eat meat every day

He slept lightly, and suddenly felt that the person beside him was a little strange, Qing Yu raised his eyes and looked, Zou Yi frowned, her long arms and legs curled up, her eyelashes trembling slightly, like a person who has never grown up and needs to A poor child in the arms of others.

Qing Yu's heart softened suddenly, as if being swept by a cat's tail, it was crisp and itchy, he raised his arm, first placed it on his shoulder weakly, and then tightened his arm when he saw that Zou Yi didn't refuse. , really pressing on his body, Zou Yi dazedly wanted to break free, Qing Yu leaned close to his ear and said in a hoarse voice: "Hey, don't move."

He thought he was good at persuading people, but he never thought that Zou Yi frowned even more after hearing this, blinked her eyelashes and came to her senses: "What are you doing?"

Qing Yu also blinked her eyes, and said with a smile: "Seeing that you are having a nightmare, isn't this here to coax you? What, I made too much noise and woke you up?"

Zou Yi twitched the corner of her mouth: "I thought it was a ghost press."

Qing Yu: "..."

Zou Yi was silent for a moment, but saw that Qing Yu's arm was still lying across his body. The summer mattress was so thin that it couldn't withstand his body temperature, so she transmitted the temperature clearly, telling herself not to care but caring more. I felt a slight heat on my face.

This is not the worst, the worst thing is that Qing Yu's arm is pressing on his heart, heavy, he feels his heart is beating faster and faster and it is about to pop out of his throat, Qing Yu must have felt it, which makes him The more embarrassed, but the faster the heartbeat is, which is a vicious endless loop.

He probably has an understanding of what kind of person Qing Yu is. He has nothing to do with discipline and worldliness. He pursues the principle of timely entertainment. He wears a playful and smiling face all day long, but his eyes are cold and mean. Non-kind.

Being with him is like being with a wolf by your side, it really makes people feel uneasy.

however……

Zou Yi gritted her teeth, and suddenly moved his arm away.

Qing Yu didn't refuse, and withdrew his hand graciously. Under his two extremely thick eyebrows, there were two extremely black eyes, and he looked straight at Zou Yi under the moonlight: "I just had a nightmare, I'm afraid it will become a nightmare." in this way?"

Zou Yi glanced at him, Qing Yu saw that he didn't intend to speak and didn't care, he was just asking casually, not interested in other people's private affairs, but Zou Yi suddenly said: "I dreamed about my father."

Qing Yu paused.

Zou Yi noticed his momentary stiffness, glanced at him out of the corner of his eye, and continued: "My father is a famous doctor in the south of the Yangtze River. In addition to his good medical skills, he is also kind. He charged less money. But although he is a benevolent doctor, he is a strict father. He insisted on asking me to test for merit, and told me the principles of the Four Books and Five Classics every day. One time, my partner destroyed my father's extremely precious inkstone, and in a panic, I used my partner to take the blame. Afterwards, my father was very angry when he found out, and beat me so hard that I couldn't get out of bed for half a month. I just dreamed that I was beaten to death by him."

Qing Yu listened to the time of silence for a stick of incense, Zou Yi thought he had fallen asleep, pinched the corner of the quilt embarrassingly, but Qing Yu suddenly grabbed his hand, Zou Yi was startled and wanted to break free from Qing Yu. On the contrary, Yu increased her strength and squeezed her fingers into the gaps one by one. Zou Yi frowned, a little at a loss for this situation, and heard Qing Yu speak, but her tone was very relaxed. Zou Yi Seeing that he didn't care, he felt that he would be inexplicably guilty of tossing around like this, so he had to relax his strength and stop struggling.

Qing Yu asked: "Apart from that? What else did you not say?"

Zou Yi was stunned for a moment, lowered his eyelids with an unpredictable expression, and said in a low voice after a while: "When he hit me, he told me over and over again: a wise deception for a while, but a hard time for a lifetime, and for a long time, he will definitely use the evil way."

