strange love

Although I have noticed early in the morning that I occasionally want to bully her, but after I put it into action, I really feel different satisfaction and guilt.

"I'm sorry..." I apologized while helping her, "I didn't expect you to be so ticklish."

"Everyone says I'm so ticklish..." Ling Chuyi wiped away his tears pitifully, and held my hand in a state of shock, "Jing Zhe, don't, don't scratch me again..."

"I won't scratch it, I promise." Impulse leads people to sin.I have deeply realized my mistake, little friend Ling Chu, please don't add to my sense of guilt.

Although the child was afraid, he still let go of his hand trustingly, "Jing Zhe... You, you sometimes have bad times..."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." I've said that to me more than once, and I should apologize more reverently. "I'll let you scratch it back."

"Eh……"

"Do you want to scratch it back?" After tucking in the quilt that made a mess just now, I pulled her back to my side again.

"Really, really?" Ling Chuyi looked in disbelief.

"Really, I'll scratch you." Because I'm not ticklish, I think she's so funny.

Although she is very afraid of being tickled, she really likes to play with her friends after seeing this ready-to-movement look.

"Then, then I'm going to tickle you...Hey!"

"Pfft!" Not because of tickling, but because her serious attitude is really cute.

Ling Chuyi's hand stopped, and he looked up at me, not daring to move.

"It's okay, it's not itchy, just scratch it." It's not entirely right to say it's not itchy, although it's not as exaggerated as her itching, but it's very itchy in my heart.Ling Chuyi didn't have much strength and even scratched people lightly, probably because he saw that I really didn't respond, and he looked extremely surprised.

"Look, it doesn't itch."

"Oh my god, Jing Zhe, you are so amazing!" The little guy was so surprised that he moved his hands to other places after touching it. "It's really not itchy, isn't it ticklish everywhere?"

It's the first day of junior high school, so please don't touch my shy chest.

"Hey..." I held her hand, but she seemed to have discovered some new continent. "Jing Zhe, you, are you a boy?"

"...I'm a girl."

"Hey, but..." Don't say it, the first day of junior high school, don't say it anymore.

"But Auntie said that girls who are so big will have breasts." Ah, she still said it.

"I have it too!" Speaking of it, it's actually not that small. How can you feel it in the first day of junior high school!

"Huh? Ah, um, yes, yes." At this moment, Ling Chuyi showed a little embarrassment, but the tone was too consoling.

"Calling it a boy is too much, isn't it?"

"Yes, I'm sorry, Jing Zhe... Because, because you are so tall, I just, I thought..."

"Think?"

"One, he must be older than me..."

Our class is probably not much bigger than yours, okay?My poor breasts must be inherited from my mother, this is the most similar place between us.

"Oh? Speaking of which, you touched my chest, shouldn't you let me touch it back?"

"Eh? Eh? Why, why..."

"Didn't I scratch you to make you scratch back?"

"That's right..."

"How do I know I'm not older than you if you don't let me touch it?" Ah, sorry for the first day of junior high school, I know it, I have touched it before.

Ling Chuyi seemed a little hesitant, but quickly made up his mind, with a dignified look.

"You, take it easy..."

Pfft, I'm not going to do anything!

"Okay, I will be very gentle." It should be normal for girls to touch each other's bodies... Probably.

do not care!

I stretched out my hand and touched Ling Chuyi's chest without underwear.

Just, that's the touch, the breasts that make people envious and feel ashamed.It's unbelievable that a girl's breasts can be so soft.What was even more unbearable was that the owner of the boobs was looking at me with super innocent eyes.

"How, how?"

"Don't talk yet, I'm very sad now." No, it's just too good to touch, let me feel it again.

"Eh...why, why?"

"Just like you are sad if you are not tall enough, I am sad that I am not big enough."

"How come... It's good to grow taller, just like an adult. But growing up here is so embarrassing, and it hurts."

No, the first day of junior high school, you are wrong, no one can say that you are a child with such breasts, please be proud.

"Will it hurt?" Of course it will hurt, I understand, growth is always accompanied by pain.

"Yeah, yes. It will hurt if it swells."

So good, so good.If this breast is mine... no, half of her is enough.

"A-Is it alright, Jingzhe?"

"Hmm...wait a little longer...would you feel uncomfortable?"

