deep closet game

Pick up dead.

My mother cried and said that she was finally discharged from the hospital. As soon as the family calmed down, I started looking for trouble again.

I never thought it would be like this, never thought they would say something like this.

I always thought that my parents were enlightened parents, and my family was a democratic family. Now I understand that the previous peace was just because it was not easy to make ends meet, so more contradictions and conflicts were buried.

For them, I learned science and finance that I didn't like, and now I do a job that I don't like every day, and I even gave up an opportunity to go abroad.

Now, for the first time in my life, I want to work hard for my love. How about them?

I can't argue with them, I can only bear the grievance and go back to the villa.

When I saw Lele's face, I couldn't help but shed two more tears.

I was so stupid, I told my parents about this on my own initiative, in fact, Lele...does she really like me now?

I lied to him like that back then, and he knew the truth, so it would be too late to hate me.

I really did it myself.

So in the end I told Lele all the truth.

Thank God, Lele actually forgave me.

Lele must be the angel in my life, here to save me.

But I also learned from him that what the two straight men said was also a lie. Director Chang is really too mysterious, I don't know what the show is going to do.

But those are not important compared to what happened with me and Lele.

Lele said that I have been lying not to him, but to myself. In fact, I have liked him since high school, and I have been lying to myself.

really?

I thought about it for a long time and couldn't come up with an answer.

No matter when I started to like it, at least I really like it now.

If you don't agree, don't agree, if you don't agree, don't agree.

I don't care, I just want Lele.

April 11

Cool! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

April 11

The opening report finally passed! ! !

Lu Lele sent a message to celebrate!

(Because the back is still not well) (Is it too big to blame?)

April 11

I really want to fuck...

Why is it so difficult?Isn't it just scratching the skin?It's not hemorrhoids...

I miss Lele's healthy little chrysanthemum...

April 11

Went home today.

My dad's condition is fairly stable, and no one brought up the things we talked about when the three of us had dinner.

Anyway, I don't care about it. I have already thought about how to deal with various things and how to solve them. If you don't talk, don't talk.

If you can't marry and have children according to your parents' wishes, then it's not filial, so I'm not filial.

April 11

Lele thought about a set of tactics, and was going to trick Yuan Ye into joining the gang, and wanted to take Yuan Ye and Ding Zhige to have a meal during the birthday to implement it.

After listening to it, I feel that the method is feasible. Lele really is strong when he encounters the strong, and he was inspired by Shao Jin.

But Yuan Ye had activities the day after his arrival, so he couldn't come.

Actually just right.

I can still celebrate my birthday with Lele alone.

Lele's chrysanthemum should have recovered, but I still won't eat it.

Bear with it for another two days, you can't refuse me on my birthday, right?

April 12

Today is Lele's birthday, so I went to the cake shop of the last marketing competition and made him a cake.

Lele liked it very much. I don't know what wish he made, but secretly felt that it should be related to our future.

Spread the leftover cake on Lele's body, it's delicious.

Having learned the lesson from last time, this time I did enough foreplay and lubrication, and fucked gently.

Cool.pole.up.

Sex is really the most wonderful thing.

April 12

Today's sex life is not finished, Lele said that the chrysanthemum hurts.

Fart, I was so gentle yesterday.

Definitely don't love me anymore.

April 12

today.Cool.

April 12

today.Not cool.

Lele scolded me that I have to fuck my brain every day.

? ? ? ? ? ?

At our age, can't we do it every day? ? ?

April 12

I worked overtime today and didn't finish my sex life.

April 12

Nima worked overtime again, and the dog was sick.

April 12

Work overtime work overtime.

According to an online survey, nearly [-]% of Xiaogongs are in a state of dissatisfaction with their desires. Frequent overtime work and arrogant Xiaoshou are the main reasons for this unhealthy social status.

Experts advise clients to die, and suggest that Lele take the initiative.

