strange love

In ancient times, there were feudal lords in the beacon fire drama, but now I smile for Bomei people, and there is nothing to be ashamed of swimming hard.

I showed the breaststroke backstroke freestyle to the first grader, and she applauded and applauded continuously, which satisfied my vanity.

Seeing her face flushed with admiration, I couldn't help but want to show her a hand again.

"On the first day of junior high school, it's nothing to be able to float, but I'm going to sink. Would you like to see it?"

"Sink, sink?" Chu Xiaoxiao's face was full of surprise, and he was very surprised that he would sink instead of floating in the water. "Won't it be flooded?"

"No, I can hold my breath, just wait, I'll show you."

I wanted to show off, of course I mustered all my strength, took a deep breath and plunged into the water.Because I usually exercise, my lung capacity is not bad, and it is not a big problem to hold in the water for more than two minutes.

While I was reading the number in my head, I wondered if I should just swim to the first day of junior high school and surprise her.But after thinking about it carefully, if it really frightens her, the loss outweighs the gain, and I was about to give up, but I saw the first day of the junior high school seemed to be leaning towards me in the water.

I found it strange that her voice was faintly heard in my ears, and it seemed to be crying.The water here is deep, and I couldn't even paddle before the first day of junior high school. I can't rest assured that she came over and quickly surfaced.

As soon as I came out of the water, before I wiped the water on my face, I heard the first day of the junior high school called me with crying voices: "Jingzhe, Jingzhe..."

I couldn't hear it well, and just about to open my eyes to see it, someone beside me had already grabbed my arm.

"Shocked, are you alright?"

It was mother's voice.

It was only then that I realized that I had gone too far in showing off.

"Jing Zhe, are you okay?" The godmother also asked anxiously, and I felt even more embarrassed.The two of them took me to the shallow water area on the first day of junior high school, and they didn't let go even if I was all right.

On the first day of junior high school, she was indeed crying, her eyes were red, and she was crying. As soon as I got to her side, she took my hand and kept calling me.

I couldn't help feeling guilty, and quickly said: "Don't cry, don't cry, I'm fine, I'm just kidding."

My mother knows my water quality, the voice of the question just now is not too nervous, the main reason is that the godmother is worried.

At this time, seeing the first day of junior high school crying so heartbrokenly, he quickly comforted her, "Oh, don't cry on the first day of junior high school, it's okay to be surprised, she is good at water, don't cry, don't cry."

I also hurriedly said: "Yes, yes, didn't I tell you to perform diving for you? I have been holding my breath, it's okay. I can hold it for 3 minutes."

"You still say!" I was brought up by my mother, of course she was relieved of me, godmother is different, she probably listened to what I said lightly, and her tone was a little harsh, "Don't play casually just because you are good at water. I know that most drowning people can swim! Fortunately, you are fine today, what if you have cramps or catch your breath? We treat you as playing, what will we do if we don't come to rescue you?"

She spoke very seriously, and I turned to look at her and found that her eyes were also red, and the thought that she was making a big fuss disappeared.

Mom didn't think there was anything wrong at first, but when she heard what the godmother said, the direction of the wind changed quickly. "That's right, you kid is usually very stable, why are you so careless today."

She then flanked me, there was no way to survive, and she quickly admitted her mistake. "I made a mistake as a godmother, and I will definitely not do this again in the future."

The godmother took a look at me, her expression eased, and her tone was not so urgent. "You, even if you know that you are good at swimming, you still bring the first grader with you? You have to think about her, right? How can I make my parents feel at ease and let you teach her how to swim?"

It's true that I didn't think carefully, and I was a little ashamed, so I agreed.I promised again and again that I would never do it again, so the godmother stopped nagging.

On the first day of junior high school, I was startled and frightened, crying like a tearful person, but later I was judged by the boss again, as if it was my own fault, apologizing and begging me for mercy. "Mu, Aunt Mu, you, don't scold Jingzhe, Jingzhe, it's my fault, yes, I'm making a fuss..."

She was still sobbing as she spoke, seeing that she was about to cry again, not to mention I felt distressed, the godmother also looked sad, and quickly comforted her, "Don't cry on the first day of the new year, Auntie didn't criticize Jing Zhe, you are good. "

I was even more anxious, because the godmother and mother couldn't comfort her well.The mother was not so worried, she called out her sweetheart while holding her, and tried to comfort her and make her laugh.

"Oh, the first day of junior high school, if you cry again, the water in the swimming pool will turn salty. If you cry like a big tabby cat, your father will think Jing Jing bullies you when you go back! Be good, be good, auntie will take you to eat later How about ice cream?"

