strange love

When seeing that girl again in class, Ling Chuyi was already so excited that he didn't know what to do.Of course she didn't expect to be friends with her, but it was just a class, and she was very happy just to see her every day.

When the classmates introduced themselves, she knew the girl's name, and her name was Xu Jingzhe.

For the first time, Ling Chuyi didn't brood over his bad introduction for too long, but was full of thoughts on how to write the three characters Xu Jingzhe.I wonder if it has a good meaning like my own name.

Is a whale a whale's whale?That's why she is so tall, her voice is so gentle, she is so strong, and she is also smart and steady.

Xu Jingzhe is tall. She still remembers that when she was kneeling on the ground, the other party appeared in front of her. The tall figure seemed to be able to block the sun and the wind and rain.She likes her tall stature, the only regret is that because of her stature, she sits in the last row of the class, and she can peek at her only when get out of class is over.

Xu Jingzhe has a nice and gentle voice.She speaks neither fast nor slow, and she speaks very clearly and standard Mandarin, and most importantly, she is not as loud as when others speak to herself.She would gently ask herself: what happened?Do you need help?

When she asked herself and helped herself that day, she seemed to be unable to hear any other voices.

Xu Jingzhe has great strength, and often helps other girls move tables when changing seats in the class.At that time, she was also very powerful when she held her hand, which made her no longer afraid at once.

Xu Jingzhe is smart and steady.She will always be called up by the teacher to answer questions, and she has never missed an answer.It was also at that time, even more powerful than the adults present.

Moreover, Xu Jingzhe is very, very good-looking.She is prettier than everyone I have ever seen, with good-looking eyes, a good-looking nose, and a good-looking mouth, and she seems to be prettier than the mother in my memory.

Her hair is black and long, her nose is high and straight, and her eyes are like the petals of a peach blossom.

Since meeting Xu Jingzhe for the first time, Ling Chuyi has never forgotten her.Just like she thought at the beginning, Xu Jingzhe is a very, very powerful, but also very, very gentle person.She is not at all like herself, and she is also different from others.

Now that they were classmates, she couldn't be happier—even if she didn't know herself anymore.

Ling Chuyi already understood the fact that he was "somewhat" different from others.She is stupid, does not study well, and is also clumsy in doing things.Others always dislike her, and she also knows that she will only cause trouble for others.

When Ling Chu was a child, he always wondered why Eunuch Sun made himself so stupid?Why are you different from others?And why would they be bullied if they were different?

Dad said, because Eunuch Sun hopes that Tuantuan will always be a carefree little princess and not grow up.

But she understands that she is not a little princess, nor is she carefree.She didn't want not to grow up, and she didn't want to be different from others.

She wants friends.

It would be great if I were a little more courageous and had the courage to talk to her.If I can be smarter, can I be her friend?She has so many friends, she won't mind having one more of her own.

It wasn't that no one had spoken to her, but she just felt scared.

Their voices were so loud and they spoke quickly, all of which they could not understand.And soon, the classmates in the class seemed to have discovered something, and they would never take the initiative to look for her again.Although she didn't call her "stuttering", "retarded", or "mentally retarded" like those former classmates, she knew that they already thought so in their hearts.

Does Xu Jingzhe think the same way?

They occasionally meet eyes.

Because she always peeps at her, sometimes Xu Jingzhe can catch her eyes.She smiled at her as if she didn't know anything, not close but very warm.

Ling Chuyi peeped at her more frequently, looking for her figure on the way home, watching her interact with other friends.

She knew that Xu Jingzhe was very helpful. She would help the short students wipe the blackboard, help the weak students take out the trash, and help the students with poor grades to answer questions.

However, I don't have to wipe the blackboard or sweep the floor, let alone hand in homework.She didn't have any reason to get close to her, and she knew that she shouldn't get close to her.

The two of them couldn't be friends, she only dared to call her by her name quietly in her heart, Xu Jingzhe... Jingzhe.

However, they had a second chance to speak.

"I think it's better for you not to touch it." At that time, she was sitting on the side of the road in a dirty state, wanting to play with bugs like an ignorant child.As for Jing Zhe, she still stood in front of her like the previous time, and still stretched out her hand to help her.

She was pleasantly surprised, flustered, and sad—she knew she must look ugly.

"I'm Xu Jingzhe, who is in your class." She introduced like this, as if she was afraid that she would not know her identity, as if telling herself not to be nervous, telling herself that she was not a bad person.

How could he not know her?

"I know..." She wanted to explain, to tell her that she knew her, had been looking at her all the time, and had always admired her.But she knew very well that these words should not be said, and it would be meaningless to say them.

Her tall body squatted down beside her, and Ling Chuyi smelled a cool smell. "What are you doing? Getting so dirty."

