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Days always fly by when they become one day and repeat 364 times.Looking back now, the three years of high school were the fastest and most fulfilling three years.Many people say that the third year of high school is bitter. In fact, at that time, you don’t feel how hard it is. Anyway, you just walked through it.

In the second year of high school, Xiao Ting and Deng Meng went to another class to study liberal arts because of the division of arts and sciences.Later, in the third year of high school, layoffs began in the class, and the victims included Peng Hai, Ke Feng and Ai Sheng.Every time a person is separated, a person seems to disappear, teaching buildings, dormitories, canteens, playgrounds, canteens... I rarely meet each other, and even if I do, I just say hello and leave in a hurry. They broke up.

Only Li Anmiao was left beside Xiao Ke.She found that no one seemed to be inseparable from anyone, and she was very sad, because perhaps Deng Meng also realized this, and she suddenly wanted to hurry up for the college entrance examination, and go to Deng Meng after the exam and say, what are you talking about?She didn't know either, she only knew that she had a lot of things to say to Ermeng, but she didn't know which ones.

One week before the college entrance examination, Ke Xiaoke rested at home because of a bad cold.None of the books on the table were opened, and Xiao Ke stood in front of the window, swipe his fingers with the flow of raindrops on the window, watching the pedestrians coming and going outside the window, lonely and lost.Everyone, how are you?Are you all studying for the exam?I miss you so much!

Ke Xiaoke lay paralyzed on the bed, her restless mind began to recall.Sorry, I broke the agreement.Ke Xiaoke thought of her grandfather's death, of the white and yellow paper money flying all over the sky that day, and the sound of gongs and drums.When you are sick, you have to think of something happy, Xiao Ke wiped his eyes and said to himself.Another wave of memories gushed out, all recording those happy times: being coquettish to the brothers, bullying Haier, fighting with Xiao Ting, An Miao's concern, Ai Sheng's enlightenment, Er Meng's protection of shortcomings, and The girl I met while feeding the dog in the park... A picture after another was displayed in front of my eyes, and Xiao Ke shed tears without disappointment. It turns out that happy things make people cry more easily.Oh, forget it, don't even think about it.

At this time the doorbell rang, Ke Xiaoke got out of bed to open the door, Pug hid behind her. "Kezi! I miss you so much!" Xiao Ke was hugged by an unknown object as soon as he opened the door, and the pug hid under the table shamelessly. "Shengzi, let me go, aren't you afraid that I'll infect you?" Xiao Ke took away Ai Sheng's arm, took the things in her hand and put them on the table. "Hey, is this your dog? It looks so, uh, so casual." Ai Sheng squatted on the ground and stared at the dog, so scared that the dog took a few steps back and made a whimpering sound.

"Don't scare it, it's afraid of strangers. By the way, why didn't you go to school and come here? Are you afraid that I will infect you with a cold?"

"I'm not afraid of trivial things like catching a cold. I've experienced hundreds of times worse than this. I wouldn't come here if I wasn't afraid that you would be bored!" Ai Sheng teased the dog with a ham sausage.

"Shengzi." Xiao Ke lowered his head.

"Ok?"

"I, I seem to like girls too."

"Well! I know." Ai Sheng seemed to know what Xiao Ke was going to say, and was not surprised at all. "From the time I asked you to watch the Lily movie together, I knew that we are the same kind of people. I don't like girls because they are Lily, but Lily because the person I like is a girl. So, who do you like? "

Ke Xiaoke, who was poked at the center, stuttered: "Uh, uh, I don't want to talk about it now, anyway, it's not your An Miao."

Hey, this guy is not bad, I can tell that I like An Miao (you made it too obvious, okay), not bad, really good!My hard work in cultivating you is not in vain, Ai Sheng is extremely beautiful in her heart, but what is this feeling of peaches and plums all over the world?

Well, the leader of the Gossip Gang is online: "Kezi, tell me quickly, how did you find out that you like girls? Also, is the person you like Deng Meng? Hurry up and recruit them truthfully."

Just when Xiao Ke didn't know how to get away with it, a cell phone ringtone saved her. That sound was the sound of nature.Ai Sheng answered the phone and said to Xiao Ke: "Master's mother is looking for me, so let's go ahead. I will ask about your matters next time. By the way, I invited you." It's fake, don't tell An Miao!"

Ai Sheng, who left Xiao Ke's house, took a taxi and went to the hospital.Today, she had to come for another check-up. In order to ride a bike, row a boat, watch a movie with An Miao and the others...and do many things together, she has insisted on taking medicine and having regular check-ups for almost three years.