April 12

Today I successfully conquered Yuan Ye, Xiao Lele is really amazing, she deserves to be my big baby.

Brother Ding Zhi sent a dildo, which is fun.

Make up for the missing sex this week.

Cool.

April 12

Was played by Shao Jin again.

Thousands of calculations have been made, but Shao Jin can't use the trick of borrowing a sword to kill someone.

Poor Liu Xing, it took half a year to get so little money.

It also pissed us off.

But the next issue won't be eliminated, and the Spring Festival Gala will be recorded. It can be seen that Lele is quite excited.

I remembered that when I was in high school, Lele played the leading role in the three-year New Year's Day Gala, hosting, singing, writing scripts and performing sketches.

Ah, my baby is so handsome and talented, why is he so perfect.

But today he said that I am also gay, which made me feel a little awkward for some reason.

Because I really don't like other men, and then he asked me if I still like other women.

tsk...

how to say……

I still don't think I'm gay, but I love Lele.

Doesn't it mean that love has nothing to do with gender?Right……

Anyway, I ate Lele twice today, satisfied.

April 12

I only told my boss on Friday that the opening report was finished and that I could go back to work every week. Today I was told that I will be on a business trip next week.

What do you think I'm pretending to be?How nice it is to pretend to be fine and continue working three days a week!

Hey, I can't... After all, I still have to make money... How can I go to the UK if I don't make money... Poverty makes me bow to my customers.

But Xiao Lele didn't express any dismay for me at all!

I was so angry that I ate two meals.

good to eat.

April 12

It was too long to work three days a week before, and I forgot my normal work intensity.

Die or die.

This month's salary is also very low.

Die or die.

There is no comfort from Lele yet.

Die or die.

April 12

Today's meeting said that the timetable was discussed, and it will not be easy until the end of the month.

mother chicken.

I found that I didn't have a single project that was easy, it was all kinds of bullshit problems.

Hey, that's right, isn't the reason why other companies ask you to be a brokerage to let you solve the problem, otherwise why would they give you so much money.

This is the life of an intermediary.

Work hard to make money.

April 12

I can't go back this weekend, I have to continue working overtime.

Lele sent me the script to have a look. Fortunately, there are not many scenes, so let's make some soy sauce.

I do exercise in the hotel gym at night, eat meat and drink with clients every day, and feel that I am about to become a middle-aged uncle.

Lele must think that I am fat. He, the Appearance Association, has been obsessed with wild brothers all day long, thinking I don't know?

I chatted with my colleagues, and they all applied for a card in a gym near the company, and even hired a private trainer, but the price was more than 1 when I asked.

my mom.

I'd better control my diet, I can't afford it, I have to save money to go abroad.

April 12

I haven't had sex for a week, and today I wanted to have a passionate video with Lele, but I was sternly rejected.

It's strange, didn't Lele always tease me in various ways before, why is he pretending to be reserved when I take the initiative now?

I saw that he was obviously very happy when he did it. I really don't understand what these little subjects are thinking.

April 12

When I called today, I felt that my dad's voice was wrong, and he told me that I had a cold after questioning.

Alas, I have to go and have a look when I go back on Friday. I am really worried when I hear something is wrong.

Don't let anything happen.

April 12

Before going back to the villa today, I went home and took my dad to the hospital to find Dr. Liu.

Fortunately, it was really just a cold.

When I was eating, I felt uncomfortable looking at my dad. I have been suffering from this disease for six or seven years. I have forgotten what he looked like when he was healthy. If I hadn’t come to this show, no Falling in love with Lele, honestly going to school, going to work, getting married and having children, he can feel more comfortable in his heart and feel better physically.

Sometimes I feel that God is cruel, why did my father suffer from this disease, my mother had to work so many jobs at a young age, and why did he want me to fall in love with Lele.

But love and destiny are both unreasonable things.

