Applaud for Happiness

People with high IQs can learn everything quickly. Xiao Yan read a few cooking books and watched some videos, and learned to cook easily. Not to mention how delicious the cooking is, there is absolutely no less or less food in oil, salt, sauce and vinegar. Under the premise of one more gram, the taste is definitely within the normal range.

Originally, it was agreed that Shen Qi would cook and clean, but nearly a year later, Xiao Yan took care of all the cooking and cleaning, and Shen Qi became the one with the most leisure time.

After eating and drinking enough, Shen Qi decided to have a good talk with Xiao Yan while having a cold drink while blowing on the air conditioner.

"I have something to tell you."

Xiao Yan seemed to have expected this to happen a long time ago, and was not surprised. His expression was very calm, and he continued to feed him ice cream without even a pause: "Okay."

His attitude caused Shen Qi to be stunned for a while, and when he came back to his senses, he blocked his feeding action, and said carefully, "I can come by myself in the future, whether it's eating or dressing, I have hands and feet, and I can do it all." Do it yourself, I'm not comfortable."

Xiao Yan took out a tissue and wiped the corners of his mouth for him, a smile flashed across his eyes: "It's been more than half a year?"

Cough, okay, it was because he accidentally indulged in some enjoyment, Shen Qi took the tissue by himself: "That's not the point, anyway, I plan to come by myself now, don't bother you, if this continues, I will become a useless person."

Xiao Yan stared at him for a moment, stretched out his hand to caress his cheek, and sighed in his voice: "But what to do, I like doing this very much, why don't you leave everything to me? Don't you like it?"

"Yes, I don't like it." Shen Qi did not condone this time, and firmly refused.Xiao Yan became like this, with his own problems and his own problems, if he hadn't indulged and compromised again and again, maybe he wouldn't have become so serious, maybe he should have stood firm from the beginning.

Loving someone does not mean being tolerant and indulgent unconditionally, there must be a bottom line, especially since he is older than Xiao Yan, and this time he made a wrong guide again.

Thinking about it this way, Shen Qi felt even more guilty, as if it was his fault that Xiao Yan became like this.

"I'm sorry." He hardly dared to look into Xiao Yan's eyes, "I should have found out from the beginning, and I should have stopped you."

Xiao Yan's heart was shaken, and she was speechless looking at Shen Qi.

He originally thought that Shen Qi had discovered his ugly nature and planned to avoid him and stay away from him. He was ready to accept his fearful or disgusted or false gazes, and it would be best if he just had a fight with him. Thinking that Shen Qi would actually think like this, not only did not blame him, but said sorry to him.

It's not that I'm afraid of him, it's not that I hate him, and I don't blame him for being abnormal. Instead, I understand him, and even think it's my own negligence.

If he didn't know Shen Qi, maybe he would laugh at the Holy Mother of the person in front of him, but he knew Shen Qi, knew that he was not, and just because he knew that he was not, he was shocked even more by saying this.

A heart fell to the ground, not only fell to the ground, but also seemed to be soaked in a hot spring, faintly swollen, and there was a gurgling warm current flowing from his heart, which made his eyes almost sore from the warmth.

very nice.

He put down the ice cream, knelt down in front of Shen Qi on one knee, hugged his waist tightly with both hands, and buried his face in his waist: "Don't tell me I'm sorry, it's not your fault, I should tell you I'm sorry."

It was because of his dirty and dark thoughts that he wanted Shen Qi to completely depend on him and cannot leave him. Even if he knew that others could not see him, he still wanted to hide him, so that no one could get close to him, forever and ever. He belonged to himself, if it wasn't for worrying that Ah Qi, who was overly dependent, might no longer be as fresh as he is now, he would have even had dirtier thoughts.

How could he be worthy of Ah Qi, how could he be worthy of his angel? He struggled with pain and fell into deep self-loathing.

Shen Qi was stunned, and stroked Xiao Yan's head, like how he comforted him when he was sick and uncomfortable, massaged and massaged with ten fingers: "It's okay, I forgive you, who made me like you."

The pain and distortion in Xiao Yan's heart instantly calmed down, and the hand around Shen Qi's waist tightened even more.

There is no one else, no one will treat him better than Shen Qi, he is willing to forgive the suffering that God gave him in the first half of his life, because he sent Shen Qi for him, if he can exchange those sufferings for Shen Qi, don't Said 16 years, 26 years he is willing.

"I like you, I like you..." He raised his head, stood up and kissed Shen Qi's lips almost reverently, muttering, "I love you, Ah Qi."

Shen Qi's heart trembled violently, she pulled his head down and kissed him, responding with a kiss.

The affectionate kiss, lingering and gentle, finally stopped when it was about to lose control, Shen Qi woke up from the confusion, and held Xiao Yan's hand that was about to move: "I still haven't said clearly, tell me, what are you worried about? "

Xiao Yan is uneasy, this is the conclusion he has come to after half a month of observation, he did those things because of uneasiness, he can probably guess what he is uneasy about, but he wants to hear what he has to say.

Experience told him that problems must be solved as soon as possible.

Xiao Yan got up suddenly, and hugged Shen Qi together. Shen Qi wanted to refuse, after all, he had just finished saying that everything was up to him, but was held down by Xiao Yan, who firmly carried him to the cloakroom and stood in front of the full-length mirror.

