eat meat every day

Chapter 67

Zou Yi opened her mouth, not knowing what to say for a while.

In the past, he could have stood up and said "yes" without back pain.

But now, the person he loves is right in front of him, staring at him unblinkingly, his eyes are so bright, like a short and fast dagger, it has stabbed into his heart without realizing it.

Qing Yu looked at him, her eyes were like a deep and quiet lake, she could only glimpse the motionless lake surface, she didn't know what kind of turbulent waves were hidden below.

He was asking Lan Niang through Lan Niang's skin, "If you replace her with me, what would you do?"

If you replaced her with me, would you still sacrifice me for the possibility of 'not setting a precedent for disrupting the law'?

Zou Yi pursed his lips, he stretched out his hand to touch Qing Yu's face, he wanted to comfort her, but when he touched Qing Yu's eyes, he knew that everything was futile.

The two of them are so alike.

Qing Yu and Lan Niang are too similar.

They were all born and lived in a family that didn't care about them, and even used them as profit-making tools. They all endured the unfair treatment from their teachers, and they were all oppressed by the law and worldly reason. Meat, isn't it just because I remember the meat bun that I didn't eat a bite at that time?

He thought he had forgotten, he thought he had grown up, he thought he had become invincible, he thought he had become invincible, but he was actually the little monk more than ten years ago, the one who was killed without even eating a bite of meat bun. The little monk who was beaten to death and was almost eaten by his master and brother.

It was a nightmare that he could not escape, escape, or shake off for the rest of his life. Now he is experiencing the nightmare again. The only difference is that he already has enough strength to keep him from stretching out his hand to pull it. It is too difficult. .

too difficult.

Qing Yu was like a child who couldn't get candy, and asked almost stubbornly: "For the sake of the unreachable and illusory world, do innocent people have to be sacrificed? Man Qian, answer me."

Zou Yi closed her eyes: "Why do you test me?"

Qing Yu bit her lip, and made a deep tooth mark on her lip, before speaking, her voice was unbelievably hoarse: "I want to know."

Zou Yi frowned fiercely.

This is too difficult for him.On the one hand is what his father bought in exchange for his life, it is the righteous belief that he has believed in for many years, and he has never changed his head and blood after falling down countless times; on the other hand is the person he loves, who can remind him of Yang Chunsan The moon, the breeze in the mountains, the singing of birds and flowers, the person who has all the beautiful things is the person who wants to spend his life with him and share all the joys, sorrows and joys.

He had to choose between them.

Zou Yi closed his eyes, and suddenly his father's figure appeared in the darkness in front of him, with a straight back, as sharp as an ancient sword.He suddenly understood how much blood and tears were pressing on his father's straight spine.

They are all human beings, and as long as they are human beings, they will have joys, sorrows, sorrows, fetters, concerns, and selfish biases.Everyone understands the truth, and everyone can say it smoothly, but when it really falls on me, I really understand what it is that hurts!

Why me?Why him?Why her?Why is it my parents?Why my brothers and sisters?Why is it my child?Why is it my lover?

If they did something wrong, they could still try to persuade themselves, but they were not at fault, they made a choice when they were forced to do so, and no one could blame them, but they were killed.

At this time, how can you stand by and watch them die?

At this time, how frivolous are those well-known righteousness, they can't eat, they can't cover their bodies, they can't shelter from the rain, they can't do anything, and they want to stop him from stretching out a helping hand, and take his dearest and dearest. People are pushed to the road of hell, tell them to die!

Zou Yi suddenly opened his eyes, there was a glint of water in his eyes, if it were normal, Qing Yu would have been so distressed, and hugged him in his arms with an unprincipled voice to comfort him, but now he just watched him quietly, Unmoved.

Zou Yi also pursed her lips quietly and looked at him.

Qing Yu held her breath and concentrated, listening to her heart beating wildly and almost punching a hole in her chest, she saw Zou Yi tilted her head slightly, letting her hair block her gaze.