April 12

Today's rehearsal didn't go well, and it's my fault. I don't have many roles, so I have been working overtime secretly. As a result, many documents I made had to be revised at night, and the rehearsal kept disrupting the rhythm.

But I'm just a soy saucer, the main problem is that Brother Ye can't act well.

Lele was very anxious and angry. I was about to comfort him, but Shao Jin beat me to it.

In the past two weeks, Lele has been saying that Shao Jin is very interesting and interesting during the video with me. I found that Lele is really stupid. Before, he was at odds with him. When we write a script together, we immediately become good buddies. up.

After working overtime at night and changing the file, it was past two o'clock, and Lele fell asleep.

I never thought that I would still have no sex life after returning to the villa, what hope would I have for living.

April 12

Tomorrow I still have to go on a business trip as usual, so I can’t accompany Lele on Christmas. Although I don’t know what’s so good about Christmas, I feel that all festivals are Valentine’s Day, and everyone should have a big meal and have sex.

Bought an apple for Lele, and still made fun of him?Strange, isn't everyone giving apples on Christmas Eve?

It doesn't matter, the soil is the soil, anyway, after feeding an apple, I eat it obediently.

Hold back for two weeks, cool.

April 12

Awesome, the boss actually got a dozen SDC New Year's Eve tickets, the strength of our company is no joke.

He took two and hid them in his bag. Hearing that Wang Wei and Wang Si would go there, Lele must be overjoyed.

Once Lele is happy, I will have sex, hehehe.

April 12

I'm so awesome!

I worked hard to catch up with the progress and completed the work schedule ahead of schedule!

Tomorrow morning flight!

No need to work overtime on New Year's Day! ! !

Lele's defense is over! ! !

There is nothing else to disturb on New Year's Day! ! !

Go home and have a New Year's Eve! ! !

April 12

Hahahahahahaha Lele was as happy as a fool when she got the ticket, she took off her pants without even refusing.

Suddenly he understands the love of rich people a little bit, and wants to spend a lot of money to buy Lele what he likes.

It's not for sex, it's just to make Lele happy.

Ah this wonderful love.

It feels like my literary youth personality is about to recover.

April 1

Happy New Year.

It was the first New Year's Eve with Lele. At the end of the countdown, amidst the fireworks, music and cheers, under the night sky, in front of the camera, we hugged and kissed.

Want to stay in that moment forever.

I seem to really know what happiness is like.

Just hold Lele in his arms and taste the sweet taste on his lips.

It's more satisfying than anything in bed.

Lele.

I love you.

April 1

I did the defense of the opening report today, and it was easy and stress-free.

After it was over, I chatted with the teacher for a while, and told him about my plan to go to England by the way.

He was quite supportive, and he gave me the contact information of a student he had taught. He is also a fellow student. He is now in the UK, and I can ask him any questions in the future.

I feel that things are slowly developing in a good direction. I heard that if you work hard to do one thing, the whole world will help you. Is it true?

April 1

I actually met Brother Ge Chong when I was recording the program yesterday, I really didn’t expect this before, I forgot that he is the host of SDC—huh?If this is the case, can I ask Wang Wei to get some internal tickets for Lele when he shows on SDC in the future?

The recording of the program was fairly smooth, but it really took a long time, and it was almost dawn after the recording.

I fell asleep with Lele all morning during the day, and got up to work overtime in the afternoon. Lele woke up in bed and played with her mobile phone for a while, fell asleep again, woke up and played for a while, and fell asleep again, just like a child.

After working overtime, I lay down on the bed, looked at his sleeping face, and felt itchy again, but my body couldn't bear it anymore, and I fell asleep in a daze.

Oh my god, why am I acting like this at this age? I really need to exercise... No wonder everyone in finance has to exercise. It's not for the sake of looking good, but it's really unhealthy to use your brain to work.

April 1

Sleepy.Sleepy as a dog.

After staying up all night, why can't I recover for three days?

