Undying Patient

Just after Huaizhou finished saying this, he felt the boy's body under the quilt froze for a moment.

He didn't immediately lift the quilt covering the young man's head, but sat down on the edge of the bed while maintaining this movement, and continued: "If you can't fall asleep, I can chat with you."

Huaizhou did not regard Su Jinzhi as an employer, and wanted to use honorifics to him, but put himself and the young man on an equal footing from beginning to end, and wanted the young man to think of him as a friend, a friend he could trust—at least Treat him as a friend temporarily.

There are two ways to kill people, one is to quickly approach the target, and then take his life under the gaze of his frightened and wide-eyed eyes; the other is to spend a lot of time getting close to this person and become his trusted friend and lover , or relatives.Different from the first method, the second method takes a very long time, ranging from a few months or a few years, and even longer, you have to spend your whole life to lay out this layout.

He once used the first method to approach the boy. If he had shot that day, the boy would have been his last task before resigning. But he didn’t shoot that day, so he could still use the second method to approach the boy. .

The teenager has been staying in this castle for a long time, he doesn't have any friends around him, and he doesn't have autism, so deep down in his heart he longs for a friend who can tell all his troubles.

Huai Zhou lowered his eyes and patiently stared at the person pretending to be asleep under the quilt.

Su Jinzhi, who was hiding under the quilt, also patiently counted the numbers in his heart. After 30 seconds, he slowly pulled the quilt away and looked towards Huaizhou.

The man still had no expression on his face, and his gray eyes were indifferent, like a pool of stagnant water without any waves, which was completely inconsistent with his caring tone.

This made Su Jinzhi clearly recognize his identity again - a killer, or a killer who came to kill him.

Those few seemingly gentle greetings were just his disguise. Although he said on the phone that he would not kill him before he became an adult, it was because his mind was just a child in the eyes of outsiders, and Huai Zhou was Do not kill pregnant women and children.

Su Jinzhi hated secretly in his heart, no wonder No. [-] was so relieved to let No. [-] supervise him to complete the task, because once the world collapsed, he would be in danger of being killed by Huai Zhou!Huai Zhou still wanted to talk to him before!What's more, he doesn't have any information about Huaizhou in this world. No one is born to want to be a killer. There must be some reason for Huaizhou to become like this. In his heart - before he was killed by Huai Zhou.

Thinking of this, Su Jinzhi turned his eyes away, stared at the intricate and gorgeous patterns on the thick felt blanket, and said softly: "I miss Dad..."

Huai Zhou said indifferently: "He will come back to see you next month."

"But in this way, no one will sing me a good night song." Su Jinzhi felt a little regretful just after saying this, because just now his dads wanted to sing him a lullaby to lull him to sleep, but he let them go Well, now that he raises such a reason again, will Huaizhou doubt him?

Su Jinzhi immediately raised his eyes and glanced at Huaizhou, seeing that Huaizhou was looking at him, he hurriedly said, "Can you sing me a good night song?"

"No." Huaizhou rejected the invitation without a pause for half a second, his dark gray eyes were as calm as ever.

Su Jinzhi was stared at by him so cold that he almost got under the blanket, but the next moment, he heard Huaizhou say to him: "But I can stay here with you until you fall asleep."

Can you kill me when I fall asleep?Su Jinzhi burst into tears.

Huai Zhou looked down at the young man, he was lying on his side, his eye sockets revealed a pitiful red color, his long eyelashes were wetted by tears and condensed into clusters, reflecting subtle watery light in the light moonlight, his face His face was still stained with tears that hadn't fully dried, and after a while, when he saw his eyes watered up again, Huai Zhou thought that he was going to cry again because he refused to sing the good night song, so he took it out of his pocket after thinking for a while. He took out the blue-handled pacifier and handed it to Su Jinzhi: "If you still want to cry, you can keep this in your mouth."

What the nannies say—Master Jimmy won't cry with a pacifier in his mouth.

There is a row of pacifiers in the bedside table where Su Jinzhi sleeps, colorful and everything, but Su Jinzhi just saw clearly that this pacifier was taken out by Huaizhou from his pocket, and it was definitely the one he disappeared that day.

But by coincidence, Su Jinzhi stared at the pacifier for a while, and couldn't help but put it in his mouth.The pacifier was soft and bouncy, without any taste, Su Jinzhi looked at Huaizhou with it in his mouth, waiting for his next move.

"Go to sleep." Huaizhou raised his left hand, stroked his forehead lightly, and brushed the messy hair on his forehead behind his ears.

The man's hand was dry and warm, and when his fingers rubbed his forehead, he felt a slight itching, which he left in a few seconds, but the itching still stayed on the surface of the skin, and then spread along the nerves to every part of the body. a corner.

Su Jinzhi is very familiar with this action of his. Even though this world is not the same as before, Su Jinzhi knows that no matter how indifferent his appearance and eyes are when he makes this action, deep down in his heart, there must be Gentle.

What's more, he stretched out his left hand.

There was a thick callus in the palm of Huaizhou's right hand, because that was his hand holding the gun, but he didn't touch him with the hand holding the gun, but changed the other hand, which from a certain angle Come to say that it can give people an infinite sense of security.

"Good night." Huai Zhou was still sitting by the bed, and said a word to him softly.

