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Mo Qingxian looked at the person lying on the hospital bed, he was always scruples, but he was too timid to go forward.He looked at Mo Rou who was lying there, but her gentle smile was always in his mind.Just like what he once said to Meng Yuannian, he is beautiful and gentle, always soft-spoken, never loses his temper, always stands by his side to protect him, tells him nice stories, and will do things for him with his own hands. His sweet tooth will do many, many things... never force him like this, make him embarrassed, make him suffer, let him make choices like this.

"Mother, why do you have to force me in this way? Why?" Mo Qingxian knelt beside the bed and buried her head in Mo Rou's palm. Her palm was obviously still warm, but why was it so chilling? Woolen cloth?

"Mother doesn't want to force you either. One day you will understand that mother is doing this for you." Mo Rou lay on her back and looked at the white ceiling. Her life of more than forty years has been full of hardships in her old age.She had already missed Lin Mo's matter once, and she couldn't do it again this time, even if Mo Qingxian would hate her for the rest of her life, she would admit it.

"You think it's for my own good, but mother, you are gouging out my heart and cutting my flesh, you are making it impossible for me to live. Mother." Mo Qingxian raised his head, his eyes were red The profuse bloodshot, as if the next moment will bleed.Mo Rou was also frightened by his appearance, and hated Meng Yuannian even more in her heart. If it wasn't for Meng Yuannian, how could her proud son have become like this.

"Then you go to Meng Yuannian and let your mother fend for herself here. You say you can't live, and that's just how you feel now. If you are really together, you won't be able to live, each spit It can drown you." Mo Rou touched Mo Qingxian's head sadly, her crying voice was a little out of tune: "Mother can't survive, your father can't survive either, the whole Lin family will have to worry about it. You pay the price for your willfulness, Qing Xian, how can you wake up. My son, my poor son, mother regrets, mother really regrets, if I can insist on not letting Meng Yuannian go home. Yes Mother killed you..."

Mo Rou couldn't breathe from crying, she held Mo Qingxian's hand tightly, her tears were still flowing, but the words she said were so merciless, with a ferocious and somewhat crazy expression, she said: "Promise mother and Meng!" Cut off the relationship in the first year, never see each other again, you swear, swear with your mother's life! If you meet again, your mother will suffer a terrible death, let me go to hell to atone for my sins!"

"Mother!" Mo Qingxian looked at Mo Rou in horror, as if looking at a stranger, but how much he wished that the person in front of him was a stranger.

"You swear, Qingxian, or let mother die now! Is a Meng Yuannian more important than the entire Lin family than your family?" Mo Rou said, tearing off the infusion bottle in her hand and running towards the window Go, "Since you must be with Meng Yuannian, let your great love step over my corpse!"

"Mother!" Mo Qingxian rushed forward and hugged Mo Rou's legs tightly. He cried silently but desperately: "I promise you, I promise you! I promise you everything! I promise you everything! I Promise! I beg you, please don't force me anymore, I promise you..."

"Qing Xian..." Mo Rou cried bitterly and knelt down to hug him. Mo Rou didn't know why she was still so sad after hearing what she wanted.She looked at the emaciated man in front of her. This man was her son, but she was forced into this situation.But what can she do, she can't do anything, she can only blame the heaven for teasing and sending Meng Yuannian to torture her and her son...

Mo Qingxian lay powerlessly on Mo Rou's body, and he felt that he was not him anymore after saying those words.His heart turned into powder following the words that he spoke, leaving only this body, just a shell.

"It's just a body... Mom, I'll give you everything you want, but my heart is no longer yours. If you want me, you can only take it out yourself." Mo Qingxian Slowly got up from the ground, looked at Mo Rou with dull eyes, and smiled miserably, "Mother, is there anything else you want? You can finish it once, as long as I can do it, I will promise you, okay? I will marry whoever I marry. If you tell me not to see A Yuan, then I will not see him. I swear I will never see him again...

But mother, I will always love him, let me go to hell with my love for Ah Yuan.I will tell Grandpa myself that I will not embarrass you, never again..."

Mo Qingxian turned around and walked towards the door. His back was shaking a little. He held the doorknob without looking at Mo Rou, and just said to himself: "Who do you want me to marry? Is it Lu Mengruo? Like this That's fine, that's fine, if she still wants to marry me. Is it okay if I see A Yuan again before we get married, mother? I can still see him before I get married, yes, it doesn't matter anyway.. ...."

"Qing Xian, don't blame your mother."

"Oh, mother is doing it for my own good. How could I blame you?" Mo Qingxian turned his head and looked at Mo Rou fixedly. His expression was indifferent and his eyes were dim. He said, "I don't blame you, I only blame myself , who can I blame?"

Mo Rou just watched Mo Qingxian disappear in front of her eyes helplessly. She could even see Mo Qingxian leaning on the wall through the closed door, looking desperately at the only He was a few steps away from Meng Yuannian.She could even hear Mo Qingxian's son crying bitterly as he watched the man.She closed her eyes and leaned against the wall, the pain in her heart came wave after wave like a tide, as if it never stopped.