reverse pull

After Lu Wan came out of the laboratory, he didn't go back to the dormitory immediately, but went around to the small shop to buy something to drink.

A can of beer.

Lu Wan just wanted to drink something to calm himself down.

liquor.It was the first thing that came to his mind.

Beer is as bad as liquor.This was his first feeling after drinking a can of beer.

Lu Wan checked her phone, it was already 10:30.

Qu Buyan should be in the dormitory, right?

Yun Zhuozi should have already returned to the dormitory.

I don't know what happened to Wen Renzui?

How true or false is what Chen Yichen said about his relationship with Yu Fu?

When I asked Wen Renzui about those bugs, when those bugs looked like newborn mice, why was Wen Renzui's eyes full of panic and sadness?

why?

Lu Wan couldn't figure it out, he looked at the empty soda can in his hand, he felt like an empty soda can, he didn't know anything, and was useless.

Without wine cans, beer and air staleness, he doesn't know what he was and what he will be in the future.

Lu Wan's face was a little red, he knew that he didn't have the strength to drink at all, and he was a little dizzy after drinking this can.He still doesn't want to go back to the dormitory, and he doesn't want to be seen by Qu Buyan.

He raised his head, raised the can in his hand, aimed at the trash can not far away, and threw it a little harder. The can flew through the air and hit the trash can, but deviated from Lu Wan's aiming line and hit the edge of the trash can.

With a bang, the can hit the back of the barrel and bounced to the floor next to the trash can.

Lu Wan looked at the soda can lying on the ground, and looked around, there was no one, it was fine.Tighten the white coat squeezed on the messenger bag, pull up the curtain on the sweater, take a small step back and squat down and shout: "In the second half, player No. 21 will take the kick-off. Now player No. 21 is standing at the half-court line." On the ground, he squatted down and stared at the football on the ground, pay attention, player No. 21 is about to kick off, what footwork and route will he choose?"

Lu pulled his hind legs back and jumped forward vertically, until the soda can kicked his legs, and the soda can under the street lamp passed through the dust floating in the air and fell on the sidewalk more than ten meters away.

"Player No. 21 served the ball! My God, he passed the ball to the triangle area of ​​the opponent's handle. Now the three players of the opponent are heading for the ball, and player No. 21 is also going to the ball's own area! Four hands and one ball. I didn't expect the situation to be like this at the beginning. fierce!"

Lu Wan yelled, kicked up and ran towards the cans on the sidewalk, raised his arms and raised his feet and kicked sideways, and the cans rolled along the sidewalk to the teaching building next to them. Pole and curbside seating.

"The No. 21 player successfully intercepted from the three-man defense zone! The No. 21 player is dribbling the ball across the opponent's front line, with a peculiar and light footwork, rushing all the way to the opponent's rear. Does the No. 21 player want to go straight to the opponent's goal!"

Lu Wan shouted and looked at the cans around his feet. He looked up and saw the wall at the corner of the teaching building: "Player No. 21 stopped in front of the opponent's goal! But this distance is too dangerous. Player No. 21 is going to challenge long-range shooting again What? The audience held their breath, waiting for what choice No. 21 would make!"

Lu Wan stared at the dark corner of the wall, stepped back with his right foot, squatted down, and rolled up the can on the ground with his feet. After a smooth arc across the night sky, the tube pierced into the darkness of the corner .

"Okay!" Lu Wan clenched her fists and shouted.

Qu Buyan, who was watching the match not far away, folded his arms and smiled, Yun Zhuozi was right, Lu Wan's skills were not bad.Seeing him clenching his fists and applauding himself, it must be that he is very confident in his skills.

But... Qu Buyan frowned.

Lu Wan gasped for breath and slowly lowered her clenched fist.He walked towards the dark corner in small steps, stopped in front of the cans, lowered his head, and looked at the cans on the ground.

Qu Buyan lowered his arms and took two steps forward: what is he doing?

Suddenly, Lu Wan kicked the soda can on the ground.His fists were clenched tightly in the dark night, and he kicked the ground continuously.Every foot used up all the strength of the whole body, as if every foot was going to crush the soda can into mud.

