first rival

As soon as these words came out, the atmosphere on the scene became delicate.

I looked at Fan Li calmly, but I didn't expect that Fan Li was also looking at me.Even though there was no emotion in my eyes at all, Fan Li still felt uncomfortable and said to me: "Chonghua, you should rest well these few days, and I will send someone to send you off when I return to the palace later. Get some elixir."

Xiao Xing still wanted to speak, but was stared at by Fan Li, so he had to shut up resentfully.

I hummed, Chi Yan put his head on my palm, tilted his head and looked at me: "Leaving so soon, can your body survive?"

I stroked her head and nodded her head to reassure her.

"The matter of the Samsara Orb can no longer be delayed." I looked at her and said in a deep voice, "I will discuss the matter of the Emperor of Heaven and the grievances of our Suzaku clan later. The most urgent thing now is to find Emperor Dongwu and get the Samsara Orb."

At the end of the conversation, I raised my chin to signal to Fan Li.Fan Li nodded unnaturally, with a slightly strange expression on his face: "Chonghua is right, now the matter of Chi Yan can no longer be delayed. Chonghua, you can recuperate in peace these few days, although what the Jing family and you have done I don't know about the deal, but since they want something from you, they will naturally keep you. The Jing family and I supported you in the previous dynasty, no one will come to trouble you, just wait for you to recover from your injuries, and go with me A trip to the world."

I hummed.

While talking, Fan Li lowered his voice again.I raised my eyes to look at him, and Fan Li was staring at my sleeve corner, his face was cloudy, and he said to me after a while: "The purple moon lock must be tied to the pulse fluctuations of the neck in order to work."

I calmly pulled up the purple brocade belt that was exposed at the corner of my sleeve, and held it in my hand without changing expression.Chi Yan fiddled with the brocade belt curiously, and looked at Fan Li with puzzled eyes.

It looks like an ordinary brocade belt.

I said to Chi Yan: "Pull up your hair."

Chi Yan complied meekly.I leaned down slightly and approached her, the faint fragrance floated, and the fragrance seemed to be absent, which made me confused for a moment.

I gently tied the purple brocade around her neck, and tied it into a crooked knot with difficulty. I was not satisfied at first, so I pulled it up with my fingers for a while, and finally pulled out a beautiful flower shape.

Chi Yan caressed the brocade belt, looking at me tenderly and shyly.

While I was tying the brocade belt for her, I leaned close to her ear, brushed the tip of my tongue across her earlobe lightly, and said softly and affectionately: "This is the token of love I gave you. It will never be picked up in the future.”

Chi Yan was shaken all over by the scolding, subconsciously raised his hand to scratch my palm, and said in a low voice, "Well, I don't pick it off, I don't even pick it off when I take a bath."

Both Fan Li and Jiao Xing couldn't stand it anymore.

Fan Li was the first to get up, nodded to me and said: "You young couple continue to make out, and those of us who are in the way will clear the scene first."

Yu Xing also ran to the side of Fan Li with oil on the soles of his feet. Before leaving, he hesitated and said, "Chonghua, do I want to follow you?"

I didn't blink, "What do you think?"

Fortunately, he has become a demon now, and he can no longer go back to the heavenly realm. Although the demon clan has been greedy for war with the outside world, most of the people inside are still living well, and they are not as miserable as others think.

In the final analysis, the two races of immortals and demons are between one thought.The fairy world adheres to prudence in words and deeds, while the demons are quite unrestrained and unrestrained.

It is not impossible for Xiaoxing to stay in the Demon Race now.After all, Fan Li is not a person who casually harms bystanders, as long as I don't openly oppose him, he won't take Yuxing as a hostage.

Yu Xing thought about it for a while, with a sad face on his face: "Then let me think about it again!"

After that, he left with a sad face.Fan Li was still standing at the exit of the gazebo, blinking at me: "Chong Hua, please be more restrained. You have to save your strength to kill people."

After saying that, he turned around and left chicly.

Chi Yan sat on my lap, slightly curled up and rubbed his head against my chin.I kissed her snow-white forehead, saw that the barrier was far away, and made sure no one was eavesdropping, so I moved my lips away from her forehead, and waved to the woman waiting outside the gazebo: "Jing Yue, come in."

Chi Yan was quite puzzled, she really thought that I was thinking of being charming, but she didn't expect that I would call someone else in.

She sat on my lap and saw someone coming in. Although she was puzzled, she still knew to avoid suspicion, so she wanted to jump off my lap.

I wrapped my arms around her waist, looked into her eyes, and looked serious and dignified: "Chi Yan, be obedient, sit on me and hold my neck tightly."

Chi Yan doesn't know why.

She was a bit coy, but still did as she did, she just put her head in the socket of my neck, put her arms around my neck, and whispered carefully in my ear: "Chonghua."

