string sound dream lovesickness

Maybe my life will be spent in this boundless longing and regret.How I want to see you again, how I want to be held in your arms again, how I want to hear you call my name with such a beautiful voice in my ear.How much I think, time can go back, how much I think we are still together.

——Mo Qingxian

When Lu Mengruo saw Meng Yuannian again, he was wearing a thick military padded jacket and a beige woolen scarf, and he was almost submerged in the heavy clothes.It was the first time in so many years that she saw Meng Yuannian dressed like this. Even so, Meng Yuannian's mouth was still pale with cold.She couldn't help stretching out her hand to grab Meng Yuannian's hand, but the slightest touch made her bone-chillingly cold.She covered her mouth and stood in front of Meng Yuannian, crying uncontrollably.

She cried and said painfully: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry A Yuan, it's all my fault. If it wasn't for me, you should have more time, A Yuan, I'm sorry."

A slight smile appeared in Meng Yuannian's gloomy eyes. He calmly supported Lu Mengruo, reached out and stroked the hair on the top of her head, and said softly, "Silly girl, what does this have to do with you?" He took out a white handkerchief from his pocket and handed it to Lu Mengruo before saying in a slightly hoarse voice, "Why did you agree to marry Ah Qing? You are so stupid."

"I can't be with you. It doesn't matter who I marry." Lu Mengruo suppressed the grief in her heart, wiped her nose with her hands, raised her face and forced a smile: "Marrying Brother Qingxian, at least we will marry each other." We can still love the same person, we can have two memories, and at least we won’t be too sad to live in such a long time in the future.”

"You are still so young, why think so pessimistically. You just met the wrong me at this age, and there will be many people in your life." Meng Yuannian sighed, retracting his hands and stuffing them into his sleeves Even though it was not too cold, he felt that the cold was unbearable.He stomped his feet before getting up and wanted to pour a cup of hot water, but his hands were shaking so much that he couldn't even hold the hot water bottle steadily.

"A Yuan, let me do it." Terrified, Lu Mengruo hurriedly took the hot water bottle from his hand, her eyelashes filled with tears, and she couldn't say anything else.

"Oh, it's really useless, it's just cold and I can't stand it. Maybe I'm getting old." Meng Yuannian looked at his hands mockingly, and forced a smile, "When I was young, It's much colder than now, and I can still work in a single shirt in the ice and snow, it's only been a few years, but I've grown so delicate."

Lu Mengruo knew that Meng Yuannian must have remembered those days when he fled with Mo Qingxian. She heard Mo Qingxian say that Meng Yuannian was still so young at that time, but he was already able to protect him.Maybe he overdrawn his persistence prematurely, and at this moment, he is so at a loss.

Lu Mengruo lowered her head and didn't want Meng Yuannian to see her crying. How much she wanted to save her most beautiful moments for Meng Yuannian.But this person in front of her is someone she loves deeply, he is about to marry another woman, and she herself is about to marry someone else, and they may never meet again in this life.How to teach her not to cry?As long as she thinks of these, she thinks that she is just dreaming.

"Nonsense, you are younger than me, how can you grow old so easily." Lu Mengruo choked up and whispered, looking deeply at Meng Yuannian with all his strength, as if he wanted to imprint him in his eyes, In this way, we can see each other at any time, as if we will never be separated. "A Yuan, you, take good care of yourself."

"You too." Meng Yuannian looked at Lu Mengruo, and suddenly a bright smile like a spring flower and autumn moon appeared from the corner of his eyes: "Mengruo, I'm leaving Ah Qing to you, I am very relieved."

Lu Mengruo burst into tears when she heard that, she smiled and wiped the tears from her face, but she felt that even if they couldn't be together, it didn't matter.She was happy enough to protect his most important thing for him.

"A Yuan, can I give you one last hug?"

"Come on." Meng Yuannian opened his hands, and Lu Mengruo rushed over with all his strength and buried his head in his chest.The thick cotton coat didn't stop her from wanting to love Meng Yuannian's deep affection. Tears soaked in those cotton cloths, blurring the dark water, just like her hopeless flower that has not yet bloomed. dead love.

Neither of them spoke. Lu Mengruo suddenly ran out with Meng Yuannian in his arms. She was afraid that if she stayed any longer, she would really die from the pain in her heart.As she ran, she thought of the night when she first met, that night, the stars were like the moon, and the breeze was blowing.That night, Meng Yuannian's eyes were closed and his body was dyed with a coquettish red color. His face was kissed by the moonlight, beautiful and holy.That night, she looked at the boy lying in the alley through the narrow car window, and met her love with just one glance.

Although, that love is full of despair and tragedy at first glance.But how lucky she is to fall in love with such a person she loves.