Hibiscus is a promise to you

Love in reality will never be like a movie, all the vows, all the affection, cannot be kept, and will never be like a movie, even if it is regrettable, it is almost perfect, even if it is angry and farewell, it will never change in this life.

In the past few days, I don't know what's wrong, Han Ziyan treats her hot and cold, so Lin Miao doesn't know whether to ask her or not.Ask, it seems that I have a lot of thoughts, don't ask, I've been depressed these days.

Just when Lin Miao was conflicted, An Qi, who was at the same table, told herself a very shocking news.

This day Lin Miao had dinner with An Qi in the cafeteria as usual, because Han Ziyan was always busy.Lin Miao said, "I don't know what's wrong with Zizi recently, I'm really busy."

"Busy about dating."

"what?!"

"Yeah.. I made a mistake." A bald donkey slipped his mouth, and Han Ziyan specifically told her not to tell Lin Miao yet, saying that she was going to say it herself.This An Qi not only doesn't hang up, but also has no hair on her lips. "Well...it's actually true. She said she would tell you herself. Don't blame her. She definitely didn't mean it."

"Oh"

When she knew that Han Ziyan was in love, Lin Miao lost her appetite in an instant, and she didn't know how to eat the rest of the meal.How could she be like this, she was fine that day, she said she fell in love with me, how could she find a partner, what happened in the past appeared in front of her eyes one after another.No, I'm going to ask her what's going on.

"Zi Zi, I want to talk to you."

"Okay, I just have something to tell you." Han Ziyan put down the pen she was doing math, and walked to the playground with Lin Miao.

"I…"

"Are you looking for someone?" Just as Han Ziyan was about to say something, Lin Miao spoke first.Lin Miao kept staring at her, as if questioning her.

"Well, you got it. His name is Lan Chen, and the class next door is very good at studying. I think there is a future with people who are good at studying." Han Ziyan finished talking excitedly, without a hint of displeasure, but with a serious expression on her face. There was also a happy smile on his face.

"Oh, you want to be happy." She mustered up so much courage to say this sentence, and came straight after speaking.The moment he turned his head, two lines of tears flowed down.It's true, it's actually true, she's going to love someone else, what should I do, I seem to be in love with her.

Han Ziyan.

What does she want to tell me, do you know?Forget it, let me talk first. "Are you looking for a partner?" Hearing Lin Miao asking herself so directly, I couldn't help feeling nervous.Well, now that you know it, let's talk about it.At first, she thought she would pull herself to ask why, but in the end she just said "I wish you happiness" and left.That's fine, it seems that she hasn't fallen in love with me yet, and she will meet better ones.

As for why Han Ziyan fell in love suddenly, that Lan Chen was just one of many suitors.In fact, it was Han Ziyan who went online to check some things about same-sex a few days ago. She found that most of these loves can't get together. Instead of being so painful in the end, it's better to let go early, before she falls in love with herself.

Looking at the back of Lin Miao walking away silently, my heart really hurts. The person I fell in love with first can't be together, maybe this is fate.Alone behind the rostrum, where we had our conversations, our first hug... Now, it's all over...

Lin Miao is relatively simple, she doesn't know that women can fall in love with women at all, she only knows that she cares about Han Ziyan very much, now that she is looking for a partner, at most she is alienated from herself, friends can still be friends.It's not as good as before, she still chats occasionally and jokes, Han Ziyan is quite satisfied, at least she is still around now.

Once after dinner, before evening self-study, Lin Miao and An Qi went to the playground for a run.It's winter, the two of them don't talk about reading books, they insist on going for a walk.When I walked near the woods next to the playground (it seems that every school has a small woods), I heard someone talking in the woods, which is the only place on campus where I can date.Listening carefully, it seemed to be Han Ziyan's voice.The two looked up.

"Are you cold?" Lan Chen asked

"Fortunately..." Actually froze to death.

Lan Chen also felt that she was actually very cold, because he was already too cold, so he reached out to hug Han Ziyan. Although the two had been together for a long time, there was no progress. In fact, Han Ziyan was unwilling because he didn't love her.But now he took the initiative to hug him, since he was always evasive when we were together, he might be suspicious if he was always like this, forget it, let him hug him, anyway, it's quite cold now.

What I didn't expect was that Lin Miao happened to see it, and the two of them saw where he was kissing me, and then left.Although Lin Miao saw it, she never mentioned it to Han Ziyan.It was An Qi who told her once that Han Ziyan really regretted coming home, and the person she didn't want to see saw it.

Seeing Lin Miao's disappointed expression, An Qi's heart was moved again. If I had taken the initiative, would I be her best friend now?

That evening self-study An Qi wrote a long note to Lin Miao:

We have known each other for a year now, and it is very sad to think that we will be separated next year.The first time I saw you, although you didn't speak much at that time, maybe your nature was exposed later... Haha, but you are so sunny, you always treat people with a smile, making people very warm and safe.I always wanted to be best friends with you, but unfortunately I was one step too late.I just don't understand why you just treat me as a playmate, why Han Ziyan can...

