first rival

I often think, in Pangu's mind, who is more important, Dragon God or me.

I never asked Pangu.

I never dared to think.

I dare not ask.

I just need to be by Pangu's side.I know she is disappointed in Dragon God, and I know Dragon God is no match for mine, because I never let her down.

I even feel that Dragon God is more pitiful than me.

Dragon God and I were once the darlings of heaven chosen by Pangu.

I know that Dragon God secretly loves her, just like me.But what she loves is the entire Three Thousand Worlds, not a certain dragon or a certain flower in it.

Pangu chose the Dragon God. She embraced the young dragon that had just emerged from its shell, hugged her on the throne with her own hands, gave her the power of three thousand worlds, and worked hand in hand with her to repair the disasters in the world. considered unique.

And after the dragon god let her down, Pangu chose me, she chose a purple jing luo, gave me a third of the power of the three thousand worlds, gave me a whole demon clan, gave me hope, but never Don't stay for me.

But she finally left me.

Dragon God and I got nothing in the end.

Is she more pitiful than me?maybe.

At least, in the end, she did everything she could, risked her life, and did not hesitate to destroy herself to die with Pangu. Such crazy behavior finally touched Pangu's heart.

Therefore, in the last time, Pangu looked at the blood-stained sunset and asked me in confusion and sadness, or she was just asking herself, what did she do wrong, why did the Dragon God want to be with her at the cost of destroying herself? She died together.

Yes, she did nothing wrong. The God of Creation dedicated everything to this world, allowing these three thousand creatures to multiply and thrive together, making this originally barren world beautiful and rich, and giving Dragon God and I a chance Experience the love, hatred, hatred, ignorance and resentment in this world, see the world's scenery, have life and thoughts, and have everything.

But Dragon God and I both irresistibly fell in love with this Creator God who only loves three thousand worlds.

She created us and hoped that we would love these three thousand worlds.

But we fell in love with her, hoping that she would pay attention to us, care about us, and take her eyes away from the three thousand worlds.

I have never seen a more gentle person than Pangu.

She is not beautiful, even her face is plain, she is so gentle, but she is always lonely.She is like the sunset glow blooming in the sky, the stars gradually fading in the night, she is so soft and heartbreaking, but she never stays with anyone.

She is always lonely.

Dragon God and I tried our best and tried our best, but we couldn't relieve her loneliness.This God of Creation, who is so powerful that he can destroy the world with a single thought, possesses supreme power and wisdom. She has a broad heart and cares about the common people, but she has always been so lonely.

When I was under the abyss, I was with her.She sang to me, often showing a lonely look.

Those songs, the tunes are gentle, tactful and gentle, like the breeze blowing over my branches and leaves at night.I never knew where I came from, maybe it was the seeds unintentionally dropped by the birds when they passed by the abyss, or when Pangu was passing by the forest, a lively little squirrel in the forest mustered up his courage Gift that comes with a pine cone for her.

In this way, I fell down under the abyss.

When I showed a bud, Pangu just discovered me.She bent down and looked at me in surprise in the bamboo house with a dim yellow light under the abyss.

Her smile is so gentle, so beautiful that it is almost intoxicating.She stretched out her fingers, gently stroked my tender green shoots, and said softly and gently to me: "Little guy, why did they sprout here?"

I stared at her blankly.

Her fingers are light and soft, and her smile is gentle and joyful. I seem to have been bathed by spring rain, and my whole body is full of warmth and satisfaction after being moisturized.

At that time I was heartless.

But every bud and every flower of mine is eager to grow out. I want to bloom the most beautiful and fragrant flower to repay her.

Pangu was afraid that I would wither, so she lit more lamps.I looked at the warm yellow wick, and my heart was filled with warmth.My day-by-day growth is finally about to bloom.

But Pangu left.

Not long after a blue bird came, many demons dressed in black came. They knelt at Pangu's feet, tearfully talking about the crimes of a heavenly emperor called Dragon God.

Pangu frowned, the first time I saw her frown.She didn't mind those people disturbing her cleanliness, and she didn't feel angry at those who came to the endless abyss uninvited. The child in the arms of the tribal woman gently coaxed the crying baby.

Then Pangu left.

When Pangu was not around, I sometimes thought of her, so I went to the left, sometimes I was wronged, and I was angry that she didn't come back, so I went to the right, she was gone for a few months, I thought of her every day, even abruptly I hold back the flower bud and don't let it bloom.

I wait for Pangu to come back, and then I will bloom the first flower and give it to her.

Later Pangu came back.

I immediately gathered up all my energy and happily bloomed the first flower, trying to make her happy, but Pangu's expression seemed to be gloomy, she was very melancholy, in the bamboo house, she didn't notice me, she just frowned , seems to be thinking about something.

The room was filled with the fragrance of the purple flowers, but Pan Gu didn't have the heart to appreciate it.She was thinking about things, she was depressed.

She didn't even look at me until I was in full bloom.

I'm very sad, I even feel a little wronged, I don't think I'll show Pan Gu any more flowers.

But when Pangu looked at me later, I gathered my strength and tried my best to open another flower for Pangu to see.

Pangu finally saw my flowers.

A faint smile appeared on her face, she stroked my petals, and said softly: "It's so beautiful."

At that moment, I was very happy.

I think, if every life, every creature, comes to this world because of a purpose that gives it meaning.

Then I came to this world just to listen to her words.

Pangu took me to heaven.

She made up her mind that the Dragon God made a mistake and would still be punished after all.

Even though she didn't know it, Dragon God just deliberately made a mistake in order for her to show up and see him again.

I was in the hall, held in the hands of Pangu.

I looked at the woman named Dragon God, sitting high on the golden seat of Ningxiao Temple.Her expression ranged from surprise to despair, from beautiful whiteness when she was excited to paleness full of despair.

