Ning Ran

If everything can go on step by step like now, maybe we can really wait for a happy ending.However, in their senior year, Zhuo Ning's critical illness still dealt the heaviest blow to An Ning.An Ning knew that her mother gave birth to herself after a narrow escape, in a dilapidated building with few people around.No blessings, no laughter, not even hope for the future.When Zhuo Ning was delirious and talking nonsense at the beginning, she always nagged such things over and over again.At that time An Ning was very young, but no matter how young she was, she could only live in her mother's crazy world.Knowing Uncle An's appearance, her mother slowly recovered her sanity.An Ning knew that the one who gave them hope had always been An Shuo.At that time, An Ran's mother was still there, and An Shuo's family was complete.This kind of help has lasted for nearly 10 years, but she has never seen any behavior of the two of them overstepping the rules. In her eyes, An Shuo is a selfless person who is like Lei Feng.So even if they got married in the end, they didn't live in the same house, they didn't sleep in the same bed, An Ning never interfered or even asked.

Maybe it was the messy life in the first period, Zhuo Ning's body was completely worn down in the end, and she was already dying at that time.An Ning remembered that it was An Shuo who took Zhuo Ning away for a long time, and she was also fostered in the teacher's house.After Zhuoning came back, although he couldn't get a complete cure, he was obviously much better, and his whole spirit was also much better. He could talk and laugh a lot, and he was more like a loving mother who cared for her.An Ning was very grateful to An Shuo, so when An Shuo wanted her to move to her home, An Ning agreed without thinking, even though she knew that Uncle An's daughter could not truly accept herself.But for mother, what does that matter?

Thinking of An Ran at that time, An Ning felt her heart warm up, she wished that An Ran could come back and be by her side, even if it was only for a minute.The door of the ward was pushed open, "Xiao Ning, your mother wants to see you." An Shuo came out, and said sadly, "The doctor said, she might not make it through tonight." dare not move. "Xiao Ning, Uncle knows that you are uncomfortable, but you must go to see your mother. She has important things to tell you personally." An imperceptible firmness appeared in An Shuo's sad eyes.With a gentle tone, he whispered to An Ning, "Son, if you don't go now, you will regret it in the future!"

An Ning looked up at An Shuo, took a deep breath, stood up, and walked into the ward.Zhuo Jing lay there quietly, waiting for peace. "Xiao Ning, come to mother." She stretched out her hand to An Ning.An Ning sat down beside the bed, leaning her gently face on Zhuo Ning's palm. "My daughter, mother is sorry for you." Zhuo Ning suddenly burst into tears, uncontrollably shedding tears.An Ning didn't dare to cry, "It's okay, you'll be fine, we'll find the best doctor to cure you." An Ning suppressed her grief and comforted her repeatedly.

"It's useless, I just knew that she will definitely come back to find me, and she won't let me stay for too long without her." When Zhuo Ning said this, he felt a little relieved.An Ning looked at her mother in surprise and took out a yellowed photo from under the pillow. In the photo, there were two girls wearing high school uniforms. One was her mother, and the other was slightly taller than Zhuo Ning. With short, capable hair, he hugged Zhuo Ning's shoulders energetically, and his eyebrows and eyes looked very much like An Ran.

"We used to be best friends, at least I thought so at the time." Zhuo Ning smiled helplessly. "We used to grow up in the same yard, we were intimate and we talked about everything." Recalling the happiest time in her life, Zhuo Ning's eyes revealed a touch of happiness. "However, we made the same mistake as you and An Ran." An Ning suddenly opened her eyes wide, and looked at her mother in disbelief. "That was not an enlightened age, no one allowed us to be together, everyone wanted to separate us." Zhuo Ning's eyes changed from the happiness just now to the emptiness now. "At that time, I didn't know what love was, so I was lightly frightened, and immediately let go of her hand. But she was just like An Ran, unrelenting, and would stay with me life or death." Zhuo Ning glanced at his daughter, "At that time, I didn't know what love was and what was not love. I found a man randomly, and I didn't know that man had a lot of criminal records, so I wanted to marry him to get rid of An Ran's mother. So that I can return to the so-called normal." Zhuo Ning smiled wryly and shook his head, "Well, that man actually,,, unexpectedly,,, he locked me up,,, tortured me non-stop,,," An Ning thought, My mother was about to collapse, "Okay, don't talk about it." An Ning interrupted her hastily. "No,,, no, you have to know about this." Zhuo Ning took a deep breath, and continued: "He was a second-generation official who did all kinds of evil, and raised several women at the same time. Once he found out that I was pregnant I’m a daughter, so I’m going to lock me up in a place, and I’m going to pretend to let me die in a ruined house.” Speaking of this, Zhuo Ning’s eyes were full of anger, “But An Ran’s mother found me. , she watched me give birth to you." Zhuo Ning stretched out his hand and gently stroked An Ning's cheek, "You are so cute, but when I saw her hugging you and kneeling in front of me, I felt All decisions are irreversible."

