Affectionate for a long time

July was spent safely in an air-conditioned room, and in August, several torrential rains flooded City W, and the person who had been away for nearly three years waded back in a cloud of clouds.

His demeanor is still so lingering, serious and deep-eyed.There is a clear white mark on his left brow bone, which is a scar.

Shen Tang looked at the scar and hugged him tightly.

Zhuang Moli held up an umbrella to shield them from the raindrops that started to patter again.

"Can I not leave this time?" Shen Tang asked.

Ou Shu looked at the heavy rain outside the window and shook his head, "The things over there are not completely over yet, this time I will stay for about a week when I come back."

"A week..."

"If it wasn't for that guy Shinji who said he would hold a concert for the first time, I'd be flying to Melbourne this week."

Shen Si... Zhuang Moli lowered his head, just in time to scroll to that Weibo... August [-]th, see you soon.

"We people are busy like dogs all day long, but Shen Si has become the male god in the hearts of thousands of girls." Shen Tang laughed.

"Shen Si hasn't made fewer film and television dramas in the past few years. Except for two months in winter and summer, the rest of the year is basically spent on the set. It may not be easier than us." Zhuang Moli opened his encyclopedia. In three years, he There are already five or six blockbuster films and three TV series.He went to visit the class once before. At that time, Fu Shensi was filming a martial arts drama. In the summer, he was wrapped in a strict ancient costume, jumping up and down on the set, and his wig was mostly wet.

"Too."

Which glamorous back is without a little scar and sweat?You only see me laughing in front of people, but you don't know that I cry too.

Grab your VIP ticket and get in before the audience.Zhuang Moli wanted to secretly go backstage to surprise him, but when he saw dozens of busy staff circling around him, he backed out again.

He seemed to be finalizing the process with the on-set director, with two or three makeup artists surrounding him doing the final touches.It's obviously inappropriate to disturb him at this time.

Zhuang Moli returned the same way, and the audience had already started to enter the arena one after another.Shen Tang and Ou Shu were discussing something quickly in Russian in a low voice, but he couldn't understand and didn't care too much.

There was an empty seat to his left and it remained vacant until the beginning of the concert.

Wearing a blue horned headband, Yu Miao struggled to squeeze forward through the crowded aisle.She saw his cousin just now.

"Miss, the front is the VIP area." The security guard in black uniform stopped her.

"I know, my cousin is there, let me say hello to him. Cousin..." Yu Miao shouted.

The song only entered the prelude, Zhuang Moli grasped a trace of the familiar tone, and turned his head in doubt.

"Miaomiao, why are you here?" Zhuang Moli walked over.

"Of course I'm watching the concert!" Yu Miao gave him a white look, bypassed the security guards, and went straight to the empty seat.On the way, he smiled sweetly at Shen Tang and said hello.

"Miaomiao, there's someone here!" Zhuang Moli hurriedly reminded her when he saw that he took the empty seat on the left.

"Who is it? The concert has already started... Who knows if he will come or not? No matter, I will sit first. When he comes, I will just let her."

"But..." Zhuang Moli frowned, disapproving of Yu Miao's actions.This seat is reserved for Jiayu.

Yu Miao pretended not to know his cousin's embarrassment, held up a light stick and took advantage of the location, and crazily called Fu Shensi's name with the fan.

The two-hour concert was dragged to three hours due to the excessive enthusiasm of the audience. By the end of the concert, Fu Shensi's voice was so hoarse that he could hardly speak.

"Let's go to the backstage to pick him up." Seeing that everyone had dispersed, Shen Tang got up and went backstage.

"Backstage?" Yu Miao's eyes lit up, "I want to go too!"

"It's fine to go together, but you're not allowed to mess around." Zhuang Moli made three agreements with him in advance.

Yu Miao happily took his arm and said with a smile, "I see, what did I do wrong?"

The assistant said that they were already waiting outside, and Fu Shensi quickly changed his clothes.Without even taking off her makeup, she grabbed her sunglasses and ran out.

"Mo Li!" Fu Shensi embraced them happily, "Boss, Ashu!"

"Huh?" He looked behind them, but didn't see the familiar figure.

"It's probably because the flight was delayed, and the weather is not so good today, otherwise she wouldn't have come." Ou Shu explained aloud.

"Who is it, cousin?" Yu Miao asked Zhuang Moli, following behind in a daze.

Zhuang Moli had a headache from being pestered by her, so he said in a low voice, "A friend."

"Mo Li, who is this?"

Just as Zhuang Moli was about to introduce her, Yu Miao took the lead. She stretched out her hand, smiling brightly, "Hi, I'm Yu Miao, so Yu, the three water Miao."