"No, it's not...it's just that you touch it like this...it feels a little weird..."

As expected, the girl's body was still very fragile, so I resisted the urge to continue rubbing and stopped.

"That's great..." Although I said it many times in my heart, I couldn't help but say it.

"But, they laughed at me when I was in junior high..." Ling Chuyi didn't seem to believe it, and he was a little wronged when he spoke.

I'm already convinced that her junior high school life is not very good.

"That's because they were jealous of you, I can assure you, now they all regret it." This Ling Chuyi really made people feel sore, and couldn't help but want to love her.I hugged her and told her in a very sure voice. "This is a proof of a girl's growth. There is nothing to laugh at. Like me, I should feel inferior because I am tall but not here."

"Then, do you like bigger boobs?"

"Yes, I like bigger boobs." Oh my god, first grader, what did you make me say?

Only then did she feel relieved, and then she seemed to remember something, and said cautiously: "Yes, but don't be inferior, you will grow up in the future..."

Ah, thank you so much for your reassurance.

I hugged her tightly dumbfounded, "Ok, go to sleep."

After a while, it was already very late.

Ling Chuyi buried his head in front of my chest, and his voice was soft. "Jing Zhe, are you hugging me to sleep?"

"Do you hate it?"

"Hmm~ It's so warm, I like it..."

"Then let me hug you to sleep." Ever since I received the pony doll, I have also started to like to hug things to sleep without knowing it.

So you have to take responsibility, first grader.

"Ah."

I found that if I hugged Ling Chuyi, I would feel extremely at ease.Probably because he almost experienced a parting before, and holding her seemed to be compensated.At least physically, I am the closest person to her besides her family.Doesn't such intimate contact represent her trust in me?

The first semester is coming to an end soon.

The performance of the final exam was quite normal, but Ling Chuyi's grades unexpectedly regressed.Even considering that the scope of the test has increased a lot, she should be able to get better results.I'm sure she has a better grasp than she did during the midterms.Especially in English and mathematics, this half semester helped her review all the content from junior high school. Although it was inevitable that there was some cramming teaching, the foundation should be more solid.She herself worked very hard, and she had absorbed a lot from her usual homework, but the result was not satisfactory.

Before getting the report card, she has been very disappointed, it seems that she knows that she has not performed well.She didn't say a word on the way home on homecoming day, and it wasn't until I got back to her house that I sat in her room for several minutes before I finally heard her voice.

She said: "Jing Zhe, I'm sorry." The voice was soft and weak, with an obvious crying tone.Because I lowered my head, I couldn't see her expression clearly, but I could already imagine her face.

She was sitting on her favorite swing, but she didn't look happy at all.

"Why do you apologize?" I knew she must be very sad, and I generally knew why she apologized.

The people around were silent for a long time, and then they said intermittently in a muffled voice: "You, you spent so, so much time and, and energy to help me...I, I..."

I saw big drops of tears falling on the back of her clenched fist, heard her sobbing and choking, and felt her trembling body.

"Even students with good grades in exams sometimes perform abnormally. I know that you have been studying all the time and didn't waste my time and energy." I comforted her, and my words sounded a little pale.

Sure enough, Ling Chuyi couldn't let go, and shook his head while sobbing even harder.

I grabbed her shoulders with one hand and tried to lift her face with the other.But she just lowered her head stubbornly, not showing me how she was crying.

I had no choice but to lift her onto my lap and said to her in a troubled tone, "What should I do? I made you cry again."

As expected, Ling Chuyi shook his head vigorously, denying it with a voice that was not very clear. "No, it's not... Woohoo, it's not Jing Zhe's fault... Yes, it's me."

"Why didn't you play well this time?"

I asked her softly, and a bit of expectation that had not been completely extinguished was born in my heart.

This time I couldn't even hear the crying, Ling Chuyi seemed to shut his mouth tightly, leaving only the sound of sobbing.

"Speaking of which, didn't I go to see the class teacher before I came back today?" I couldn't hear the answer, so I could only continue: "It's been confirmed, next semester... I won't go to the advanced class."

Probably because he heard a different answer than expected, Ling Chuyi suddenly raised his head.Her face was crying like a little cat, her eyes and nose were red.

The author has something to say: I have already bullied the little rabbit for two chapters, stop now!