Mentally disabled lover

Chapter 26 Insomnia P07 A Cage Called The Past

"I'm sorry about your parents."

You must allow your parents to go to the funeral three days later.Hei Yu found Xu Yun.He had no plans to meet Xu Yun's relatives, and he didn't want to provoke Jin Mingyi, so he dared to ask Xu Yun out after the funeral.

"Are you okay? Why do you look so tired? Work?"

"No, I haven't been sleeping well these days, it's caused by lack of sleep."

"I..." Hei Yu hugged the coffee cup, not knowing what to say more appropriately.At the beginning, it was he who pushed Xu Yun into a hurry, that's why Xu Yun committed suicide by jumping into the pool.The first doctor who treated Xu Yun in the mental hospital had to choose to retire because of his age.Hei Yu contacted him...

"I heard you've been having insomnia."

Xu Yun showed hesitation, as if he didn't really want to speak, "Well, it's a little bit."

"Since you are so uncomfortable, why did you ask your doctor for medicine for insomnia?"

"I don't want to discuss my insomnia with anyone, not even my doctor."

"..." Drugs are as easy to buy as salt to the people of the Hei family, Hei Yu decided to sell favors to Xu Yun, "I have some here, and the drugs for treating insomnia are all non-benzodiazepine-type MIAN drugs. I have done some bad things to you, and this is...my apology. Seeing you suffer so much makes me feel bad."

"Thank you, but... I don't think I'm sick enough to ask you to sell medicine."

Xu Yun didn't believe Hei Yu's words, he believed that Hei Yu could get the medicine and leave no trace, but he just didn't believe Hei Yu.

After that day, Xu Yun felt a little regretful.He tried everything to help him fall asleep, but failed.

The face of his wife and his fantasies about her have never disappeared. Even if he gets rid of her by chance, she will come back again in a short time, and stuff him into her body even more lingeringly. , gradually let him become a part of himself.

She never let him go.

Xu Yun's first attending doctor did not make a wrong diagnosis.Xu Yun's insomnia comes from the death of his deceased wife, and the death of Ima Minichi's mother and Ji Min.

In the past, there has always been a kind of magical power that controls Xu Yun's heart. That power is tenacious, unbreakable, and cannot be pulled out. It will live and die with Xu Yun's heart.

Xu Yun kept replaying in his mind the first time he saw Fan Yuan's body in the funeral parlor.Everyone's little movements, where is the crease in the bed sheet, who is sobbing, who is crying, who is sneezing... Every detail is branded in Xu Yun's heart, completely inconsistent with the routine of memory, deeply Burned down.

He was unable to earn enough money to spend at home, forcing his wife to leave home to run around for money.Because she is not good-looking and not good at communication, even if she can cook well, she can only work in a small place and take this dangerous path.

Xu Yun thought that he had caused Fan Yuan's death, and he was unable to avenge her after her death, so he even borrowed Wuhuahui's hand.

Following that, Xu Yun couldn't let herself go easily.

The movie he wanted to use to establish a good relationship with Mrs. Jin killed Mrs. Jin.

His personal affairs, even involving his parents, did not prevent Zhou Yongfeng from injecting Madam Xu with ABM, which eventually caused her to go crazy.My father also died of a heart attack due to overwork.

Twelve "rats", including Xi Wang who has been following him.

Ji Min...was killed by the public because of his escape and the Ju report.

Xu Yun even became a pawn for Hei Yu to contain Jin Mingyi.

Xu Yun put all the negative emotions on himself, which is a way of redemption.Three years ago, he was ready to forget everything and live with the beautiful, lovely Christine.In this way, he can't see his bad history.

He's too weak to deal with them head-on.

Now... Now Xu Yun can't escape.Christine abandoned him, even if he returned to country A, Jin Ming would find him later.He also cannot get permanent visas for other countries.Moreover, Jinmin's kindness to his family trapped him in this cage made of blue memories.

No one can help him.

family?Dead dead, dizzy fainted, married married, the rest disliked him because he lived with a man.

friend?He has no trusted friends.

doctor?Would that help?They will pass this information to Jin Minyi.

One today?

……

Xu Yun "killed" Mrs. Jin and "killed" Ji Min.Does he dare to tell Jin Ming?

He lost himself in his memories night after night.Those are all black memories.He became the center of a vortex, and the black liquid stuck to him like glue, enveloping him.

The thorn pierced through the skin into Xu Yun's spirit.

Why couldn't I do that then?Why am I such a useless person?Am I a bad person?Can I get better?Can I forget the past now?Forget, I have "killed" so many people...

In the end, Xu Yun couldn't bear it anymore.Jin Mingyi needs him, work forces him, he must stay with Jin Mingyi, and must stand up and go to work.

He has to sleep.

Xu Yun found Hei Yu and secretly bought a lot of psychotropic drugs from Hei Yu.

The medicine worked, Xu Yun fell asleep.He can work, spend time with Jin Mingyi, and play with Jin Yoon.He found a way to overcome his past... drugs.

Jin Min took a look at the left and right sides, dodged the passing cars, and came to the opposite street.

Seeing Jin Ming for a while, Xu Yun was very flustered, and quickly snatched his hand away from Hei Yu, "He and I..."

"I'll listen to the explanation later." Jin Mingyi grabbed Xu Yun's wrist with one hand, but stared at Hei Yu.Reasonable, he would never get angry at such a situation that is easy to be misunderstood. He would ask Xu Yun about the truth with a little anger, but he is not rational at all now.

The fear of losing, as well as the recent irritability, forced Jin Mingyi to lose his mind.

Hei Yu was puzzled by Jin Mingyi's jealous behavior, "I'm helping him!"

"Thank you for your help, but I still hope you can pay attention to the impact of this kind of public occasion. Xu Yun is my boyfriend..."

Xu Yun doesn't like to be stared at by others, but now many good people around are watching the excitement.

"Okay, you—"

"I don't need your advice." Jin Huan turned back to Xu Yun stiffly, threw him a cold look, and then looked at Hei Yu, "Don't meddle in my life."

The author has something to say:

Although I don’t want to add this sentence, Xu Yun in the Insomnia chapter is indeed made up of my own status quo and the story of Zelda Fitzgerald.