strange love

After class, Zhao Yang called him to the end of the corridor, and he has been standing there for 5 minutes. He rubbed his hands and hesitated for a long time, but he still didn't say his purpose.

"So, did you call me here to blow the cold wind?" I tried to keep smiling and spoke in a teasing tone.I hope he can quickly explain his purpose, and then reject him severely. "If you don't say anything else, I'll leave."

"Oh wait, Xu Jingzhe, Xu Jingzhe, you have to help me."

"What help?"

Zhao Yang guessed that he also found it difficult to talk about it, and his expression was very awkward.

"You know Ling Chuyi very well, don't you?"

Rather than saying that I know her well, why not say that I am her only friend!

"and then?"

My previous speculation was not wrong at all. Now that his target is Ling Chuyi, I feel that my patience has begun to disappear rapidly.

"It's like this...I, I want to ask if she is...just...that, is she really... mentally handicapped?"

"What do you mean?" He was obviously interested in Ling Chuyi, but the first question he asked was whether Ling Chuyi was really mentally handicapped.I felt my anger flare up all at once.

Probably because my complexion was very bad, Zhao Yang explained anxiously: "No, no, I didn't mean that she was mentally retarded. That is, during the sports meeting, I... I think she is just shy and introverted... There is no other meaning ..."

"What does it mean for you to figure out if she's shy or just mentally handicapped? It's yours, and it's not yours."

"I...I'm just..." He was obviously taken aback by me.

"Do you have a crush on her?" There is not much time left before class, and I don't plan to spend any more time with him.

Zhao Yang seemed a bit overwhelmed by my straight-to-the-point communication, so he nodded hesitantly.

"So I want to find out if she is mentally handicapped. If so, forget it, if not, plan to chase her?"

"It's too much for you to say that... I just want to know which way I treat her better." My words probably did embarrass him, Zhao Yang finally recovered his voice and explained: "No matter what , she is a special girl, even if I want to pursue her, I don't want to hurt her."

"You haven't spoken to her at all, why did you suddenly fall in love with her?" His answer was unsatisfactory, I asked him in a moderate tone, "Because she looks good?"

Seeing my relaxed attitude, Zhao Yang softened his tone. "I can't say that there is no such reason... I know I am a little too anxious, but... well, let me tell you secretly, after this sports meeting, several boys in the boys' dormitory are discussing Ling Chuyi. Aren't you afraid of being preempted by others..."

Ha ha, I probably guessed it too.

"Who else?"

Zhao Yang didn't hide it, probably in order to please me, a good friend of Ling Chuyi, by shaking off the names of several boys.

"I see, it's time for class, let's go back."

This information is enough, thanks to Zhao Yang for his contribution.

"Wait, Xu Jingzhe, don't you have anything to tell me?"

"Didn't you say that you didn't ask me for help? Work hard yourself." Of course, I will let you try hard to no avail.

It may be that Zhao Yang saw hope because of my better attitude in order to collect information later, and I kept coming over after class to pester him endlessly.I didn't have time to contact Ling Chuyi until lunch.

It was also at this time that I realized that Ling Chuyi seemed to be in a bad mood.I remembered that she seemed to have something to say after returning to her seat in the morning.

"What's wrong? Is there something wrong?" She had more lunch left than usual.

"Hmm ~ no." She denied it in a weak tone, which was really worrying.

"What's on your mind? On the first day of junior high school, have you forgotten that I said that friends need to communicate? If you have any unhappy things, you can tell me."

These words were very useful. She had kept her head half down, and finally she was willing to raise her eyes to look at me.

"Awakening of Insects..."

"Ok?"

She pursed her lips, as if it took a lot of courage to say the following sentence.

"Then who...does he like you?"

puff!

What a shock!

Saying I like it from the mouth of the little white rabbit—and it is very clear that I like it in the sense of love, it really makes me a little indigestion.

"Well... why do you think that?" Of course I couldn't tell her that she was the one Zhao Yang had a crush on, so I had to find out what she thought first.

"Because... because it's always acted like that in the animation, the boy asks the girl to go out to confess, because he likes her..."

...Wait, what animation are you watching?

"No, Zhao Yang just asked me some questions, he didn't confess to me, and he didn't like me." But now it's almost the time of the first love in high school, and I've heard Han Lu say that the class There are some signs here.

Boys and girls in adolescence have the most emotional feelings, and it may only be a tiny moment that can germinate the signs of love.It's like those boys who secretly coveted Ling Chuyi without saying a word to Ling Chuyi.