Zhuo Ning choked up, "Xiao Ning, mother shouldn't be like this, no matter who your father is, you are my daughter. But I am,,,,,,," Zhuo Ning finally covered his mouth, low She began to cry aloud, and she felt that she could speak no more.

"An Ran's mother, I have exhausted all methods, but my mother's spirit cannot be restored to normal." An Shuo's deep voice sounded at the door. "So she came to me and begged me to marry me if I could bring your mother back to normal." An Ning suddenly turned her head and looked at An Shuo. "I invited the best medical team in this country to treat your mother. Although she barely regained consciousness, her internal organs have already been slowly exhausted in this mental torture." An Shuo continued. . "Then,,, An Ran's mother,,, replaced all the organs that I can match,,, with your mother,,," An Shuo turned his head, he felt that he was about to be unable to continue.But he is still a man after all, "Your father was also killed by An Ran's mother in prison. I originally only let him be sentenced to life, but An Ran's mother,,, don't know what method,,, when I know He was already dead." At that time, An Shuo was amazed at her ruthlessness and determination, as if all her tenderness was given to Zhuoning alone.Just like An Ran, to An Ning,

An Ning felt that her brain suddenly became empty. Looking at the two only relatives in front of her, and talking in such a tone, An Ning didn't know how to respond to them. I don't know what to say. "An Ran,,, do you know,,," An Ning asked with difficulty.Zhuoni and An Shuo were relatively speechless, but they both shook their heads in unison.

"An Ran's mother, she couldn't let go of your mother until she died." An Shuo said.

"Even if I don't dare to reciprocate her love." Zhuo Ning choked up and said, "Xiao Ning, you and I, Uncle An, are repaying the debt to An Ran, because,,, because,,,"

"Because it was you who ruined everything about her." An Ning told the truth ruthlessly.She felt that she was not without tears, but lost the reason to cry.She has no feelings for her father, she has never met him.But what about An Ran?Can she tolerate her mother being tortured to death by Zhuo Ning like this?

"In the past, we all thought that true love must be given and stayed together." An Shuo shook his head in pain. "Since the day my mother and I got married, she has never been happy. She embraced Your time is even far longer than the time for hugging Anran." He paused, "Xiao Ning, we have never objected to you being with Anran, we are just too scared, afraid of all of this. It’s repeating the same mistakes.” An Shuo finally said all this, even if An Ning wants to take revenge, he has nothing to be afraid of.He envied Zhuo Ning, no matter what he became, he could occupy all of An Ran's mother's love.In fact, he also wanted to just sleep like this and never wake up.If he could do it all over again, he would definitely not persecute her, he would use his life to protect her comprehensively like she loved Zhuoning, even if he was humble.Maybe this is fate, An Ran's mother is doomed to die for Zhuo Ning.As for himself, he didn't even have the qualifications to pay all of this, so he could only let time keep him in the gap between the two of them.

"No need, An Ran and I will never be together again." An Ning stood up dejectedly, with a sad face on her face: "She won't forgive me... Even if I did, I would have no face to continue accepting her I love you." She walked out of the ward in a daze, walked to the end of the corridor, and squatted down exhausted.She didn't know how to face all this, and she could have waited for An Ran to come back smoothly, but now, she felt that she had fallen into the bottomless deep sea and could not see a ray of light.

Zhuo Ning passed away without being able to hold on for too long.An Shuo buried her ashes with An Ran's mother.An Ning felt that An Shuo seemed to be much older.The sky was gray, exactly the same as the day An Ran's mother died.