The voice was puzzled and shy.

I hugged her tightly and said to her in a low voice: "I think I have to tell you something. Chi Yan, if you want to cry, you can cry in my arms."

Chi Yan hugged my neck uneasily, buried his face on my neck, and said in a muffled voice: "Don't scare me... why do I feel a little scared."

I lowered my head, kept kissing her temples, and said softly, "Chi Yan, I'm still here."

Chi Yan didn't speak any more.I gave Jingyue a look, and whispered to her: "If you want to say it, say it."

Hot summer.

Jing Yue's voice was flat and tactful, her voice was like an oriole coming out of the valley, even though she said such cruel words, it was still irresistible.

Her words, every word is like a knife, piercing into the deepest part of a person's heart, but she has no emotion, just relaying such a cruel passage in such a plain manner.

It is obviously warm and sunny in June.

But I heard the wind passing through my heart, whistling, with a fierce cold wind, freezing everything, and my heart could hardly beat anymore.

Because I heard Chi Yan's cry.

At first, it was submissive, sobbing softly.I just found the warm liquid flowing down her gentle face at my neck, and then there was a soft sound, like the howling of a wolf lost in the night.

She cried in extreme restraint, her fingers curled up, her nails were deeply embedded in her palm, they were bluish white, almost bloodless.I hugged her, felt the trembling of her body, and the very thin and low cry, as if someone dug a hole in my heart, the cold wind howled, and the ice knife stabbed into the flesh one after another.

How difficult it is to tell the truth, to hear my beloved crying in my arms, but there is nothing I can do, and I can only cowardly hug her, unable to even say words to comfort her.

My beloved, weeping in my arms, my heart seems to be blocked, I feel very uncomfortable, I want to tear my chest open, goug out the blocked place in my heart, I want to take a full breath.

I have suffered countless pains, but none of the pain in the past can compare with the current situation.

This is cutting my flesh with a knife.

Chi Yan cried for a long time.

She buried her face tightly on my neck, crying until her voice was hoarse and tears dripped down her cheeks.From the first break of the sky to the deep dusk, I have been holding her.

I can't wait to take out my heart and give it to her, my heart, my love, my weakness, if you touch me just a little, it will hurt me for a long time.I thought about it, holding her, from this moment the black hair was like temples, and the hair was covered with snow.

But the only thing I can do is hold her, listen to her cries, and kiss her tears.

Chi Yan hugged me tightly, buried his face in my arms, tears flowed wantonly from my neck, the twilight was sinking all around, and the sky was about to merge.

In that crying, I heard her growling in a low voice.

A Niang, A Yu, A Jun, Fei Fei, Bai Jun......

With red eyes, she grasped her hand vigorously, her nails were almost embedded with blood marks, as if she wanted to bite those words, her throat was congested with blood, and she let out a hoarse and desperate roar, she read each name one by one, Toss and turn, over and over again.

I have never heard such a resentful voice from Chi Yan, with the killing intent to eat Fen Li alive, he said word by word: "I want to kill him, a total of 280 nine knives, one knife at a time, I will live Cut off his flesh, until the last knife, I stabbed him in the heart, let him die of torture, let him know the pain, resentment and begging for mercy, kneel in front of me, kneel in front of all the dead clansmen of our Qingyou , crying bitterly, regretting my mistakes. I want, I want to kill him with my own hands... I will, I will kill her, and avenge my people..."

My heart hurts.

Chi Yan slowly let go of the hand that hugged my neck tightly, his eyes were red, and the eyes were full of burning and shocking hatred like a raging fire, he just raised his head word by word, looked at me, his eyes were full of hatred: " Chonghua, will you help me?"

I was suddenly in a trance.

At the beginning, after the second brother died fighting for me, I seemed to be like Chi Yan at that time.

I asked all the people who might be able to help me, but they all shook their heads and sighed, persuading me, Chonghua, sorry.

At that time, I had no way to go to heaven and no way to go down to earth, and I begged everyone, but all I got was a regret.In the end, with bloodshot eyes, I rushed to the Nantian Gate with my Sky Halberd in hand.

The resentment in Chi Yan's heart now is no less than what I had back then.

I pulled her into my arms with heartache, slowed down my tone, and said softly: "Chi Yan, we can't tear ourselves apart with Fan Li yet, I have to form an alliance with Fan Li to get the reincarnation pearl. You... …”

Chi Yan broke free from my arms violently.

She broke free from my arms and stood in front of me with bloodshot eyes, staring at me with hatred, as if she was extremely resentful and disappointed, and the tears that had stopped flowing flowed down her face again Flowing, wet a large piece of skirt.