"Really!" Ling Chu raised the corners of his eyes one by one, and the whole person looked refreshed. "Does he not like you!"

This sentence does not sound very comfortable.Why does Ling Chuyi have to be so happy when Zhao Yang doesn't like me?

"Are you happy that he doesn't like me?" I tried to control my dissatisfaction, not wanting to scare her.

Fortunately, Ling Chuyi was overwhelmed with joy at this time, and didn't notice my little emotions.

"Yes! Fortunately, he doesn't like you!"

Speaking of which, Zhao Yang has a good image and personality, and is very popular among girls.I used to think that Ling Chuyi didn't understand what love is, so of course I should stop it, but now it seems that I really think too much.If Ling Chuyi also thinks he is good, shouldn't he be given a chance to try?

"What do you think of Zhao Yang?" Our school doesn't take puppy love very seriously, and basically turns a blind eye to it.But even so, I think it's still too early for Ling Chuyi.

"Eh? Him? I don't know..." Ling Chuyi looked confused, as if he didn't understand why I asked this question, "I don't know him."

It's too hurtful to say that I don't know each other. After all, I'm in the same class.However, I feel that the breath that was stuck in my heart has gradually dissipated.It's like this, Ling Chuyi didn't quite understand what she said, I might have misunderstood what she meant.

"Then why doesn't he like me, you have to be happy?"

"Ah... because, because..." Ling Chuyi dodged his eyes, his face was already flushed, "...if you fall in love, you will spend less and less time with me..."

Sure enough, this little guy didn't know what to say!It's obviously because of me, why does it sound like it's because of Zhao Yang!

"Then what you should pray is that I don't like him. Even if he likes me, if I don't like him, he will definitely not agree."

"Ah! You, do you like him?" Ling Chuyi looked at me nervously, as if she could faint if I said I liked him.

"You, what are you thinking. Didn't I say that we are just ordinary friends. He doesn't like me, I don't like him...I don't like any boy now." I think it is necessary to take this opportunity to give Ling On the first day of junior high school, he instilled some ideas of cutting off puppy love, and said to her seriously: "First day of junior high school, I think it's too early for us to fall in love at this age, we should study hard now, right?"

Probably got a negative answer, Ling Chuyi looked very happy, nodded his head in agreement: "Yes, yes, we should study hard!"

Even so, I'm still a little worried.Ling Chuyi is too innocent, even if I'm by her side, if she doesn't have the ability to resist, she might be deceived by those wolf-like boys.

"Well, that's it. So, you don't have anyone you like right now?"

"Eh? I have wow." Before I was shocked by the answer, Ling Chuyi continued happily: "I like you the most!"

Oh, it's fun, but this one is different from that one!

"No," I couldn't laugh or cry, "Didn't I just talk about being in love, the kind of liking in love. For boys."

"Ah? What kind of love is love? Boys... I, I only like Dad."

But Uncle Ling is not a boy!

I roughly understood that although she knew about love, she still didn't understand its meaning at all.

This kind of thing is too difficult to explain, and if I really want to talk about it, I don't really understand it.I don't even care much about love, so my understanding is about the same as that of Ling Chuyi.

"Well... the love of love is probably like liking very much, liking more than liking anyone."

"Do you like it more than you like Dad and Aunt Zhang?"

"Eh... It's not the same as family love, so don't count them."

"Do you like it more than you?"

"Hmm... It's not the same as friendship liking. However, if such a boy really appears, you probably won't think of me." Ah, although this kind of thing will definitely happen, and it's too much to say now. It's a little early, but I still feel a little lonely.

"No way!" Ling Chu looked a little anxious at first glance, like a puppy eager to show his loyalty. "I won't..."

It hasn't appeared yet!

"Okay, okay, you won't. It's too early to say these things. I think it's better not to fall in love when you are in high school. When you are in college...well, or a little later."

Perhaps because my tone was too perfunctory, Ling Chuyi still seemed very concerned.

"I just can't..." she murmured, even her eyes were a little red.

I was really afraid that she would cry, so I quickly changed my serious tone and answered it again.

"Well, I believe you are in the first grade of junior high school, you cherish your friends the most, right?"

She nodded seriously, and then asked: "Then, how about Jingzhe? If there is a boy you really like, will you miss me?"

This is really a hard thing to imagine.It’s not that it’s hard to imagine not remembering Ling Chuyi—after all, no one knows what will happen in the future, and it’s normal for friends to drift away, but it’s hard to imagine that there will be someone who I like very much.

After all, what I love most is myself.

The author has something to say: You don't have to force yourself to be a boy!