"My cousin." Zhuang Moli looked at Fu Shensi's dazed expression, and hurriedly patted her outstretched hand.

"Cousin, hello, you..." Fu Shensi said, his eyes were suddenly drawn far away, and fell on a woman who was in the world.

Yu Miao watched the three extraordinary-looking elite men all turn around in unison, with surprise expressions on his face.She turned her head and saw a flaxen pear-blossom curly-haired woman holding a LV bag and looking at them with a pleasant smile.

"Shinji, I'm sorry I'm late."

"It's okay, it's fine, just come." Fu Shensi ran forward excitedly, stretched out his arms, but in the end it only landed on her shoulders, "You must be hungry all the way back, right? We just happened to have supper. "

"Okay."

Looking at the woman protected by three men, Yu Miao suddenly felt a little envious and jealous.My cousin's reserved seat, Boss Shen's blue eyes, and that tall, cold-faced handsome guy, the corners of his mouth must have curled up when he saw her tonight...

"If you don't mind, can you add me?"

Liu Jiayu was startled by the sudden female voice, and when she turned around, she saw the lively girl holding Zhuang Moli's arms.She glanced lightly at Shen Tang's expression, and her thoughts turned back and forth in an instant, "Of course."

After eating, many food stalls on the street have already closed their stalls, and several people have been drinking and squatting on the road.

"It's really nice to meet you today. Why didn't we...didn't meet earlier?" Yu Miao drank a little too much, a car whizzed past her, and the night wind blew her short skirt up.Ou Shu looked at the other two men who were all wearing single clothes, silently took off the coat wrapped around his waist, and threw it to Yu Miao.

"Thank you." Yu Miao unceremoniously put the coat on her body. The long coat covered her thighs all the way. Yu Miao smelled the strange lemon smell on it, and she seemed even more drunk.

"Handsome guy, do you have a girlfriend?"

"..."

Yu Miao grabbed Ou Shu's clothes and asked again, "Hey, I'm asking you something!"

"Are you talking to me?" Ou Shu pointed to himself.

"Otherwise?" Yu Miao looked at the two couples walking in front, they were the only two alone, right?

Ou Shu glanced at them shallowly and said, "...No."

"Then I'll chase you! I'm good at being a girlfriend's hiccup~" Yu Miao covered her mouth, and the tips of her ears burst into red because of embarrassment.His eyes flicked from side to side, not daring to look at Ou Shu again.

There was intermittent singing coming from the bar on the street. Ou Shu listened carefully, and it seemed to be "FISHINTHEPOOL".

"I don't like the time we spend together because I know there will be times when we get together"

Knowing that Ou Shu was with Yu Miao, Zhuang Moli's jaw almost dropped in shock, and the words of dating still came from Ou Shu's mouth, with a [-]% credibility.

"Yu Miao..." Zhuang Moli looked at the group news, and directly broadcast it to Yu Miao with his mobile phone.

Yu Miao vaguely crawled out of the bed to answer the phone, and was so frightened by the sound that the phone flew out, and the screen was smashed to pieces.But the phone was still on, Zhuang Moli's roar pierced the space and hit Yu Miao's eardrum directly.

"What's going on? Why are you with Ash? Tell me, did you hook him up first?"

"Damn! Is there a cousin like you? Although I took the initiative, but this young lady is beautiful, do I need to hook up?!!!" Yu Miao yelled back, "Besides, I have a boyfriend. It's none of your business! I'll support you when you come out of the closet, how can I get in your way when I'm serious about finding a man to fall in love with?"

As Yu Miao talked, she felt that Zhuang Moli was inexplicable, so she hung up the phone directly, pulled out the battery and threw it aside.Yu Miao was an outsider, she didn't understand many things, but Zhuang Moli knew it clearly.It is absolutely impossible to say that Ou Shu has been ruthless to Jiayu for so many years!

"Don't be in a hurry, maybe... this is a kind of relief..." Shen Tang comforted him when he saw that he was sweating all of a sudden.

"Shen Tang, I don't believe it. Do you really believe in Ash?"

"I believe."

I've been alone for a long time, who doesn't want someone to come to warm me.Moreover, even if Oushu likes Jiayu, he will never rob a woman with his brother, never will.

【Four years later】

Standing under the familiar tall building on the 32nd floor, Liu Jiayu hesitated.Fu Shensi was behind him, still wearing a messy groom's attire.

"Go and have a look." Fu Shensi put the key in her hand.

A silver-white key fell into the palm of his hand, it was icy cold.The closer you get, the more frightened you become.Liu Jiayu felt that the tall building was pressing firmly on her body, making her breathless.

