Affectionate for a long time

"Zhuang Moli?"

There was a cry from behind, Zhuang Moli turned his head to look at the person who came, his memory seemed a little fuzzy, he frowned slightly, but still couldn't remember his name.

The boy came to him automatically, he seemed a little angry and gritted his teeth, "You don't remember me?"

"Xiao...Xiao Na?" Zhuang Moli called out the name in doubt.That day he only heard it from a distance, but he didn't take it to heart.Seeing the person coming now, I was really a little bit wrong for a while.

Xiao Na looked at him with dissatisfaction as he made a cautious and tentative voice, which showed that he didn't take him seriously at all.Thanks to him, thanks to him still remembering him.

Zhuang Moli felt a little inexplicable when he saw the boy turn around and walk away without even saying goodbye. Unaffected by this episode, he continued walking along the original road.Before he could take a few steps, his arm was suddenly grabbed from behind.

"Forget it... I have something to show you. It's the score that was repaired and matured that day. Do you want to read it?" The amber eyes were full of expectation, and Zhuang Moli easily read his thoughts. It just so happened that nothing happened now. It doesn't matter if you look at it.Moreover, he himself really wanted to see it.The immature piece is already so moving, so the finished version is probably even more astonishing.

I thought he would find a quiet place, but Zhuang Moli never expected that he would bring him to the restaurant.Xiao Na looked at Zhuang Moli who was standing at the door and pulled him, "Come in!"

"But don't you want to read the score?" He asked in a daze.

Seeing his dazed expression, Xiao Na couldn't help flicking his forehead with his hand, "Eating and reading music are the same."

It wasn't the first time Xiao Na ran into Zhuang Moli, let alone had dinner with him at the same table, but he didn't remember him.

At the beginning of the school year, the students would have a dinner party. He was standing in the backlight of the street lamp, and he happened to see him standing among several girls, with delicate features and a smile in the corner of his eyes.All the girls around him were very good-looking, but he was the only one who noticed him.

Xiao Na was a pure 1, but he wasn't sure if Zhuang Moli was crooked, so he only asked his name.The three words Zhuang Moli have been buried in my heart ever since.

The second time they met was not in the Jingxiu Forest, but in the neighborhood not far from the school. He saw him kissing a handsome boy in the dark with his own eyes.He accidentally saw it at the time, standing there as if he had been possessed by an evil spirit, and his heart couldn't stop beating wildly.

It turns out that he is too!

He only thought about this at the time, and the boy who kissed him was automatically ignored by him.As long as he is bent, everything is fine.

The chance encounter in the retreat forest was really an unexpected joy. When he turned his head and saw that it was him, it was already difficult to hide the anger on his face because of being disturbed.It would be too blunt to force a change, so he had no choice but to stay with him and read the score for himself.

I thought he should remember himself, but now it seems that the effect is not good!

"... Xiao Na? Xiao Na!" Zhuang Moli looked at the boy who was sitting across from him looking at him but his eyes were out of focus, leaned forward, and called his name in a low voice.

As soon as Xiao regained his composure, he saw Zhuang Moli's face in front of his eyes, and his breath suddenly became short of breath, "Sorry, I just thought about something. Can I do something?"

"Who the hell are you?" With his strange behavior, he seemed arrogant that day, and he was far away from others. Why did you invite him to dinner and read the music so kindly today?

Xiao Na noticed that Zhuang Moli's scrutinizing eyes secretly miscalculated. It seemed that Zhuang Moli had a bad impression of him that day.Hey, if I knew it earlier, it would be better if I took the initiative to get to know him earlier, "K-University of Music College Orchestra 2011, Xiao Na. Majored in violin and minored in piano."

It was almost late autumn, but tiny beads of sweat began to emerge from the tip of the boy's nose.Zhuang Moli was amused by his answer, "What is this? I'm not a household checker."

"I want to make friends with you."

friend.

The first thing Zhuang Moli thought of was Ji Yu. Although he had been away for several years, it still did not affect his position and affection in his heart, and then the three people except Shen Tang.He has always been ruthless, neither proactive nor expectant, so there are only a few friends in count.The rest can only be regarded as acquaintance.

Ever since Shen Tang was by his side all the time, it was the first time in these few years that someone said to him, hey, let's make friends!

Xiao Na was a complete stranger, Zhuang Mo's heart moved, but he just smiled.

Although there is no verbal commitment, it does not prevent them from becoming friends.In his free time, Xiao Na would always find time to ask him out for outings.

Sometimes it is quiet, only the two of them are in the retreat forest, one practices the piano and the other reads a book.He was tired, so he watched Xiao Na practice the piano.He was bored, so he came over and took all kinds of things in his hand for entertainment.

Sometimes noisy, he would introduce him to various friends, piano friends, book friends and even tourists he met when visiting temple fairs together.Xiao Na was far more talkative than him, and he was not as distant as Shen Tang, who had a slight sense of alienation that he could not see but could feel.Being with him is complete relaxation, accompanied by the wonder and tension of not knowing what will happen next second.Xiao Na seemed to take him into another world, which he had never seen with Shen Tang.

When Shen Tang was being held back by Shen Jiahe, Xiao Na's appearance filled up all the spare time Zhuang Moli had.

But when Shen Tang was there, the warmth between the two of them surpassed everything in an instant.Liu Jiayu's departure made them cherish each other even more, and time also taught them tolerance and tolerance.

Zhuang Moli never let Shen Tang know of Xiao Na's existence, and even concealed it by deception. Xiao Na was the only secret he never disclosed to him.He was scared. Last time they had a big quarrel because of the dance with Lin Kexin. He didn't want this kind of thing to happen again, but he also didn't want to lose the only friend who belonged to him.

"Mo Li, I might not be able to come back to celebrate your birthday with you." The other end of the phone was a bit noisy, it looked like it was in a busy city or at a party.

Zhuang Moli looked at the desk calendar in his hand. He was still thinking about how to celebrate his birthday just now, but...he gradually tightened his grip on the desk calendar, but his tone was normal, "What happened? Didn't it be agreed earlier? back."

"...I'm sorry Mo Li, I'm really in a hurry here, my mentor wants me to stay for a few more days. When I come back, I'll make up a birthday party for you when I come back."

"But you already..."

"That's it, I'll hang up first."

A rapid beep came from the phone, Zhuang Moli's heart sank, his eyes were covered with gray.It has been almost a month and a half since he left this time. It was originally said that it would be in January, but it has been delayed until now.The empty room, the cold air wandering in the air, he is like a lonely ghost in it.

It's really getting more and more worthless, isn't it just a bad birthday!It's not impossible to be alone!

Even though I thought about it, I still couldn't help but feel uncomfortable.Sometimes when he wakes up, he feels terrible. When did he make himself so narrow?It was as if there was nothing else in his world except Shen Tang.