beast romance

Xi Lai woke up again, in a very familiar place.

The bed is soft, starry sky lights are hung above the head, and the familiar fragrance of detergent seems to float in the air.

He vaguely thought that this brand of detergent had been discontinued in the second year after the independence army defected.He heard that production was going to be discontinued, and he would lose his head in the war, so he still stocked up a lot, but after so many years, it was already used up.

Xi Lai suddenly woke up. He looked to the right, and Wu Ji sat on the edge of the bed with a blank expression—the same expression when he was laid down.

The head of the bureau capsized in a shallow and wide ditch.

Wu Ji said, "You're awake."

"Nonsense." Xi Lai sighed, "How about...you introduce yourself again?"

Wu Ji smiled: "I'm sorry, let's meet again, I'm Lun En."

This makes sense, no wonder Wu Yu said that Wu Ji is not his child, but co-author Wu Ji is his husband.

Xi Lai wanted to raise his hand, but found that his whole body was weak. He sighed again and looked up at the fake starry sky on the ceiling.

Wu Ji, no, Lun asked in surprise, "You don't have anything to ask?"

Xi Lai didn't look at him, and said, "You villains, you don't need to ask, you will pour it out yourself."

Lun was different from ordinary villains, he smiled, jumped off his chair and went out.

Xi Lai was trapped in his former bedroom. He always felt that something was wrong with him. Not only did he lack strength, but his thinking also became chaotic and numb.

Sometimes he can think that he has grown up for a long time, but sometimes he thinks it is still time to prepare for the college entrance examination.No one set foot in this bedroom, he could only talk to himself, talking about the past and the present.

In the turbulent flow of time, he can occasionally think of Baiyan.

Bai Yan...he just solemnly handed over his heart, but after a while, he stumbled and became eternal hatred.

The head of the bureau is a liar, deceitful, and gave promises easily, now that he is fine, how uncomfortable his Tangtang will be.

Xi Lai felt a mess in his head, as if 1 bees and ants lived together, the former built nests, and the latter dug holes, which made him dizzy and almost crazy.

After losing the concept of time for a long time, Lun came quietly again, sitting by the bed, resting his chin in his mind.

Xi Lai was a little sober at the moment, and was so annoyed that he wanted him to leave quickly, but also longed for him to say a few words.

Lun was silent for a long time, frowning, with a puzzled tone: "Bai Yan is looking for you, and he is still looking for you, why?"

Xi Lai was stunned for a moment, and then laughed out loud. Lun En, who was always talking about love behind Wu Yu, asked why now.He burst into tears from laughter, but he couldn't wipe them off because of his fatigue, which made him cry as if he spoke: "Because he loves me."

"Love?" Lun was even more confused, and he asked again, "I think I once had love, but love is too short and shallow, any external force can make love disappear, love is too powerless."

Xi Lai still smiled: "Yes, love is very powerless. If love is useful, Baiyan doesn't need to look for it. His love for me can send me back to him."

Lun said: "You are in love. Don't you care about the past? You are so full of feelings, why do you want to confess to yourself?"

Where did this old thing hear me, Xi Lai's expression didn't change: "You're too lenient."

Lun continued as if he didn't hear it: "Don't you hate? When you wake up in the middle of the night, can you forget the blood that Wu Yu left on the escape ladder? Can you forget the students who died in the leap passage? So dead! Many people, how dare you confess?"

This person is probably crazy, Xi said: "I hate it, I hate it to death, the dead can't come back, and the living have no news. It took me 12 years to save Wu Yu and to use Bai Yu Yan tried to overturn the case in the alliance. But Enoch is gone, hatred has dragged me away for so many years, why can't I confess to myself?"

He said, "Is it worth it for me to waste my life on you old bastards? Is it wrong for me to move forward a little bit and revenge is no longer the only thing in my life? I hate enough, I can't go Do you love someone?"

"Hate, I really hate it very much. Until now, if the main messenger of the year stood in front of me, I would use all means to make him die. But Wu Yu is back, this matter is no longer urgent, I can Slowly, slowly find those people, I can kiss the one I love in the afternoon, in the sun, why wouldn't I?"