This is the place where Ou Shu lived for nearly ten years. He has been living here since that winter when he pestered him, and it has never changed.

From a young man to a mature man, Liu Jiayu had watched him step over this threshold countless times, walking towards her with a cold expression.But the number of times she went in was not many, only a handful.She can only wait here, right here, under this retro street lamp.

"Go in and have a look, no matter what decision you make in the end, it can help you make the final choice. And I will support you." Fu Shensi gently pushed her back with the palm of his hand, "I am here Waiting for you here."

Liu Jiayu staggered two steps forward, tears streaming down her face.

Please, don't be so lenient with me.I have already decided to be with you, why?Why did you bring me here?

"Shen Si, let's go, I won't watch it, I don't like him anymore, I will be with you from now on. Didn't you say you want to take me around the world? Let's go now, right away, okay?" Liu Jiayu threw Dropping the key in his hand, he turned around and threw himself into Fu Shensi's arms.

"...Then why are you crying? Jiayu, don't be afraid...don't let yourself regret it."

Fu Shensi picked up the key and personally sent her to the sixteenth floor.He watched his bride walking into other men's room in a gown, trying to pretend he didn't care, but his heart was so sore that he could squeeze water out.

But he will never forget the wall he discovered by accident that day. Thousands of sharp handwritings are hidden under the wallpaper, which tells the sincerity that has not changed from youth to youth.

He remembered that Shen Tang said, he said Shen Si, the person I'm most sorry for in my fucking life is Ash.Do you know what it means to build your own happiness on the pain of others?I fucking am!I stepped on my brother's body and lived this seemingly noble life!Every scar on Ou Shu's body is because of me.His life has never been in his own hands, Shinji, I want him to be happy...

So he dare not, dare not express his emotions bluntly, dare not like a person he really likes, dare not pursue his own beliefs.

But Ash, we are brothers.

Fu Shensi sat at the door, took out a cigarette with trembling hands, and just after lighting it, there was a hissing sound in the room.Like tearing silk, like tearing apart the sky, it shatters the humble shell of a young man, peeling off his soft heart.

His eyes were blurred, whether from the smoke or tears.

"How can a girl have such perseverance?"

"It won't work like this, can you not be so brave, like a fighter, it's easy to get hurt like this."

"It's over, it's over, it's completely turned into a perverted stalker. With such heavy rain, I don't know if she will find the umbrella I left..."

"She's with Shinji." Full stop.

……

"She's getting married, and she's going to live happily ever after with that guy Shinji. Goodbye, my girl."

Small cries spread from the room, and Fu Shensi felt that a precarious and dangerous building hanging in his heart finally collapsed. He climbed up by supporting the wall, crushed the cigarette butt with his toes, and took out his cell phone.

"Jiayu, don't cry..."

Fu Shensi pulled up Liu Jiayu, who was crying on the ground, and wiped her tears with his tie.The movements are so gentle, like rubbing a rare treasure.

"He'll be here soon, Jiayu, it's not easy for him."

"What about you?" Liu Jiayu grabbed his arm and looked at him with red eyes, "What about you!"

"Me?" Fu Shensi tried hard to squeeze out a smile, "Jiayu, you know me, I'm just like you. We all have a silver moon in our hearts, which is so high and unattainable."

Liu Jiayu's heart trembled, and tears spewed out even more violently, "No, you lied to me, and you want to lie to me again!"

"...Jiayu."

"You love me, don't you?" Liu Jiayu slowly approached him, touching his forehead.

Time seemed to be elongated in an instant, Fu Shensi looked at the girl in front of him, and the memories of more than 20 years flew before his eyes.Those boys, that girl, smiled and sang all the way.

Even if the storm blows up and drifts across the sea, we will come back.

I don't want you to have any regrets, and I don't want you to bear any pain.Only... I don't love you.

"If you don't come, I won't see you again in this life."

Ou Shu took the phone and went straight to the sixteenth floor.

There was a conversation in the room with the door open, and he subconsciously slowed down.

"You love me, don't you?"

After a long silence, a male voice finally rang out, "Jiayu... I am sorry for you, I thought I could do it. I promised you to take care of you for the rest of my life, but now there is someone better."

"Don't lie, Shinji..."

"I didn't. I'm sorry, Jiayu, I'm sorry. I can't make up for the harm caused to you by the matter of the child. I once..."

Snapped!There was a sharp pain in the right cheek.

"Shut up!" Liu Jiayu raised her hand, trembling while crying.

"What's the matter with the child...?"

The two people in the room turned their heads at the same time, and Ou Shu stood outside the door, feeling cold all over his body.