The ear-piercing voice echoed in the dark corner, and the smile on Qu Buyan's face became as cold and silent as the dark night.

I don't know how long it took, but finally the voice stopped coming.Lu Wan stood in the dark night with his head down, looking at the ground.His fists were still clenched, panting and shaking his shoulders.

No, what Qu Buyan saw was Lu Wan, standing in the dark with his fists clenched and his head bowed, trembling.

Lu Wan seemed to be crying.

Lu Wan, are you crying?

Lu Wan raised her arm and wiped her face, raised her head and let out a long sigh of relief, raised her leg and kicked sideways, and the crushed soda can passed through the dim light of the street lamp and fell into the trash can on the side of the road.

Lu Wan glanced at the empty corner again, turned and left.He felt a little dizzy, and the late November night was suddenly cold.

Time to go back.

When he came to the downstairs of the dormitory, Lu Wan took out his mobile phone and sent a text message to Yun Zhuozi.

-What are you doing?

—Wait for Instructor Chen.

Lu Wan rubbed the tip of his cold nose.

—He hasn't come back yet?

—He's back, he's taking a shower.

call-

Lu Wan looked at the small shop next to him, and there was still some pocket money in his pocket.

— Shall I bring you some snacks?

— No, there are many more dormitories.

Lu Wan's conclusion is: Yun Zhuozi is not normal.The phone vibrated, another text message.

— Instructor Chen is back, let’s stop chatting.

...forget friends!

Lu Wan smiled and closed the phone.Came to the small shop downstairs in the dormitory.Uncle Sun was covered with a blanket, and an unknown old song was playing on the radio.Lu Wan walked to the shelf and reached for a carton of milk.After thinking about it, I took another box.Then I came to the counter with two boxes of milk to check out.

"Uncle Sun, two boxes of milk!" Lu Wan shouted.

"What?" Uncle Sun looked at Lu Wan.

"Two boxes of milk." Lu Wan nodded the milk bottle and said.

"What?" Uncle Sun stretched his neck.

"She sings really well!" Lu Wan pointed to the radio and shouted.

"That's right! It sounds good!" Uncle Sun smiled and lay back on the rocking chair.

Lu Wan didn't speak any more, put the money on the table inside the counter, and left the small shop with two boxes of milk in her arms.

The wind was really strong, and the cold wind blowing in my arms as soon as I left the small shop, I couldn't hug or not hug.Because of the can of beer he drank before, Lu Wan's face was still red.It turns out that for people who don't know how to drink, beer has so much stamina.

Lu Wan stood at the door of the small shop, raised her head to look at the 23rd floor of the dormitory, shook her head, wanting to blow the cold wind to get rid of the redness on her face.

"Isn't it cold?"

This sound is...

Lu Wan turned her head and saw Lan Shu.And that blue corpse in his right eye.

Why is he here?

"Have you not come back?" Lan Shu looked up at the 23rd floor: "The lights seem to be on."

"Have you been drinking?" Lan Shu lowered his head and saw the blush on Lu Wan's face.

Lu Wan didn't speak, but lowered his head a bit.

So, did he come to find Qu Buyan?

"I'm thirsty." Lan Shu said looking at the milk in Lu Wan's hand.

"Milk doesn't quench your thirst." Lu Wan took a small step back.

Noticing that Lan Shu in front of him didn't respond, he pointed to the small shop behind him with one finger: "There is water there."

"Can you buy me a bottle?" Lan Shu asked.

No.

Lu Wan turned his head, but saw that Lan Shu had already walked towards the dormitory building.In Lu Wan's arms, there was an extra photo of Grandpa Mao.

Lu Wan sighed, turned around and entered the small shop again.Put the two cartons of milk on the counter, go to the shelf to get a bottle of mineral water, and return to the counter.

"Uncle Sun, a bottle of mineral water!" Lu Wan shouted.

"It sounds good!" Uncle Sun stretched his neck to look at Lu Wan and said.

"Sounds good!" Lu Wan shouted again.

Lu Wan looked at Grandpa Mao in his hand: the face value is too high, and the money is hard to find.After thinking about it, he put the coins on the table in front of the counter.

He looked at the table again: three bottles, too many to finish.

