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The area for blankets is on the fifth floor, and Lu Wan pointed to the sign on the sign.Then he followed Qu Buyan closely.

Blanket, quilt.Blanket blanket.

The quilt was on the fifth floor.

Fifth floor, fifth floor, ah, there is an elevator!

Lu Wan tugged at Qu Buyan's sleeves and pointed to the elevator next to him.Qu Buyan took a look and walked towards the elevator.

The front row of the elevator was full of people, Lu Wan suddenly became a little worried, and focused more on Qu Buyan.

But this person didn't look worried at all.And this person doesn't look like he's going to get lost.

"Ding!" With a reminder, the elevator door opened, and Lu Wan was crowded into the elevator. Fortunately, Qu Buyan was in front and had already been squeezed into the elevator.

But judging by his frowning and nervous look, it should be that he hasn't seen so many people in a long time.

Lu Wan suddenly felt very funny, and for a moment, felt a little sad.

Chen Yichen said that after Yu Fu left, he didn't come out very often.So how has he spent these years?

On Lanshu's bed, what did he do and what was he thinking about?

The scars on his body, Lu Wan remembered that in the hospital before, Qu Buyan said that he accidentally stepped on the glass...

How many times has this happened in the past three years?There is also Wenrenzui's stop, Chen Yichen wants to show him, what exactly is it?

Lu Wan raised her head, Qu Buyan looked out of place in this crowded space.

The elevator opened on the fourth floor, some people went out and some people came in.

Lan Shu!

Lu Wan was startled, and in the blink of an eye, Lan Shu disappeared.

Suddenly, he seemed to see Lan Shu.Lu Wan lowered her head, trying to make Lan Shu disappear from her mind.

The elevator opened on the fifth floor, and Lu Wan was squeezed out by the people behind, standing on tiptoe to find the song without speaking.

How not?Are you still in the elevator?

Lu Wan went to the elevator door, and waited for those people to get on the elevator before standing on tiptoe to look inside.

No?

The people in the elevator looked at him in surprise, Lu Wan nodded embarrassedly, and let go of the elevator button.The elevator door closed and went up.

What about the song?

Lu Wan searched around the elevator, and there were people getting on and off the elevator gathered in front of the elevator door.

No?

Where did you go!

Lu Wan frantically searched on the fifth floor, looked around and searched, but said nothing, where did you go?

He ran through all the aisles and shops on the fifth floor.

No, not at all.

Panting heavily from exhaustion, he leaned on the handrail of the corridor at the elevator door, searching the fifth, fourth, and third floors in a panic.He looked down and searched layer by layer, checking each person one by one.

No.did not see.

He wanted to shout, but his throat couldn't make a sound at all. He pinched his throat as if he was suffocating, and beat his Adam's apple, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't make a sound at all.

Pedestrians in the shopping mall were frightened by this sweaty and anxious boy.

Lu Wan ran frantically down the fifth floor, searching furiously, her face flushed.

No!

No words, where are you!

Lu Wan searched on the fourth floor, then frantically ran down the third floor.

He shuttled through the crowd, searching, whether he bumped into someone and bowed and apologized repeatedly, or whether he was accidentally bumped into by someone, but he just hurriedly searched in the next place.

The music from the audio shop on the third floor rushed into his ears, and Lu Wan saw the familiar figure.

Lu Wan was angry and anxious, and rushed straight behind the man, but the man stood quietly in front of the audio shop without realizing what happened.

It wasn't until a passerby bumped into Lu Wan that Qu Buyan turned around and found Lu Wan standing behind him.

"Where have you been?" Qu Buyan turned around and asked nonchalantly.

Lu Wan raised her eyes and stared at him sullenly. After taking a few breaths, she suddenly grabbed Qu Buyan's right hand with both hands, and bit it down hard.

"You..." Qu Buyan's hand hurt sharply, and in an instant, hot liquid fell onto his hand.

Lu Wan, crying...

Qu Buyan's frowning brows were flattened, and he let the boy bite his wrist.

This feeling is the same as the last time when he was bitten on his ankle, it was a burning pain, Qu Buyan could feel the force of his bite, it was bound to bite into his flesh and blood.

