strange love

It's not easy for close people to start learning to keep their distance, especially for me and the first year of junior high school - we have had problems since we got up early.

From washing and combing her hair to eating breakfast, I almost couldn't hold back the desire to help her do it myself several times.The same is true in the first day of junior high school, watching me hesitate to speak, until I am sure that I really can't help her, and then quietly do it myself.

I felt sad and sad watching it, and I was always depressed in the first day of junior high school.

But this is just the first step, how can I fall here?Although I will be sad for a while in the first grade of junior high school, as long as I get used to it slowly, it will get better.I was the one who led her to get too close, and now of course I can bring our relationship back on track.

Today is Saturday, and my mother got up happily to make breakfast for us without going to work.She no longer treats the first day of junior high school as an outsider, and she still looks reluctant when she knows that she is going home today.

It's easy to see the depression in the first day of junior high school. In addition, we didn't have much communication during breakfast, so my mother noticed it very quickly.

I could feel her gaze, but I couldn't explain it, so I had to pretend not to see it.

Seeing that I ignored her, my mother simply asked, "Little Junior One, why do you look unhappy? Did you startle and bully you? Tell auntie, and auntie will teach her a lesson for you."

If I have to make complaints about why she doesn't want me to order, but now I can't refute even half a sentence.It was because I bullied the first grader that made her feel so uncomfortable.

The first day of junior high school was probably due to inattention, and it took a while to realize that my mother was talking to her, and shook her head repeatedly: "No, it's not, auntie, Jing Zhe didn't bully me."

She looked up at me, then lowered her head, and said in a low voice, "She won't bully me..."

I couldn't help but feel sour.

Seeing her performance like this, how could my mother believe her words, she squinted at me and asked, "Jingjing, you really didn't bully the first grader?"

She asked so bluntly, how can I pretend to be deaf and dumb, so I had to bite the bullet and say: "How could I bully her..."

My mother looked at me dubiously, "Really? Then why did you look so sluggish in the first day of junior high school? She stayed with you all the time. Don't bully her just because you are cute on the first day of junior high school. Mom, I won't agree."

"Hey, auntie, Jing Zhe didn't bully me, really!" I was scolded by my mother, and I was more anxious than I was on the first day of junior high school, so I hurriedly explained: "Yes, it's because I don't want to be reluctant to Jing Zhe..."

She didn't finish her sentence, but her mother nodded with an expression that she already understood: "So it's like this, it doesn't matter, it's the first day of junior high school, our house is so close, you can come and play every day."

The reluctance in the first day of junior high school may have another meaning, but my mother didn't hear it.I breathed a sigh of relief, and quickly smoothed things over and said: "Okay, mom, you should eat quickly. I remember my sister-in-law asked you to go and watch the car together today? I will pack up later and take the first day of junior high school home. gone."

I'm really glad that I went home today on the first day of junior high school, otherwise I don't know what will happen.

Lu Youyou was going to university locally, and she was taking her driver's license test during the summer vacation. My aunt planned to get her a car when the time came.It's just that Lu Youyou shouldn't expect extravagant new cars, so my sister-in-law decided to take the opportunity to give her the original car and buy a new one herself.

So I asked my mother to go and see the car together.

Uncle Ling and Aunt Zhang just came back today. I think they should have a lot to talk about.

The summer homework for the first year of junior high school has basically been completed, and there will be some previews at most after that.There are still 20 days before leaving school, so there should be no problem in general.

I think I've thought it through very clearly.

Getting along with a distance is not only a new course for me and the first year of junior high school, but even people around me think that something unpleasant happened to us.It doesn't matter if Han Lu and Ao An'an asked a few times, but Lu Youyou, who hasn't seen many times, came to ask me what happened with Chuyi.

Of course I can't tell her.

It's definitely not considered happy, but we really didn't quarrel, the atmosphere was just indescribably awkward for a while.

After the eighth practice, Ao An'an has really learned breaststroke, and can swim 20 meters in one breath.As soon as she learned it, she went to Sanya with her family to play, and Han Lu was busy with her summer homework, so the tenth time I came to the swimming pool, only me and the first two people were left.

It's not a big deal at all. In the plan, I was the only one who taught swimming in the first grade of junior high school.It's just that the two of us are a little weird now, and it makes me feel a little guilty without them by my side.

After a lot of hard work in the first day of junior high school, I was able to swim five or six meters.It's just that she still doesn't know how to breathe, and she always wears a breathing tube when swimming.The purpose of learning to swim is not just for fun, it is an important means of life-saving in case of a natural disaster.At that time, where is there any breathing tube for you to use?Especially since she fell into the water in the first day of junior high school, I must let her really learn to swim.

