string sound dream lovesickness

Meng Yuannian still didn't have the courage to go to Meng Sixian's competition.That city has left too many memories and heartaches, just thinking about it makes me toss and turn in pain.

He really couldn't do it, let his heart be torn again, even though he was about to go crazy with longing, but he was sober in his heart.He hated this kind of sobriety very often. He wanted to run to that person, hug him and kiss him. Maybe it was because he was old and could no longer do those impulsive things.

He stood in front of the window all night. In the brightly lit city, he could not see the tiny stars, and even the moon could only see faint traces.When it was almost dawn, he finally moved to freshen up, changed his clothes, and went to Shao Yan's house.

Just before he got out of the car and had no time to sit down, Meng Sixian's cheerful voice came from behind him: "Father!"

When he turned around, he saw Shao Yan wearing a fluffy coat, holding a handbag and leading Meng Sixian standing there pretty.He stretched out his hand and said softly, "Come on, come here and let Dad see if you've lost weight."

"I'm not thin at all. I like to fly around. Dad, can I be a pilot in the future?" Meng Sixian was so excited that he couldn't stop. He grabbed Meng Yuannian's hand and looked up at him.The eyes seemed to be shining with stars, "I want to fly the plane by myself, it's so cool."

Meng Yuannian rubbed Meng Sixian's head with a smile, his face was full of pampering: "You can do whatever you want, and Dad will support you in whatever you want."

"Dad is so cool!" Meng Sixian hugged his leg and shouted bouncingly: "Dad, you wait for me to take a shower and change clothes first, you must wait for me!"

"Go." Meng Yuannian watched Meng Sixian go upstairs before turning his head to look at Shao Yan, the corners of his eyes slightly raised with a smile: "You have worked hard, you have taught Sixian very well."

"It's because you dote on him too much." Shao Yan lowered her head slightly. Ten years later, she would still be nervous and at a loss in front of Meng Yuannian.Without saying a word, Meng Yuannian took a step forward and gently held her hand: "Ten years is enough. Your life is still very long, there is no need to keep..."

"It's not enough!" Shao Yan interrupted him anxiously, her eyes filled with tears in an instant, "I said ten years ago that I will be your wife for the rest of my life, even if you don't love me You... But I don't regret it at all. How many people can't be with the person they love for a lifetime, but I can not only marry the person I like, but also give birth to children for you. I already feel that I'm very happy. Mr. Meng, can you take pity on my poor love, who only bears the title of Mrs. Meng, I just need to stay by your side."

"Silly girl, don't cry." Meng Yuannian raised his fingertips to wipe Shao Yan's face, and Shao Yan's heart throbbed when she saw him.She threw herself into his arms and hugged him: "One life is not enough, I don't know how long I prayed to the heavens to be your wife, it will never be enough."

"I delayed you, but my heart is not my own. I really can't give you love." Meng Yuannian was silent for a while, patted Shao Yan's shoulder, and said in a sad tone: "You I can give you anything you want, except love."

"It's enough. You gave me the chance to be a mother, and you gave me the person I love. Mr. Meng, this is enough." Shao Yan looked up at Meng Yuannian, "All I have in this life I have used my luck to marry you, if I am greedy again, God will not see it."

"What I owe you may not be cleared in this life." Meng Yuannian pulled her to sit on the sofa, he leaned his head back slightly tiredly on the back of the sofa, and looked sideways at Shao Yan, "Are you still waiting for me?" Is there anything you want? As long as I can do it, I can satisfy you."

Shao Yan looked at Meng Yuannian steadfastly, biting her lips and changing her expression several times. It took a long time before she finally made up her mind to look into Meng Yuannian's eyes, and said firmly: "I want a daughter, I want a daughter like A daughter like Mr. Meng."

Meng Yuannian looked at Shao Yan with narrowed pupils, seeing her obviously nervous but unusually stubborn, her clean and clear eyes once made him feel a little ashamed.

"Change it."

"That's all." Shao Yan held back tears, and said stubbornly in a crying voice: "Mr. Meng, I only want this. Just let me be self-willed for a while, okay?"

Meng Yuannian sat up straight and looked at the coffee table silently. Just when Shao Yan thought he would not speak again, she heard Meng Yuannian say in a hoarse voice, "Three months, the three I'll be back every month."

Shao Yan's heart fell down without warning, and the tears flooded her beautiful face in an instant. She couldn't speak a complete sentence when she laughed, so she could only keep nodding her head. He said incoherently: "Well, thank you, thank you sir..."

Meng Yuannian's eyes turned red instantly when he heard her words, he rubbed Shao Yan's head with unspeakable sadness in his eyes, he smiled, but looked so lonely.He stared blankly at the void, his mind blank.He suddenly remembered that person's face, he looked up and said to him with tears all over his face: I'm sorry.

He closed his eyes, but the moisture in his eyes couldn't go away.His throat was dry, as if he was about to cry but he couldn't cry. He raised his arm and put it on his forehead, thinking about his life, losing the person he loved, betraying the person who loved him, it was really terrible.

How I wish time could go back and stagnate in our happiest time.