Hibiscus is a promise to you

In the past, the memory of the small mobile phone was not large, and it was full when there were more than 2000 text messages. I kept all the text messages from junior high school to the present. Some time ago, I screened out those to keep and delete those.Since I got a new mobile phone, just in time for the Cold War, there are very few chat records. I picked up the old mobile phone again, read the previous text messages, and tried to recall how I was chatting at that time.No matter how hard I tried to remember the bits and pieces of the past, I found that too many good memories have become less clear. Maybe the time in Yunnan is the most memorable, but no matter how good the memories are, they are just the past.

In the past, I used to hold my mobile phone and send text messages every day, and there was always endless talk, but now I just hold my mobile phone in a daze.Lin Miao watched a movie recommended by a certain video software, "Love If You Want", um, the title is a romance movie, the more you watch it, the more wrong it becomes, the guy is obviously not the protagonist, could it be that he is praising friendship?Lin Miao was stunned when she saw the picture of the two heroines kissing. She originally thought that no one would reveal such secret feelings, let alone what she saw now.Although it was just a kissing scene, it was two women kissing. It was the first time Lin Miao saw such a scene, besides being surprised, she was still surprised.She used to be like this with Han Ziyan, maybe it really wasn't friendship, but love?Lin Miao still doesn't believe that she will fall in love with a woman, but which friend would behave like them?That's not right, I still like boys. The so-and-so in the class has always been my male god. Lin Miao kept hinting to himself, could it be possible that everyone likes them?After watching a movie, I feel like I'm going out of my mind, and I'm so entangled that I'm going to die.In the end, I decided to send a text message to Han Ziyan, "I really want to watch a movie with you when I have time, "Love if I want to""

"I know, it's a gay movie"

"You know? I just saw it by accident, so there really are such people"

"Well, everything will be there when the world is big." You just know, I have been waiting for six years, and you finally got the hang of it, but what's the use now.

"Looks like you don't like this"

"Inevitably, everyone has the right to love anyone"

Then why did you abandon me like this?

Ever since watching that movie, Lin Miao has been making up for these things.In the beginning, I searched all kinds of information, and it turns out that many celebrities are from this circle.Later, I went to watch a movie. Fortunately, there were a few young people who didn't have any excessive scenes, but I thought it was very beautiful.In the end, I became obsessed with novels and couldn't extricate myself. Many novels have written about some scenes that cannot be filmed in movies. My face is flushed and my heart beats faster. Women and women do bad things like that. Hehe, it's interesting.As a result, lying on the bed at night is full of such images, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.

Many plots in the novel have happened to her and Han Ziyan. Thinking about it since elementary school, I have become more and more suspicious of the delicate relationship between them. They are like a pair of lovers. I never thought that such a strange thing would happen to me. .For the first time, Lin Miao deeply realized that she was in love with Han Ziyan. It was not the love of a friend, but the love between a man and a woman. Although she couldn't accept it at once, it was the truth.

On the way to school the next day, I secretly checked the people around me to see if there were any abnormal behaviors. When I saw two good friends holding hands and chatting, I had to be suspicious of them. If I let them know If you read her thoughts, you will definitely think that she is crazy. "Hey Lin Miao, why are you acting weird today? Didn't sleep well yesterday?" A classmate saw Lin Miao behaving strangely on the road and thought she hadn't had a good rest.

"It's okay, I woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't fall asleep." Why did she wake up in the middle of the night? She was so excited last night that she didn't sleep until midnight. "Yo Yo Yo, the dark circles under my eyes are so heavy, tell me honestly what you did last night." I really regret knowing someone like Ma Mengjie.

"Thinking of what you think" can only be joked like this so that others will not be suspicious.

"I dare not, how dare I bother you, the person who can make you think must have accumulated eight lifetimes of virtue"

"Don't lift me up, I'll be proud" he said while covering his face, pretending to be shy. yes, successfully changed the subject.

"It's shameful to be cute"

"Leave if you can't bear it"

"Cut, who cares about you"

"You care about me"

"Hey, I don't care about you"

"Don't be shy, just admit it and I'll forgive you"

"No face~"

When you accept something new, you will keep thinking about it for a long time, so Lin Miao wasted another day, thinking about getting out of class soon and going home to read novels.