His heart shrank suddenly, he hadn't figured out the reason yet, but he had an intuition that something was wrong, so he heard Zou Yi open his mouth softly, the voice was so soft that he couldn't blow a feather.

He said, "I'm sorry."

As soon as he finished speaking, he felt that Qing Yu's whole body froze.

Zou Yi couldn't help closing her eyes.

He knew it was over for them both.

Their relationship, without interest entanglement, is much weaker than others. It is all based on love and pure faith, but their beliefs have caused huge differences here. There is already a gap in their hearts, so how can it last long?

Qingyu's arm around him suddenly loosened, and he said: "You..." He was so dumb that he couldn't hear it, he coughed twice before saying, "You have nothing to do to me, Manqian, You have treated me so well, I should thank you."

Zou Yi was startled when he heard the vague words, and Zou Yi rushed to grab his hand, but was suddenly picked up horizontally and thrown on the bed before he could react in time.

Although there was a quilt on the bed, his back still hurt from the fall. He was in a daze from the fall. When he regained his strength, he found that his hands were tied behind his head and tied to the head of the bed. There was a look of resentment on his belt, but because he was behind the light, the expression of resentment on his face seemed to be hazy, so hazy that people thought he was dreaming.

Qing Yu took a step forward, sealed his mouth with a belt, and tied a loose knot at the back of his head: "Don't worry if I don't come back tomorrow, I've already known that I will pass by the waiter, and I will knock on the door in the morning."

Zou Yi stared at him intently, staring so hard that his eyes were about to split open, and could not stop whining, Qing Yu's fingers pressed on the knot at the back of his head, but it still didn't untie it, but leaned over Kissed his lips through the cloth, piously and cautiously, and a little humble.

"I'm sorry," Zou Yi heard him whispering softly, "I really can't just ignore death."

Zou Yi stared at him bitterly, seeing that he was about to leave, she suddenly stretched out her foot to hook his leg, Qing Yu turned her head, amused by his appearance of not talking about image, pushed aside with her hand, walked quickly to Where he couldn't reach, he turned his head slowly and took a deep look at him.

After imprinting his fine strands of hair in his mind, he opened the window without hesitation, raised his legs and wanted to leave, but suddenly heard a muffled sound, only one at first, and then continued, dense like a summer day raindrops.

He turned his head abruptly, and saw Zou Yi bumping his head against the head of the bed. The bedside pillar was made of wood, and it made a loud bang. past.He pressed Zou Yi's head firmly into his arms, and seeing the red mark on his forehead, he felt even more uncomfortable, and tremblingly said: "Why are you bothering?"

Zou Yi smiled, a sly light appeared in his eyes, and then made two "woo hoo", motioning him to untie his belt.

Qing Yu hesitated for a moment, but still loosened the knot at the back of her head.

When Zou Yi's mouth was free, the first words were: "Don't go."

Qing Yu was shocked all over, but still smiled wryly: "If I go, there are ways, how can you stop me?"

But Zou Yi didn't refute, and said instead: "Yes, if you really want to leave, I can't help but knock me unconscious with a slap. But you chose such a troublesome method at the expense of the near and the far, and I think there are entanglements in my heart. Let me keep you."

Qing Yu put her hands on his mouth in a vain way: "Sometimes I really hate your mouth, it makes everything clear and doesn't give people a way out."

Zou Yi: "I'm afraid that if I say half and half, I will miss a lot."

Qingyu was silent for a moment, then pulled the quilt on him to the shoulders: "I won't talk to you anymore, it's already a quarter of an hour behind the agreed time, I have to go."

As he spoke, he picked up Zou Yi's hair, smoothed it out, and placed it gently on his chest, revealing his snow-white neck: "This time it's true, you can't call me back again."

Zou Yi lowered his eyes and took long breaths, as if he had fallen asleep, but the slightly trembling eyelashes revealed the fact that he was still awake.