After get off work, my colleagues took me to experience a private training class for free. The coach measured my body fat and said that I am in good shape and need to exercise to maintain it.

In the gym, I pushed my chest, rolled my stomach, and did some cardio.

When I got home, I passed out, and I even forgot about sex.

What am I doing all day?

April 1

I suddenly realized that my birthday will be next Monday.

In fact, I have never had the habit of celebrating birthdays. When I was in high school, the class leader would be responsible for buying a cake with the class fee for the whole class, and then every time it would end up in a cake war. It was extremely childish.

At that time, everyone lived on campus, and they couldn't buy any gifts. They just bought some snacks from the school canteen and gave each other a gift, and then they might go to the cafeteria to have a snack together in the dormitory.

Thinking about how cheap the high school cafeteria was, five or six dishes only cost a few tens of dollars, which also covered up the embarrassment of my family at that time.

I haven’t had a birthday since I went to college. I usually work outside the home, and I don’t get close to people in the dormitory. They sometimes call me on birthdays. I usually don’t go to it, but they will give a gift, but I myself If I don't invite them, they will stop looking for me over time, and I just eat some noodles by myself on my birthday.

Lele had her birthday last month, and I was happier than him. Now I really feel that making Lele happy makes me happier than myself. I have always felt that I am quite alone, and I am used to and liking alone In terms of status, after being with Lele, I seem to have really changed.

Otherwise, please invite Yuan Ye and Brother Ding Zhi to have a meal together on my birthday this year. I got paid yesterday, and the money is still a lot. Now I finally have some confidence and can have some normal social interactions.

April 1

I'm not in a good mood today.

Lele told me about the plan for the next issue, and he plans to get out with Shao Jin.

I had no choice but to bring up the topic of going abroad that I didn't want to bring up all the time. I felt really uncomfortable when I thought of being separated from Lele for so long.

If he is really eliminated in the next issue, and Ding Zhige, Yuan Ye, and I are left, I don’t have the time to plan or discuss how to play with them.

I don't even think I can retire.

But I can't...I have to work hard to win the championship...to solve my dad's problem...only then can I deal with my own problems...

I really hate myself for being so useless and relying on this show.

If only I had a successful career like my boss, my dad wouldn't be afraid of any illness, and he would spend any money on his treatment.

Alas, I really don't want to be separated from Lele.

April 1

I went to the old palace with Lele today, I was very happy, and temporarily put aside the inseparable matter.

I took a lot of handsome photos of Lele, and the more I look at it, the more I like it.

In the evening, I went to have a hot pot meal, and I specially told Lele not to eat spicy food, otherwise, if I don't understand the pain of the acquired chrysanthemum, it will delay things.

Hey hey hey.

April 1

I! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Hold! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Lele! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

cat ear! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

cat tail! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Anal plug! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Double Dragon! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Choker! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

bell! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Cool! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

April 1

I ate cat meat today.

April 1

I drank cat soup today.

April 1

Today I contacted that senior brother and chatted with him. He asked me why I haven't applied yet since the offer has already started to be issued.

I had to tell him that I had just decided to go, so I could only apply after work.

Then he asked me: Are you going to apply for spring admission?

my whole? ? ? ?

Spring admission?Still have this kind of operation?

I checked it quickly.

The willow is dark and the flowers are bright.

Then went home and drank cat broth.

April 1

What the hell is this bunny suit?

It turns out that rabbit meat is not as tasty as cat meat.

April 1

It's so sad, I learned about Director Chang's story today, really, so sad.

Recently, I have also read a lot of articles about parent and child issues. It may be because I have encountered such a thing myself that I feel more and more empathetic.Before, I always thought that my family was happy and happy. The bizarre family stories I read were unimaginable. They must have been made up. Now I know that those sufferings that I can’t imagine are real. They didn’t happen to me. happiness and luck.