Su Jinzhi didn't respond to him, he bit his pacifier, at first he just planned to close his eyes and pretend to sleep, but I don't know if it was because Huai Zhou was sitting beside him, he really fell into a deep sleep after a while.

Looking at the boy's sleeping face, Huaizhou suddenly felt a little envious of him, envious that he could sleep peacefully like this, and maybe dream of those desserts he likes to eat, unlike him, he can also dream of sweets in his dreams. No peace.

Being a killer for too long will make you tired. People in this line of work have no friends, because there is no way to fully trust each other, so no matter how close friends are, they are just occasional partners, let alone relatives who can rely on hugs. They are alone. The shadows walking in the dark can never see the light, and they must always be on guard against when a bright beast will jump out of the depths of the darkness and burn them to death.

Huaizhou has read a lot of books and listened to several operas. He also travels to the seaside every year, and even plays the piano and even some violins.In the eyes of others, he is a successful elite with a high salary and a high standard of living, but the only job he has done the best during the years he has lived is killing people.Every penny he got was stained with not-so-clean blood, so when he touched him just now, Huai Zhou subconsciously used his slightly clean hand.

Just that light touch made his fingers itchy, so itchy that he wanted to take out a cigarette and put it between his fingers, or——to touch him again.So Huaizhou looked at him for a while, reached out to hook the ring of the blue-handled pacifier, and pulled the pacifier out of the boy's mouth.The moment the pacifier left the boy's lips, a few strands of silver came out, which fell on his lips after being cut off by the air, shining brightly against the tip of his scarlet tongue.

Maybe it was because the thing he had been holding was gone, the young man closed his mouth and subconsciously sucked it a few times, but he didn't get what he wanted, so he turned over with a frown.

Huaizhou tucked the corner of the blanket for him, and finally scraped his face lightly with his fingers, then got up and left.

In the early morning of the next day, Su Jinzhi found that the pacifier he was holding last night was missing. He thought that the pacifier was spit out by him and fell on the bed when he was sleeping, so he woke up and turned around in the bed for a while. , but no trace of the pacifier was ever found.

When Huaizhou and the nannies came in, they saw Su Jinzhi holding the quilt in a daze on the bed.The nannies were worried about Su Jinzhi's crying, so they stuffed him with a feeding bottle as soon as he entered the door, and then stepped forward to unbutton his pajamas.

The bottle was filled with milk at a suitable temperature, and Su Jinzhi took several sips in his arms to divert his attention.

It’s been a long time since I came to this world, but Su Jinzhi is still not used to the male nannies dressing him every day, but he can’t hide because Yin Ge doesn’t know how to dress himself, and Su Jinzhi believes that even if he comes by himself, he won’t Way to dress yourself.

After Su Jinzhi finished sucking the bottle, he glanced at Huai Zhou when he stretched out his gloves and clothes, and whispered, "Nipple..."

Hearing what he said, the male nanny thought he still wanted to have a pacifier in his mouth. Without saying a word, he opened the drawer and immediately took a pink pacifier and stuffed it into his mouth. Su Jinzhi was holding the pacifier and wanted to say it wasn't this one, but After he met the gray eyes that were looking at him from Shang Huaizhou, he suddenly didn't dare to speak again—what if that pacifier was used by Huaizhou to test him?

Test if he can remember... He is the murderer who came to kill him that day.

Su Jinzhi no longer thinks that Huaizhou did not kill him that day because he fell in love with him at first sight. After all, Huaizhou not only lied to him, but now he saw other men helping him with clothes so indifferently, it seemed that he really planned to wait for an opportunity to kill him. !

But why didn't he shoot that day?Was it really because his mind was only a child's?

Although Su Jinzhi still couldn't figure out why, he didn't dare to mess around now, and he had to think about how to save Huaizhou in the long run.

Today is the day for him to practice the piano, but Su Jinzhi kept thinking about how to save Huai Zhou when he was having breakfast, and penetrated into his heart. He kept thinking about it until he went to the piano room. He was also a little absent-minded when playing the piano. One sound is wrong.

An abrupt note suddenly appeared in the middle of the smooth melody. An ordinary person who doesn't know the piano may not be able to hear it, but Huai Zhou can play the piano, and this wrong note did not escape his ears.

So after the song ended, he asked Su Jinzhi, "Are you still thinking about Dad?"

Su Jinzhi: "!"

"Hmm..." Su Jinzhi began to think of words, but he was afraid of making mistakes, so he answered the question directly.

Huaizhou didn't speak, and walked towards him directly.

Seeing him getting closer and closer to him, Su Jinzhi slowed down his breathing, fearing that Huai Zhou would quickly pull out his gun and kill him after he got out of breath.

Fortunately, Huaizhou stopped when he reached the edge of the piano, and slammed his long legs in front of him, looking down at him.

Su Jinzhi could sense that his sizing eyes fell on him, and that sight seemed to burn every corner of his body with a fiery temperature. The feeling in front of the day.So Su Jinzhi couldn't hold back, raised his head and glanced at Huaizhou, but just met his emotionless gray eyes.

Then, he saw that the corners of Huai Zhou's lips curved slightly, and then he bent over to approach him with a soft voice: "Are you afraid of me?"