, he is handsome and has a good figure, so I will inevitably react a little , which made the two of them a little embarrassed."

"But I didn't expect that after tutoring him alone for a while, he was enlightened, and the filming went smoothly after that. But after that, I had a little feeling for him. In order not to let this feeling develop again, I began to deliberately avoid him. Then a boy I have been cooperating with in writing scripts is also gay, and I knew he was interested in me, so I deliberately approached him to distract myself."

"It turned out that this old part was good. The more I avoided him, the more he came closer to me. I said, if you have nothing to do, go pick up girls. Why do you keep following me, but he said that picking up girls is boring and wants to pick up on me."

When Chang Xun said this, he couldn't help laughing, "I understood it as soon as I heard it. I dare to play with me when I have nothing to do. I just said that I can't let you go for nothing. I'm messing with others." It's ambiguous, you messed with me and you have to pay me to sleep. He heard that he was afraid of sleeping, and he can sleep now if he wants to sleep, and he doesn't suffer because he is a man. "

"I took advantage of the slope to go down the donkey, and said I would sleep, but I only acted as 1, not 0. He just stuck his neck and said that he would act as 0. In the end, he was so talkative, and I confused him I fell asleep. When I woke up, I was stunned, why did I sleep with a good straight man with a good heart, and actually let me do 1."

Chang Le felt a little embarrassed when he heard it. Although Chang Xun had come out of the closet a long time ago, he had never asked about his role. Anyway, this was still a matter of privacy, and he didn't want to know whether his brother was in bed or not. Fuck or get fucked.

"I'm so regretful in my heart, I was about to apologize, but he said it was cool and wanted to come again."

"..." Chang Le couldn't help opening his mouth, "Just... there is no need to go into such details..."

Chang Xun was recalling his excitement. Hearing Chang Le's words, he turned to look at him, shook his head with a smile, and said, "Anyway, we have somehow changed from roommates to friends with benefits, and we have maintained this relationship for a semester. Right. As a result, the screenwriter boy I flirted with came over and confessed to me. In fact, I like him quite a lot. Otherwise, I wouldn’t be having an affair with him. Then I told the old Duan that the relationship ended here , I'm going to fall in love, let him be his straight man too."

"I never thought that he wouldn't do it anymore. He told me to fuck me for so long, dumped me as soon as he said it, scolded me, and then cried again. Hey, I wondered why a straight man loves to cry so much. I said that It's not a big deal, that boy is very suitable for me in every way, I don't want it, and I have sex with a straight man all day long, what am I trying to do? He got anxious and said, "What straight man, straight man, which straight man would let me go?" You fuck every day! You fucked up!'”

Chang Le silently raised his hand to support his forehead, and thought to himself that you can just say that people are bent. Is it necessary to quote the original text? Is there anyone who talks to your brother like this...

"Let's say it like this, and I understand it completely. I'll just say that. If that's the case, let's just get along. He's not satisfied after it's over. He thinks it's too casual and unromantic. This and that. I thought to myself how many girls you abandoned when you were a straight guy. Why didn’t you say that you were casual? But it didn’t matter. I rejected that boy first, and then I went on various dates, showed love, made it public, etc. Only then did I honestly admit my boyfriend's status, and we are completely together."

When Chang Le heard this, he realized that he had also put on a smile at some point, as if he had witnessed this beautiful and somewhat nonsensical love, but he also knew that the final result of this love was nothing but a tomb, the sweetest As time goes by, we will walk into the abyss step by step.

"We were officially together in the second semester of our sophomore year, until the summer vacation of our junior year. For a year and a half, we were inseparable no matter what we did, filming, class, or activities. That was the happiest time in my life. Senior year A week before the start of school, his parents found out about the two of us, and the nightmare began from then on."