This feeling was different from the last time, the boy bit the ground hard, his chaotic breath collided with his wrist, and he burst into tears continuously.

Passers-by cast strange glances one after another.Qu Buyan looked at the boy in front of him, stretched out his left hand, and buried him in his arms.

In his arms, the boy bit his wrist hard, trembling carefully.

Next to me, the music singles in the audio shop are looping.

"I'm standing at the intersection, should I go?

You once told me, just follow you.

Actually listen to me, actually I want to say.

After you leave, the sky is no longer bright.

Actually listen to me, actually I want to say.

After you left, I started to grow old. "

……

No words, no words, did you come here just to listen to this song?

Qu Buyan, how much of this embrace of yours belongs to me?

"Why five?" Yun Zhuozi asked in the tent shop on the second basement floor.

"This..." Chen Yichen couldn't think of it either.One for two, four are needed.

Why do you need five?

Chen Yichen could only shake his head.Yun Zhuozi, who didn't have to get to the bottom of this matter, just continued to choose tents.

But Chen Yichen did ask Wu Yi before that it is fine to let Uncle Kang do this kind of thing, why did he call them all here.

The explanation given by Wu Mei is: do it yourself, have enough food and clothing.

Well, thinking about sleeping in a tent with Yun Zhuozi, Chen Yichen couldn't help thinking about it.

"Brother Chen, how about this one?" Yun Zhuozi chose an army green one, lifted it up and asked Chen Yichen.

"The color is not very good." Chen Yichen shook his head.

"Really? Lu Wan likes this color better." Yun Zhuozi put it down and chose another one.

"You don't intend to sleep with Lu Wan, do you, boyfriend?" Chen Yichen pointed to the tent and asked.

Yun Zhuozi looked around carefully, but luckily no one heard him.

"What are you worried about, boyfriend?" Chen Yichen raised the volume of the word boyfriend.

Yun Zhuozi didn't speak, just lowered his head to choose the color.In fact, he doesn't know much about tents, and he used to listen to Lu Wan.

Lu Wan seemed to know a little about everything.Probably because of the absence of parents, Yun Zhuozi thought.

"It's okay if you want to sleep with Lu Wan." Chen Yichen suddenly became serious.

He thought, maybe this is why Wu Yi prepared five tents.

"No." Yun Zhuozi chose a vermilion one: "Shall we sleep in this?"

"Okay." Chen Yichen smiled.

After they chose the tent, they went to the first floor to gather. Wen Renzui was already waiting on the first floor, and Qu Buyan and Lu Wan came last.

"Lu Wan, what's wrong with you?" Yun Zhuozi asked when he saw Lu Wan's eyes were red.

"It's... nothing..." Lu Wan opened his mouth and squeezed out two syllables, but he couldn't make a sound after that.

"Don't worry, take your time." Wen Renzui comforted.

Chen Yichen glanced at Qu Buyan, and Qu Buyan took Chen Yichen's gaze from afar.

— Lost again?

—Chen Ge is wise.

Chen Yichen frowned.

—What about the wrist?

Qu Buyan looked down at his right wrist.

-I can tell?

Chen Yichen smiled.

—When did you tie up your shirt sleeves?

Qu Buyan glanced back.

—You know too much.

"Should be able to speak in a few days, don't worry, try to pronounce slowly." Wen Renzui comforted again.

Lu Wan nodded, and then they bought some matching accessories.

such as:

Qu Buyan: "Wenren, do you want to bring one with you?"

Wen Renzui: "Bring a few more, and put them on the flood control sleeves at the door."

Chen Yichen: "It seems that the sheets in the dormitory should be changed, boyfriend."

Yun Zhuozi: "It seems to be... how about Lu Wan's hat?"

Just as Lu Wan shook his head, the hat was put on his head. The hair that hasn't grown well should really wear a hat.

The next few days, a few days of calm.While babbling, Lu Wan accidentally discovered that the camellia on the window sill was about to bloom.

The words on the glass wine bottle are still there, and the dried marker ink is silent in the winter sun.

