Undying Patient

The strong smell of smoke choked into the trachea along with his breath. Su Jinzhi took a sip, and immediately coughed from discomfort. He frowned, and just wanted to avoid breathing some fresh air when Huai Zhou wrapped around his tongue Licking and sucking, the movements are extremely warm, but full of nicotine.

Su Jinzhi was unprepared for this kiss from the beginning, and he didn't have much strength to respond to it later. He even had to gasp for breath to keep the oxygen in his lungs enough to maintain his breathing. However, this kind of action made it easier for the man to Kissing him deeply, Su Jinzhi immediately had the feeling that his mouth and tongue would be eaten by Huai Zhou, not only his lips and tongue, Huai Zhou wanted to chew his whole body and swallow him right now.

"Woo..." He didn't know how long the kiss lasted, he only knew that he couldn't breathe, so he moaned uncomfortably.

And the culprit who caused all this just paused when he heard his voice, let go of the soft place he had ravaged for a long time, and continued to bite down along the slender and white neck, leaving behind everything he passed. A bright red hickey.

The back of Su Jinzhi's head was held down by Huai Zhou, which made him unable to resist Huai Zhou's movements, so he could only lie in his arms and let him ask for anything.

Not long after, the white shirt that Su Jinzhi was wearing before leaving the wooden house was torn apart by Huai Zhou. The man even had no patience to unbutton him one by one like before, and chose the faster one. In the method, the buttons made of transparent crystals were scattered all over the ground due to the broken stitches, and they fell on the dark felt blanket, reflecting the light of the flames brightly.

There was a chill on Su Jinzhi's chest at first, but the chill was quickly dispelled by the slight pain and hot breath that followed.

Su Jinzhi lay softly on the felt blanket, Bai Shengsheng's chest was exposed in the air and heaved slightly, the two red and swollen mouths moved with his breathing, Huai Zhou leaned over one of them He licked again lightly, then pressed the boy's waist and hips, and pulled himself out of his body.

When the thing that had been messing around in his body for a long time left, the young man only trembled slightly, and didn't make any other major movements, because he didn't even have the strength to move at this moment, and the two legs that had been separated for too long finally It can be closed, but it shakes unbearably.

Huaizhou stretched out his arms to embrace him, and when the two naked upper bodies touched each other, it brought a strange and smooth touch, and easily brought out the aftertaste of the orgasm. Su Jinzhi hummed softly twice, which sounded like he was comfortable The groan was like his crying begging for mercy when he was extremely tired.

Huaizhou couldn't hold it back, he burst out laughing, Su Jinzhi immediately opened his eyes and stared at him aggrievedly.

The young man's eyes were full of foggy and wet water, so soft that he could almost turn him into a human being, Huai Zhou pressed against his ear and coaxed him softly: "Do you want to take a bath?"

The man's hot breath sprinkled on the pinnae of the ear, itching and numb, the pleasure that had never faded from his body swept across his body again like lightning, it was so hot that Su Jinzhi shrank his neck, couldn't help but struggled slightly and wanted to leave His embrace: "I want to sleep..."

But how could it be so easy to break away from Huaizhou's embrace?He still hugged Su Jinzhi tightly, put his lips against the boy's ears, and said softly, "Okay, I'll take you back to sleep."

The boy's request was met, but he was still not very happy looking at it, frowned and said aggrievedly: "But my body is sticky and uncomfortable..."

The exercise just now covered both of them with a thin layer of sweat. In the huge and strong tide of desire, no one would ignore this slight discomfort. After everything is over, it cannot be tolerated.

Not to mention that the young man has always been pampered and loves to be clean. Even though they were running away, Huai Zhou did not let his living standard drop by a single bit. He tried his best to take care of his little one just like in the castle. Rose.

Huai Zhou closed his eyes, rubbed the boy's cheek with his tall nose and affectionately: "Then you go to sleep, I'll find water to wipe your body, okay?"