In fact, parents are not that great, and their love is conditional. The original intention of parents to give birth to their children is to fulfill the original goal of passing on the family line and enjoy the so-called family happiness.Therefore, the birth of a child is only a part of the life of the parents.

But when a child grows up and becomes an independent person and wants to live his own life, it will inevitably have conflicts and conflicts with the lives of his parents.

In their eyes, the child will give birth to a grandson for themselves in the future.Now that the child says that he is gay, everything you imagined in the future life is impossible to realize, then the parents will feel that they have lost their life goals.

This kind of anger and resistance will manifest as interference in the child's life.

I am like this, Duan Jiuzhang is like this, and those children who were sent to the treatment center are like this.

This is an unsolvable problem. Contradictory outlooks on life conflict with each other. If you want to live in harmony, you can only give in.

If I give in, I will sacrifice my own life. If I don't give in, the only ones who get hurt are my parents.

Duan Jiuzhang didn't back down, and neither did his parents, so that's the ending.

When I first came to participate in this program, I actually didn't think too much about it, such as equal rights and anti-discrimination. When Director Chang said those things, I didn't take it very seriously. All I thought about were medical expenses.

Now it seems that Director Chang really has good intentions. Brother Ding Zhi's identity as a carrier, sister Xiao Jia's transgender, and his own personal experience, he really wants to do something through this show.

When his story is broadcast, in addition to equal rights for gays, it will definitely trigger people's thinking about this intergenerational relationship.

Suddenly I felt that I was really small and wretched against him.

Apart from money, the only thing on my mind is sex with Lele.

But today I found out about the spring enrollment, so there really should be no problem.

I hope this matter will go well, and I hope... Chang Dao can realize his ideal.

It is already so difficult for people to live in this world, why should they hurt each other?

I hope that all human beings can have empathy, whether it is between two generations or between people of different orientations.

I also want to see a better world.

April 1

It's winter vacation, but it's all the same to me.

I am almost a social person, and there are no more winter and summer vacations.

But in fact, I worked the same way during the winter and summer vacations, so there was no difference.

But if you go to the UK in the future and become a student again, you will be able to have leave again.

Then there will be Lele.

Thinking about it, I feel that the future is full of hope.

--if everything goes well.

April 1

It's snowing again, but luckily I don't have to go to work on Saturday.

When I was a child, I still looked forward to snow. When I grow up, I only worry about the traffic when I see snow.

When it snowed in high school, everyone ran downstairs to play snowball fights. Although Lele was a weakling, she was the craziest every time she played.

I held Lele and watched the snow for a while in front of the window, feeling very at ease.

Children's love is snowball fights, and adult love is watching children snowball fights in a warm room.

I feel like I'm almost an adult.

April 1

It's almost Chinese New Year, I asked the program team, and they said that the recording should be suspended for seven days during the New Year, and everyone went back to their respective homes.

In fact, I think that in order to truly reflect the living conditions of gays, we should really take pictures of the situation at home during the Chinese New Year.

I didn’t have such an experience before, but now that I’ve come out publicly on TV, I don’t know what kind of embarrassing scene it will be when my relatives visit us during Chinese New Year…

Anyway, if anyone dares to persuade me not to be gay, I will definitely fight back in person. Whoever you are, my parents can't control me. You still want to interfere in my life?

April 2

I've been really busy and crazy lately. As the end of the year gets more and more things happen, people say "let's talk about it after the new year", and we are "handle this matter well before the end of the year".

The project does not have to be stationed in other places like before, but a lot of documents have to be processed overtime, leaving early and returning late every day, and the north wind is howling. I think that in the next few decades, I may have to live like this and do this kind of work. Really desperate.

But fortunately, Lele was waiting for me after I got home, and I got into Lele's bed, and all my troubles could be temporarily put aside.

If you can earn more money by doing this kind of work and live a good life with Lele, that's fine.

It's a man's responsibility!

I feel a few percent more mature today.

April 2

Wow our boss is like a bodhisattva.