Qing Yu didn't speak, and felt that Zou Yi still had something to say. Although he already knew the general idea, some things still had to be said by himself.For Zou Yi, Qing Yu is always patient enough.

Sure enough, Zou Yi squeezed Qing Yu's fingers backhandedly, and said very calmly: "Do you know how he died? I told you before that he was a benevolent doctor who hardly took money, but later my mother fell ill. It is heavy and requires expensive medicinal materials. He started to charge money for seeing a doctor, and the price was raised a bit, so he was scolded and spit on. In the end, my mother died of illness, and he also died of depression.

In fact, his price was reasonable, but at that time, in order to suppress him, the doctors in the same city lowered the cost of seeing a doctor, and people forgot their previous snobbishness, praised them for their kindness and benevolence, and scolded my father.

In his life, he has been conscientious and charitable all his life, and his spine is straight on the right path. Even if he has to see a doctor and collect money in the end, it is upright, but who will appreciate his righteousness? "

This life of a person is bitter and hasty.

Enjoy this pre-life event, who cares about his posthumous name.

Zou Yi said softly: "I understand him, what supports him is the last "long-term trend is bound to seek the way of the sun", as if the defeated will say through gritted teeth: "Feng Shui turns around", as if people have nothing to do with the wicked Sometimes he would say: 'Good and evil will eventually be rewarded', but in fact, retribution and reincarnation are invisible and intangible things. He pins his hopes on the snow in a hundred years, and he knows nothing about the world and remembers grudges but not gratitude. I will remember that he is a villain who is greedy for money and interests, and if I gradually forget it, I will never rehabilitate him.

Even if it is possible to "go to the sun to seek the way", it is a major event in the world, and it is the painstaking effort of the heroes, so that they can't eat day and night, and finally raise their flags to turn against them. History doesn't even look carefully at ordinary people like him. He didn't even look at it, who would bother to reveal his merits and demerits? "

What's the point of the morality he insisted on, his Yang Dao that even though he died nine times, he didn't regret it?

After Zou Yi finished speaking, seeing Qing Yu's half-closed eyes and being silent, he let out a heavy breath, and became embarrassed after realizing that, when it came out so suddenly, it didn't matter whether people were willing to say it like a bean, Qing Yu It can only be reported by silence.

Zou Yi withdrew her hand embarrassingly, only half of Qing Yu's side face could be seen from his angle, Qing Yu's facial features were thick and deep, and a shadow under the black eyelashes covered the expression in his eyes.

The moment Zou Yi pulled away, Qing Yu suddenly grabbed his hand, instead of clenching his hand like before, but clasped his hands together, wrapping his hand in his palm.

Zou Yi saw that Qing Yu turned his face suddenly, so that he could see his face clearly, even the fine hairs on his face were completely visible, Qing Yu's facial features were profound and imposing, but they couldn't compare to the brilliance of his eyes Brilliant colors, you can see Wanhua Moonlight in your eyes.

Qing Yu held his hand and said in a hoarse voice: "Then why did you ask Fang Jing to say this before? Don't rush to answer, think slowly, you know the answer, but you can't swallow this breath, so you asked me to Let me tell you, convince yourself, right?"

Zou Yi was astonished and couldn't help pulling her hand back: "I didn't..."

Qing Yu suddenly moved her head closer, and the two faces were very close. Zou Yi heard his words and sprayed them lightly and heavily on her face: "Then I'll tell you, word by word."

Zou Yi opened her mouth, only to feel the breath in her chest, but couldn't utter a single word.

Qing Yudao: "It is said in the Buddhist scriptures: 'The surface is empty', Xin You'an wrote: 'Yuhuan, flying swallows are all dust', there is an old saying: 'There is a knife on the head of the color', you go ask the yellow-haired boy at the intersection, Who doesn't know that beauty is like floating clouds, but how many people in this world can resist beauty? Everyone thinks Tao Gong is broad-minded, admires his noble character, denounces the filth of officialdom, and who hasn't earned his head to test his fame? Ming Knowing that life is just a drop in the ocean, who is not worrying about life and worrying about life? Why do you think this is?"