She raised her head, looked at me with disappointment and resentment, and smiled sadly after a while: "What do you want the reincarnation beads for? Are you trying to lie to me that it's for me? Let me tell you, Chonghua, don't Thought I didn't know, Fan Li told me long ago that you would be willing to be with me and would rescue me, but it's just because I look like that person called Bai Jue, and you still lie to me now Me, tell me all of this is for my own good? You know that the reincarnation pearl is something that can bring back the dead, and you want it just to bring that Bai Jue back to life? It’s enough for you to treat me as her shadow Now, what is it now, when that Bai Jue is resurrected, can he abandon me openly?"

My heart throbbed, and a nameless anger surged up in my heart, but in the end I still said to her in a soft voice: "I don't have it! I am sincere to you, and I want that reincarnation bead to renew your life! I promise you, As long as I get the reincarnation beads, I will kill Fan Li immediately, tie him up and let you cut his flesh with a knife, I absolutely have no disagreement! But now the overall situation comes first, you listen to me first, now , your life is the most important thing!"

But Chi Yan was still crying, looking at me with resentment and resentment, and suddenly laughed sadly: "How long are you going to lie to me? Fan Li told me already! He said that you are only with me because of Bai Jue." Together, you want the Samsara Pearl just to revive Bai Jue, do you think I don't know?"

"Fucking shit! Is that what Fan Li told you?" Furious, I stood up abruptly, kicked the stone table next to me, smashed the stone pillar next to me with my palm, and pulled out my red eyes. Out of the sky halberd, he went to grab Chi Yan's hand, and angrily dragged her hand towards the main city of Hei Yao, "Okay, Fan Li dares to tell you this behind my back, what reincarnation beads, I will go alone Take it, there is no one in this world that I have ever feared Chonghua! You want revenge, okay, let's go now, look, I killed Fen Li, I leveled this magic palace, I will be big today Start the killing ring, you hide behind me!"

Chi Yan was frightened by me, but immediately began to struggle crazily, and cursed loudly with tears: "Why do I want you to help? Why do I want you to stand behind you? What does it matter to me? Dead people It's Qingyou's person, he has a lot of relationship with you, do you need to take revenge?"

She insisted on being stubborn, her hands turned red when I pulled her around, and she didn't say a word, she just dragged me stubbornly, refusing to follow me.

I was angry and sad at the same time.

When he looked back, Chi Yan's eyes were red with tears glistening.She just refused to leave, and the wrist that was being pulled by me was red, and there was no resentment in her eyes, only sadness.

I threw away the sky halberd, and let the silver halberd fall to the ground, making a crisp sound, Gululu rolled to the side.

I opened my arms suddenly, hugged her, and hugged her tightly, half angry and half sad.

Chi Yan still refused to look at me.She turned her head sideways, refusing to talk to me, refusing to look at me, with a sullen expression and tears still hanging from the corners of her eyes.

I bowed my head to kiss her, and she ducked away.

The anger in my heart seemed to be blown away by the majesty of the night, leaving only distressed.I hugged her, finally bowed my head as if resigned to fate, and gently rubbed her forehead.

Chi Yan's tears flowed more joyfully.But she just refused to look up, just stood so stubbornly.

I whispered on top of her head, followed by the brilliance of the stars and the moon, looked at her stubborn eyes full of tears, and couldn't help but turn red: "Why do you have to stand behind me, don't you understand? "

Chi Yan remained unmoved.

I softened my tone, wrapped her in my arms, brushed her hair tentatively with one hand, like a greedy businessman stroking his most beloved and precious fragile treasure, and said softly: "Because I'm afraid you will get hurt." I'm afraid that something will happen to you, I'm afraid that anything will happen to you. Chi Yan, you don't know, you are my weakness, and if you hurt me, my heart will hurt a thousand times. I have walked through the bloody storm all my life. I'm afraid of you, I'm afraid that the treasure I put in my hand will be angry and hurt. When you cry, I feel like a knife is cutting my flesh one by one. You are mine... ..."

Chi Yan raised her head abruptly, her eyes were still sad, and her tear-filled eyes were like a bottomless lake. She looked at me, half angry and half sad, and said, "What is yours? It's Bai Jue's." A substitute? Is it her shadow? If it wasn't for this face, if it wasn't for her, would you love me?"

She laughed as if mocking herself, but tears welled up in her eyes: "If it was Bai Jue's family, and the clan suffered such a catastrophe, would you still stand by and watch? You wouldn't go back to find Fan Li to fight for your life? Chong Hua, I really don't understand what you high-ranking and powerful people of the fairy clan are thinking, but I know the word "love house and black", and I know that if you love me, you will love my family, and you won't be so indifferent like now!"

I raised my hand angrily.

Chi Yan closed his eyes.

There was a snap, very crisp.

I slapped myself backhanded, my eyes were reddened by her anger, but I still couldn't hurt her a single bit.

Chi Yan opened his eyes, saw that I slapped himself with a backhand, and was stunned.