I watched her gaze towards Pangu, full of dark love and longing.I know what she is thinking, even though Pangu drew out her blood and poured it on me, the love in her eyes has not diminished in the slightest.

She loves Pangu.

She's jealous of me, I can feel it.

I'm very happy, I'm glad that it's me in Pangu's hand, not the dragon god. I watched her eyes full of jealousy fall on me, and I looked back at her with a sense of victory, not to be outdone.

She wished she could tear me apart with her own hands.

But Pangu is here, she doesn't dare, she doesn't want to destroy her image in Pangu's heart, I know how humble and dark she is in love with Pangu, never dare to let Pangu see any bad things about her.

I thought I was a winner.

But when Pangu put me in the Obsidian Twin Cities, I realized that I was just a poor worm in love.

Pangu was about to withdraw and leave.

I panicked and grabbed Pangu's finger, I thought she would stay with me in the Obsidian Twin Cities forever, but Pangu still returned to the abyss.I tightly grasped her fingers, holding her insignificantly with my newly transformed young fingers, hoping to use my weak strength to become her sympathetic fetters.

But Pan Gu is still not nostalgic.

With a slight melancholy on her face, she pulled out her finger and said softly to me, Jingluo, protect the demons, don't let me down like a dragon god anymore.

I have never let Pangu down.

I just want Pangu to remember my kindness, even though she lives in that dark abyss, thousands of miles away from me, and will never see her again.

But Dragon God is different, she longs to see Pangu, longs to be with Pangu forever, yearning torments her, devours her mind, and turns her into a complete lunatic.

She also hates me, she hates me more than she can get Pangu's eyes and love.

In the end, none of us got fulfilled.

Both the Dragon God and I were injured, and broke the pillar of the sky with the power of three thousand worlds.

Pangu killed her with her own hands, and the dragon god passed on the hatred to every one of her clan and descendants. She swore a blood oath that she would come back to avenge Pangu.

Pangu had no choice but to pass on the power of the Emperor of Heaven to the Suzaku clan who followed Pangu.

She convulsed the Dragon God's tendons, released her blood, sealed her powerful resentment, and gave the Suzaku family the power of three thousand worlds, so that the Suzaku family put on the dragon's skin and sat on the throne.Let the original Dragon Clan fulfill their original responsibilities, become the God of War Clan, and protect the stability and tranquility of the heavens.

At that time, the power of the Three Realms was already extremely weak.The Pillar of Heaven was about to fall, and Pan Gu was seriously injured, but she still carried the Pillar of Heaven without complaint or regret.

When Dragon God died, the resentment towards Pangu was almost monstrous.She cursed Pangu with blood, vowing that her blood would always remember the killing intent flowing in her veins, and she would come back to avenge Pangu.

Her resentment lingered for a long time, corroding all living beings, and was sealed into the Endless Ruins by Pangu with all his strength.The pillar of the sky she broke fell down, and almost all the immortals were scattered and wiped out.

It was Pangu who stopped all this.

After killing the Dragon God, Pangu had already been hit hard.The power of the Three Thousand Worlds was abused by the Dragon God, the Three Realms suffered a backlash, and the whole world was harmed by the backlash, leaving it extremely weak.

So she could only be alone, drenched in blood, but carried the Pillar of Heaven without any complaints.

After the Pillar of Heaven stood on the sky again, Suzaku and I knelt in front of Pangu, begging her to stay for this world.

I knelt in front of Pangu, knocked out blood on my forehead, cried hoarsely, and tried my best to beg for her sympathy.

If there is really any way in the world to change Pangu's mind, I can pay all the price.

But I can't do anything, I have nothing to do, I can only watch her dry up, who can go against the will of the Creator God for what she doesn't want?

At that time, I knelt in front of her, tears streaming down my face, and begged her desperately, begging her to take away part of the power of the three thousand worlds from me to heal myself.

I knocked my forehead to bleed, cried and bled, and I knew that as long as Pangu was willing to take away one-third of the power of the three thousand worlds from me, he would not die.

As long as I can save Pan Gu, as long as Pan Gu can survive, even if it means sacrificing myself, or dying in ashes, I am willing.

But Pangu still refused.

Whether I kowtow like crazy, or draw a sword into my chest, and bleed out in front of Pangu, Pangu didn't agree.

No matter how hard he tried, Pan Gu remained unmoved.

Even if there was blood on his forehead, even if blood was flowing all over his body, even if he knelt down and said all his begging words, begging Pangu to stay.

Who can control the decision of the Creator God?

Nobody can.

She looked at me so tiredly and pitifully, before leaving, she stroked my hair tenderly for the last time, said goodbye to me with a smile, and then left all the creatures she created, and went to the last wilderness, alone die.

That was the first and only time she had spoken to me so much.

At that time, looking at the blood-stained sunset, she seemed very lonely.With a lonely expression, she looked at the Void and Cold Valley after the death of the Dragon God, and asked me, as if she was asking herself, she said, why does the Dragon God hate herself?What did she do wrong, that's why the dragon god would not hesitate to destroy himself, and also die with her?

She said, if I die, will the resentment of Dragon God dissipate?

She said, Jingluo, do you hate me too?

She said, it's great, in the Three Realms, all the deficiencies in the creation of the world have been filled.

She said, I'm tired.

She said, Jing Luo, you have more important things to do, to protect the demons, just like Suzaku and the others protect the heavenly race and the mortal world.

She said, the sunset is so beautiful, I like this sunset, all the sunsets I have seen, and everything in this world.

She said, Jingluo, don't cry anymore.

She said, Jingluo, if Dragon God's resentment still refuses to dissipate after I die, then you can kill her completely when she really comes back.

This world is up to you.