Zou Yi was silent for a moment, then said bluntly: "People's hearts are not enough to swallow an elephant."

Qingyu laughed suddenly, the laughter was warm: "Yes, and no. What people want in life are two things, meaningful and interesting. Is it meaningful to marry a concubine with seven or eight concubines and play hide-and-seek all day long?" No. Is it interesting? Of course there is. Most people, they have exhausted all their efforts in their whole life just to be interesting in their minds.

But there will always be someone who thinks.

People in this life are actually very pitiful. All wealth is outside the body. You don’t bring it with you when you die; you don’t know you after three generations. You have been through the cold and warm, and you have suffered a lot, but when you think about it carefully, you feel sad. If you don’t leave something to make yourself feel at ease, wouldn’t you suffer in vain?

It’s just that some people feel that they are satisfied with the beauty and comfort of dazzling flowers, and some people feel that they are satisfied with the comfort of a dust-free heart. Everyone has their own ambitions, and there are all kinds of words, but if it is for the sake of virtue, it is for the sake of virtue, for the sake of fame, for the sake of nobility And lofty, it's not vulgar, how can it be so high? "

Zou Yi said: "I, a layman like me, don't understand. It's just that if you want something, you must have something. The idea of ​​'not seeking something' has something in itself, but what do they want if they don't seek fame and profit? What makes them so haunted by their dreams that they would not hesitate to have their heads bleed and their bodies smashed to pieces?"

Qing Yu laughed: "Man Qian, good question, what they are looking for is something they know they can't get but they have to ask for it."

"What is it?"

"The avenue is magnanimous, and the world is open and honest."

Zou Yi suddenly held her breath, and saw Qing Yu hugging him suddenly, and said very, very gently: "He is not wrong, he is right."

Zou Yi was stunned, his body was stiff, goosebumps could not stop creeping up, the stasis entrenched in his heart suddenly dissipated, just like the moment when Pangu split the chaos with an axe, the black and yellow were no longer there, and the light was bright After the explosion, the sky will return to the sky, the earth will return to the earth, the sky is high and the earth is deep, the sun is crystal and the moon is bright, the mountains are high and the water is beautiful, the vegetation is verdant, and everything is lovely.

Of course he knows what he wants in his heart, he is just not reconciled, he is just not reconciled that his father, who is a gentleman like Hong, is reprimanded as a villain, he is just not reconciled to the collapse of his belief for many years, he is just not reconciled He is reconciled to the ups and downs of the world and cannot tolerate half of the righteous way. He has walked on this unwilling road for too long. The future is dark and there is no way to retreat. After walking for a long time, even he himself becomes in a daze. Whether it is normal or not, I am the one who is crazy.

He walked for so long, for so long, wading through mountains and rivers, weathering wind and rain, exhausted from walking, but in the end, all he asked for was one sentence: he was not wrong, he was right.

He just needs someone to tell him: You are right.

Zou Yi suddenly couldn't stop the heat in his eyes.

Qing Yu hugged him for a stick of incense, suddenly felt that something was wrong, looked up and saw that his eyes were so red that blood was oozing, Qing Yu touched his face in surprise, but Zou Yi turned her head away.

He said in a hoarse voice almost embarrassed: "Don't look."

Qing Yu withdrew her hand and hugged him respectfully. Zou Yi took a deep breath for a while, and turned her head back after her emotions calmed down. She looked into his eyes and said earnestly, "Thank you."

Qing Yu smiled indifferently: "Next time if you want me to coax you, just say it, why are you being so coy."

Zou Yi rolled her big eyes: "Get lost."

Qing Yu snorted and patted his forehead: "Sleep quickly, it will be dawn if you don't sleep."

Zou Yi took a deep look at him, then closed her eyes.

Together with the closing of his teeth, and the sentence between his lips and teeth: ... I like you.

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