strange love

Young people's impulses sometimes need to be restrained, but if all of them can be restrained, why do people have to experience youth?

I feel that I should not let down "Chunguang".

The picture book is huge, we sat in a corner, the white curtains were shaking slightly due to the fan, and outside the window was the warm sunshine and the sparkling lake not far away.

On the first day of junior high school, I raised my head by my side, with a slightly innocent face in front of my eyes, and a slightly immature voice in my ears.Her dark and bright pupils reflect my face, it is me who is intoxicated by her and this spring.

Putting up the album with one hand to cover it in front of my face, I lowered my head and kissed her under her puzzled eyes.

A light kiss, only the touch of lips, soft and intoxicating.I touched her and moved back, looking at me with wide eyes, I don't know if I was surprised that I kissed her suddenly or surprised that I only kissed her once.

Intense lip-tongue entanglement is good, but such green touch is also good.

I looked at her blank face and smiled, and asked her: "What's the matter?"

She looked at me, holding her heart in her small hands, and finally came to her senses.

"Shock, sting..."

"Ok?"

"You, you suddenly... I, I..." She looked incoherent, so I went to hold her little hand.

"What's wrong with me all of a sudden?" I pretended not to know why she did this, and while putting down the album, I squeezed her hand gently. "Will you continue watching?"

Ah, kissing Chuyi and teasing her again, nudity is completely harmless to me.

"You, you, you..." I was stunned by my calm attitude on the first day of junior high school, and said many times about you in a row.

"Speak softly, this is the library."

On the first day of the junior high school, I immediately silenced, and then realized that we were in the library and I did that to her.She didn't dare to say it out loud, so she could only try to lean on me, and whispered in my ear. "You, why are you kissing me all of a sudden?"

She was really defenseless, completely ignorant of how dangerous it is to rely on a would-be lover who was just full of erotic thoughts.

"Hey, of course it's because you're so cute, I can't help it." Since we agreed to be shameless, then we really can't be shameless.

On the first day of junior high school, I seemed to be stunned by my straightforward answer, blushing, and just sat back in my seat with an angry look.After a while, he slowly said: "Then, then you can't suddenly..."

My palms were hot, but it was cold in the first day of junior high school, but after I played with her little hands, they were also warm.She looked like she was going to be angry, so of course she wouldn't let me play, she took her hand away and put her back behind her back.

I slammed onto the table, supported my head with my right hand, and turned my face to look at her. "Hey, I'm actually very careful. No one will kiss you until you have observed carefully."

"That's not the problem..." Chu Yi kept trying to keep his voice down, sounding even weaker. "You are like this, I, my heart beats so fast..."

I really should feel a little guilty doing something like this in the library.

"But it was just a light touch...or did you think of something more?" I stopped pinching my hand on the first day of junior high school, so I had to reach out and touch her knee.Since I can't be alone with the first day of junior high school at home, let alone touch my chest and belly, I will die laughing on the bed if I can touch an arm.

I touched her ankle twice before, and it felt great.I think her knees, thighs, and hands must feel even more incredible.

"Huh?" As soon as my palm touched Chuyi's knee, she shook her whole body.I like to wear skirts on the first day of junior high school, and I also like to see her in skirts, like a little princess.She is wearing a candy blue white dot dress today, which is fresh and cute.

The hem of the skirt was just right to her knees, so she touched her round knees as soon as she touched it.

"On the first day of junior high school, you are really cool." The delicate skin that is not very dry has a coolness, and it is indescribably comfortable to stick to my hot palm.

"Jingzhe..." Chuyi held my hand nervously.

I did it to tease her but not really to scare her. Seeing how dare she continue teasing her like this, I just touched her lightly and then took my hand back.

"Okay, okay, I won't bully you anymore. Let's continue to look at the paintings?" You still have to be careful, after all, the shame in the first grade of junior high school is much heavier than mine, and if you continue to bully you, you may cry directly.

I turned my attention back, and after turning two pages, I realized that the first day of junior high school seemed to have not recovered.

She was still holding my hand, she lowered her head and didn't know what she was thinking, and she didn't know where her eyes were looking.

When I thought about it, it was broken, and I was molesting too much, and I cried inwardly. "First day of junior high school, what's the matter? You won't cry, will you? I was wrong. I will pay more attention to it in the future."

The degree of shame is different from that of a prospective girlfriend, so the acceptable scale is probably different.I think I should really think about this issue more, so as not to scare her.