Lin Miao really didn't expect that, first, she didn't expect that she had so many advantages in the eyes of others, and second, she didn't expect An Qi to say such a thing, could it be the same as Han Ziyan?

Ever since she transferred to another school, Lin Miao has been in constant love with each other.A few days ago, An Qi said some inexplicable things, and these heavenly king Peiru treated her well in various ways.It made Lin Miao have to suspect that he was lucky.

Games.

Of course, Lin Miao is indispensable at such an important time. He has played like crazy since he was a child, so he is quite good at sprinting. Ever since, he won the first place in the 200-meter sprint.Unlike others, she prefers to run on the innermost track, saying that she turns very well, so she made a bet with Wang Peiru. Wang Peiru said that the innermost track was the worst, so she started behind others.Lin Miao said that I like the first one.Wang Peiru said that you won the first race and I will treat you to dinner.Heh heh, get your money ready.As expected, Lin Miao really won the first place.

Looking at the chic Lin Miao on the runway, Han Ziyan's heart twitched once again. The person she loves the most is really outstanding.Originally, I wanted to have a meal with her after she finished running, as a reward, but she was invited away as soon as she finished running.

"Miao Miao, you are so good, let me treat you to dinner" (Although the relationship has changed, Han Ziyan still calls her that)

"Hmm... It's okay, sir, let's wait another day, we have an appointment today." (Lin Miao's name for her has changed since that day) I was still excited a second ago.She was about to reject Wang Peiru's invitation, but in the next second she saw Lan Chen walking behind her, so she had no choice but to decline.

Han Ziyan originally came to celebrate her with joy, but she ended up going with some kind of Wang Peiru. The two of them have gotten so close recently, could it be... Could it be that she really never loved.After thinking about it, he went to dinner with Lan Chen with a depressed face.

In a blink of an eye, I will soon graduate from elementary school.Under pressure from her family, Lin Miao chose a junior high school close to her home, and Han Ziyan also chose a junior high school close to her home, so the junior high schools were separated.Of course Lan Chen went to follow Han Ziyan, and Wang Peiru accompanied Lin Miao out of that school.

When we were about to part, naturally there was a lot of reluctance, so Lin Miao and Han Ziyan had a long talk for the last time.

It was still on the playground, the two sat side by side on the rostrum, looking into the distance - it was the small forest, it seemed that this place was so unpleasant for both of them.

Han Ziyan: "Miao Miao, will we meet again after graduation?"

Lin Miao: "Of course, we are best friends." After speaking, she squatted on the ground like a child and began to cry.

Han Ziyan: "Baby, don't cry. We can still be together in high... high school." Holding Lin Miao in his arms, he kissed her short hair lightly, watching his beloved cry, and she also cried.

I kept hugging it like this until night fell. Since I will leave school tomorrow, of course I don’t need to study by myself at night today.Tonight is of course the pre-graduation carnival... I can’t do all kinds of hilarity, the most exaggerated one is An Qi, who was drunk at a young age, sitting on the ground in the middle of the night and couldn’t get up. Lin Miao went to ask her what’s wrong, and just listened to her I keep repeating a sentence: "Why can she? Why can she..." This vague sentence seems to be speaking to myself.Lin Miao took a long time to drag her back to the bed, covered her with the quilt, and prepared to leave.An Qi suddenly grabbed her: "Don't go, just stay with me." Ever since sleeping on the same bed with Han Ziyan, she vowed never to sleep with anyone else again, but today was a special occasion, An Qi was too drunk to wake up , had to wait for her to fall asleep before leaving.

After An Qi was settled, Lin Miao thought a lot. Anyway, she seldom saw each other after graduation, and no matter how long it took, she would probably forget it.Then he remembered that he had never spoken to Li Siqi after the conflict with Li Siqi.Oh, forget it, I'm leaving tomorrow anyway, I have to say hello before I leave, so I tried to send a text message to a number I haven't contacted for a year

"Do you still hate me?" Anyway, whether you hate it or not is not so important, now that you have someone you love the most, if you don't hate me, you will feel better.

"No, we are friends."

Now Lin Miao felt more relieved. Although she was very happy with Han Ziyan, she still thought of Li Siqi occasionally, and felt a little guilty in her heart.

That night, Lin Miao suffered from insomnia.We are going to say goodbye tomorrow morning. I don’t know when we will see each other again. She is the one who took the initiative. Why is it me who is reluctant to give up in the end? The vows on TV are only for people to watch... When the sky is almost dawn, I have tears in my eyes sleep.

Han Ziyan was so preoccupied that she didn't sleep all night, flipping through the chat records with Lin Miao, crying countless times in one night.