"Hmm..." Su Jinzhi hummed weakly, he really didn't have much strength, even when Huai Zhou picked him up horizontally, he didn't have the strength to wrap his arms around the man's neck to stabilize his body.

And when his back touched the soft and cool bed, Su Jinzhi finally had a little strength, and he couldn't wait to get his body under the quilt. After lying down, he didn't forget to remind him again: "You need to wipe before going to sleep..."

"I'll wipe it for you." Huaizhou followed him, and adjusted the height of the pillow with his hands for fear that he would sleep uncomfortably, then turned to find hot water and towels for the boy.

As a result, when he came back, the boy who said he insisted on wiping before going to sleep had already closed his eyes and let out a long breath. The warm beige quilt wrapped his whole body, undulating slightly with his breathing.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, Huaizhou took the quilt away, and started to clean the boy's legs. There was still a lot of white liquid left there, which overflowed a lot because he couldn't contain it. Huaizhou gently wiped the place with a wet towel. In the soft place, I went deep into it, fearing that the residual liquid inside would cause the boy to have a stomachache the next day, but the boy didn't make any sound from the beginning to the end, showing that he was really tired and slept very deeply.

The young man's fair body was like a piece of warm jade under the warm light, and everything he touched was warm and slippery with his hands. Huai Zhou even held his ankle and kissed the young man's lower body lightly on the instep. Tucked into the quilt, and wiped his neck and chest for him.

Gradually, Huaizhou slowed down the speed more and more slowly, as if doing so could prolong this moment infinitely. He took the boy's hand and rubbed his fingers one by one with the most gentle force. Not a single inch of skin was left behind.

But no matter how he slowed down his movements, all of this would end, but Huaizhou still couldn't bear to let go of the young man's hand, held it tightly in his palm, and kissed his fingertips reverently.

Finally, he closed his eyes, put his face in the boy's palm, and recalled every word the boy said to him in his mind, as well as the time when they drew pictures and played the piano together in the castle, and every happy time during their journey. Drizzling sex.

"Do you love me that much..." Huai Zhou opened his eyes, looked at the young man and said in a low voice.

The sleeping boy couldn't give him any response. His face was sunken in the soft pillow, his lips were sucked into a beautiful rose color, which made his facial features more delicate and beautiful. Huai Zhou raised his hand and combed it gently with his fingers. The boy's hair, feeling that the person who loves him so much is lying in his arms at this moment, his hair is between his fingers, his breath, his life, everything about him is in his arms under control.

Huai Zhou has never had such complete control over a person.

But his whole life is out of his control, from childhood to now.

Some people say that a serial killer must have a tragic childhood, an unfortunate family and a long-term abuse experience, but Huaizhou has all three of them, so he naturally became a professional killer .

Since he was a child, he grew up under his father's beating, scolding and abuse. The two most basic things for a child to maintain life, eating and sleeping, are beyond Huai Zhou's control. His father will lock him up several times. Tian didn't give him food, or kicked him out of bed to vent his anger when he was sleeping. The complete family he had always wanted to have was completely broken when his mother couldn't bear his father's long-term domestic violence and killed him.And his only remaining mother gradually forgot him because of Alzheimer's disease, and finally died of illness in prison.

When she died, Huai Zhou was just a stranger to her.

All these uncontrollable things began to make Huai Zhou yearn for control.Killing people became the only way for him to satisfy his desire for control.

But these can't satisfy him, because killing people is beyond his control. He will choose to become a professional killer, which is the best embodiment of his inability to control his heart.

No matter what he does, he cannot have complete control.

But even he couldn't control himself, but completely controlled another person.

Huaizhou felt that the only thing he had done in his life that he would never regret was that he did not choose to shoot that day, so he picked the most colorful and fragrant rose from that castle.

This rose has the most beautiful color and the most intense floral fragrance, with countless crisp green leaves as a foil, but it does not have a thorn to protect its fragile branches, so anyone can easily pick it off and Possess him and become his new master.