I was just depressed for two days and today I told us: "The handover will be finished tomorrow, and I don't have to go to work next week. Many colleagues from other places are waiting to go home. Who will work overtime for customers after the Chinese New Year? How can I work overtime on New Year's Eve?" I can't hand in the watch at night."

Then he invited us to dinner again in the evening, and gave me two months' salary as a year-end bonus! ! !

Really, if I didn't have Lele and I was gay, I would definitely give my boss a promise.

April 2

Tomorrow we will be recording another program, and all the secrets of the program have been revealed.

If there is no accident, Lele will move out tomorrow.

Director Chang gave me a guarantee, even if I become gay now, it will not affect our contract, as long as I win, I will pay the medical expenses.

But am I really gay?

Brother Ye also asked me if I was bent.

Yeah?I bent?

All I think about is Lele, and I have a stable sex life with him, so I must be gay.

However, for example, if I am a straight man, besides my girlfriend, I will definitely sneak peeks at other girls.

But apart from Lele, I'm not interested in other men at all.

Lele showed me his GV, and I didn’t think it was interesting. I don’t like my original AV anymore.

I don't think I'm gay...but it seems impossible to be a straight man...

What am I?

April 2

Unsurprisingly.

Unexpectedly, Brother Xun launched a revenge of the dead, disrupting our plan, and also did not expect Huang Yiming to directly hack into the live system and directly disclose the secret of the show.

The last thing I expected was that Lele stayed, but we all had to move out.

Back at the villa in the evening, sister Xiaojia cooked wontons for us, and it really felt desolate when we ate them.

I have always been a cool person. Although I was reluctant to give up when I graduated from high school, I insisted on not participating in the class reunion afterwards.I didn't join any clubs in college, and my relationship with my classmates was mediocre.In fact, what I have always thought about is to study well for the exams, and find a good investment bank to earn more money for my dad's medical treatment after the exams, so I don't take these other things too seriously.

But I didn't expect that I would have feelings of reluctance in such a program. Maybe it was because I was influenced by Lele, and my heart became soft like him.

After chatting with him by the pool for a while, he still felt very insecure.

Yes, even I dare not admit that I am gay, how can he be sure that I will always love him?

In the end it was my fault.

April 2

Come to live in Lele's house today.

After moving out of the apartment in the morning, I went home first, and found that the aura at home was completely different from before. I found out after chatting at dinner. My parents already knew what happened at the show yesterday, and thought Lele was also a straight man. I And he's been acting.

"You said that your child is also, sometimes you are not in front of the camera, you just tell the truth." They said so.

I was a little helpless, but felt that such a harmonious atmosphere had really been a long time ago, so I didn't explain it for the time being.

In the afternoon, I learned that Lele's parents were not at home, so I quickly asked them if I could accompany Lele for a few days, and they readily agreed, not worried that I would have sex with Lele.

In short, I moved to Lelejia, and I went to the supermarket, cooked, and ate with him.

I really feel very happy, like a young couple living a small life.

But my cooking was a bit unpalatable, Lele pretended to be working hard, got herself drunk, and let me eat another meal.

In fact, I also know that my cooking skills are average...but it's not so bad, right?I have also cooked for my parents for so many years, and they have never disliked it.

But no matter what, I still ate the fermented cat meat, which was delicious.

And I shaved my legs at the catwalk yesterday, those legs, my God, I'm going to be hard again just thinking about them.

Then I shaved that piece of hair for Lele, it was smooth, pink and tender, very cute.

April 2

Yesterday, I was obviously shaving Lele, but I woke up in the middle of the night and woke up, so I had to shave too.

It's the first time I've grown up to shave my hair. It feels weird, but after shaving, it does look bigger. Lele can't help but take the initiative again, and then I wake up in the morning and take the initiative again.

Just after sex, I received a call from Lele's mother, who also said that she would invite me to dinner, which made me feel a little flustered.