I read a lot of novels these days, and I always find myself in the novels.The more I thought about it, the more awkward it became. Did Han Ziyan have the same idea as me? In the end, she sent a text message to insinuate. "You can be happy without me"

"how come"

"Isn't it? I feel that you have been doing well recently, and Lan Chen should be doing well."

"It's different"

"How different, all the same"

"There is no contradiction between friends and lovers, even between relatives and lovers. In my heart, you will always be the most important friend. Don't think about it"

"I hope so" friend?Hehe, it really is, it really is that I think too much, how many people will not dislike such feelings.

"I told you, don't overthink things."

"Um"

One day when I was walking on the road, I ran into my elementary school classmates. There were not many elementary school classmates in this school, so I was quite chatty when I met them.That classmate asked a strange question, and Lin Miao panicked for a long time, "You and Han Ziyan can't be TP, right?"

After checking the information a few days ago, I immediately understood what she was talking about, "What is TP?"

"It's homosexuality. I saw that your screen name is a couple before, and you have always been so close."

"How is it possible? After all, such things are too rare." When I was young, I stuck together every day, but I was too young at that time, how could I think so far.

"I feel quite a lot, Xu Jing, the literary and art committee member of our class before."

"what?"

"Amusing me wow"

"Why are you kidding me, don't you go online, people post photos every day"

"That may be because I didn't pay attention." In fact, I thought of Li Siqi one day, and blocked her when I saw her upset.

"Uh ok ok, I'm crossing the street, bye"

"Bye" go home and quickly unlock the permissions, my eyes~ how can you be so blatant.

If you pay attention, you will still find a few pairs of people who behave strangely in the school.Probably because I didn't think about it before, I just thought it was a good friend. Now that I think about it carefully, the tall one with shorter hair than the average short-haired person seems to be T.The two people holding hands in front just hold hands. The same is true on the main road. The man looked left and right and there were not many people, and started kissing on the side of the road. What else could Lin Miao do? Take a look at what should happen next.Oh, why am I so rotten, what do I think about every day.Then one day I saw Ling Rui's novel, and I was still in YY Chinese teacher and chemistry teacher in class, I really couldn't stand myself.

"Hey, Lin Miao, look at how hypocritical that person is," Ma Mengjie said under her throat.When Lin Miao saw who it was, it turned out to be the woman who was chasing Cheng Yuanzheng.What are the old people doing?There was a very small scratch on the arm, and it was disinfected with alcohol and iodine, so I was not afraid of getting myself poisoned.

"Are you surprised? It's normal." That's what Lin Miao said. In fact, Lin Miao sneered so many times in her heart. She has never seen such a hypocritical person, and it is natural to be hypocritical. "Her arm seems to be broken, why don't you go and see?"

"What does it have to do with me?" Cheng Yuanzheng didn't care

"I heard it was because of you"

"real or fake"

"Probably true"

He thought for a while, "Then I'll go and see."

……

"nothing"

"You are too, why don't you just follow through"

"From the fart"

on the way home. "Ma Mengjie and Guo Yangyang are together?"

"No, I just go home together every day." Lin Miao only thought that he needed to hide it for his best friend, but he didn't expect that he would go home with Cheng Yuanzheng every day.

"Actually, I think, sometimes you don't have to explain it clearly. For example, if I send someone home every day, I mean, if I eat together every day or something, it's actually the same as being together. And some It will be more embarrassing when it is clear.”

"This pair" Lin Miao still looked very reasonable, and this EQ was speechless.In fact, she was thinking about Han Ziyan and her novel in her heart, and she didn't think carefully about what he meant.

It's over, it's over, I'm lost, and Lin Miao herself knows that she's lost, so she keeps chasing texts with her mobile phone every day.Liu Wenlu and Ma Mengjie looked at her strangely, sometimes laughing at the phone, sometimes their eyes should be red, why is the novel so good? "What are you looking at? It's so beautiful."

"Lin Miao quickly closed the post bar and put her phone in her pocket."

"Romance novels, you don't like to read them." Fortunately, Ma Mengjie likes ancient novels, and Liu Wenlu has never read such unnutritious and old-fashioned novels.

"Why are you pretending to be mysterious? Who cares to look at it?"