Huaizhou was not reconciled that this rose no longer belonged to him, he wanted to hold it in his hand forever.

He put the boy's hand into the quilt, tucked him in the corner of the quilt, made sure that the cold wind at night would not freeze him, then closed his eyes, and placed a kiss on the boy's forehead with great care.His lips stuck to the boy's forehead for a long time, reluctant to leave, as if he was kissing the priceless treasure in the world, but in the end, he still took out a revolver from under the pillow - his most used weapon, Arrived at the boy's temple.

Huaizhou has killed many people, he never hesitated when he shot, he never hesitated, even if that person knelt on the ground and kissed his shoe toe and begged him, he could still pull the trigger with no expression on his face.

But for teenagers, he made exceptions again and again.

He couldn't bear the boy looking at him with a shocked and sad expression, so he chose to hit the boy while he was asleep, beating the heart or the head was fine, and he wouldn't feel much pain if he died instantly.

But at this time, Huaizhou found that he couldn't make a move, his hand trembled so much that he couldn't even hold the gun, let alone pull the trigger.

The teenager's sleeping face is so peaceful, maybe it's because he never thought that the person he likes would point a gun at his head?But he clearly said that he would be very obedient and wanted to be with him forever.

Huaizhou's fingers kept running through the young man's hair, feeling the slight coldness, he did not open his eyes until the firewood in the fireplace made a cracking sound under the licking of the flame, and Huaizhou put down the gun.He pressed his face to the young man's cheek, because he was sleeping soundly in the warm quilt, the young man's cheeks were smooth and warm, while Huai Zhou's own fingertips were so cold.

He laughed at himself, put the revolver in the cabinet and put it away, then pinched his eyebrows.

During this period of time, the weather has gradually started to get colder. All the leaves on the trees beside the road they passed by when they came here today have all turned yellow.

Huaizhou walked to the window and closed it, leaving only a small gap for ventilation.

The transparent glass reflected his face, even after going through that violent affair, there was no trace of fatigue on his face in the reflection, but in Huai Zhou's view, it was more like a pile of embers burning in a dark fire— —Although there is still light, it is not far from being extinguished.

But soon, Huai Zhou told himself that they might be able to go to Urbury when winter came, and he still had time to watch the snow scene of Urbury with the boy—— In such a chilling and lonely season, there is still a beautiful feast.

As long as they are faster, there is no need to end this journey that may reach the end so early.

After watching the scenery at the end point, he might be able to do it again.

It's just that Huaizhou himself doesn't know, he can't do it now, so after a while, will the future self who likes teenagers more be able to do it?

He wiped his body hastily with hot water, then lay down next to the boy, hugged him tightly from behind, closed his eyes and murmured with a smile: "I want to take you away."

Huaizhou seemed to finally understand why his mother left such a sentence - if one day I don't remember you, then don't remember me either.

It's not that I don't love him, it's not that I want to forget him, it's just that I don't want him to be sad.

Just like he is reluctant to take away his little rose. Although he wants to possess him forever, he wants to fertilize, water and trim the branches and leaves by himself, and he is unwilling to let others make better flower pots for him. From blooming to withering, it's all one's own.

"But I can't bear it."

When Su Jinzhi woke up the next day, Huai Zhou had already warmed the milk for him.

A few seconds after he opened his eyes and sat up on the bed, a warm milk bottle was stuffed into his mouth. Su Jinzhi hugged the bottle and took a few sips, Huaizhou took what he should have today. The clothes he was wearing came over and changed him.

Su Jinzhi went to bed last night without changing his pajamas, which made it very convenient for Huaizhou to dress him. Except for the shame when he was stroking Huaizhou's shoulders and putting on his underwear, this morning was very beautiful. Drank an extra night of porridge.

After putting down the small porcelain bowl, Su Jinzhi tilted his head obediently to let Huaizhou wipe his mouth, and asked him, "Huai, where are we going to play today?"