So, Lu Wan opened a bottle of milk, picked it up and gulped it down, gulping down most of the bottle in one go.

"Hic!" Lu Wan hiccupped, looked at the milk in her bosom, what to do, it seemed that she couldn't finish it.

Drink slowly.

Lu Wan was lying on the counter, listening to the radio with Uncle Sun.

can you give me a kiss

Kiss put a mark of love on my face

can you give me a kiss

kiss on my heart make me miss you

Even if you stare at your eyes and you don't agree

……

Probably due to the effect of alcohol, Lu Wan lay on the counter, and together with the old man, twisted to the rhythm of the radio.I don't know how many times this song has been repeated. It wasn't until the box of milk was finished that Lu Wan noticed something strange.That is……

I want to go to the bathroom!

"Master, I'm leaving first!" Lu Wan picked up the milk and mineral water on the counter, walked out of the small shop, and looked up at the 23rd floor: Is Lan Shu gone?

I can't manage that much anymore.People have three urgencies!

Lu Wan quickly walked to the dormitory building and got on the elevator. The divine melody that was spinning in his head just now was squeezed out by the tension in his lower abdomen.

The 23rd floor finally arrived, and the elevator door was about to open.open……

Lanshu?

Don't say anything!

Little Wanwan, don't be afraid, hold on.

Lu Wan's eyes shifted to the elevator buttons: I really want to close the elevator and go to the seventh floor to borrow the toilet.

"Come out." Qu Buyan stared at him.

Lu Wan got out of the elevator with her head down, stood beside the two of them, raised her hand and handed the mineral water and Grandpa Mao in her arms to Lan Shu.

"Thank you." Lan Shu took the mineral water and entered the elevator.

"No need to send it off, go to bed early." Lan Shu pressed the elevator button and waved towards Qu Buyan.

"Rest early." Qu Buyan replied.

Lu Wan didn't care about Grandpa Mao in his hand, and turned to look at the bathroom next to him: I want to go to the bathroom.

After the elevator door closed, Qu Buyan stared at Grandpa Mao in Lu Wan's hand and asked, "His?"

"Ah?" Lu Wan turned her head.Noticing that Qu Buyan was staring at his hand, he quickly raised his hand and handed it to Grandpa Mao: "Here you are."

"You...why do you have the letter Y on your head?" Qu Buyan's eyes fell on Lu Wan's right ear.

You cut it!

That's not a Y, that's an arrow!

Lu Wan glanced at Qu Buyan, then turned to look at the toilet.

Want to go to the toilet.

"Have you been drinking?" Qu Buyan probably knew what Lu Wan wanted to do.

"En." Lu Wan responded.

"Why drink?" Qu Buyan asked.

"Thirsty." Lu Wan said casually.I was a little worried when I said it, so I took a careful look at Qu Buyan.

Fortunately, probably not angry.

"How much did you drink?" Qu Buyan was very interested in chatting.

"One can." Lu Wan felt that Qu Buyan did it on purpose.

"How does it taste?" Qu Buyan became more patient.

do not know.

Can't remember.

Want to go to the toilet.

"Instructor Qu!" Lu Wan yelled, stuffing the milk in his bosom and Grandpa Mao in his hand into Qu Buyan's bosom, and rushed straight into the bathroom next to him.

Qu Buyan was stunned for two seconds, took Grandpa Mao and milk, turned and entered the dormitory.

Fortunately, he didn't come up just now.

Lu Wan who came out of the bathroom was in a good mood.

Comfortable!

The melody that was squeezed out of my mind just now returned.Lu Wan shook her head and entered the dormitory.When he saw Qu Buyan tidying up the dormitory, he straightened his shaking head.

Lu Wan glanced at the dormitory, took off the backpack on his shoulders, removed the white coat and stuffed it into the closet, and began to look through the clothes for bathing and washing.

"Is the teacher Xiao Wu or Wen Ren?" Qu Buyan asked.

"It's Brother Xiaowu." Lu Wan paused for a moment, then added: "Teacher Wenren seems to be... sick."

"Ill?" Qu Buyan frowned tightly, "What's going on?"