Qu Buyan, who left the school hospital, did not go back to the dormitory. According to the agreement, he went to Lanshu's apartment before five o'clock.

Outside the instructor's apartment, the old man was lying on a chair as usual, staring at the video on the screen.Seeing a regular visitor, the uncle opened the door and waved his hand for him to come in.

Qu Buyan bowed slightly and entered the apartment door.I couldn't help but look back again.He didn't know how many times he walked the road behind him.

And Qu Buyan knew better that at this moment in the guard room, the uncle's eyes must have fallen on the screen where he appeared.

On the fifth floor, in the room on Lanshu's right, Qu Buyan took off all his clothes as usual, and stood with his back to the door in the bedroom, waiting silently.

Lan Shu's bedroom has a large floor-to-ceiling window, the setting sun shines through the light blue curtains, mottled on the white sheets.

How many times?

From the moment he knew Yu Fu was gone, he seemed to never remember anything.That day, the day Chen Yichen and Wen Renzui found him...

"Don't say..."

After many days of darkness, the sudden intrusion of light brought him back to reality.

"Yichen, Wenren, you are here..." He opened his dry lips and squeezed out a few words.

When he returned to school, he heard that Yu Fu had already been buried.With that level of corpse, Yu Fu's parents couldn't let the child stay in this world for another second, every second was torture.

The cause of death given by the police is: suicide.Death by asphyxiation.

In the closed military school car, under the scorching sun, the temperature rose sharply, the oxygen was weak, and he suffocated to death.As for those bugs, the identification result is: no way to query.

Ridiculous, how can there be no query?

The first thing he did when he returned to school was to go to the instructor's apartment, Lan Shu's room.When he woke up again, he was lying on the bed in the school hospital.

The ward specially arranged by Lan Shu may be because he will need it for the next few days.

"Why do you humiliate yourself like this! You have persisted for so long!" Chen Yichen yelled at him by grabbing his collar the first moment he woke up.

"Qu Buyan, wake up! Yu Fu is dead! He's dead!" Chen Yichen landed a fist on the corner of Qu Buyan's mouth. For the first time, he saw Chen Yichen cry. "You don't need to be responsible for his death, do you understand!" Chen Yichen shouted.

"What else can I do! You tell me what else I can do!" he growled.

All the backlog of emotions, all the accumulated grief, all burst out at this moment.

In that ward, Wen Renzui was silent.

Why did they come to this point?

Those well-intentioned concealments, those things about Yu Fu that they knew each other, were they right or wrong?

How much did Chen Yichen hide for Yu Fu?How much did Qu Buyan hide?

In Jiang Tang, when Wen Renzui carried Yu Fu out of Lanshu's room, he was thinking about this question.

He was also thinking about this question when he saw Yu Fu dissecting the mouse with a blank face.

But now, he can no longer know.All he can do is to help Yu Fu keep this secret.

At least, at least until Qu Buyan walks out, keep this secret for Yu Fu.

And Lan Shu, this person, what happened between him and Yu Fu?

Why is all of this added to Qu Buyan alone?

Yu Fu, did you see it?You tell me what to do?What to do to stop him?

"Yichen, don't stop me, okay? I want to solve this matter with my own hands." After a long silence, he opened his mouth.

"How do you want to solve it? Climb into his bed and let him do this kind of thing? Is this the way you solve it?" Chen Yichen lifted his shirt, revealing the traces of Lan Shu's manipulation.

He was silent, turning his head away, disgusted by the marks on his body.

"I have seen this kind of trace on Yu Fu." Chen Yichen said in a suppressed voice, "I believe that you have all seen it too."

Wen Renzui was silent, Chen Yichen was right.Saw it a long time ago.When Qu Buyan was wounded by a knife and entered the hospital.

They were all silent, tacitly keeping secrets for Yu Fu.Even, more secrets that they can't agree on.

Yu Fu committed suicide, and the autopsy report Chen Yichen was identified by someone.But why did he kill himself?

They didn't know that they seemed to be the accomplices that caused this incident.

"An eye for an eye." Qu Buyan said calmly.