"Cut, it's just right" Oh my god, reading a novel is like a fugitive hiding from the police everywhere. It's so thrilling. Fortunately, my smart phone is turned off quickly, so it's worth letting people know.

"I don't want to talk to you about such a boring topic."

A novel is a novel after all, and there are very few real stories.Han Ziyan, every time I think of you, my heart aches very badly. How many stories in novels are so similar to us. You are so cruel. Is it because of the world or because the feelings have really reached the extreme.

"I'm really sorry for your impulsiveness because of me back then. Although I know that apologizing can't change anything, it seems that I really can't do anything now. Once, I owed you too much, but now, I still owe you a lot. I can't do anything to you, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry." Lin Miao suddenly remembered that Han Ziyan said before that she wanted to study medicine but now she is studying liberal arts, and felt that if she hadn't been so impulsive for herself at the time, maybe she could have gone to a better one as her first choice Maybe she will choose science, maybe her dream can come true, and I feel a little guilty.

"Why do you say that?" If you were admitted by the first choice, plus the minority points, you might really get into a good class. Although it was my own impulse, I never regretted it. Who knows what that person was thinking.

However, Lin Miao never replied to the text message again, because she didn't know what else to say, so silence is the best answer.

"I admit that you have changed a lot for me since we realized it, but you should also know that everyone is inseparable from fate." Han Ziyan didn't know what happened, and she was suddenly very sad.

"Yes, yes, you are right. It is fate and we will become what we are now." Destiny and fate, it sounds so nice. Excuses and excuses are all excuses. Lin Miao was suddenly very angry. For the first time, she felt that she hated her. , Why blame everything on fate, why can't you think about yourself.

"What is it like now, isn't it good, or what do you want?"

"Even if I want to do it, I can't do it, I don't have your skills"

"After all, it's still powerless, it's not life"

"You are a liberal arts student and you are amazing. I can't say no to you, let's go, everything is right."

"Simply unreasonable"

"Yes, yes, you are right"

Han Ziyan was furious at her indifferent attitude, what was wrong with her today, she had never spoken in such a strong tone before. (I endured it, believing that one day it must not be like this)

The face is like flowers and hibiscus, and the temples are like snow.

Thinking about it later, Lin Miao felt that she was too much, she had promised to trust her, how could she treat her like that, even if she gave up, it was not now.It's a pity that everything is caused by myself, and this quarrel may make each other one step further away.

And so it was, every little quarrel sowed the seeds for the last break.

Later, when I saw Han Ziyan and Lin Miao, I always wanted to hide. Firstly, the unhappiness caused embarrassment to each other, and secondly, I really didn’t want to see those two people, so I didn’t know what to say. It would be inappropriate not to say hello. What, so I tried to hide as much as possible, and if I couldn't hide, I just smiled and nodded slightly.This can't be escaped by a teammate who is not strong enough. Ma Mengjie didn't say anything loudly, but her eyes were very good. She saw them from a long distance, and she yelled at Lin Miao: "Isn't that your good friend?" It's okay to say something low, but everyone around heard it, and Lin Miao couldn't stop them, after all, she couldn't come up with a reason to shut her up.I endure, endure.

"Yeah, wow, I saw it, I don't need you to remind. Besides, you can't lower your voice, I wish everyone could hear it, it's so embarrassing to walk with you, I really want to find a crack in the ground, or I will stuff you into the ground It's fine in the seam."

"Didn't I just say a word, as for you to say me like this, it's getting worse and worse. Besides, I was born with a loud voice, so why don't you stop talking?"

"Aren't you choking on me? I'm pretty good too."

"You didn't say it first"

...

It was Liu Wenlu who should get into the cracks in the ground the most. The two girls quarreled in the campus and didn't pay attention to the eyes of the people around them. Liu Wenlu was about to be killed by the strange eyes of others, so shameful to say.

The quarrel continued. "Squad leader Guo Yangyang likes something about you, really. Not to mention the rough look, flat chest and flat buttocks, and irascible and loud voice"

"How good are you? Cheng Yuanzheng is also blind, but you are a **** with a protruding forehead and raised calves. Not to mention short, you still pretend to be deep and boring every day."

These two people should study literature, and they should also perform cross talk.