"At night, when brother Xiaowu asked me to borrow a little white mouse, my...was pregnant, and then Teacher Wenren...sweated all over, and...came down." Regarding the bug that eats dead human flesh, Lu Wan didn't know whether to ask or not.

"Don't worry, Xiao Wu is here, you'll be fine." Qu Buyan saw Lu Wan's uneasiness.

Is his uneasiness due to Wenren's drunken illness, or...

Lu Wan said that he dreamed of bugs...

"Instructor Qu." Lu Wan held the closet door tightly, lowered his head and asked, "When my brother was found, you... did you see him?"

When Yu Fu died...

In an instant, Qu Buyan's locked memories in the depths of his heart were easily uncovered by Lu Wan's words.

It's been three years and no one has ever mentioned it.About Yu Fu, about Yu Fu's death.

Qu Buyan is just a person, slowly digesting and licking this memory in the middle of the night.

But now, this locked memory is crazily burrowing out of the past called Memories.

"Don't say anything, Yu Fu... Yu Fu... is dead."

This was the last time Qu Buyan used that phone, he didn't know what Wenrenzui said later, he only knew that at that moment, the world he was in was silent, colorless, lightless, and temperatureless.

stopped.

"No."

Qu Buyan's voice was very calm, the kind of declarative sentences he often used.

Lu Wan looked at him in surprise.

No.He said no.

Lu Wan could hardly control the tears falling from his eyes.

He didn't know why he was crying.The bitterness in his heart was all behind Qu Buyan's two words without warmth, as if all the barriers collapsed instantly without warning.

Qu Buyan and Lu Wan looked at each other, he didn't know why Lu Wan was crying, and he couldn't find any reason to comfort him.

"A long time later, I saw a photo taken by the police."

A long time later, a long time later.It's been a long time until Wen Renzui and Chen Yichen find Qu Buyan.

In the photo, Yu Fu no longer has any intact skin, wormholes, or wounds, so it is impossible to distinguish.

That was the last time Qu Buyan saw Yu Fu.

Lu Wan sobbed, tears still pouring out uncontrollably.

"That's when I realized that he was dead."

Qu Buyan felt breathless, he didn't want to care about the dormitory messed up with Lan Shu just now, he took out a pack of cigarettes from the closet, shook one out of his mouth, pressed the lighter in his hand, and sent it to With a cigarette on his lips, he walked to the window and opened it, took a deep breath, exhaled slowly, and looked at the night outside the window.

Yes, he died.

Yu Fu died.

The smell of cloud and smoke has not changed, and the moonlight on the 23rd floor remains the same.

After smoking a cigarette, Qu Buyan pinched it with two fingers, and extinguished the cigarette butt.

pain.

it's fine.

Qu Buyan exhaled the last puff of cigarette, wanted to find a home for the cigarette butt in his hand, looked around the window sill, there was only a large empty glass wine bottle.

Lu Wan released it.

Qu did not turn around, Lu Wan had already returned from the shower, and wiped her wet head as if nothing had happened.

"Can I use your wine bottle?" Qu Buyan tapped the glass bottle on the window sill.

Lu Wan looked up at the wine bottle, and then began to search the dormitory.It finally came true on my shoulder bag.Lu Wan reached out and flipped through the shoulder bag, and finally found a book - "College Student Handbook".

very suitable.

Lu Wan held the book against each other, and there was a groove in the middle of the book, then put the book on the window sill and turned away.After taking two steps, he quickly turned around and returned to the window sill, quickly turned around holding the big glass wine bottle, hid by the closet as if fleeing for his life, and stuffed the wine bottle in.

Qu Buyan stared at the book for a long time, and finally threw the cigarette butt in his hand into the trash can farther away.

Qu Buyan wanted to smoke another one, but he didn't.Put away the cigarette case and lighter, and continue to clean up the mess left by Lan Shu.

Lu Wan wiped her hair and climbed onto the upper bed first.It was very cold in Beijing at the end of November, Lu Wan huddled under the quilt and waited.

Waiting for Qu Buyan to make the bed.

Waiting for Qu Buyan to come back from washing.

Waiting for Qu Buyan to turn off the light.

Waiting for Qu Buyan to lie on the bed.

Lu Wan, finally opened his mouth

"Instructor Qu, do you like brother?"