Although there were still many angry eyes in her eyes, she was obviously shocked by my actions, and she looked at me motionlessly with a dull expression.

I put down my hand and looked at her, regardless of the five fingerprints on my face that I had slapped hard, I said seriously and sincerely: "Yes, there is indeed a reason for my face to fall in love with you."

"Because you look like Bai Jue."

"But you are not Bai Jue, you don't have Bai Jue's sensitivity, you don't have Bai Jue's melancholy, you don't have all the suspicion, betrayal, killing and death that Bai Jue and I have experienced. Stained with a little sin, I never thought about those dirty intrigues in my heart, I didn't resent me because of accidents, I didn't look down on me because I was a demon, and I didn't leave me after knowing that I would eventually go crazy. Love me, take care of me, you said those things, you said you want to protect me, except for my second brother, this is the first time I heard someone say these things to me."

I blushed and looked at her.Chi Yan's face was first disappointed, and then tears blurred.She looked at me, burst into tears, and said in a low voice: "Then if that Bai Jue is really here now, would you kill Fan Li for her?"

I took a step forward, took her hand, looked at her and said seriously: "Bai Jue is the person I once loved, she and I used to have a carefree childhood, the person I once killed. The blood on my face, the love, hatred, anger, and resentment that I have experienced, cannot be erased. But you are different, Chi Yan, you are by my side, and you will have more futures with me. We I will experience more. Chi Yan, I am not afraid of your jokes. I am a cowardly person. After being enchanted, I went to Xinyi Mountain, thinking in my heart, it was like falling asleep and going to hell with my second brother and Bai Jue. I never thought about being alive, I never thought about having a future. I was always stuck in the past, the good bits and pieces of the past and the painful memories, and I never dared to look forward, because the road ahead was long and Lonely and dark. But you have brought me the hope of life, you are like a small flame, clean and bright, no unhappy things, no fate can make you frown."

Chi Yan looked at me with tears in his eyes, and suddenly cried out with a sore nose: "I hate you."

I looked at her, my heart was full of tenderness, as if it had turned into a pond full of spring water, rippling after another, and I was full of satisfaction for this petite girl under the moonlight in front of me, my true love, my darling, and my weakness.

I only have eyes for her.

Chi Yan was shy and still refused to give in, I stretched out a hand, wrapped her waist, let her close to my chest, let her hear my heartbeat: "I love you, just like I once loved The same as Bai Jue. My love for her and my hatred for her are all part of my life, integrated into my blood, and they are traces that cannot be erased. But that does not affect my love for you Love, Bai Jue made me who I am today, and you will make my future."

Chi Yan was lying on my heart, tears kept streaming down, wet my clothes.She grabbed my skirt, crying softly and sadly: "I hate you, Chonghua, no matter what I can't say no to you. I really want to, I really want to kill Fan Li. My aunt, and aunt Yu and the others........I still think about it every night, I was taken away by the fence, and after leaving for so long, will A Niang be worried, will Ayu be worried every day? Come to ask A Niang, when Huo Huo will come back...I hate it so much, Chong Hua, if at that time, I can escape back and report to A Niang and the others, it would be great, I would love Hate, I really hate, I hate myself for being powerless, I hate myself for being able to just watch like this, being kept in the dark every day, facing my own genocide enemy, and still like this..."

It was as if a piece of flesh had been gouged out of my heart, and it was so painful that I couldn't breathe.I raised her chin, looked into her eyes, and said firmly, "As long as you say a word, I will kill Fan Li now!"

What kind of nonsense alliance, what kind of nonsense long-term planning, what kind of nonsense reincarnation beads, what kind of nonsense love and hatred, I have lived for so long, and I have never been so useless. I can only watch the woman I love cry in front of me and there is nothing I can do. If he really survived with Chi Yan, he would just have to live by idling in the future.

If I don't even have the guts to burn the boat, what kind of bullshit demon am I?

I wiped away Chi Yan's tears, looked at her eyes twinkling with tears, raised the sky halberd on the ground with one foot, held it in my backhand, and said seriously to Chi Yan: "Follow me, I'll be here right now!" Go and avenge your people."

Chi Yan looked at me, and the night fragrance floated, she looked at me, finally shed tears, and threw herself into my arms: "Really?"

I took her hand and said seriously: "You don't know if you look at it?"

I knew it was a failure.

I know that I should form an alliance with Fan Li now, and after I get the reincarnation pearl to renew Chi Yan's life, I will settle the past and old scores with him.

However, Chi Yan was right in front of me.

All my life in Chonghua, I have walked through the bloody wind, and I am afraid that someone will make the person I love cry.Do the family members who ate Chi Yan still want to die well?After eating my mother-in-law's family, how old is the reincarnation pearl in front of such a big event?

The author has something to say: Guess if Chonghua will fight with Fan Li~