There are still ten days before the end of the summer vacation. I guess I won't come again after two more visits. Today I plan to give her a lesson on breathing.

The first day of junior high school is no longer as afraid of water as it used to be, so the test of holding my breath went smoothly.It's just that you have the skills to breathe while swimming. After mastering the skills, you can learn any posture you really want to learn.

This is also one of the reasons why Ao Anan learned slower than Ao Anan in the first grade of junior high school. Ao Anan learned to breathe first before learning posture, no matter what happens, he is not afraid.

Today, in addition to teaching how to suffocate in the water and exhale in the water for the first grade of junior high school, the main thing is to talk about rhythmic breathing. I have to wait until the next class to really breathe while swimming.

The time for suffocating and exhaling in the water should be discounted. Before the first day of junior high school, the normal breath holding can only be held for 42 seconds, but there has been a lot of progress in the past half month, and now it can last for about 40 seconds in the water.Holding your breath is easy to learn, but exhaling is not so easy.

In the water, you should use your nose to exhale. The exhalation should be slow at the beginning and fast at the end. Every time you raise your head and inhale, you must exhale all the air in your lungs.

I studied very seriously in the first day of junior high school, worked hard, and passed the test smoothly when I exhaled.

But the real difficulty begins now.

It is very important to master the timing of exhalation and raising your head to inhale. Choking on water is very likely to happen during the practice of rhythmic breathing.

"Take it slowly at first, don't worry, and don't be nervous if you choke on the water, I will hold your hand."

Probably because of the change in my attitude, during the first year of junior high school, I seldom acted like a baby.Not only that, but every time she wanted to get close to me, she showed a cautious look, which made me feel very distressed.

I know, she is a very patient child.

"Are you supporting me?" When Chuyi heard that I was holding her hand, a smile bloomed on her face instantly.She looked very happy, but I felt a little sad.

Just now I did the sulking and exhalation by myself on the first day of junior high school, but I still feel worried about breathing.

"Well, I'll support you." In the past ten days, we basically haven't had much contact, let alone being intimate.

I reached out to her, and happily put my hand into mine.

"Yeah, good!" Her hand is still small and soft, and I can wrap it all up with a light grip.

I suddenly remembered how shy and happy she looked when I held the hand of the first grader for the first time, and it seemed like a lifetime away.

"On the first day of junior high school...you come on." I wanted to say something, but found that it was inappropriate to say anything, so I could only cheer her on.

Ao An'an has already left his teacher, and he also showed a bit of anxiety in the first day of junior high school, and he studied hard.

There were no major problems in the first two times, but the rhythm of the first day of junior high school began to be messed up in the third time, and the fourth time I raised my head and immediately choked on water.

I quickly lifted her out of the water and patted her on the back. "Are you okay on the first day of junior high school? Take your time and don't worry."

On the first day of the lunar new year, he coughed for a while before he recovered, and while trying to take off his swimming goggles, he said, "No, it's okay, the water ran into the eyes."

I took off her swimming goggles and found that her eyes were a little red, "Let's rest for a while, are your eyes uncomfortable?"

"Well~ it's not uncomfortable, I, I want to continue." The first day of junior high school was very persistent, and I didn't stop her since I saw that she was fine.

Fortunately, after slowing down the pace, I never choked on water in the first day of junior high school.By the end of today's practice, she had initially mastered the rhythm of rhythmic breathing.

"Are your eyes still hurting?" It's just that her eyes seemed to be hurting after they touched the water, and when she finally took off her swimming goggles, she couldn't help but reach out and rub her eyes.

I couldn't stop it, and when I took her hand, the eyes of the first day of junior high school were as red as a little white rabbit.

"Yes, it's a little itchy." She still wanted to rub, so I quickly grabbed her hand to keep her still.

"Be patient for a while, the more you rub it, the more itchy it will get." I knew it was hard for her to bear the itching, seeing her aggrieved face, wanting to move but not daring to move, I had no choice but to hold her hand all the way. "We rinsed off and went home with eye drops."

I couldn't rub it in the first day of junior high school, so I had to squint my eyes and blink constantly. "Well, good."

I have already felt the alienation caused by the alienated way of getting along with each other.If it was in the past, she would definitely act coquettishly again, saying how uncomfortable she was.And I will definitely show more concern and tension, and comfort her in a more gentle way.

I tried to control myself as much as possible, and then I started to go too far.

Not only the first day of junior high school, of course I also feel lost about it.However, even so we are at least friends.A friend should have a distance from a friend. I can't blaspheme her in the name of a friend while feeling in love with her. This is the correct way to get along.

The author has something to say: the next chapter will start with high energy.