"You people..." Xi Lai's eyes turned red, "What do you think of people's hearts? I want to ask you, how dare you let him watch me being deceived by my deepest obsession in front of the person I love, Watch me disappear into this universe? How dare you!"

He hated it.

He remembered that he found Wu Ji in a hurry, when the rules changed drastically and people were in panic, when he was in a hurry to go back to appease his lover, Wu Ji injected him with an unknown liquid from behind.

He watched soberly as his life data gradually disappeared, and his last words were sent back to the independent fortress.

Go fucking confess, is he crazy, or the world is already crazy.

Wu Yu is not a human being, and neither is Lun En. These old people turned their faces like a book, how dare they?

Lun kept staring blankly at the floor under his feet until he heard that Xi Lai's breathing sound was obviously not right, and there was a viscous sound churning from his throat in the small space. He finally looked at Xi Lai.

——Xi Lai had red spots under his eyes, the railing of the wooden bed was broken at some point, and the rough wood stuck in his palm.

Xi Lai struggled to half sit up on the bed, his body that had not moved for a long time was a little stiff, and he pulled the railing out of his palm like a zombie, with a terrifying expression on his face.

"If you don't tell me, let me ask you, where have you and Wu Yu been hiding for the past 12 years? What are you planning? You ruined my heart, you hurt my lover, you put on human skin and pretended to be human." look, what do you want?"

Lun took a sharp breath, and he slapped the calling bell in the blind spot of Xi Lai's sight, and soon a group of people in white protective clothing poured in, and Xi Lai was forced to lie back on the bed again, his brows furrowed into a faint past.

"Transfer him to the medical cabin."

Dang Xilai made up his mind not to cooperate anymore, even the former Wu Yu couldn't restrain him in any way.

This person has not been a very bright and aboveboard person since he was a child. When fighting in groups, he first beat the best of the opponent, and later led the independence army to do a greedy business that takes both ends. He sometimes hurt others, and sometimes he hurt himself.

The medical cabin where he was imprisoned has been upgraded to the most advanced level on the market today. Any wound can be healed within a few seconds, but it still cannot stop his crazy self-mutilation.

He destroyed his body like cutting steel and concrete, and forced himself to stay awake with constant blood loss.

Lun has been observing him. He is Wu Yu's adopted son, but they didn't communicate much back then.In his mind, Xi Lai was still a petty boy, the legendary leader of the Independence Army, too illusory.

But right now, he seemed to believe that this boy was carrying all the burdens by himself with gritted teeth and blood after they all left.He is not afraid of pain or suffering, but he is afraid that his full and precious feelings will be destroyed. This is the most effective punishment for him in the world.

Xi Lai is convinced that he does have the most suitable genes for going crazy.Anytime, anywhere, as long as he wants, he can break through that bottom line and exile himself into the world of madmen with extremely rich spirit.

He knew that Lun was looking at him from that window, because his current body was too short, he must still be standing on a high stool.He seems to be acting, but also seems to be really crazy, everything is real and illusion, only one thing is true.

-white salt.

His chaotic first 30 years of life were full of dross. Looking at it now, it seems like a cobweb of lies full of loopholes. Everything and everyone is like an actor wearing a mask.But Baiyan is not, he is the same as himself, he will hurt, cry, and want to collapse, he is fresh, proud, noble, like a god in the dilapidated old memory.

Besides, he has my heart.Xi Lai thought wildly, my heart is the purest and most precious treasure in the world, and only white salt can support this weather-beaten but still delicate heart.

Like the most shameless person in the world, he praised Baiyan and himself in fantasy, and scolded Lun and Wu Yu in reality.

Maybe really crazy.

Lun thought he finally had the courage to step into the room filled with mats. He was lying in the most advanced medical cabin, but his face was pale and he didn't look healthy at all.

Xi Lai didn't even lift his eyelids when he heard his voice: "Have you thought about what to say? If you haven't thought about it, get out."

"Think about it."

Lun didn't look down on him, his too short body was only at the same level as the medical cabin, making him look inferior.

