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Since Grandpa Ke passed away, Xiao Ke has become very silent, always drooping there alone, playing with the toys that Grandpa bought for her when he was alive, she didn’t know where Grandpa had gone, but felt that he was far away from her , far away, and don't know when to come back.At that time, people always asked her: Where did your grandpa go?She always raised her head and smiled and replied: I went to sell cloth, and I will be back in a few days. When I come back, I will buy popsicles with me, but I don’t want to eat popsicles anymore.

Young children don't know what death is. Their world seems to have only beautiful things, but one day, reality will corrode all these things, hold their heads down, and tell them that this is the real world, that is Such a rotten world.Although I really don't want to admit it, I have indeed forgotten the way of thinking when I was a child, and I have succumbed to reality time and time again, surrendering again and again.Is this the meaning of growth, no, this is the price of growth.

Dazed to the third grade, Xiao Ke, who discarded the baby bottle, doesn't want his mother to send him to school anymore.Because Xiao Ke and Peng Hai live very close together, the two always go to school together by bicycle, go home together, and do many things together, except go to the toilet.Peng Hai always cares about Xiao Ke intentionally or unintentionally, probably because he is the only one who understands the reason why she has become so silent, and only he knows that this is Xiao Ke's real appearance, without the backing of his grandfather, She doesn't want to do or have any interest in doing the troublesome things that make grown-ups angry.

Maybe it's because the two got too close, maybe it's because elementary school students have become like adults gossiping about emotional matters. The classmates in the class always say that the two of them are going to get married when they grow up.For this reason, even Xiao Ting, Xiao Ke's tablemate for several years, was skeptical, and seized the opportunity to ask Xiao Ke if it was true. : Oh my God, this is horrible. If Peng Hai and I get married, we look like he should be the father. Doesn’t that mean I want to be a mother? It must be painful to have surgery.No, I have to be a father. I heard from my mother that only girls can be mothers. Why don't I find a girl to marry in the future.After this series of wild thoughts, Xiao Ke decisively shook his head at Xiao Ting, and added, "I don't want to be a mother, I want to be a father."

At that time, the children already had a certain concept of their parents. Of course, Ke Xiaoke was an exception. Under the protection of Ke’s mother and the Ke family’s stupid gene, this guy was still very vague about this until he had his first menstruation at home during the summer vacation after the high school entrance examination. After being frightened to death, she learned about the relationship between men and women from her mother. From then on, her heart became contradictory, because she seemed to feel that she didn't have any feelings for men. On the contrary, she At one time, she was very concerned about Xiao Ting. She didn't know what was going on, but she just told herself that maybe it was because Xiao Ting was the only girl who could be counted as a friend.

Some time before Xiao Shengchu, Peng Hai, Ning Yi, and Zuo Jun were always pulling Ke Xiaoke with their own affairs, and talking about some sad things, even saying goodbye in the next life, which made Xiao Ke Get goosebumps all over your body.It wasn't until she was in junior high school that Ke Xiaoke realized that maybe some people were indeed seeing each other in the next life. Looking at Peng Hai who was sitting in the front row of her, uh, he didn't count.Besides Peng Hai, Xiao Ting and Li Anmiao were also in this school, but in different classes.For the girl Li Anmiao, probably because of the existence of Xiao Ting, Ke Xiaoke didn't have a deep impression of her, she was just a child from someone else's family that Ke's mother said.Only later, their positions in Ke Xiaoke's heart were exchanged.

In the junior high school class, there are many girls who like Peng Hai, well, you are right, Xiao Ke is not included in this lot.Xiao Ke has no idea what makes Peng Hai so attractive: he always climbs the cherry tree in front of my house and steals the cherries and refuses to give them to me, and even breaks my toy airplane, although he later gave me a big nectarine , but I'm still puzzled, and it's not really good-looking.In this regard, I agree with the first few items, but that one is not very good-looking. I want to agree with that. Those girls disagree. It can only be said that Ke Xiaoke has been used to it since she was a child. After all, people who are friends with her have no color. If the value is low, making friends also depends on eye contact, doesn't it?

Because he is a day student, Xiao Ke is not very familiar with the classmates in the class, and he is not aware of the fact that there is a girl chasing Peng Hai. Otherwise, Ke Xiaoke will definitely help her to choose a concubine for her good buddy.And then it seemed that some girls found out that the two of them were childhood sweethearts, so some people began to ask Xiao Ke for news.Everyone had the same goal. First, they asked Xiao Kexi if he liked Peng Hai, and after confirming that he didn't like it, they started firing sugar-coated cannonballs.Ever since, Xiao Ke became an intelligence agency, exchanging information for snacks.Finally, when Peng Hai found out, Xiao Ke thought she would be scolded, after all, she betrayed her friend, but Peng Hai just smiled and said to her, it’s fine if you like it, but you have to tell me first what you want to do. I'm here to help you.The three of us made an agreement when we were young, Peng Hai added in his heart.

However, Xiao Ke suddenly stopped doing it after being a friend for a few days, because that day, a girl from a foreign class came to her to inquire about Peng Hai's news, and that girl was Xiao Ting.For some reason, Xiao Ke felt a little uncomfortable. Isn't it a happy thing for his friends to like his brother?There were two other girls who came with Xiao Ting that day. Unlike Xiao Ting, they always stared at Xiao Ke, as if Xiao Ke had a flower on his face.Xiao Ke's scalp was numb from being stared at by them, coupled with the disappointment that Xiao Ting didn't come to find him, he went back to his seat and lay down on his stomach after talking nonsense.

When Peng Hai returned to the classroom, he saw Xiao Ke was sullen, so he turned to ask: "Xiao Ke, what's the matter with you?"No snacks or what?Xiao Ke slapped his hands on the table and stood up, approached Peng Hai's face and said: Xiao Ting came to see me just now, she seems to like you.Peng Hai was happy: Haha, I still have some weight in your heart.It's a pity that he doesn't know that Xiao Ke's unhappiness is not because of him, but because of Xiao Ting.Peng Hai continued to ask: Then what do you want me to do?I'll listen to you.Xiao Ke pouted, thought for a while and said, "It's only the second year of junior high now, and the third grade of junior high will be divided into classes soon. You can't fall in love. If you like her too, I think you can be together after you pass the university entrance exam."After listening to Xiao Ke's words, Peng Hai's face turned dark: Ke'er, you really think about me.Xiao Ke suddenly raised a smiling face: Haier, who told you that you are my brother.