Qing Yu raised her hand, took a deep breath and was about to strike, when suddenly Zou Yi said in a hoarse voice, "I love you."

His hands were in the air, and he couldn't get down no matter what.

Qing Yu leaned down and brushed aside the hair in front of him, revealing an overly beautiful face, Zou Yi's peach blossom eyes were slightly curved, looking extraordinarily affectionate.This expression is not an ordinary affectionate expression, but a sharp one, like a hook or a knife, piercing straight into his heart.

Qing Yu held his face and whispered: "I love you too."

Zou Yi's eyes turned red instantly: "Since you love me, don't go."

Qing Yu shook her head: "No, I have to go, if you love me, let me go."

Zou Yi said bitterly: "Don't hurt in the name of love."

Qing Yu kissed his forehead: "I didn't want to do that, you understand." She rubbed his lips with her finger, then raised her hand, and suppressed the tender look on her face.

Zou Yi looked at his high hand and gritted his teeth with hatred. He almost shouted: "Qing Yu, stop! You know you are wrong, why do you continue to be wrong! You It's not Su Lan! You will never be her, and she will never be you! You obviously didn't want to save her, you obviously just wanted to fulfill your own wishes, why are you using someone else as a banner!?"

Qing Yu's body froze for a moment, Zou Yi took this opportunity to support her body and stood up from the bed, and slammed into his arms: "Open your eyes and have a look! Isn't this the demon who broke the code of ethics? The rampant Chong Yongnian, here the country is prosperous and the people are safe, and the sea feast is clear, no one will come to eat you, don't be afraid, okay?" His voice dropped suddenly, almost cautiously, "You have me, you are not the same person back then. Children who have nothing, even if they really want to bully you, you still have me, I love you, and I will always be by your side, can you open your eyes and see me?"

Afterwards, Zou Yi was speechless.There was a strong burning emotion in his chest that wanted to burn his chest, but he was stopped by his tongue, and all he spit out was pale.

So he stopped talking, and gently rubbed his head against Qing Yu's head, expressing the pity and love in his heart in the most primitive and savage way, like a beast that cannot speak.

Qing Yu only felt a buzzing in his head, and it was the coldness of his neck that brought him back to his senses. He felt Zou Yi's body temperature and Zou Yi's soft hair, which made his whole body tremble.

He turned his head and saw Zou Yi, who was streaming down his face, and his peach blossom eyes with hooks and blades, but he found that he was willing.

Willingly let it poke into my heart.

Because he found that the hook's head was not a sharp barb, but Zou Yi's lively heart.

What else is he worried about?

He coaxed Zou Yi softly: "Close your eyes, I'll help you lick your tears away."

Zou Yi closed her eyes obediently, but Qing Yu was stunned, looking at him with some surprise, it was Zou Yi who opened her eyes uneasily, then he came back to his senses, leaned over with a smile, stuck out the tip of his tongue, and it was as expected Said, licking away every tear.

He did not leave after licking up the tears, but carefully traced the round eyes under the eyelids.With a little force on the tip of his tongue, he could feel the uneasy trembling of his eyes. He smiled lightly, rolled his eyelids comfortingly, and licked his straight nose bridge down to his two thin lips. He opened the instrument slightly, and he took advantage of it to enter and kissed her.

Zou Yi thought that his surprise came from her obedience, but Qing Yu was actually surprised by herself.

Because of his strange discovery, when he looked at Zou Yi who was quietly waiting for him with his eyes closed, the resentment that was entrenched in his heart suddenly disappeared.

He knew his inner demon, he had imagined how it would disappear countless times, and it might remain there for the rest of his life, but he absolutely never thought that it would suddenly disappear in this way.

——Just because I met a person, after experiencing the dark, heart-wrenching, and almost life-threatening sufferings, I can still say from the bottom of my heart: God has treated me well.