In the summer vacation after the high school entrance examination, Ai Sheng's mother was still worried about her daughter's fainting in the physical education exam. Although her daughter would recover after a short rest after fainting, she still couldn't explain why she was worried.During this summer vacation, Ai Sheng had a comprehensive examination in the hospital, and the result was congenital housing deficiency.After the operation, Ai Sheng was always depressed, not knowing how long she could live, or why she was living.Until that day, when I reported to the high school, a girl asked her very gently: "Student, do you know which floor Class 16 is on?" Ai Sheng pointed to the fourth floor and said, "The fourth floor is next to the office." The girl handed her the She took a bottle of water: "Thank you! This is a reward." An inexplicable feeling rose in Ai Sheng's heart, which was very warm.She kept looking at the girl's back, and even the back was so warm.She wanted to get close to that girl, so she put on an optimistic, cheerful, heartless mask just to get close to that little bit of warmth.Now, that mask has taken root and sprouted on his face, and he can't take it off.This is not bad, it is precisely because of this that she gradually likes the people around her, yes, it is people, not the world.

Time is ticking, and the college entrance examination is coming. Whether it is for those who are prepared or not, it is undoubtedly a relief.In the last exam, Ke Xiaoke had a high fever and suffered for two and a half hours. The moment she stepped out of the exam room, she fainted.When I woke up again, I was already in the hospital. Ke’s mother went home to make soup for Xiao Ke. Xiao Ke was the only one in the ward. From the ceiling to the floor tiles, from the curtains to the bed sheets, it was all white. For the first time, Xiao Ke felt that white So dazzling, but also so pale.

There was a chirping sound outside the door, and Xiao Ke opened his eyes in a daze.Just those six people.Deng Meng sat on a chair and peeled apples without saying a word. The scene was a bit awkward, and Ke Feng, the ice-breaking king, came out: "Ke'er, Auntie is cooking soup for you at home, and I'll bring it over later. What's wrong with you now? Just tell me what you need, today we are all your slaves." Xiao Ke moved her butt, uh, she was lying stiff, Peng Hai quickly raised the bed for her when she saw this, Xiao Ting went to put the pillow on it Behind Xiao Ke.An Miao, who went to get the medicine, came back, took the warm water that Ai Sheng got, and handed it to Xiao Ke to signal her to drink the medicine. Although Xiao Ke was very sick, he was very happy.It turns out that I am so important to them!No matter what kind of person, there will always be someone who wants to pay for him without complaint, and he will always have someone he wants to protect. That person may be a parent, lover, child, or friend, partner, or that hidden TA in the bottom of my heart.

The doctor on duty who made the ward rounds came, and was a little surprised to see so many people surrounding a patient with a cold (doctor, Xiao Ke wants me to tell you something: you are envious), and glanced at Xiao Ke's message: "Well, Ke Xiaoke? You have quite a lot of friends." The doctor scanned all the friends present while talking, and found a person: "Ai Sheng? Didn't I tell you? Your resistance is not good. Don’t get close to patients, your cold is not just a cold! Go out with me now.” The eyes of all the people in the audience looked at Ai Sheng, and Ai Sheng said falteringly: “Um, I’m sorry, I, I Let's go out for a while." After speaking, Ai Sheng went out with the doctor.At this time, Deng Meng finished peeling the apple, cut it into several small pieces, put down the knife and looked up, and said to several other people: "You should go out first, this is a hospital after all, it doesn't matter whether it affects the rest of the patients or affects your own health." Alright, I'll go out after talking to Xiao Ke alone."

The remaining four people went out one after another, and only Deng Meng and Ke Xiaoke were left in the room. "Why did you catch a cold?" Deng Meng asked.

"I've never recovered from a cold." Xiao Ke was confused by the question.

"Why anemia?" Deng Meng asked again.

"I've always been a little anemic." Xiao Ke couldn't figure out the situation more and more. Could it be Er Meng who had the fever instead of me?

"Why, why didn't you take good care of yourself?" Deng Meng's voice became a little choked up, and her eyes were a little red.Why, don't take good care of yourself for me, you have no idea how nervous and scared I was when I heard the news that you were in the hospital.

Xiao Ke didn't know what to do in this situation, did he make Ermeng cry?Xiao Ke moved his body, took an apple, and tremblingly handed it to Deng Meng's mouth. At this moment, Xiao Ke was very scared, terrified without a clue.Deng Meng realized the apple, froze for a moment, took a small bite, stood up suddenly, said vaguely: "I will come to see you later." and left, leaving Xiao Ke confused.

Deng Meng, who had calmed down, began to think back on what she said, hell, what am I talking about.No, haven't I been looking forward to it?No, ghosts are looking forward to it, have you been looking forward to it for so many years, has anything changed?Instead, it's me, my feeling for Xiao Ke, is it really love?

The author has something to say:

I have caught a cold recently, and my physical condition is not very good, so the update may be slower.Thank you for always seeing now.