string sound dream lovesickness

Don't mention the past, life has been full of storms.Even if the memory cannot be erased, love and hate are still in my heart.

It's not easy to forget you, you never really left, you are always in my heart, I still love you, I can't do anything about myself.

——Mo Qingxian

There was no sound in the room, but Xu Yanxi and the others outside the door were waiting anxiously, not daring to knock on the door to make any noise, so they could only worry outside.It was the maid downstairs who sent the key that was kept for emergency use.

When they opened the door, Mo Qingxian was leaning on the edge of the bed with Meng Yuannian who was already asleep in his arms. He looked at everyone with a tired look, but did not speak.Sitting on the ground slumped like a prostration, I didn't pay attention before, but now the pain in my body began to scream.

Pei Yunxuan and Jing Yue hurried forward and carefully moved Meng Yuannian to the bed, Xu Yanxi helped Mo Qingxian and walked out the door lightly.Mo Qingxian looked back at Meng Yuannian who was on the bed, and saw that he was in a drowsy sleep, so he followed Xu Yanxi and the others downstairs.Lying on the sofa, his whole body ached, Pei Yunxuan brought the medicine for promoting blood circulation and removing blood stasis, and wanted to apply it on Mo Qingxian.Mo Qingxian shook his head: "Put it there and I'll wipe it off myself later."

Pei Yunxuan was about to say something, but then he thought about it again, he was really embarrassed and embarrassed to apply the medicine for him, and stood in front of Mo Qingxian with an inexplicable expression and looked at him strangely.

"What's wrong? What's wrong with my face?" Mo Qingxian lazily raised his eyelids to look at Pei Yunxuan.

Pei Yunxuan rubbed his nose awkwardly and sat down opposite him: "It's nothing, I just suddenly remembered that it's really hard for me to apply medicine to you. If Yuan Nian finds out, he will definitely be beaten to death."

"Why did he hit you?" Mo Qingxian looked at him inexplicably, "What? What's wrong?"

"Ahem, Qingxian..." Pei Yunxuan coughed twice, glanced around Mo Qingxian before hesitatingly said: "No matter what you do, you can be regarded as his future daughter-in-law in the first year, am I not You should avoid..."

Before he finished speaking, he was slapped in the face by the cushion thrown by Mo Qingxian. He raised his head and held the cushion caught by reflex in his hand, looking rather stupid.Mo Qingxian's face turned blue and red, and he ignored him, and only asked Jing Yue: "Uncle Jing, what happened to A Yuan? Why did I only find out today that he has such a serious... what's going on?"

"Yuannian didn't want you to know, I was afraid you would worry." Jing Yue showed a smile that could be compared to crying: "It's all my fault, I was the one who harmed Yuannian."

"Old Jing, how many times have I told you, don't keep saying these things, you will be angry again if you hear it in the first year." Pei Yunxuan patted him on the shoulder, with a bit of unbearable expression on his face.

"No, Yunxuan, you don't understand." Jing Yue closed his eyes and his painful expression became more obvious: "I killed my sister more than [-] years ago, and now I have killed my first year again. I don't dare to die. When I meet Master Meng and Ruru underground, I am a sinner..."

"No one could have predicted what happened back then. If they could have predicted it, then life would not be so difficult." Pei Yunxuan sighed and didn't know what else to say, so he could only sit silently on the futon beside him.

Jing Yue lowered his head and thought for a while before looking at Mo Qingxian. His originally gentle face was now covered with tears, and his eyes were so foggy that he couldn't see his true emotions clearly.

"You are the most important person in Yuan Nian's heart. I only hope that you can be by his side forever. His short life is already miserable enough. If he loses you again, he may really not be able to survive." Jing Yue After being silent for a long time, without disturbing him, Mo Qingxian knew that even though he was impatient, sometimes he could only wait and endure.He lay down on the sofa and buried him in his arms, the blood all over his body rushed to his forehead, Meng Yuannian was all in a state of madness in front of him, he bit his sleeve and tried his best to restrain the grief in his heart.Just when he was almost overwhelmed by those sorrows, he heard Jing Yue speak, his voice was hoarse with the sense of aging.

"That year I went to Beijing to meet Yuan Nian and return to Shanghai, but I didn't want to be careless on the way, and Yuan Nian was captured by Cao Pan's people. We mobilized all our manpower and material resources, and did not hesitate to expose many buried hidden threads. I finally found the first year." Jing Yue was choked up and a little speechless, just thinking about it for a while felt the pain like cutting skin and gouging bones, "When we found him, he was already tortured beyond human appearance, although he didn't suffer any severe punishment, But sometimes the mental torture is the most terrifying. In the first year, he was injected with a large amount of hallucinogens, if he hadn't held on to his breath, he might have been ruined." Jing Yue said, with a look in his eyes Shooting out mad hatred, he gritted his teeth and desperately pressed his fist against his forehead, his veins bulging as if they were about to burst at any moment.

"Jing Yue, don't think about it." Pei Yunxuan sat beside him and held his shoulders. Taking advantage of Jing Yue's unpreparedness, he knocked him out with a knife, and then turned to look at Mo Qingxian: "At the beginning, Jing Yue and I Yuedu was there, but I saw that Yuannian had already been carried out by Jing Yue, but I also went in to have a look at the secret room. Jing Yue was also greatly stimulated at that time, such memories will only make him painful."