Only then did she realize that her clothes were soiled again, and she couldn't help feeling even more sad.

How can I deserve to be friends with Jing Zhe?

"Do you want to stand up?" However, Jing Zhe didn't dislike her.She reached out to her and pulled her up from the ground.

Jing Zhe's hand was big, hot, and very strong, it seemed that it didn't take any effort to pull him up.She helped herself pick off the leaves on her head, with a smile in the corner of her pretty eyes, and she said: Do you want to go together?

There is a light and small red mole in the corner of her eye, which is very beautiful when she smiles.

of course yes!

Ling Chuyi hurriedly and flusteredly agreed, fearing that this opportunity would be fleeting.

She had long forgotten that she could not be friends with her, that she should not bother her, and that she had forgotten her fear.

"Then let's go together."

She went home with Jing Zhe for the first time!

Neither Dad nor Aunt Zhang knew why she was so happy, and she didn't want to tell them, it was her own little secret.

She walked with Jing Zhe, summoned up the courage to say a few words to her, and she even told herself to see you tomorrow.She knew that she lived across from her and that they were on the way. If she followed her tomorrow, would she invite herself to go home together?

She never thought that Jing Zhe and Jing Zhe could be friends, but if they just go home together, if they just walk on the road and talk a few words, is it okay?

In the end, it was even better than she thought!

Jing Zhe rode her handsome bicycle and drove her home.She only dared to grab the seat cushion of the bicycle, looking at Jing Zhe's back, she felt that her heart also flew up.

She knows that Jing Zhe is a very good person, reliable and stable, she is only helping herself.I shouldn't bother her anymore, I shouldn't get close to her, and I shouldn't go home with her again.

What's more, I shouldn't let my desire to be friends with Jingzhe inflate.

When Han Lu said that she would go home with Jing Zhe, she knew that she could no longer be willful.She thought, as long as Jing Zhe rejects her, she will be obedient and never approach Jing Zhe again.

However, Jing Zhe drove her home together.

She only remembered that Jing Zhe rode the bike so fast that day, she only remembered that she hugged her waist in fear, she only remembered... only remembered that she really wanted to be friends with her.

It's okay to be called thick-skinned, it's okay to be laughed at by others, it's okay to be called anything.She just wanted to be friends with her, to go home with her, to say a lot of things to her.

I want to hear her gentle voice, I want to see her shallow and faint smile, I want to hold her hand again.

She knew that her wish was too much, but she just couldn't help it.As long as Jing Zhe doesn't hate her, she wants to get closer to her.

She thought, she must be a very bad child, that's why Father Sun made her so stupid.

Jingzhe is so good, as long as she takes the initiative, she will definitely not ignore her.Maybe she was already very embarrassed, and other classmates must have talked about it behind her back, and she even caused her to quarrel with her friends.

However, as long as Jing Zhe didn't say the words to reject her, she would not be willing to give up.It was the first time that a classmate was so kind to her, and it was also the first time that she wanted to be close to someone so much, and the first time she wanted to be friends with someone so much.

They really became friends!

Jingzhe not only helps her study, but also visits her home.Dad and Aunt Zhang also like Jingzhe very much!Everyone likes Jingzhe, and she also likes Jingzhe very much.

She is obviously so mature, but she talks about pony with herself.She is willing to listen to herself say a lot of things that others don't want to listen to, and she also tells herself a lot of things she doesn't know.She taught herself to learn, and the knowledge that she couldn't understand or remember before seemed to be easier.She encouraged herself to improve her grades, and she seemed to have endless energy.

She has to try her best not to become a burden to Jing Zhe, try not to cause trouble to her, and try to be better—she doesn't want Jing Zhe to be ridiculed because of herself.

In the mid-term exam, she got such a high score for the first time since elementary school, and it was all because of the help of Jing Zhe.Jing Zhe is so omnipotent and so popular, but she is her friend.

On the first day of the first day, I also think about it and at night. I feel happy for a while, and feel scared for a while.

Can I really be friends with her?Can a thick-skinned person like myself, such a stupid person, such a bad person really be friends with Jing Zhe?

"We're friends, aren't we? So talk as much as you want. If there's anything else you want to do, I think we can do it together. I'll be happy if you think I can help you. Because I think , I also received your help."

When she was crying and telling Jing Zhe her bad thoughts, Jing Zhe told her like this.

She said she had helped her too—the first time someone had said that to her.

It doesn't matter if it's a lie, she has never heard a sweeter word than this.

She knew that Jing Zhe was her best friend and also her favorite person.

The author has something to say: the wording from the perspective of the first year of junior high school is too difficult to write... Anyway, the image of the little pervert in her heart is beautiful and supple, especially tall.