But after watching Uncle Ji's interview, I couldn't care less about it.

I thought the stories of Sister Xiaojia, Brother Ding Zhi and Brother Chang Xun were already very hopeless, but I didn't expect that even Director Ji had experienced such a story.

I feel more and more that my participation in this show, may really be a great feat.

After waking up, I went back to school with Lele for a stroll. I haven't been there for many years, and the whole thing has changed.

I was really emotional when we sat and chatted together. Maybe it was the happiest time in high school. Although my father was sick, the family had a lot of expenses, and I was a little tight, but I didn’t see anything when I lived in the school. different.

At that time, the only things on my mind every day were doing the questions and memorizing, calculating the test scores and rankings, thinking about the future university, and then talking and laughing with my classmates heartlessly.

If I didn't have family affairs at the beginning, and I had paid more attention to other things, would I have liked Lele long ago?Lele is so cute, it's hard not to like him.

For the first time in my life, I felt a little regretful. If I had understood Lele's intentions earlier, we might have been together for many years now.

Alas, how can there be so many ifs in the world, it is true to cherish the present and pursue the future.

April 2

New Year's Eve.

This year, the family is a little more relaxed than in previous years, because the expenses paid in advance by the program group and my internship salary, the financial pressure is much less. My dad has been discharged from the hospital for three months. Except for a cold, he is in good health I'm worried about me and Lele, and I feel very comfortable this year.

I had a meal with Lele's parents during the day, and I really envied their relationship and the atmosphere of Lele's family. Although from Lele's point of view, he didn't seem to get more attention and attention, but actually Shang Lele grew up in such an environment and never lacked love.

In his family's situation, if his parents have been in China and Lele lives abroad alone, of course there will be worries, but they will also have their own rich love and life, and they will not pin their lives on Lele.

As for me, if I go to the UK in the future and don't go home all year round, I'm really not sure what sustenance my parents can find.

We are all right, but the way of love is different, but the result is such a dilemma, really helpless.

April 2

Today's program broadcasts interviews with Lawyer Zhang, Huang Yiming, and Gu Shenghui, and I watched them randomly at relatives' homes at night.

I thought I could take this opportunity to see the impact of the program on the audience, but unfortunately there are no more amazing stories like Uncle Ji, and everyone's reaction was mediocre.

I really appreciate Lawyer Zhang. I had chatted with him a few times when we lived in the same room. He is really a very thoughtful person. He not only has ideas, but also tries to plan and execute according to his own ideas.

Thinking about it, if it were me, I would really be unable to do it if I gave up on such an easy way to get a lawyer's license and open some kind of escape room.

This is the power of dreams.

But what dream do I have?I used to like to read some literary and historical things, but now I gradually stop watching them.

If I don’t want to be a stockbroker and realize my ideals, I probably don’t have one—I only want one, my dad is in good health, and the other is to stay with Lele forever.

Hmm... To realize such an ideal, you can only make money...

So you still have to be a stockbroker.

Ok.

April 2

i...fuck...

Hair grows out...

Stuck me to death...

Itches me to death...

die, die, die...

I can't leave my relatives...

If I had known earlier, I wouldn’t shave my back, and I don’t need it, so why would I shave it!

Chang Xiaole, I hate you...

Oh no, Lele should also be itchy now.

Fuck it, think about it when Lele visited the house, the chrysanthemum tickled her buttocks and her face turned red, I...

April 2

Fuck, the Chinese New Year holiday is finally over, and this week's relatives are gone, it really annoys me.

Everyone wanted to ask me about the show. I said it but didn't believe it, and I didn't say it, and said I was playing big names.

I'm not a big name, I'm not a celebrity.

really speechless...

For the first time, I would rather go to work than take a vacation.

upset.

April 2

I have a room with Lele today.

Ah, although I've had sex with Lele countless times, it's the first time I've had sex with Lele, so I'm a little excited