"Begonia was approved at first because some people said that if Omega has a strong body, it will never be damaged again. But later they found that Omega implanted with Begonia is extremely difficult to conceive under natural conditions. Toys, if they can't reproduce, they will also lose people's appetite. Because of this reason, Haitang was stopped."

"It's ugly, isn't it? It seems to be an alliance full of noble souls in this world, but it's disgustingly dirty behind the scenes. They killed those students, but regretted that they didn't leave the implanted Haitang alive. I don't know which brain is so stupid , Speaking of Wu Yu..."

Lun paused, as if he was organizing his words, and soon he continued: "Wu Yu was really tortured in the first few years, and even I, in order to escape the total destruction of the alliance, had to shrink into this body .”

"To be honest, ruining Enoch was just the beginning."

Xi Lai's eyeballs moved, Enuo's death was really not an accident.

"Wu Yu is a genius. He got inspiration from the resonance of the crabapple and the human body, and developed a monitoring system that can obtain the frequency of the shield by hacking into the non-public communication channel. Even the death of a planet is very simple."

"Like your independent fortress, relying on the power of the planet to obtain energy, we just use the needs of several independent fortresses to put pressure on Enoch, and Enoch died of himself."

Lun said: "Alliance should not exist in the first place. If laws are used to limit human desires, the laws will eventually be swallowed up by desires. Instead of letting the desires of individual individuals be infinitely magnified, it is better to return freedom to the crowd. Disorder is the original face of human beings." , only disorder can lead to an ordered result."

Xi said: "Exaggeration, assertion, repetition, these are the pronunciation techniques I often use when brainwashing. In fact, everything I say is bullshit."

Lun didn't take it seriously: "We tried to give freedom to human beings. You may not know it. Now the outside world is in chaos, but everyone thinks that they have obtained peace of mind. Although they die without regret, this is a fact."

Xi Lai: "Fart, I can say a fact. Group violence is not the powerful freedom you think it is. It is just that when the sense of responsibility is stripped away, stupid and small people get satisfaction in the sense of power they mistakenly think. It seems that your The Rao Shizi organization is not guilty of pyramid schemes, otherwise you should be the first to arrest you."

Xi Lai can roughly guess that he is not located on any planet. The skin color of everyone here is almost abnormally off-white, and what kind of food they eat. Cooking with open fire is the greatest virtue of human beings. Eating space food is against food. blasphemy.

Lun, who was hiding in hiding, could only commit himself to the dark space, and went crazy.

Listening to his theory, it is mixed with anarchism, and he also engages in liberal utopia.

Freedom is the beautiful quality of human beings acting with free will and being able to take responsibility for their own will.

Lenn's freedom is just a revelry after letting go of the sense of responsibility, because of the affirmation of exemption, the extreme tendency to be complacent.

Every second spent with this lunatic can give Xi Lai a sense of superiority in humanity and IQ. He knows that this kind of base suspended in space needs regular replenishment.

In the early years when the Independence Fort was not built, the base of the Independence Army was resupplied every three months. He didn’t know how long he had been missing, but there was a subtle overlap between the resupply days of this base and the personnel rotation. Minor observation work.

The staff in the room will automatically change their guards when the time comes. When they exchanged positions, Xi Lai suddenly got into trouble. He took out a pen from Lun's shirt pocket, and instead of pointing at Lun, he pointed it at his own heart. poked down.

The advanced medical cabin has an advantage. When the supply is unstable, if it is judged that the wounds of the wounded in the cabin cannot heal within normal working hours, the medical cabin will be closed.At the same time, it is ejected from the original position, and continues to heal the wounded with its own energy.

The base's lighting system was unstable for a moment, and Xi Lai felt like his heart was leaking air. He didn't feel any pain, but a feeling of emptiness permeated his whole body instantly.

The medical cabin was quickly closed, and with a slight vibration, the installation buckle below was automatically unlocked.

The medical cabin carrying the head of the chief seemed to be filled with his own will, ejecting from the base with an unstoppable momentum.

This is freedom.