Mom is good at coaxing people, don't care about the old and the young, she can handle them easily.She coaxed and rubbed, and soon made Chuyi laugh, showing a shy and happy look.

It's an eyesore, very an eyesore!

I can see it, my mother looked ready to move in the locker room just now, and now she is holding Chu Yi's delicate skin and tender flesh in her arms majestically, it must be because she is so cute!

At the beginning, the godmother looked very relieved when she saw her coaxing her to the first day of junior high school. When her mother said something like "You will be your auntie's daughter on the first day of junior high school", she felt that she was out of tune and pulled her away.

"Okay, okay, you are enough, let them play with the children."

I said in my heart that the godmother did a good job, and seeing my mother leave obediently, I couldn't help but slander.

My mother not only covets my daughter's own mother, but also steals her daughter's sweetheart, it's really shameless!

Fortunately, someone can cure her!

The two of them swam far away, somehow they seemed to catch up, leaving me and Chuyi finally able to talk in private for a while.

On the first day of junior high school, her eyes were red, and the tears hadn't been wiped away, and she was still holding my hand while she was on the swimming ring—this was just the depth where I could step on it to the bottom, but she could only float.

I felt even more guilty and distressed, so I held her hand and comforted me: "The first day of junior high school, don't cry, I'm fine, don't worry."

She looked a little panicked and embarrassed, "I'm fine, yes, it's my fault that caused you to be criticized by Aunt Mu..."

She looked at me with tears in her eyes, and she was so worried about me, it was so touching.Probably no one understands mother's feeling of wanting to hold this baby in her arms better than I do.

"Godmother is right, I should be more careful, otherwise I won't scare you to tears... It's my fault."

I quickly shook my head on the first day of the lunar new year, and I dragged her to the shore, listening to her intermittently while walking: "No, Jing Zhe is so powerful, you have told me about it... It was me, I was too flustered... It’s because I can’t swim, so I’m afraid that something will happen to you... I can’t help you so I call you auntie... Also, you were scolded... You are so good, I, I told you not to cry... I It’s useless to wake up with stinging stings, I can only cry..."

My heart was about to break when I heard it, and I really couldn't care if the contact was too close. As soon as she got on the shore, I hugged her standing in the water——finally I was satisfied.

"Don't say that on the first day of junior high school... I know you are worried about me, nervous about me, and afraid that something will happen to me, so you cry and call mom and the others, right? You are not useless, you can sing and sing Painting, now I'm still exercising and I need to learn to swim. When you learn to swim, you can save me. Let's compete like a godmother and a mother, okay?"

She hugged me tightly, nodded and said repeatedly: "Yeah, I, I must learn to swim hard."

I felt sore and warm in my heart all at once, wishing I could hold her limp body in my arms and not let go.

The way she cried for me, was nervous for me, and worried about me was so sympathetic.To be honest, I like her performance like this.Because it lets me know that she cares, and it lets me know that she really likes me.I am both happy about it, but also extremely tormented by it.

Why can't this kind of love be the love of love?She likes me so much, why can't I turn this liking into the kind of liking I want?

The suppressed desire in my heart is already ready to move, like a beast that just wants to break free from its shackles and break through its cage.

I hugged her for a long time before letting go. Looking at her again, I found that the tears had been wiped away, but the eye sockets were still red.

"Jing Zhe..." She called me softly, she didn't seem to care much about what happened just now.

"What's wrong?" I asked her, touching the corner of her eye.

But because the hand feels so good, I immediately realized that this intimate action was a little too natural, and quickly took my hand back.

Thinking about it carefully, my mother is lying on the godmother's lap with peace of mind, but it is ridiculous that I am so trembling.But from another point of view, my mother has been able to endure for so many years. Compared with me, she has more experience. Of course, I can't compare myself to her and take risks.

On the first day of the junior high school, I took my half-closed hand, and sighed old-fashionedly, "Today was supposed to be happy..."

"Okay, don't think about it anymore. When you cry, your mother will take us to eat ice cream, isn't it also very happy?"

As soon as she heard it, she knew that I was teasing her again, she pouted and said, "You don't like food...Only I am happy."

Hahaha she is so cute.Even though I said so, I still can't refuse the ice cream.

"Then I'll be happy if you're happy. Who else said I don't like food? I just eat less."

On the first day of junior high school, I was puzzled, "Why? If I like to eat something, I want to eat a lot, and I want to watch a lot of cartoons."

"But, aren't you very restrained from eating snacks now? Watching animation is also very restrained. I just endure it."

Her eyes widened in surprise. "Hey, really? Are you holding back too? Why didn't I see it at all?"

Because you still don't understand.

The author has something to say: Whenever there is a possibility, why is it so easy to give up?