For these four words, he spent three years on Lanshu's bed.

Looking back now, it seems like a lifetime away.

Qu Buyan doesn't remember.It seems that the color of the curtains has never been changed.

Three years later, at this most critical time, Lu Wan came to Beijing University.

Yu Fu, what do you want to tell me?

After Lu Wan stayed, she hid herself again and again, calculated and used her again and again.He could see Lu Wan's cautiousness and Lu Wan's contradictions.

But, it's only the last year, he thought, about this boy, maybe he can let him go for a while.

But it turns out that he was wrong.He underestimated the boy's determination to seek the truth, and also underestimated Lanshu's methods.

But he knew that he couldn't blame the boy.The one who entertained himself on the playground, the one who yelled his name in the library, the one who pulled him to return books, the one who cried in the dark, the one who left bite marks on his ankles and arms.

He thought he couldn't blame him.Despite the bite marks on his arm, he was brought to Lanshu's room again.

He waited for a long time, probably more than two hours.he thinks.

Behind him, the door opened and he could feel someone walking in.But Lanshu didn't open his mouth to speak, so his can't make a sound either.

He just leaned against the door like that, and he felt Lan Shu's fingers grazing the new bite mark on his right wrist.

It's cold and it hurts a little.

He knew that Lan Shu cared.It's ridiculous.

Lan Shu stood behind him, he felt something was covered in front of his eyes, was it Lan Shu's tie?

He wasn't sure, Lan Shu's fingers pressed on his shoulder, he knew what to do, he lowered down slowly, knelt down on the floor, stroking the parts that he couldn't see in front of him.

Although he couldn't see anything, he could accurately judge the position of that part.It's ridiculous.

He manipulated it skillfully, and after that part reacted, he held it in his mouth, moistened it skillfully, and sucked#.

He didn't know how many times, until now, he was familiar with these movements and how to make Lan Shu more comfortable.

It's ridiculous.

He could feel the heat and tension in his mouth, and he knew it might be time.Sure enough, Lan Shu pulled his whole body, he was twisted and crawled on the floor, and the hot and wet part rushed in instantly.

He gritted his teeth and remained silent, he knew that Lan Shu preferred that he could shout out, but every time he gritted his teeth and remained silent.

No matter what method Lan Shu used to torture him.

The impact without breathing, reached his innermost side again and again, and the severe pain of tearing made his body tremble.Which just happened to get the guy even more excited.

In the last violent attack, Lan Shu released all of them inside.He too eventually fell to his knees exhausted.

But he knew that this was just the beginning, so he stood up.

Sure enough, as usual, something was stuffed behind him.

One, two... four.

It seems that Lan Shu really didn't show mercy this time.

He clenched his fists and knelt on the ground, digesting the constant vibrations in his body.

Finally, the button in Lanshu's hand accelerated for the last time, and Qu Buyan lay on the ground twitching all over, and the tie that covered his eyes also slipped off.

The first thing Qu Buyan saw was standing at the door... Lu Wan.

Lu Wan?

Lu Wanzheng stood motionless at the door, looking at him with wide eyes, the fear and panic on his face made him startled.

Lu Wan, why are you here?

When did he appear here?

Qu Buyan looked at Lu Wan at the door, only opened his mouth for a moment, and suddenly felt that he had no energy left to explain.

Similarly, Lu Wan, who was watching him, fled the door hastily the moment he made eye contact with him.

Are you gone?

It's okay to leave.

He closed his eyes, he finally understood what Lan Shu was doing.

"Did you try your best to climb into my bed just for him?" Lan Shu locked his position tightly and asked.

"I'm here, isn't it what you want?" He closed his eyes.

Three years ago, with repeated persecutions and temptations, wasn't everything Lan Shu did to Yu Fu just to make him lie obediently on this bed?

He resisted, he resisted.But, in exchange, what is it...

He didn't want to make any more excuses, maybe he could rush out and stop Lu Wan from explaining to him.But he knew that what he got in exchange might be another Yu Fu.

And he knew that Lanshu still had a lot to do tonight.He was also really tired.

"What I want is you!"