On the first day of junior high school, I kept silent, and I didn't dare to touch her anymore, so I begged for mercy in a low voice.

"Jing, Jingzhe..." It took a long time to raise her head on the first day of the lunar new year, she looked a little shy and hesitant, but she didn't look sad at all.

I breathed a sigh of relief, and when I saw her beckoning to me, I put my ear to her.The moist and warm breath blows on my ears, accompanied by her soft and waxy voice like toffee.

"Jing Zhe, have you endured so hard?"

How do I answer this?I really endured so hard.

"For example, if it's at home, I can touch it for you."

...Eh iiiiiiiiiiiiiii? ! !

Finally it was my turn to be dumbfounded!Does this little white rabbit know what he is talking about?

Although, although she also liked touching each other at the beginning.But now the meaning is completely different!Does she understand?

I turned my head to see her expression, Chu Xiao's face was flushed, and she didn't dare to look at me at all.If she doesn't understand, she probably understands a little bit... maybe.

Of course I know that Chuyi doesn't hate me getting close to her, but she is so shy, it takes a lot of determination to say these words.

My God, I am too happy!

(Quasi) Don't take advantage of your girlfriend, you bastard.Of course I can't live up to the expectations of the first grade of junior high school!

"Then it's settled, plus lung capacity exercises, you have to be prepared."

As soon as I said this, I didn't feel embarrassed to look at me again on the first day of junior high school. The two of them vaguely flipped through a picture book without doing anything special.

At the end of September, my mother moved into my house completely, and the life of a family of three finally began.Because she had often stayed overnight before this, the process of moving in was very smooth.Only then did I realize that she has gradually integrated into our lives since I don't know when.

Of course, two mothers have many advantages over one mother. For example, there are more dishes to eat, more frequent breakfast at home, and more nagging.

My mother is not a nag herself, and I like that about her, but nagging like my mother doesn't seem to be very annoying.She took care of us, one big and one small, by herself, so my mother simply became the hands-off shopkeeper and was only responsible for execution.

The head of the family seems to have changed positions.

Although I think they have something, but the two get along quite naturally in front of me.I've been enjoying myself recently, and the two of them love to tease me.My mother is okay, after all, she has the reserve of an adult.Mom didn't care about that much, and when she saw that I was a little happier, she secretly said that I had taken advantage of it.

However, today I did take advantage.

"Are you going to have a holiday on November?"

Dinner is steak made by my mother, it can be seen that it took a lot of work.The three of them ate while chatting, and my mother said eleven.

"Jingjing, let's go back to grandpa's house on eleventh. If you haven't gone back this summer vacation, they should miss you very much."

Indeed, I used to go back more or less during the summer vacation.This time, my mother probably refused to go back because of my mother's affairs, while my side didn't feel much because I didn't go back because of the first year of junior high school.

Thinking about it carefully, we are really unfilial.

"Okay, what date will it be? How many days?" It is necessary to visit the elderly, and I can only use the phone to express my lovesickness when I am reluctant to go to the first day of junior high school.

"Come on early, I'll be there on the 1st. It's almost enough to stay for a day or two, and Sister Mu will go back together."

"Mom is going too?" I was a little surprised.

My mother ate the steak calmly.

"Well, you should visit him both emotionally and rationally."

"Oh..." Of course I couldn't say anything, and I felt that their meeting wouldn't have much impact on me, but I couldn't help thinking about it.After I recognized my mother, although I also talked with my grandparents on the phone, neither of them mentioned this matter at all.

That's right, it's better to talk about this kind of thing in person.

But will they say anything about my dad?No matter how I think about it, I don't think they will talk about this topic, but I have to think about how I would react if they really talked about it.

In fact, I avoided talking about my father from the beginning, and the appearance of being completely uninterested was enough to attract suspicion.Even if my mother didn't think much about it, my mother must have felt something.But she hasn't said anything so far, so I'm half relieved and half anxiously waiting.

"Jingjing, don't worry, I've already talked to your grandparents, it will be better when the time comes." My mother seemed to see my uneasiness, but unfortunately she didn't see the real reason for my uneasiness.

"I know." She didn't see it, but my mother's gaze made me a little unbearable, so I had to bury my head in hard work.

In fact, that was a long time ago, right?In fact, although he is my father, the things he did have nothing to do with me, right?

I am different from him.

The author has something to say: The content of Jing Zhe's father is a little bit heavy, and the text is not clear. Let's keep happy.Let's talk about it in the episode of mother's bitter secret love.