Affectionate for a long time

There is a light smoky taste in the mouth, accompanied by a fresh aroma of fruit and vanilla.Yan Qingcheng stretched out her hand before opening her eyes.

Sure enough, as soon as the man realized that he was awake, he no longer hesitated.Yan Qingcheng opened her mouth slightly, and the mixed aroma just now became stronger.

"Are you done?" Yan Qingcheng opened his eyes and pushed him away, but still kept his hands hanging around his neck.

Xiao Yiheng took advantage of the situation and half-hugged him in his arms, "It's only part of it, some of it needs to be dealt with."

"Until Tangtang recovers, I won't leave him for half a step." Yan Qingcheng pulled out a hand and reached into his meticulously buttoned suit jacket.

"Does he need you?"

Yan Qingcheng smiled, took out the silver portable flagon he touched, unscrewed the stopper, took a sip and said, "I need him."

The room suddenly fell silent, Yan Qingcheng drank the black brand whiskey silently, the rich and mellow aroma enveloped all senses.

The blond-haired man in front of him is obviously of Chinese-English mixed race, except for his standard Chinese and a pair of pure black eyes, he can't find any similarities with Chinese people.European-style facial features and figure, deep-rooted conservative British faction.

The gentleman etiquette he has accepted since he was a child has allowed him to keep the habit of carrying a silver flagon with him in such a modern society.

"Let's go, I will go back when Tangtang recovers." The wine in a flat silver jug ​​is only a few sips, and Yan Qingcheng can drink it to the bottom in a short while.

"Is he more important than me?"

"You also ask this kind of question?" Yan Qingcheng kissed him on the face as if rewarding him.

"Answer." Xiao Yiheng remained unmoved.

"There is no comparison at all." Yan Qingcheng stuffed the empty wine jug back, and was grasped as soon as he pulled it out.

"Answer."

Yan Qingcheng's face was a little stiff, faintly irritable.One and two have to get to the bottom of it, but it takes half of the effort to deal with it.

"Xiao Yiheng, don't you know?"

"Tell me yourself."

Yan Qingcheng hated the feeling of being cornered by others, even if it was just words.

"Haven't you heard that sentence? Yan Qingcheng has only been loyal to two people in this life, a man and a woman. Among them, you are not included."

"Qingcheng...how can you be so stubborn?" Xiao Yiheng shook his head, "Who taught you to hold everything you want firmly in your palm? You still don't understand that some things are gone from the moment you get them." You go away. Even if you restrain him with tangible and invisible shackles, one day he will still leave, and then what will you do?"

Yan Qingcheng thought that he would be angry, angry, and walk away with a cold body, but he didn't.He hated his preaching tone, yes, no one taught him, so what!He Yan Qingcheng has gotten to this point with his bare hands, what he wanted, why didn't he get it?

"A lot of things, you thought you got it. But Qingcheng, you are very smart, do you think you really got it?"

"Shen Tang obediently returns to you now, how much is it for you? Mostly, it is to prevent that young child from being sad!"

"Shen Tang has been by your side for many years, and almost inherited your style. He respects and adores you, so he follows suit. Qingcheng, do you want him to be the second you?"

Xiao Yiheng's words are pure and simple, without a gun or a stick, but directly hits Yan Qingcheng's pain.

I don't know who said: The highest state of worshiping a person is to become him.

And Shen Tang's every move reflects his shadow, violence and imprisonment are not things he can do.

He is the one who would do such a thing!

In the past, he always felt that Shen Tang was not strong enough, indecisive, and direct enough.He even taught him how to hold the things he likes in his hands, his way.

But when he really did that, he realized he was wrong.This is not what he wants to see, he hopes that he is strong and upright, he hopes that he can use his behavior to gain the respect of others, instead of relying on the deterrence of power made by shopping like him.

The last thing he wants to see in this life is for him to follow in his footsteps.

The alarm clock was set at 05:30, and Zhuang Moli woke up before five o'clock.The rain outside the window still didn't stop, but it was much better than last night's shattering posture.

If that man does what he says, he will be able to see Shen Tang today.

Zhuang Moli looked in the mirror, carefully shaved off the new stubble, and brushed his hair casually twice. He looked more energetic than his usual meticulousness.

The person on the bed moved, and Zhuang Moli looked at him nervously.Shen Tang opened his eyes sensitively, half sat up, looked around and asked, "Why are you here?"

"Can't I come?" Zhuang Moli held up the breakfast in his hand, "Get up, freshen up and have breakfast!"

"What about Qingcheng?"

God knows!Zhuang Moli didn't see anyone when he came here early in the morning. He was too happy to be happy, so he didn't have time to care where he went.But it looks like it was probably taken away by the man yesterday.

"I do not know either."

Shen Tang took the mobile phone beside the bed, found out Yan Qingcheng's number and directly broadcasted it, and the call was connected quickly.

Zhuang Moli's whole body tensed up, and he strained his ears to listen to the corner of the wall.

"Where... is there something wrong? Well then...well, I see... nothing will happen, don't worry..."

"You go." After hanging up the phone, Shen Tang's face was a little cold.

"I'm not leaving." Zhuang Moli ignored his words and brought him breakfast.It looks like Yan Qingcheng is really gone, that man is quite capable!

The veins on Shen Tang's forehead twitched fiercely, and he said viciously, "Zhuang Moli, we have already broken up, don't you know? Don't stay by my side anymore! I don't want you anymore!"

Zhuang Moli's hands that were pouring the porridge trembled, and some of the porridge in the thermos bucket spilled onto his hands, so he picked up a paper towel and quickly cleaned it up.Standing up and looking at Shen Tang calmly, "I won't leave this time no matter what you say, you should die!"

Shen Tang glanced at him, got out of bed silently, put on hospital gown, didn't change his clothes, turned around and walked out the door.The moment he turned around, a pair of solid arms suddenly encircled him from behind, so tight that it almost hurt his chest.He froze all over, only feeling that his chest was under pressure, and his breathing was not smooth, but only for a moment, he raised his hand, and forcefully opened Zhuang Moli's fingers.

"Shen Tang...I know everything, I know everything...don't drive me away this time! I'll go wherever you go. I've forgotten all about the past. I don't care anymore. I just want you to be well. We are all doing well, okay?" Zhuang Moli choked up as he spoke, and the complex emotions of love and hatred in his heart finally made a final decision at the moment he hugged him.

If you can't hate, if you can't bear to hate, then love fiercely!Make up for what was lacking in the past, and entrust him with the future without reservation.One prospers all, one loses all.

However, Shen Tang seemed to be frozen, his Adam's apple rolled a few times, and then he struggled to say a complete sentence: "You... know everything?"

"Yes... everything, I know that I misunderstood you about many things before, and we are all wrong at this point, but Shen Tang, I really... still don't want to leave you. I love you."

After many years, the boy's original intentions have not changed, and the words written in the diary can finally be said without timidity.

I love you.

Yes, actually I love you very much.