"Look." Xiao Yan didn't hold him all the time, but put him down in front of the mirror, and stood beside him with his hands on his shoulders, "Six years have passed since I saw you. What was it like when I met you?"

Shen Qi looked at the image in the mirror, he couldn't be seen in the mirror, only Xiao Yan could be seen, the thin and frail boy had grown into a tall and tall young man in the mirror, he stretched out his hand to the mirror and gently Click it, and in the next second, his figure appeared in the mirror.

Six years later, he is still that handsome and handsome boy.

He suddenly understood.

Xiao Yan's eyes were dark: "Look, I'm growing up, but you haven't changed at all. Six years is nothing, but what about 16 years and 26 years? I will grow old, but you are still young." He embraced from behind. Shen Qi looked at the boy in the mirror, "I will become older and uglier, and even..." He paused, "I will die, I am very selfish, what happens after I die I don't want to know, but when I'm alive, I hope Ah Qi will only look at me and like me, even if I'm old and ugly, don't dislike me and hate me, okay?"

Shen Qi lightly touched the two people in the mirror: "What if I dislike it?"

Xiao Yan lowered her head and bit the back of his neck hard: "Even if Ah Qi hates me then, I won't let you go!"

"That's why you study Tang Xiyue?!" Shen Qi slapped his face away, glared at him, and suddenly had a flash of inspiration, "You want to know the secret of her beauty, and you think she won't grow old?! You want to live forever?!"

He said how Xiao Yan was willing to let Tang Xiyue torment, the halo of the heroine is nothing more to study, so the key is here!

"No, I don't want to live forever." Xiao Yan said, "I just want you, I want to match you, I don't want you to see disgust in your eyes." Seeing that Shen Qi frowned and wanted to refute, he stretched out his index finger Touching his lips, he shook his head and said, "Needless to say too much, no one can predict what will happen in the future. Of course I hope you will stay by my side forever, but I will always grow old. I can still live at the age of 40 or 50." I don’t care if I have to live, but what about when I’m 67? I’ll lose my hair and get wrinkled, and I’ll even get sick, and I might have to rely on others for food and walk, but you’re still as young and handsome as you are now…”

Thinking about this scene, he was a little bit at a loss for what to say next.

He would rather be stupid, more stupid, but reason tells him that this is the truth, even if Shen Qi doesn't despise him, he himself will despise himself.

He would rather have a handsome and powerful image in his mind, and never want to be that old.

He was even more worried that one day he would lose control and smash that statue before he grew old, and take Shen Qi along with him.

Shen Qi understood and also understood what he wanted to express. He stared blankly at Xiao Yan in the mirror, all kinds of feelings lingering in his heart, finally sighed, laughed out loud, and faced Xiao Yan With puzzled eyes, he said, "Why didn't you come and ask me?"

"Why didn't you ask me if you were just thinking wildly?" He turned around and flicked Xiao Yan hard on the forehead.

Xiao Yan's eyes sparkled.

Shen Qi said helplessly: "Actually, there is something I didn't tell you. If the statue is smashed, I will not die or disappear, but I will become a human, and I will no longer have special abilities. If you want to stay I just need to smash that statue into pieces."

Xiao Yan's eyes trembled: "Are you willing?"

"Otherwise!" Shen Qi said unhappily, so how important it is to be honest, and to speak out the problem well, wouldn't that solve the problem, always hold back the sickness but also hold back the sickness!

As soon as the voice finished speaking, eyes dimmed, and the whole person was pressed against the closet, with too much strength, the closet swayed, and Shen Qi managed to control himself not to melt into the closet, otherwise what Xiao Yan kissed would be a piece of wood .

All the emotions were melted into this kiss, which was so intense that Shen Qi could only bear it passively, without even a chance to fight back.

The cat ears sweater was taken off, and there was a scene in the cloakroom.

Shen Qi forgot to take back the visualization technique, and the floor-to-ceiling mirror in the cloakroom finally came into use. Xiao Yan held him and discussed human body from various angles.

Then when everything was over, the two took paper towels and squatted in front of the mirror to clean up.

"That's why I said I need to wear a condom!" Shen Qi rubbed her waist, mirror play was too testing, so she resolutely ruled out this item in the future.

Xiao Yan settled his mind, with a smile on his face and eyes, he picked him up and put him on the sofa beside him: "I see, it's my fault, just sit down and I'll do it."

Looking at his smiling face, Shen Qi couldn't help but wonder: "Wait a minute, maybe you did that on purpose in the previous thing, wait for me to confess to you?"

Others would not think so, but Xiao Yan's IQ has been learned for a long time, but for a person who takes one step and sees ten steps, even if he has experienced so much, he can't guarantee that he can see through him. The more he thinks about it, the more he feels that this guy has a plan. .

Xiao Yan looked up at him, put the rag in the basin to wash it, and sighed: "Do you think so? Then you think so, right?"

After finishing speaking, he lowered his head, the previous excitement dissipated a lot, and he seemed a little aggrieved for no reason.

Shen Qi rubbed his temples with a headache, and finally waved his hands: "Okay, okay, I believe you can do it."

Forget it, the matter has been resolved anyway, so what's the use of worrying about it, Xiao Yan is so smart, can he be made to deliberately become stupid for him?

The biggest crisis has been lifted, and there are still many things to be solved.